The BetrayalHe was in love, she was not,The Betrayal3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
He would do anything for her pleasure,
She would draw him into her charms,
Capturing him as prisoner inside her deceiving tricks,
He fell for her immensely as he landed face-first onto the solid ground,
His heart was so innocent and pure,
And her heart was an obscure void that carried artic winds,
He would tell her how she was able to brighten his day and how glad he was to have her,
She would say the same but not once did she ever mean it,
He would carry her across any threshold just so walking won't ever be a burden,
He would climb a range of mountains to locate that one flower that she adores,
He would swim into the depths of the oceans to find a pearl that could do her justice,
He would do anything to flaunt his love for her
Yet, what did she ever do for him?
He felt this chill whenever he stood by her side,
But out of blind ignorance, he never did notice,
She was so cold, and she was a woman with a malicious spirit,
She felt and feels no guilt, and the
Don't Ask For MeScraped skin on your knees I see,Don't Ask For Me2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Bearing compliments and a single flower with a droop in its neck,
Smothering the stem between your fingers, you clasp your hands
You beg and plead for a favor from me
You're mouthing these words into nearly full-blown paragraphs,
And you fill your mouth with saliva, almost drooling
As if they were waves crashing against an insubstantial barrier,
Your lips open and close with every utter,
And you describe the beauty of me,
And you soak your words with a depression that is almost touching,
And yet your eyes don't have the same feeling
You say that you want to be my knight,
And you say that your heart still carries a love for me,
And you try to remind me of all the other times,
The times of laughter and all,
And just to remember...
You try to say that you can make changes,
All the changes for the better and for my sake,
Yet what is the hint you can't take?
The changes I want are hurtful,
And I need no changes, I want to change no
Why So Cold?Sweetie, why are you so cold?Why So Cold?2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Why is your blood iced beneath that shell of skin?
Honey, what happened to your heart?
Has it grown dim or is it gone?
Sweetie, why won't you hug me?
Show me that you love me,
And always hug me and let me know you will never want to leave my embrace
But why do you push me away, sweetie?
Do you not love me?
Am I your problem?
You are so bitter
Why do you loathe me so?
You don't say that you do,
But how am I to think otherwise-
Why do you feel that you want to show every ounce of love?
But you don't feel right at times when you recieve it,
You push it away
You reject it not meaning to
But it felt right, in a way, to push it afar
When you knew it was wrong to do so,
Sweetie, you want the love and affection,
And you desire it,
And you get tired of being called so emotionless and cold,
And you want to feel warm and feel that beating inside
But Sweetie, you act so harsh and mean
Inside you are loving and caring
Contradicting yourself never helps,
I Never Know What to DoI really can never be able to explain this feeling,I Never Know What to Do3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
You would think after experiencing it so many times,
That I would know what it is,
You would think that I would know what to do by now,
But I don't,
I never learn, and so it tears apart at me from inside,
I am not lying about this,
I would never,
Only if I were trying to hide my tears,
This pain allows me to shed my tears,
And they burn along my skin,
And I have to force myself to keep crying,
For my heart is not satisfied by the small amounts of my weeping,
My heart is pounding at my rib cage,
And it overwhelms my body and my head,
It takes over every logical thought I try to make,
Feeling this strong emotion and pain,
And I just never really know what to do,
I feel like I am bleeding,
And it hurts,
It's this point where I feel that these cheap bandages can't help,
They can't stick, with their useless adhesives,
I am still hurting,
I am still bleeding,
It still stings immensely,
But I don't know what to do,
There's nothing I
Inner PeaceYou're thrown away into the depths of your room,Inner Peace3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Each corner is obscure and coated with solitude,
And you feel trapped as you tear at the walls of your thoughts,
You question everything you stand for,
You question your very being,
And even though you never feel this way on a regular basis,
These massive ideas fill your head with these lies,
These lies trick your mind, and you feel it as only the truth,
You have no release, and you are breaking,
Utterly breaking, the pieces of your sanity - breaking
You feel like you deserve nothing, and that you become a waste of time,
You hold back the tears because you're trying to stand strong,
Yet it becomes one of the most difficult tasks you have had to accomplish,
There is no release between these thoughts,
You are a captive, and you can't help it,
Binded by your limbs, your skull is internally bleeding from your own beating,
You can't help but feel like an unworthy soul,
And you just live through it,
You just live through it,
Of course you can'
Serial Killer Named LoveLove kills the heart of one who once had such a simple soul,Serial Killer Named Love2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Its scythe so easily carves into the organ like a butcher knife to raw meat
This soul bleeds out to Love,
And Love does not care
When it seeks your pain of your heart
Love dresses in a red, silk robe,
Seeming to be so delicate and delightful as a voluptuous rose,
And there is a hood attached, draping over its head,
Love hides its face in secretivity, leaving only a mystery,
Yet for when its face is shown-
You see the face of a death that kills you,
Yet you don't see an engraved tombstone
But you notice a painstaking rock inside your chest
Love embraces you with intertwining arms,
And clouds your mind and your once-so-sharp intuition
Love lifts you to keep you off your feet,
So not once did you feel sad nor did you feel the need to end it
Love kisses you softly,
So that you have that spark and not speak
Love also gouges you in the back to reach your charmed heart,
So that all could end and burst out to pain and complications
My Nightmare in Shining ArmorYou held a silver dagger near my heart,My Nightmare in Shining Armor3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I thought you were the one I could trust,
I was mistaken, you pierced it with cold steel,
The wound gushed gore, again with the dagger, you thrust
I fell, my body plummeted to the detached ground,
The blood was splattered against your chilled, silvery armor,
No one was there to save me, yet how could I save myself?
You were my dreams and my desires, you were my weakness
All you had to do was tap the feeble glass that was me,
And I would break away at the cracks of my exterior,
Barely able to walk, willing to trust those in sight,
Now I wish I hadn't after that day you walked by,
I opened my blood-encrusted book for you to read,
All my secrets, my aspirations, my ambitions, and my life,
I feel that you have taken and ripped out each page,
Each word I have ever spoken was scorched and defiled,
Before, you were my everything, and meant something
You charmed me with your delicate expressions,
You dashed in on your trusty steed with a heart of pure go
GoneYou left.Gone3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I know why.
I want to argue.
I want to fight for you.
But I can't.
You seem to be moving on.
You already have.
I wish I could.
I wish I could look in your eyes...
And not feel the pain of knowing...
That I had you...
And I fucked it up.
That I could laugh as easily as I used to.
That I could hug you anytime I wanted.
That we could hold hands.
That we could kiss.
That we could talk.
And now I just CAN'T.
I can't look at you!
I love you damnit!
Why can't you understand that?
Why didn't you talk to me?
I'm sorry for whatever I did that made you think...
That I couldn't be trusted.
I understand now ok?
Not that it helps.
You would never change your mind.
I wish you would.
I wish I could talk to you.
But I can't.
It hurts to much.
Knowing that you're gone.
Knowing that my love isn't returned.
Knowing that you'll never hold me again.
Knowing that I'll never be okay with "just friends"
But you wouldn't know.
I guess that eventually I have to let go of