A Little Fucked In The Head2 AMA Little Fucked In The Head2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Wet. Slippery. Pussy.
Mind pregnant with ideas.
Why do I have three pairs of slippers in my room?
Why do I have three half empty glasses and dirty dishes?
Do I spend too much time inside this little square space?
I need bigger space.
I need motives.
Where is my motivation?
I think I left it somewhere under the piles of my dirty laundry.
I need to do my laundry.
I need to do the dishes.
I need to fucking do something.
There's a spider in the corner of the ceiling.
Should I kill it?
No, I shouldn't kill it.
I keep so many things in my room.
I wish my house has an attic.
Like the houses in western movies,
Where you'd keep the old photographs,
The dusty one-eyed teddy bear,
And your college graduation gown.
And then you remember your college years,
You hate college,
You hate your friends,
And they hate you.
You hate everything.
Fuck it. Fuck art, you said.
Fuck being pretentious.
I don't want to think about people, or college, or art, you said.
And then you stop