Saturday MorningFriday night has blended into Saturday morning.
Dawn is approaching and the voices have become boring.
I'm not sure how long this will last
Until all the parties erode away the past.
Then you gently glide behind me,
wrapping your hands around my waist.
I love the way you hug me, this way.
I vaguely wonder what we will do in haste.
I know this feeling is superficial,
But who really cares?
I turn around, looping my fingers through your hair.
Your kiss is shockingly oh so natural.
You would think that time after time
This rush would have grown old.
Let the flavor of whorish lime
In my current state is what I need to fight the cold.
Not a cold of physical disease
But the cold of a stone hard heart.
I fall on my back with the simple ease,
bring down with me, unwilling to part.
The morning surely comes though.
When I wake, as always, the money is gone,
the whiskey gone, and I take a heavy blow.
I realize I have been left all alone.
Mirror EncountersI wash my face in the sink,Mirror Encounters3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Leaving my mind racing to think.
When I turn off the tap and look into the mirror,
I can only feel disgust and pure horror.
How could a god make something this ugly?
This tainted, this awful?
How can I go on every day,
Knowing this is what people see?
They say what matters is the inside;
Even I can see the audacity in that.
No one really cares about my heart's guide,
Just if look pretty to the eye.
I begin to cry and weep,
Nothing to hold back the pain from the deep.
I wish to fade to the black, into the ground.
But god, to spite me, will not let my soul drown.
When I Need YouI may be big I may be strong,When I Need You2 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
But listen girly you have it all wrong.
I know you play a damsel and I a prince,
But listen and it will soon make sense.
The armor I carry is heavy and cut,
But underneath are many a cut.
You warm and safe the way I keep it so.
Sitting with the kind of beauty that makes you glow.
So would you open your arms to me now and then,
And heal my body heart and clear away my sin.
Would you once a year smile for me,
So that I might go on till the next time I might see.
Let me lay by you this night as I bleed,
Hold me close and help me as I might need.
And when I open my eyes will you be there?
Will I see you again when next I need care?
Close To MeTake a hand and pull you close to me,Close To Me2 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Eyes filled with tears so thick you can't see.
I'm here for you and I'm not about to leave,
So wipe those tears with your sleeve.
Just lay here and snuggle close to me,
Happy is what I'll make you be.
I'll tell the truth to you,
Smart and beautiful are you.
Once the tears have dried from your face,
We shall make haste,
We can talk and laugh together,
And lay here forever.
Hold you down and tickle you,
Laugh and giggle as I do too.
But when you are better I can leave,
Just yell when you might need me.
I'll be back to help you,
I'm always here for you.
Questions and AnswersWhy?Questions and Answers3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Why won't you take my hand?
Why won't you come with me to our land?
Why won't you love me?
Why won't you with me be?
You say you can't.
How come you can't take my hand?
How come you can't come with to our land?
How come you can't love me?
How come you can't with me be?
You say because you can't see me in that way.
What can I do?
What can I do for you to take my hand?
What can I do for you to come with to our land?
What can I do for you to love me?
What can I do for you to with me be?
You say that your not ready to see me that way.
When will you take my hand?
When will you come with me to our land?
When will you love me?
When will you with me be?
You say never.
Who then will take my hand?
Who then will come with me to our land?
Who then will love me?
Who then with me be?
For once you are silence.
Then I realize...
No one will take my hand.
No one will come with me to our land.
No one will love me.
No one will with me be.
I died inside that day
But I wis
Bittersweet LoveLove........Bittersweet Love3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
All it does is feed you lies
Gives you lots of weak ties
So that when you trust it, you die.
Whats the point of having it,
Whats the point of thinking it,
When all it does to the soul is mincing it.
It breaks you down to your knees,
Stings you over and over like bees,
And fails to have you weened.
Is the greatest mixture of bittersweet,
The worst happy song tweet,
And you should kill it when you meet.
Love Of MineI fear for you because you fear for me,Love Of Mine3 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
This kinda thinking doesn't really let you see...
I love you and I care,
So please believe of me when I say for you I'll always be right there.
Don't worry about my heavy heart anymore,
Because the more you worry the more my heart becomes sore...
I'll wipe away your tears while I hold you close,
Did I ever tell you, "I love you the most"?
Yes, I love you dearly and always will,
So now here is the deal.
Forget my heart because its yours I want beating,
Dry all your tears because those I think should be fleeting.
I'll have no pain while I'm around,
All this for the Love who I've found.
In My Bleeding ArmsThere is nothing I can doIn My Bleeding Arms4 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
That would keep my mind off you
Truthfully how little that I try
To keep you out of my eye.
The scars you make are so deep
that lately I begin to weep.
But always you come back to me,
Sadness sometimes as deep and dark like the sea.
I'll always comfort you the way your ment to.
