MaybeMaybe if I stare a little longer,
Maybe if I wish a little harder,
Maybe if I cry a little less,
Maybe if I smile a little more.
Maybe if I notice every detail of your pictures, one bye one. Maybe if I keep them all in my pocket, my wallet, my phone and my heart. Maybe then, I wont feel so far apart. Maybe if I look at those pictures every day, every time I want to cry, every time I want to just give in and die. Maybe then there will be a little less asking "why??".
Maybe if I replay that accidental voice message you left, over and over.
Maybe if I go through the messages I saved.
Maybe if I pull forward every memory I kept safe in my mind.
Maybe if I put on all my make up, dress all pretty, and act my sweetest. Maybe if I smile a lot, and use my soft voice. Maybe then your family wouldn't hate me so. Maybe if I dance around all sweet and swift, and never show the heaviness in my feet. Maybe if I don't stay up late, do all my homework, pull straight A's. Maybe then they will see me as
Remind Me -LDR-They tell me long distance relationships never work. But if they did, how would anyone know?Remind Me -LDR-2 years ago in Letters More Like This
They tell me to give up and find someone closer, but i refuse.
It's the hard times, the longing, the dying to be with them. It's the sting left on your lips after waking up from a dream of their kiss.
It's knowing somewhere, far away, someone holds your heart in their hands so carefully, so sweetly. Patiently waiting to hold you, in their hands, instead. Though, they will not give your heart up, they will just keep it safe in their pocket as they finally hold their love.
It's knowing that you will wait forever to be with them, and wish the best for them.
It's knowing you hold their heart, too. Their precious heart.. beating for you. Knowing YOU are the one that holds it, no matter the distance.
It's knowing that of all the other guys/girls they know, they picked YOU. They chose to love YOU.
It's knowing what it is like to be so far apart, and cherishing the moments together twice
eh..I miss you.eh..2 years ago in Letters More Like This
I love you.
I need you.
I want you.
I desire you.
I remember you.
I hope for you.
I just need you with me.
As I Am NowYou know you love someone if they ever make you sit as I do now.As I Am Now2 years ago in Letters More Like This
Elbows upon knees, hands pressed against your face, breathing deeply, sighing, maybe a tear of two warming a speck of your hand.
Many reasons can cause such a position as this.
I miss you. So entirely much that explanation will do my no justice. I miss you, my love. I long for you here. More than just a little kid demanding a Popsicle on a hot day. This.. longing, a deep ache in the very thing that makes me, me. A deep and painful pulling of my heart, like a dog begging to go play, when its time to go inside. It's a shift in my soul, begging me with everything it has, ever single puppy dog eyes, every begging line, every promise, everything, to please please please just let it go home. A dullness of the thoughts and mind process, blocking the gears and stopping anything from working except one thought. Home. Home. Home. HOME. It's an every waking moment you are on my mind. It's a sickening of things once so swe
WaitThe miles grow longer the closer I get to you.Wait2 years ago in Letters More Like This
But as they dwindle time slows, and you fill my head.
I can't help but smile, I'm coming home.
I know you're waiting, just like you've always been.
Keep waiting patiently, love.
Wait for the right moments,
Wait for the smiles,
Wait for the memories,
Wait for the hugs,
Wait for the endless nights,
Wait for the holding hands,
Wait for the butterflies.
Wait for the heart stoppers,
Wait for the kiss,
Wait for the breathlessness.
The right moments where everything falls into place.
The smiles you give me, and the ones we share.
The memories we will make and hold on to.
The hugs we will both hope never end.
The endless nights we will stay awake talking, and forget about sleep.
The holding hands, silently saying everything is alright.
The butterflies you give me, with just a look.
The heart stoppers we get from the perfect touch.
The kiss that will say it all and leave us complete.
The breathlessness that will follow every other kiss.
Wait for th
Maybe It's YouMaybe it's the way you glance my way, and try to hide your smileMaybe It's You1 year ago in Letters More Like This
Maybe it's the way your eyes dart away when you see I am staring back at you
Maybe it's the way you stand by me, patiently waiting for me to say hello, and ask you about your day
Maybe it's the way you talk quiet out of shyness, but just loud enough for me to hear
Maybe it's the way you had my attention from the first day I saw you
Maybe it's the way my heart races when you are near me
Maybe it's the way my hands shake
Maybe it's the softness in your voice when you speak to me
Maybe it's the way you seem to light up when you see me smile at you
Maybe it's the way you didn't run when i told you i liked you
Maybe it's the way love songs bring up your face in my mind
Maybe it's the way I think of you all the time
Maybe it's the way I look for you in the crowded courtyards of school
Maybe it's the way you look in your grey crew-neck sweatshirt
Maybe it's the way your name sounds when people ask about you
Maybe it's the way th
AchesThey never tell you just how horrible it is to feel your heart break. They never are able to give you the right words to describe it, they never explain well enough.Aches1 year ago in Letters More Like This
I sit here now, wrapped up in your sweet, sad memory. I ache, all over. I miss you, but those two words, "miss you" are so painfully dull compared to how much I feel. I miss you. Everywhere I look I see you.
I see your face in my computer screen, from all those nights we forced ourselves awake, soaking in each others company before finally whispering our 'Good night' and turning over to sleep. Then, when morning came, I would always wake before you, and watch the most precious thing in my world sleep, all your worries and troubles gone, that preciously innocent look on your face. And when you woke, you call out to me with your favorite nickname you gave to me. And there I would be.
I see your texts on my phone, even though I know my number can no longer reach yours. I hear your text tone, and I can almost re
I Need YouI need you like a needle needs a vein.I Need You1 year ago in Letters More Like This
I need you like a little girl needs her little doll,
I need you like a little boy needs his blanket.
