Who I am: A LGBT interview.Who I am: A LGBT interview.4 years ago in Articles & Interviews More Like This
1. How long have you known you are part of the LGBT community?
Well... I had had suspicions about it for years, but I only accepted it May of 2011. (18 years old)
2. Was it a struggle (emotionally) for you at the beginning?
In the years prior, oh ya. I spent many a night praying and hoping that these thoughts would go away. But the second i said it my life changed instantly.
3. How did you start to discover your sexuality? (Example, thoughts, feelings ex)
I had always been curious about other guys, but there was one guy that changed it all. He was he first person I told, first guy I wanted to kiss (or do other things...) and I felt different around him. Better.
4. What part of the LGBT community do you belong to? (Gay, Bisexual, Transgender, ex)
Labels are for scared straight people. I'm a guy who likes guys.
5. How long have you been out of the closet, or if your not, do you
Always -Andley-Everything was peaceful in the Black Veil Brides' tour bus. The only sound was CC's light snores, and the light rain outside. Everyone was asleep, except for Andy. The 20 year old hadn't been able to sleep properly for 3 days. He'd tried water, counting sheep, listening to relaxing music, taking pills, nearly suffocating himself to sleep with his pillow, and just about everything else, but nothing worked. He sighed, getting out of his cramped bunk for the third time that night. CC's snores stopped momentarily, while he mumbled something about being chased by bees, making Andy chuckle. He shuffled into the makeshift lounge, turning the TV on the lowest volume. The singer yawned, rubbing his sleepless eyes while trying to concentrate on whatever episode of SpongeBob was on the small TV. He heard a loud thump come from the bunks but ignored it, probably CC being chased by dream-bees. He yawned again, unable to concentrate on the TV. He mentally cursed himself for not bringing any Batman oAlways -Andley-4 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Lipgloss -brohnny-"Matt? Matt, do you have any lipstick?"Lipgloss -brohnny-3 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Matt grunted, once again being woken by Brian above him, asking another stupid question. He sat up in bed, sighing as Zacky rubbed his eyes open and grabbed the duvet, wrapping it around himself and groaning into the pillow.
"Brian, why the fuck would I have lipstick?" Matt grunted, glaring at Brian as best as he could at 3 am. Brian gave Matt a ridiculously innocent look, jutting his bottom lip out in an attempt to get sympathy from the younger man.
"Does Zacky have any? Or at least some lipgloss?"
"What the fuck do you need lipgloss for at this time in the fucking morning?" Matt snapped, frowning at the tanned man above him. Brian let out a hurt whimper, keeping his stupid pout on his face.
"Zacky, do you have any-"
"I have some fucking lipgloss in our bathroom, just take it and leave, please," Zacky grunted, his voice muffled by the pillow. Brian chirped a thanks to Zacky before running in the bathroom and rummaging through the cabinets
This Is Our Sweet Blasphemy 033The entire class flew by in what felt like a matter of minutes. I'd found the floor to be very interesting and kept my eyes on it for most the time, studying the patterns in the carpet. Occasionally I'd let out a snicker, finding the carpet fibers funny.This Is Our Sweet Blasphemy 0333 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
I jumped in my seat as I heard the bell ring, my heart racing. The teacher gave me a disapproving look and shook her head. Thinking back on it now, she probably knew that I was on something. It's not uncommon to have a few "happy" kids now and then in a class, so most the teachers here could identify when someone might be on something.
I had trouble finding my balance as I stood up, almost falling over to the side. I grabbed my bag and stumbled out the door once again almost falling on my face. I looked up to see Scout, her arms crossed.
"What in god's name did you do?" she asked in a stern voice. I just blinked, staring at her before bursting out laughing.
"Nothing" I managed to say between laughs.
"That's bullshit, you took something
This Is Our Sweet Blasphemy 028Matt sat a tray of food down in front of me before taking his seat across the table from me. I stared at it; I had to admit I was starving. I know that I shouldn't be eating this though; of course I could always "fix" it afterThis Is Our Sweet Blasphemy 0283 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
"Go ahead, eat up" he said, taking his burger and fries off the tray before pushing it over to me. I unwrapped the burger and pressed it to my lips. Matt gave me a confused look; I guess there was no getting out of this.
I slowly took a bite, feeling more and more disgusting with each bite. No wonder Ashley didn't want me. Once I had finished my food I made an excuse that I had to go to the bathroom. I think Matt had picked up on how I was acting, but that doesn't matter right now.
The bathroom was empty as I made my way into the farthest stall and locked it behind me. My hands were already shaking; I had to do this quick. If I was in here too long then Matt would surely come looking for me. I bent over the toilet, pushing my fingers back in my throat.
