KIRIBANS (UPDATED XD )===================KIRIBANS (UPDATED XD )4 years ago in Personal Journal More Like This
COMMENT ON THE JOURNAL PLEASE
100,000(like that will happen XD ) I'd go insane o_o
XD Okay I'll remember this XD just not going to do anything since no one looks at this anyway *dummy*
You'll Never Understand...You'll never understand...You'll Never Understand...3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
But I'm glad you don't.
Because that would mean
You'd have to go through my pain.
And I'd never wish that
Am I Good Enough...?Legs crossed on a cold basement floor,Am I Good Enough...?2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Blood stains painting my flesh,
The wounds deeper than ever before,
A white gown now a short black dress.
Long tangled hair clinging to my tears
Wind howling through the trees,
Moonlight painting a sky so clear,
And darling, I'm going to be set free.
My fingers scratch at the blood on my skin,
A delightful pain at the thought of a touch,
And hey, everyone who said I wasn't worth it,
Now am I good enough?
Sick of societyI may live inside my own, twisted universeSick of society3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I may change, sometimes for the worst.
What's normal to me is not normal for you.
Sometimes I just do what I need to do.
Behind a brick wall, I hoped someone would break it
I threw out my heart hoping someone would take it.
But I got tired of hiding and tired of hating
And instead of throwing myself at every guy, I'm waiting.
I'm sick of the person I tried to be
So basically, here I am, I will be me
I'm sick of the hatred, would you not agree?
.. Basically I'm sick of society.
Lacking that which makes me humanHollow; the only word to describe the vacant echo.Lacking that which makes me human4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Desolate; an accurate description of the depiction in my dusty heart.
Empty; plentiful and abundant in that which is nothing.
I can no longer write with the passion I once did.
Being able to express myself so openly
Is now beyond my understanding.
The pain that was afflicted upon my body caused me to lose touch with reality.
You robbed me of the love I once prided myself on.
My love is nothing now, but a word on paper; black and white with sterol solitude.
My attitude is as empty as the page with which a poet has, and has nothing to say.
My affection has become nonexistent; a distant emotion I thought to once be tangible.
My dreams have become a void; lurking in the shadows is your voice.
That which I am lacking has lightened my body,
And weighed down my soul.
As a whole, I’m half of who I used to be.
The things I used to see are just photographs going frame by frame.
Still life is lifeless.
And happiness is a memory.
Hold OnSeems like nobody cares anymoreHold On3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Days go by and I am stuck in the same place as yesterday
Locked in this cage
In a endless loop of disappointment and lost
All I can do is to hold to the dream
Just hold on and believe
I know the road is hard but a day will come
Today may be long but tomorrow will come
I just need to hold and believe
Weeks have gone by
I still hold on
To that dream
But that dream went up into flames
I thought it will never turned this way
But all I can do is to hold on
What is left of me?
What I can pull out of this rubble?
Burned up in flames
A lifetime of effort, gone in a flash
I feel no pain or numbness
Just feels nothing
But I will always remember
Remember to hold on
Hold on and believe that someone will come and save
FindingWe are separatedFinding4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The last words we heard from one another
were us calling the other's name
through the screams of lightning.
Out at sea,
we are separated
and now we start our search
of finding each other.
I am a labelI slid the blade across my wristI am a label3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Again and again.
Maybe I’m an emotional freak.
I cause fights and arguments
Maybe I’m a troublemaker.
I use make up to make myself seem
Maybe I’m girly.
I complain about things
Even when sometimes
Maybe I’m an attention seeker.
I fall under so many
So maybe I am a label.
I’m just me.