I HateI hate that I can't concentrate,I Hate5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
And there are things I can't recall.
I hate the fact I can't walk straight,
- End up walking into walls.
I hate that my slow shambling gait
Makes me invariably fall.
I hate that when I medicate
It does completely bugger all.
I hate the fact I've put on weight
Despite watching what I eat.
I hate the fact my joints inflate
In this dreadful humid heat.
I hate the fact I fascinate
Every person on the street.
I hate having to educate
Every doctor that I meet.
I hate when ignorant people state
My only problem is being unfit.
I hate that I can't communicate
The problems I refuse to admit.
I hate the people who berate
And tell me not to quit.
I hate people saying I look great
When I feel like utter shit.
I hate when people discriminate
Because of things that I can't do.
I hate people who try to commiserate
- Say they know what I'm going through.
I hate religious types who speculate
That I'm only getting what I'm due.
I hate that I now alienate
The 'friends' tha
Different Levels of WeeabooDifferent Levels of Weeaboo4 years ago in Profiles More Like This
Welcome! If you're reading this you may be looking for important answers!
1: How can I tell if someone, my friend, or even if I am a weeaboo?
2: What are key traits that every weeaboo displays?
3: Are there different stages of weeaboo?
LOOK NO FURTHER!
The following list displays the stages of becoming like the worst weeaboo I've met yet. She will be named later. The most important thing is that you realize that the term weeaboo is always used as a derogatory slur against nearly anyone associated with Japan. This can be something as arbitrary as watching anime, taking private or public Japanese courses, or even reporting knowledge about Japan. Please DO NOT give these pitiful people the satisfaction of a reply, because they are likely very sour people anyway! The important thing is that you are interested in learning about a new culture and want to educate yourself, and there isn't anything bad about that!
That being said ...
TWEWY Fic-I Want Santa To StopTitle: For Christmas I Want Santa To Stop Touching MeTWEWY Fic-I Want Santa To Stop5 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Series: The World Ends With You/Subarashiki Kono Sekai
Characters/Pairings: Josh/Neku, Shiki, Eri & Mr. H.
Warnings/Rating: PG-13/T mostly because of Neku's occasional potty mouth and gutter-mind; and he disses Beat once.
Notes: Shounen-ai, I couldn't find a way to make it yaoi, sorry.
Summary: Christmas gift for Cloudsgrl/Chronos Mephistopheles. Neku thought it was troublesome enough that he has to dress like a girl and join Shiki for pictures with Santa. It then got worse as they swapped Santa's on him just as it was their turn. Light JoshNeku.
For Christmas I Want Santa To Stop Touching Me
He couldn't believe he was sitting here, even listening to their claims of trouble.
Shiki was frowning at him from his right, her eyes dull even behind her glasses. Mr. Mewthe stuffed toy she made that helped them first meetwas clutched f
The World Begins With You PrologueThe World Begins With You (Prologue)The World Begins With You Prologue4 years ago in Drama More Like This
A Lazy Day
It was Sunday 10:30 AM the sun shined through his bedroom window in bright golden rays reaching his face and making his bright orange hair have a fiery glow to it, illuminating his pale blue room with a golden tint. The alarm on his cell phone went off playing one of his favorite songs, The One Star to wake him up. "ugh" he groaned, "five more minuets" he mumbled as he grabbed his phone to turn it off. Suddenly the boy's eyes widened as he exclaimed "crap, it's that time already?!? I'm gonna be late!"
He hurled himself out of bed immediately removing his pajamas and putting on his favorite shirt (which had a thick funnel collar he uses to hide his face) his white shorts, yellow wristband and favorite shoes that matched his shirt. Then finally attached his MP3 underneath his funnel collar. With ridiculous speed he bolted himself out of his bedroom.
"Neku?" his mother exclaimed, shocked at seeing him move so frantically around the house.