In my arms you can stay warm,
Until the day that you heal and turn back to true form.
I'll bleed again that day,
But you know me... I'm here to stay.
Sweet SadnessSweet Sadness4 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Sweet droplets of sadness slide down pale flesh,
How mine and your life can be such a horrible mess.
You cry the things you would not say,
If you'd only say I'd make them all pay.
You hide your sadness,
I just can't grasp this...
I'd dry them for you,
And maybe later you'll help me out of my sadness too...
When I'm Not ThereI know the world has gotten dark,When I'm Not There2 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
And everything keeps on breaking your heart,
But I am always here for you to come to,
Because I still love you.
It breaks my heart to let yours break,
So I'll put something together for you just to see what I can make.
Something to strike a smile when I'm not around,
Something to keep your heart beating when even from me comes no kinda sound.
Let me find something to keep you up without me,
Something to make sure you have me when it's me you don't get to see.
Let me make you a heart full of these things I've said to you,
Let me make one just for you...
So that when you know I'm not there I feel with you too,
Know I still love you
Draw On SmileYou came to me saddened and low,Draw On Smile2 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
You came to me because you had nowhere to go.
I don't know what to do or say,
But listen now okay?
I think I have something you might barely feel.
On top of one very sad face,
We should draw a happier one in its place.
With the tip of my finger,
I'll draw over your lips a smile made just a little bigger...
Now to add in some color would do,
A red cheek then two.
There is the smile you hide out of sight.
Better then what I drew,
But I am pretty sure I already knew
So You Don't Have ToYou can hold me close and ask me why,So You Don't Have To2 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Why I might do this to the point that I might die?
"Well I did it all for you.
I hurt so you don't have to."
I'm sorry to make you cry,
But you see it's really hard when I'm about to die.
No matter the hurt I would keep walking,
Watching you smile and keep talking.
You never had to know,
So I let the pain just grow.
"I hurt so you don't have to..."
I'll die there thinking about you.
Just To Let You KnowJust to let you know,Just To Let You Know2 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
I'll never liet go.
As the days go on,
I'll hold on stong.
Till my heart turns cold they can pry,
But I'll only laugh as they try.
No one can take you from me but you,
So bring them on and a hundred more too!
Cause I love every minute I have with you,
I love everything I do with you.
I wont squeeze you and keep you here,
I'll hug you and keep you near.
So that you know,
I wont let you go
Steele and FleshTell me what it feels likeSteele and Flesh2 years ago in Visual & Found Poetry More Like This
to slowy fade away.
Let me know what it feels like
to be alone ever day.
Your eyes are the only truth you offer.
Your lips are the only part of you that doesn't move.
Your mind is the only thing of your's that this world adores,
But your heart is the only thing I want from you.
Despite the steele and flesh you use to hide it,
I can see through it all and your beautiful core, every bit.
I can see because I care to see
and with you by your side hopefully be.
The fear of trusting me is very clear
and your soul clenches itself to its steele, that is clear.
I hope that you will gaze into my heart as well though,
and see the love, the kindness, and joy that wish to care.
The same pain you have felt is in there
and I leave out my heart in front of you bare.
I will be who you need me to be
until the day I no longer breathe.
My MarieThis feeling can't be more than a crushMy Marie2 years ago in Visual & Found Poetry More Like This
But it just gives me such a rush.
I can't help to wonder if this feeling lies in you
or if simply from my heart's pew.
From our laughs and the personal smiles we share
is where I draw the will to try to open myself.
I can't help but wonder waht your eyes say in your smiling stare.
Maybe this will be another broken heart of mine to add to my shelf.
Would you miss me if I was gone?
Would you consider even a day away to long?
your words would be in my mind
and your given feelings never left behind.
I put my faith inot this crush
and leave my heart's pew.
It's time for me to share my rush
and connect to the heart that lies in you.
I extend my hand to you to offer a dance.
You take it and I see your hand read, "Do you love me?"
I know that this will be my only chance
and gently place my lips to hers on my Marie.
Too FarWhen I try to write about you,Too Far2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
it all seems so trite,
until I stop thinking and let
my fingers do the talking.
Saucy as that sounds,
it's the truth.
I can tell you more,
with a simple touch,
than I ever could by,
letting the words fall out.
And when you kiss me,
it's like a supernova.
When the rainbows come,
I'll tell them to check
back a little later baby,
cause I'm busy.
And you look at me,
that certain way...
Suddenly, I'm lost in your eyes,
drowning in a sea of green,
breathless and happy,
feeling more than alright.
I come back to earth and
you're grinning at me.
And I love what I see,
your eyes twinkling,
I know all is well,
because you love me.
