my lifePeople don't want me to be me,
so they force me to be the person they want to see.
they don't see that their effect was reversed
or that my breaking point has been traversed.
I feel as though my mind is slowly being erraticated
and my once strong body painfully mutilated.
because of my affiliations,
i have suffered through many tribulations.
I want to just lay down and die
and let my soul drift towards the sky.
but i know it's not my time quite yet,
for i still have goals that need to be met.
So until i finish my final task,
a little peace is all i ask.
i do not wish to cause any strife,
i just want you to get out of MY LIFE!!!
LifeLifeLife7 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
What is life?
I don't know.
Life is just…life.
It starts, and it ends.
But what is it like?
It's not like time. Time cannot be stopped. Life can.
Yet, it's like a river. Rivers can be controlled. Life can be controlled.
So is life like a river? Nah.
It's not like a river, and it's not like time…
What is life? What is it like?
Well, I'd say…
Life is whatever you want it to be. Good or bad.
No one else can make you change how your life is except you.
The question now is…
What DO you want it to be?
It's your choice. Make it a good one.
LifeLife is the wind blowing through the trees,Life2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Life is the sound of the buzzing bees,
Life is the smell of a summer day,
Life is amazing in every way.
Life is all there is to know,
Life is what makes flowers grow,
Life is important so don't forget,
Life is great so don't regret.
Life is ..Life is …Life is ..7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Life is the space between your ears,
Life is the song that no one hears,
Life is the place that only you know,
Life is the grass growing through snow,
Life is the touch of a lover's hand,
Life is a castle melting in sand,
Life is the laugh that's stuck in your throat
Life is a poem that god wrote
Life is the shiver on a warm night,
Life is like death, only not quite.
LifeLife,Life6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
what is it?
Its been said,
and it hurts.
The ones that lost a parent,
there heart was torn away....
What is she to do?
The one that changed to home schooling...
She has problems with friends.
Now she cant find any......
The one who's friends are now doing drugs,
There losing close friends......
They change to,
smoking and alcohol
The one that is alone most of the time.
He is only known mostly threw the net....
Other than that he's really unknown....
What's he to do?
The one that almost died.....
I don't have to say any mor
The Truth to LifeDo we have a purpose, is a question one will often askThe Truth to Life8 years ago in Open More Like This
Is there a higher power out there, some greater task
The truth will hurt many, not only a few
People have a hard time dealing with that which is true
There is nothing greater that watches your back
Deal with it, stop crying and build your own stack
You are responsible for the life that you lead
It is not someone else's fault when you don't get what you need
If one wants the stars, they must be grabbed by one's own hand
Nothing in life is freely given there is no promised land
So the question remains, why are we here
For those without faith, the answer is painfully clear
LifeLife is quite simple,Life4 years ago in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
but we humans insist on
RegretThe past comes so near andRegret5 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
You see it again, you feel it again.
Youve got to go back to the time
You knew so well, you need it so.
Losing power, they stare at you
Such a chance, they say.
And in such a dream
You fall to their charm
But you clench your fists and he asks, he asks
Do you wanna throw your life away?
Let it all just waste away?
Do you wanna let yourself down?
Let yourself fall to the ground?
Cause you know youre never gonna get out,
And youre always gonna think
Why did I?
Why did I?
Even with their voices telling you
No, you wont stop now.
Even with the chains trapping you,
To dreamTo dreamTo dream7 years ago in Other More Like This
Is to let the fantasies flow through,
To let reality fade away,
To fly through clouds of cotton candy,
And to sigh in love at the end of the day.
Is an adventure of sailing in a big shoe,
Skiing on mountains of icecream,
Flying with wings of our own,
And most of all, to be incondecantly happy.
Oh, how I wish to dream,
For everyday to be a great adventure!
To slip away from my hellish life,
And fly through the never-ending skies of a perfect place.
Oh, how I wish to dream, forever and a day.
Why meWhy Me??Why me5 years ago in Other More Like This
Pain - An ABC PoemAll the PAIN I feel, washed away in aPain - An ABC Poem6 years ago in Other More Like This
BLOODY RIVER. I keep myself from
CRYING by covering it up with PHYSICAL PAIN.
Don't worry about me. I know my EMOTIONS are
EATING ME ALIVE
From the INSIDE OUT. The OLD ME is
HAPPINESS has VANISHED.
Just wanted to
KILL THE BAD PART of me that has taken over my
LIFE. Someone I thought was
My FRIEND will
Not TALK TO ME like he used to. Now
Only a little TOY
Pikachu, Leo and Frog remain with me. Even if it's still
QUIET and LONELY with them as it's been with
"REAL" FRIENDS, even though it's
Still COLD and SOLITARY, still full of past SORROWS, PAIN and
TROUBLES. All this time, I
One and a half years on.It's been so long and all I can remember,One and a half years on.6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Is how things were and how they are now.
So many unsaid things still in my chest,
But unable to let them go.
You were once something your not now,
And perceptions have changed slightly.
I've walked a dark road from a chest hugged
So tightly, but things were new back then and
I was young.
Many times since one moment so significant,
My feelings have risen from a place long lost.
Never again will I see your face,
But one so closely remembered.
From a kind hearted emotion to pure hatred,
But then again I wasn't the only one.
Many people saw it before me,
One who was right first was turned
Where Do I Go?Walk.Where Do I Go?4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Keep your head down and just walk forward.
Dont let them see your eyes.
Your voice might give it away.
Dont give them a chance to know just dont give them a chance to know
Walk to get away from everything.
But where to?
Here. There. Anywhere,
Does it really even matter now?
Oh no. Here they come.
Okay, just smile.
See? Not so hard.
Smile, show them everythings okay.
Good. They bought it.
Now keep walking.