I need you when I cry, I need you to be the one who makes me tears dry.
I need you when im crying and it feels like im dying
I need you when i fall and hurt my knee, both in reality and metaphorically,
I need you when im sad and not a happy sight is to be seen
I need you when im lonely and need a voice to hear.
I need you when im cold
I need you when its too hot
I need you more than words can say
Now I realize I need you more every day...
I need your smile I need your eyes
I need to hear you breathe...
I need you, i need you, i need you..
This I Believe - Long Distance Loving'sI believe in long distance relationships. I believe it takes a stronger, more dedicated kind of love to survive in a long distance relationship. Long distance has taught me so much in the months that I have been a part of it. And I believe in long distance relationships because it has changed who I am. I believe in long distance, but mostly I believe it can work.This I Believe - Long Distance Loving's2 years ago in Academic Essays More Like This
Long distance has never been easy, but to me, it is more special than normal relationships. I believe Long Distance is like a sunflower, and closer relationships are like roses. Both are lovely and beautiful, but there are many differences between the two. Roses are sweet, beautiful, and colorful. But they protect themselves with thorns to keep things from harming them, and roses die quickly. Sunflowers, however, loom tall above the ground, reaching for the sky, with a stronger support to hold it up. Long distance, like sunflowers, needs that extra support. Putting 100% into it, because, like the sunflower, it is he
Where are YouWhere are you now, when I need you the most?Where are You1 year ago in Letters More Like This
Where are you, when I lie awake crying till my green eyes are blurred?
Where are you, when I am so torn all that soothes me is the dial tone connecting our phones?
Where are you when I'm sleeping because being awake is just too hard?
Where are you when I sit in a room full of people, but am completely alone?
Where are you when all your empty promises replay in my mind?
Where are you when I had a hard day?
I am there when you need me most.
I am there when your brown eyes turn red with stinging tears.
I am there offering a call when you are at your saddest.
I am there when you decide to go to bed because you had a hard day, and leave me hanging.
I am there when you are tired of being conscious.
I am there when you feel excluded and alone.
I am there to make sure all my promises stay true.
I am there when your day is rough.
I am always there for you, always by your side, always comforting you, even when you treat me the worst. I am there when y
Long DistanceHey, sweetheart. Whats up?Long Distance4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I cant say it.
You sound funny. You been crying?
No Ive got allergies.
Till my eyes ran dry
Aw, poor baby. I know thats rough.
You have no idea.
Anything I can do? Just say the word.
Dont worry about it.
I need you, Im falling apart.
I cant wait to see you during Christmas break.
I know, but enjoy life while youre there.
Put me out of your mind
Hows your family? Your dad still being an ass?
Yeah, but Im used to it.
You were the only thing that made him stop.
Keep your head up. I know youre strong enough to deal.
Ive dealt for 19 years, whats 2 more?
I wont even last through the night.
Thats my girl. Listen, Ive g
Thinking ThoughtsWatching the little circles of SkypeThinking Thoughts1 year ago in Letters More Like This
Telling me you are not there, and my messages must wait
Completing circle after circle
And I count each full rotation they make
Like I count the days
Far too long we've suffered enough
But still this mess prolongs and extends
I am here alone, knowing you are there just as alone as me
I can't help but miss you
I cant help but try everything I can to find you
I have carefully crafted myself
Sewn myself to you
Nothing can tear me away from you
But I feel my seems stretching
But I dont want to let you go
I've clung to you for ages now
We've watched some seasons change
Now we are older
But not the much closer
Wiser in mind
And fonder in hearts
Broken in spirits
But hopeful in love
Youve claimed my heart and refuse to give it back
Though i have not asked for it
You once made it such a point to show me
It was not worth a thing to you
And with that it broke and hurt
But now you cannot forgive yourself
For the damages youve done
I believed you to be gone
What is love?Love is undefinableWhat is love?2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
But you know when it's there
It's a felling in your heart
A feeling in the air
Love overrides all over feelings
And holds you in its grip
You don't want to lose it
And fall into a dark pit
Love is what you get
When you see that special person
And hold them close in your arms
Until the change of season
Love isn't something that comes lightly
It doesn't just appear
It only arrives when you meet that 'one'
And truly hold them dear
Love can take effect
No matter how far apart
The two of you may be far
But it's all in your heart
DistanceI'm thinking of you again.Distance3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
As I stare at the map.
My finger traces the line,
And I smile sadly to myself.
As it is only centimetres,
That keep us apart.
Adding Up The MilesAdding up the milesAdding Up The Miles6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
between here and there
between one day and then next
Adding up the baited breaths
between now and then
between "love" and "you"
Calculating just what it might take
to get me from the here and now
to where you're waiting...
long distance loveI wish body pillowslong distance love2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Acted like teleportation devices
And when you clutched yours
It would put me beside you
I wish blankets
Were like magic carpets
And we could use ours
To fly to one another
I wish computer screens
Would let us reach to others
And I could pull you through
And into my arms
I wish we could feel each other
When we clutch pillows and blankets
And pretend they're each other
So our dreams can somewhat come true
Who Would Have ThoughtWho would have thought i would meet someone like you, through chances thinner than imaginable. Who would have thought i would be here, typing this.Who Would Have Thought2 years ago in Letters More Like This
Who would have thought id be looking at your pictures, longing for you. Looking at all you are: your eyes, your soft lips, your brown hair, everything.
Who would have thought i would be dying to be in those pictures with you, looking into those eyes and making them shine, kissing those soft lips, playfully messing up your hair... everything.
Who would have thought i would be so far away...
Who would have thought i wouldn't care. Not a second for those 2337.8 miles.
Who would have thought it would be you, causing every guy to just seem pale in comparison.
Who would have thought Id love you, oh wait, i would