Hello, Neku part 6Neku had thought a lot about his feelings over the past few weeks. His inner world had changed, and his outer world was the same. In his life he had never thought much about love, or relationships at all, until entering the UG. Now he tried to process the information that someone loved him aside from his parents. The place where Joshuas fingers had brushed again his cheek tingled. It was a good feeling, but for some reason it made his chest hurt.Hello, Neku part 67 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Why? Neku finally choked out. His mind was numb, and he couldnt think of what else to say.
Why do I love you? Joshua looked at him bewilderedly, the expression of confusion alien on his face. That, I dont know. Its not a choice, really, therefore it cannot be rationalized.
Thats not what I meant. Nekus mind was reeling. He wanted to know why his heart was racing, why his eyes burned with tears, and why he wanted so badly for Joshua to say it again.
Rin and Len FanFiction Ch. 13Rin and Len FanFiction Ch. 134 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
"Akaito! Hey!" Meiko ran over, she was nearly naked, and wearing a lot of make up.
"Hey Babe! Rinny!" Akaito said hugging her.
"Hey Rin..." Len walked over. He looked at me for a minute. "You look... Really good..." He grabbed my hand and walked me over to the towels and umbrella. We sat down. "So what do you want to do?"
"Uh... Sitting here is nice. I don't think I should go into the water..." I scooted closer to him.
"Why what's wrong? It's really hot outside." He put his arm around me.
"Well... I don't know how to swim, we always had a three foot pool at my house."
"We don't have to go very deep, just at our thighs." He stood and helped me up.
"I will be with you the whole time. I promise I won't let go of your hand. You can trust me." It took me a minute to think, but I nodded. Len took off his shirt and we walk
start of a new endstart of a new end3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Suffering, revulsion, pain, misery
Greed, power, corruptions and lies
Sparks of war manifest itself to the world
Mistakes unhide itself to the world
past and presents connects the dots
Inevitable consequences comes along
Virus outbreaks and new disease
Starts wiping lives
Availability of jobs, constant changes of nature, extinction of rarity
A coming of struggles
Survival and War games
will start of a new end
Wait For Me Ch 3Wait For Me Ch 34 years ago in Romance More Like This
Winry lay on her bed, silently snoring when Ryan ran into her room and jumped on her bed. "Mommy! Mommy! Uncle Roy and Aunty Riza are here!"
Winry yawned and sat up. "Tell them I'll be down in a bit. Why don't you go out and play with Maes."
Ryan smiled and nodded. He jumped off the bed and ran downstairs. Winry got up and went into her bathroom. She brushed out her long hair and then got dressed in a pair of jeans and a black tank top. She went downstairs only a few minutes after her son had woken her up. Roy and Riza sat on the couch.
"Nice to see you guys again." Winry smiled.
"It's nice to see you too Winry." Riza smiled back at the blonde with blue eyes in front of her.
Roy leaned back into the sofa and looked at Winry. "So how are things?"
Winry looked away from him. "Things have been good. Ryan's growing up so fast."
Riza laughed. "I understand that one. It seems like it was only yesterday when I found out I had been pregnant with Maes. Now he's already six years old.
Here, I will beHere, I will be4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Here I will be,
Waiting for you,
When the time will come,
When our hearts finally meet.
In the past,
My heart had been broken,
Broken so many times,
That the pieces of glass, Were so small,
They couldn't be pieced together.
You did something that was
You gave me a new heart,
A heart without any bruises,
A heart without any bends,
You gave me a heart,
That is so brave,
It glows bright,
So bright, That I am no longer afraid,
Afraid of my fears from the past.
In the past,
I would have never thought that such a thing,
Would be possible,
But that is love,
Love is something that amazes us,
Its powers are so unparalleled,
That we can't even begin to understand,
What lies behind the word, Love.
It is so powerful it gives us something that escapes us, Bravery.
Here I will be,
Waiting for you,
Hoping to find the answer,
To what Love truly is.