No no more walking
But where? Where do I run?
Run to where youre most comfortable.
Run to your dreams.
Run to wher
The perfect eveningI would be the best boyfriend for myself,The perfect evening4 years ago in General Non-Fiction More Like This
Because I know what I want you to do, I know what would make me feel special.
The best thing- The best thing would be if tomorrow afternoon when I told you I wasnt going to be at school on Wednesday, You told me you would miss me, and kiss me really gently.
Then you would smile and say,
Lets just hope were snowed out of school on Thursday
You can come to my house
We can make little chocolate cakes with marshmallow hearts on top!
Id love that, I really would.
It would just be us two at yours,
Everyone else would be out, just out.
My feelings Your playgroundMy love, your hate,My feelings Your playground5 years ago in Scraps More Like This
Your words, my scars,
My wrists, your graveyard,
Your happiness, my sorrow,
My tears, your laughter,
Your glory, my pain,
My enemies, your friends,
Your heaven, my hell,
My feelings, your playground.
RegretsThey're haunting meRegrets5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Those things that I said
I wish now more than ever
I could take them back
They're haunting me
Those things that I felt
And it all feels so unfair
The cards I've been dealt
They're haunting me
Those people I knew
They care what I feel like
And watch what I do
They're haunting me
Those things I've done
And I can't reverse them
It seems time has won
I'm haunting me
With all my regrets
And fears of the future
What I haven't done yet
SelfishLove is a selfish emotionSelfish5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
We all want it for our own
We keep others from having it
As all the past has shown
Love is a selfish emotion
We think of ourselves all the time
When do the ones we love get a choice
Where do we draw the line
Love is a selfish emotion
It puts us all through many things
In the end all we want from it
Is money and wedding rings
Love can be a selfless emotion
When its not treated like a game we play
Dont take love for granted
The selfish have love taken away
My Secret CrushMy Secret Crush7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I have a little secret,
Deep within my chest.
Many know of this secret,
But only I know best.
The secrets about a girl,
Whom I so truly love.
The girl, so beautiful,
It's like she's from up above.
She is totally amazing,
Kind and beautiful in every way.
She is all I want and all I need,
But will the word yes be what she says.
I will not say her name,
In fear that she will know.
Of all my feelings and all my love,
And at that she will go.
I just hope that one day,
She will feel the same.
And I hope that one day,
In my ear she'll same my name.
Mirror mirrorMirror mirrorMirror mirror5 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
on the wall
who's the fairest
of them all.
as I look into my reflection.
The horrid picture
painting into the
that make up that mirror.
The horror is stuck
like a broken movie script
paused on one place
to show me,
Tears form at my eyes
but I do not let them fall.
I am too strong
to let the mirror
that one detail
that makes me look fragile.
They don't cower from pain,
they bring it.
on the wall
who's the fairest
of them all.
I frown at the mirror,
by the mirror,
Dear DaddyDear Daddy,Dear Daddy6 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
I know I've never been good enough,
And I'll never be able to prove myself.
But I will keep trying to win your love.
Because with every push and shove,
With every beating and bruise,
I know you still care, because when I refuse,
Refuse to let you in my room at night,
When mommy turns off her light,
At my door you'll always be.
You say you "love" me.
But we both know you don't,
Because if mommy won't,
Give you any for awhile,
I'm the one you'll come after.
Because I'm that forbidden fruit,
For the more I deny you and refuse,
The more you want to beat me,
Hoping one day I'll just give in.
But daddy, I won't let yo
A Sad, Sad Story JHAPGA scream in the nightA Sad, Sad Story JHAPG6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
ringing out in pain.
Mothers wake in their beds.
A mystery spreads,
what caused this?
One Mother and one Father
Jake and Holly crying together
as they search through
their empty house
for their only daughter.
No luck, only misfortune
Anabelle had been kidnapped.
Taken from safety and forced
to go out into the unknown
with a dangerous man.
Scared, yet strong
remembering the plans.
Escape becomes necessity
as does survival in this,
an unknown world.
Hoping for the quick return
of their lovely daughter,
knowing the statistics,
Jake and Holly begin searching
the entire country for her.
A Sad Love storyA Sad Love story6 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
It all started when I was 6 years old. While I was playing outside on my farm in California, I met a boy. He was an average kind of boy who teased you and then you chased them and beat them up. After that first meeting in which I beat him up we kept on meeting and beating each other up at the fence. That only lasted for a little while though. We would meet at the fence all the time and we were always together. I would tell him all my secrets. He was quite very quiet he would just listen to what I had to say. I found him easy to talk to and I could talk to him about everything. In school we had separate friends but when we got home we would al
Only Ever Be The FriendTo watch to guideOnly Ever Be The Friend6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
To care to love
To pick up the pieces,
To wipe the tears
To give advice and wisdom
To be there through all
To see you grow
Age and mature
Into the person
You are today
Is one of the greatest
Gifts that I could
Ever be given
Or have had the chance
To see the light in your eyes
The spring in your step
The out going free spirit
Which is yours
The way you care
More than yourself
Honour and priorities
Which set you aside
From others around you.
To feel the way I do
And to know that
You only see me
As a friend
Is one of the hardest
Sad Love Story 06During the lunch hour, it had seemed like everything had gone back to normal. Everybody was joking around and laughing so much so that they were near tears. It was good to see that group tension had decreased he observed. Though he was glad to see her happy, a part of him still yearned for her to be close on an intimate level. But he smiled to himself in acknowledgement of how everything had played out. It was just a good feeling, like things were back to normal again.Sad Love Story 067 years ago in Teen More Like This
The dayshe had observed went rather well. She wasn't expecting him to talk to her.She expected the same ol' that had been occuring for the last 3 months. It felt good for him