This is about my reality, no one elses. I can't speak for anyone else but me. This is what it was like for me not being able to leave my house for seven and a half years.
If you are in a similar place, I just want you to know that you can claw your way out. It breaks all your fingernails, your bones, your will, but its possible. I just finished my first year of a degree as a mature student. Every day is still hard, but I do it anyway. Keep clawing.
I can finally share this with you guys! This is from my selection of poems that I submitted for my poetry module of my degree. Apparently just *almost* worth a first . NEVER MIND. NEXT YEAR ! Onward!! But I'm still super proud of them so I'm gonna be releasing them in the next few days ENJOY and comment why not.
This is another soppy love poem I wrote at the end of 2013 ( I think? Or early this year ) for one of my close friends. AWKWARD. But luckily we love awkward and he forgives me this shit.