Spontaneous SnuggleHe smiled as he sneaked up on the couch, his prey slumbering on the other side. He peeked over the top to see his target - his girlfriend slumbering softly, her golden hair flowing around her softly as she slept. He smiled and crept down to the armrest closer to her bare feet and peeked around the corner in time to see her quickly shut her eyes with a small smile and pretend to keep sleeping. He laughed softly and teasingly trailed a fingertip along the bottom of her foot, making her twitch. He trailed a few more times, making her wriggle her feet to avoid as her smile slowly grew, then backed off for a moment then tickled her feet fiercely, making her laugh and curl into a ball which he promptly pounced on and they rolled onto the floor on the blankets that had slid off her, both of them laughing and giggling until they came to a stop on their sides, smiling softly into each other's eyes.Spontaneous Snuggle4 years ago in General More Like This
He smiled and kissed her nose tip teasingly. "I loves you." he said teasingly.
She giggled softly
Love is a war, Now count the deceasedI keep trying,Love is a war, Now count the deceased2 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
I keep loving,
But when the smoke is gone,
I find we are singing a new song,
It's never the same as the last,
It is never like the the ones in the past.
Cause Love is war,
We will fight it till everyone is tore,
Till you can't make out faces through the pain,
Till you get caught up in your own rain,
And now it's finished and done,
So now on to the next one.
Don't look back you might see the corpse,
But it wouldn't hurt to glimpse at just one corpse,
And you end up counting the deceased of the ones before,
Looking out of the bodies even more.
Cause love is war I fought,
Love is a war I brought,
I stand here now bleeding,
But only my heart is still beating.
The Shower Doesn't Hide Tears, It EmphasizesJust let it run down,The Shower Doesn't Hide Tears, It Emphasizes2 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Slapping of droplets drowning out other sound,
My cries and whimpers taking with the flow,
Down the drain to a place all filth must one day go.
I am ment to follow,
I am ment to see,
Draw the curtain tight,
I wont let anyone see,
It hurts and stings and all that is left is the burn,
So it looks to be my turn,
It is my turn to burn and pay,
Please go on for I am sorry I asked you to stay.
Let the water run down in little stream,
While the up like fire on my skin rises the steam.
Near my feet the water grows dark with the hurt and pain I feel
With the hurt and pain I let others feel.
Let it all wash away,
I'm sure I will follow the river down the drain one day.
Everything I Can GiveMy heart your breaking,Everything I Can Give3 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
For each wound you have been taking.
Bleeding mascara as you turn red,
The sadness in you is to much you said.
But smile Love,
Be happy and in love.
Reaching out to brush away each tear,
And though you don't need me I'll always be near.
You deserve something special for yourself,
Paid with a soul from myself.
Your worth more then you assume you are,
Nothing extra but you as you are.
I tell you this cause I care,
On this I swear.
I want everything to be alright,
But if this is to much for now I'll say good night.
Medicine For The SickAll sick and lowly you say,Medicine For The Sick3 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
And down again this day,
Now for you a little medicine I will give you,
A little something from me to you,
Don't fret it don't taste bad,
Something for someone who might be sad,
A secret I keep to make you smile big and bright,
Something to keep around as my light,
I like the smiles you make,
Even more so the ones made for me to take,
Now take in medicine so you can start,
I love yo straight from the bottom of my heart.
You Can't Leave Me, Not YetPlease God no!You Can't Leave Me, Not Yet3 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
I'm asking you, don't go!
You can stay here with me....
There is still so much in life we have yet to see...
I know you keep telling me the world is getting dark and cold,
I'll stop the crimson while you lay into my warmth as I take hold.
Stop apologizing for the shit you did to me!
Shut up and listen to my plea...
You can't go yet,
I'm not ready for you to say goodbye just yet...
Listen to me...
Wake up and listen to me!
Fight and stay with me,
If you die, what in life will I ever see?
Something as beautiful as you,
Please wake up... and tell me.... that you love me too...
Ment To Make You SmileIt was mine to make you smile,Ment To Make You Smile4 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
It was mine to make you shine.
How could I let you fall on the floor below?
Why couldn't I just say no?
Your tears burn against my skin,
My sanity wearing ever so thin.
I thought just one night,
But now you know and all this is a fight.
The hurt I can see,
How could I cause you to bleed?
I've grown into a nightmare,
A punishment would only seem fair.
"Smile once more one day",
A tear in my eye as I walk away and thats all I can manage to say.
Believe That It Gets DarkYou could have believed in me,Believe That It Gets Dark2 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
While the darkness begins to take me.
You let go and walked away,
What was I to say?
Left there to rot,
Sitting alone with but my thought.
Tears that don't gleam and take notice with the light,
Sadness turns to fright.
Knees to my chest and back in a corner,
I begin to wonder.
If I cry in the dark how would you know,
How would you see and know?
Know I'm dying alone,
Just me and myself alone...