The person I will love,
Look at me,
Our appearance may be different,
Our levels of Bravery are differ
Spin the Bottle (Pandora Hearts, Oz x Gil)"But I don't want to go," Oz exclaimed, folding his arms. "I don't even like Eduard!"Spin the Bottle (Pandora Hearts, Oz x Gil)6 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Mrs. Kate sighed; ever since Oz had reached his fourteenth birthday, he had been even more difficult than usual - which was quite a feat, considering how much mischief the boy had managed to get into before. "It doesn't matter whether or not you like him," she said reasonably, trying to get the Bezarius heir's uncontrollable cowlick to lie down in some semblance of tidiness. "The Lakewood family is very important, and as the heir of one of the four Grand Duke houses, you should be there to congratulate him on his birthday."
"But why?" The boy's voice was dangerously close to a whine. "Can't I just send him a gift? Eduard is boring, and the whole party will be, too." He scowled at his reflection in the mirror before him. "Besides, this suit is horrible."
The harried governess pulled a bit harder on Oz'
Wishes :: TsuPsyWishesWishes :: TsuPsy4 years ago in Romance More Like This
When he looked up at the sky, it wasn't a reassuring sight. It wasn't the sight that he was used to all bright stars and black skies. The city was a weird place and not one that he could adjust to very quickly. In fact, Tsugaru found the entire place to be extremely unnerving and strange.
But he chose to instead suffer in silence.
Still, Tsugaru thought, there were benefits to moving away from the starry skies and quiet of his old home.
The entire reason that he'd left his home behind was encapsulated right there in that small frame. Psyche had needed him had loved him and that was all the reason that he needed really. Because Psyche had stumbled into his life and changed it completely.
Maybe there weren't anymore stars in the sky for him, but Tsugaru found that he didn't mind that so much. After all, wishing on them hadn't done him much good. He could live without them now, even if he did miss them a little.
They had brought him Psyc
HeartbrokenI loved, I cared, I gave you all that I could,Heartbroken4 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
My misfortune; I couldn't be all that you wanted.
I hoped, I wished, and I thought you understood,
My misfortune; my heart felt taunted.
I wondered, I asked, and I prayed for your own good.
My misfortune; I felt so unwanted,
I pleaded, I begged, all to share thoughts I could,
My misfortune; I neglected the hurt you had planted.
I was stupid, I was blind, I was unable to read your mind,
My misfortune; I still messaged you.
I learnt my lesson, I felt the world, I now think I know it,
Dont worry, you shall never feel so lacerated.
I promise, I swear, I shall never speak to you again,
For I deserved it all to have fallen for you.
I was silly, I was weird, and I was dumb to think --
How could I been the one you cherished?
But may you answer if you could -- how could someone be so indecisively cruel?
A cold-heart with its own blood, uncaring with bleeding hearts
I question if you care truly for my well being,
Or if it is just an illusion to fill
The Long Waged WarLet out your angerThe Long Waged War4 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Let out your rage
Put up your fists
You've got a war to wage
Hatred is the key
To winning this war
And those you abhor
Ignore the burns
Ignore the black and blue
Just smash down the walls
Break right through
For your enemy is gracious
He accepts death with open arms
And never would he ever
Bring you any harm
He loves you dearly
For you he would die
He'd never ask twice
Wouldn't blink an eye
So don't shed a tear
He won't die in vain
When you stab his chest
He won't feel any pain
Only love for his beloved
Which is you, my dear
Too late to cower
Too late to fear
March right in
And claim your right
But instead kneel down
At the glory of his light
He is true love and patience
He is peace and kindness
He will touch your eyes
And heal your blindness
Let out your tears
Let go of your rage
For this is a war
You no longer wish to wage
They SayThey Say.They Say3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
They say there is always a silver lining.
But right now my future looks bleak.
They say the sky is the limit.
But my vision is blocked by a mountain peak
They say life is a game.
But I was never any good at hide and seek.
They say were all different.
But does that mean that were all unique.
They say everyone wants to win.
But I have no desire to compete.
They say there are plenty more fish in the sea.
But they didn't say whether the water's shallow or deep.
They say everyone is searching for the same answer.
But I have'nt got it in me to cheat.
They say I'm too negative.
But I know this also comes hand in hand with defeat.
They say a healthy mind is a healthy body.
But I'm not to obsessed with my physique.
They say some situations you must face, face to face.
But sometimes I am not willing to turn the other cheek.
They told me some day I'd be someone great.
But I know that's a promise they cant keep.
They say sometimes shit just happens.
But I've recently discovere
Rumor Has ItRumor Has It3 years ago in Romance More Like This
Rumor Has It
Rating: M for swearing and sex.
"So, basically, you're cheating on me." I said slowly, expression carefully blank, voice empty. Inside I felt like I was being torn apart. How many years now has it been since we started going out? I think we'd be hitting three next week.
Lavi had the gall to look hurt. "Allen, I-"
"Just... Don't. I don't want to hear it."
He didn't deny it. He didn't deny it. He didn't deny it. The words repeated themselves in my head, each letter another piece of my heart falling apart and being crushed into a fine powder.
"But Allen, I..." His voice trailed off. That was his chance to say something. Besides, we've been over this already. Each time he failed to deny the accusation; each time he always had the disappointed look - the one someone makes when the proverbial cat is out of the bag.
"Get out." I say.
He gives me a shocked look. "Allen..."
There were too many signs; too many obvious signs that yelled 'Lavi cheated!'.
"I said 'ge
Voiceless: Chapter 1Fandom: D.Gray-ManVoiceless: Chapter 14 years ago in Drama More Like This
Pairing: Eventual KandaxAllen (Yullen)
Warning(s): Swearing on Kanda's part and a bit of Violence as well… It's KANDA for peat's sake, what else do you expect? And angst.
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I looked up in shock as those words were spoken. He was only nine, just a couple years younger than Lavi and I, how could something like that happen! The sprout was always so cheerful, smiling and laughing like he didn't have a care in the world. How the hell could - I felt a sharp tug on my arm and looked to find Lavi already dragging me toward the car. I couldn't understand why until Tiedoll and Bookman began heading in the same direction.
I held my tongue and bowed my head, allowing my bangs to shadow my eyes as I gnawed at my lower lip until the coppery taste of blood danced on my tongue.
There was no time to ask stupid questions right now. We had to get to the hospital.
InnocenceRemember the days whenInnocence6 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
School was fun,
A drink was juice,
Getting high was going on swings,
A hoe was a gardening tool,
Protection was your bike helmet,
Fights lasted 2 minutes,
Breaking up was pushing a glass over,
Pressure was something older kids learned in science,
Boys had cooties,
Swearing was bad,
Baby's came from belly buttons,
Birds and bee's were animals,
Coke was a drink,
Pot was a cooking utensil,
Blowing was for candles,
Your parents were your hero's,
Dying was for old people.
Those were the days,
But not anymore.
Real Men Write Poetry-Slam PoemHello, my name is Anna,Real Men Write Poetry-Slam Poem3 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
or "Blue" if you please.
I am a poet and so is,
Zach, Corbin, Harrison, and Kenji.
We have a passion,
a will to write,
and I don't think you have the right to stop us.
You say that we were just kids who searched for misery,
and you say that boys aren't fit to write poetry.
But those four men I just introduced,
are in my eyes so much stronger than you.
Yes I am a girl,
so call me a hypocrite,
but I'm finding it ironic,
that you think these men,
would have a problem with you.
Maybe you're the little boy inside,
look we get it, wont you just apologize?
Do you know how much effort,
that they put into their work?
I promise you,
that to me they're lifesavers,
They're believers, they're creators,
and all around life changers.
They take me away from this reality,
and pull me into their wonderful poetry.
I can't help but fall in love with their words on the paper,
losing myself in their iambic pentameter.
No matter what words you use or say,
you will never take th
RequiemFandom: D.Gray-ManRequiem4 years ago in Romance More Like This
Pairing: KandaxAllen (Yullen)
Warning(s): Character Death and Angst
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Allen stared down at the dark wooden coffin, eyes shadowed by snowy locks but it wasn't hard to see the tears that fell from his eyes to the floor like liquid crystal.
"Allen-chan..." Lenalee began, but quickly silenced herself as she noticed Allen gnawing on his lower lip.
It hurt seeing him like this. So many had been lost in the war, but this one death seemed to have caused Allen more pain than all the other's combined. She wasn't surprised, though.
Were Kanda had been like a brother to Lenalee, a close friend to Lavi, and a mere acquaintance to most others, he had been Allen's lover.
She couldn't imagine how much pain Allen was in, how much pain she would have been in if it had been Lavi laying within the shrouded coffin. A fresh wave of tears and pain came over her at the thought. With a heavy heart, she turned her back to Allen and walked away, knowing full well that wh
I'm a WriterI'm shy in my words,I'm a Writer3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
And bold in my text.
LGBT Opinion, Theory of Knowledge Style"I Support Gay Marriage, or as I like to call it, marriage. Because I parked my car today-I didn't gay-park it." This quote, even though I cannot remember who it's by, is one of my favorite quotes. It highlights exactly how I feel about gay marriage, and the subject of homosexuality in general. When I went to see the One-Acts, The Laramie Project stood out to me because it reminded me how homophobic our world is. There are people in the world-in CCDS-who think that being gay is a separate lifestyle, a sinful choice, or a disease. This appalls me and angers me to a point where I tear up. Why am I so passionate about this? Why do I push so hard for the acceptance of homosexuality and LGBT? It's because I am LGBT. I am bisexual, and because I am, I have several things I know about the subject of homosexuality, and why there is absolutely nothing wrong with it.LGBT Opinion, Theory of Knowledge Style4 years ago in Academic Essays More Like This
First of all, last time I checked, I am currently living a life that is just like my 100% percent straight peers-only I happen to
Modern MarriageThe debate on marriage is steeped in rhetoric, emotional speech, and vague references to tradition and precedent. Arguments are often made about the natural order of things, from the reproductive capability of male and female, to the occurrence of homosexuality in nature. The word is given many different definitions based on what each individual sees as a standard and motivation for marriage. So how do we untangle these things and understand what a proper modern definition is? Can it include same-sex couples?Modern Marriage3 years ago in Philosophical More Like This
The first argument against gay marriage is that, traditionally, marriage has been defined as between a man and a woman and this sets a precedent for all future usage of the word. True, I think you will find few people who will argue the historical heterosexual nature of marriage. I am not aware of any culture with a legal definition of marriage that included same-sex couples, and even in cultures that were acc
What Can I Say?Fandom: D.Gray-manWhat Can I Say?4 years ago in Romance More Like This
I watch him go, my heart clenching painfully in my chest. The rain beats down, each drop feeling like needles on my skin, plastering my snow colored locks to my forehead and hiding my tears as he drives away. I can feel the harsh chill and I know that if I stay out here in this sheeting rain much longer I'll risk getting hypothermia, but I can't bring myself to care.
The fight echoes in my head, the cruel words spilling from both our lips like bitter venom, seeping into our veins and tainting our hearts more than they already were.
All I can think of is what we'd said, how we'd sounded. I'd feared that this day would come, feared that one of these days one of us would have enough and storm off in the heat of the fight, feared that one day the fights would be the only thing that held any passion.
I don't know what happened, how we got to this point, how we went from lo
My Immortal (Alternate Ending)My Immortal (Alternate Ending)4 years ago in Drama More Like This
Pairing: KandaxAllen (Yullen)
Warning(s): Angst, mentions of character death.
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I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears. And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave. Cause your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone. These wounds won't seem to heal. This pain is just too real. There's just too much that time cannot erase.
No, oh god, please no. I can't be hearing this right. I stare at Komui, he stares back, his arms wrapped around Lenalee as she sobs into his chest. I feel my chest constrict and I try to say something-anything-past the lump in my throat, but sound refuses to come. I feel a whole in my chest, a jagged wound caused by grief, despair and regret. Komui looks at me sadly as he makes the announcement, a still sobbing Lenalee in his arms. Everyone is shocked they never expected this to happen to him of all peo