This Is Our Sweet Blasphemy 014I slipped on my favorite KISS shirt, I'd cut it so that it was a tank top and showed my stomach. Then I proceed to loop my black and white studded belt through the belt loops of my ripped up black skinny jeans. I gave my hair and make up one more check before grabbing my bag and heading down stairs.This Is Our Sweet Blasphemy 0143 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
My mom gave me one look and shook her head, she didn't say anything, she didn't have to. She always lets me wear what I want but apparently I have certain outfits that she finds to reveling. I don't care though, if Nikki Sixx can go on stage in nothing more than a cod piece then why can't I wear a ripped up band tee to school?
She'd made scrambled eggs and bacon. I'd smelt the bacon the second my eyes opened, it's my weakness. I can never resist it, it's my favorite food. Of course she knew this, and often bribed me with it. She'd already set me a plate at the kitchen table, extra bacon laid on top the eggs.
I looked at it and bit my lip, I'd been good lately right? The past few days I'd ba
This Is Our Sweet Blasphemy 011Ashley kept one hand on the small of my back as we walked, I was really dizzy and was having trouble keeping focus. Finally after what seemed like forever we reached my car. He unlocked it, helping me into the passenger seat.This Is Our Sweet Blasphemy 0113 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
I reclined my seat back a bit and closed my eyes. My head ache had gotten worse and so had my fever. Ashley started the car and put it in reverse. I watched him drive, his beautiful black hair falling over those tan shoulders.
His chest would rise then fall again with each breath he took. He's the definition of perfect, everything about him. He's kind, yet popular, he's beautiful, yet smart, he's confident but not overly cocky.
I could fell sleep taking me over, but I didn't want to miss a second of being around him. So instead I forced my eyes to stay out, though they burned. He looked over at me and smiled before pulling into my neighborhood.
The familiar scenery came into view and soon my house was right outside the windows. My whole body was weak, couldn't I j
This Is Our Sweet Blasphemy 004So as it turns out the sub was smarter than CC anticipated and ended up writing our teacher a note about his "unacceptable behavior". It didn't surprise me, and no doubt Ms. Berry would give him a lecture about it when she got back.This Is Our Sweet Blasphemy 0043 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
CC's so ADHD though that I highly doubt he'd pay a lick of attention to anything she said. The bell had rung though, releasing me from the grips of public education for the next five minutes. If you can't tell I'm not too big on education, it serves me no purpose. I don't plan on using any of it, I'm going to be a rock star, why do I need to know the formula to find the area of some fucked up shape?
My next class was biology. Our teacher, Ms. Cox, is a hard one. She's always assigning us projects to do and pop quizzes to take. I'm pulling a low C in that class right now, and the only reason for that is if I don't pass it, I'm held back a year.
I kept my head down as I walked in. I don't have any friends in this class, they all got put in Chemistry
School Boy's Dream - 4Brian pulls in a sharp breath, his hands gripping me even tighter, and I loop my arm around his waist, dragging his body closer to my own; the other tangles in his beautiful, thick mane of hair. I run my tongue along his bottom lip, cautiously asking him for entrance; he opens his mouth almost immediately.School Boy's Dream - 43 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
His calloused hands slide to my shoulders, resting there momentarily as our tongues dance passionately, before he rests them on my chest. I release his hair and run my hand down his body, pausing to massage his perfect ass briefly; I'm rewarded with the gruff, desperate moan that leaves him.
Acting on a wild impulse, I quickly turn us, so Brian is leaning back against my kitchen counter. My hands run just a little lower, getting a good grip on the back of his thighs and then I lift him up and sit him - almost like a small child on the counter. I then use his legs to pull him closer to the edge, and then rest myself in the V-shape that they create; we both moan as our pa
Arimmy: I'm Coming Home To You .:2:.We walked out of the brightly lit restaurant that Arin had made reservations for, feeling full and satisfied. Jimmy took his companion's hand buoyantly, his eyes bright blue eyes were more ultramarine and happy then he'd ever seen. It had been a few hours since Jimmy had gotten home from Afghanistan and Arin was intent of spending as much time with his boyfr-husband as he could get in for the next four months. Everything was just perfect. The weather was absolutely perfect. Arin's mood was perfect. Jimmy was back in Arin's arms, just like he was suppose to be.Arimmy: I'm Coming Home To You .:2:.3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
"What would you like to do now, my fiance?" Arin's heart fluttered like a thousand tiny butterflies, cramming the urge to tackle and kiss Jimmy a thousand times into his chest.
"Well, it's pretty warm out...you want to go to the park or something?" It was just a suggestion but Jimmy gave a firm but gentle squeeze to his hand and pulled him to the nearest park.
"Babe, do you remember our times at this park
FaithfulyHighway run into the midnight sunFaithfuly4 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
I sighed letting myself fall back on the bed that I'd been tied to for who knows how long, and dropped my cell phone next to me.
The call ended sign flashed in red with the words My Love Andy above it.
Wheels go round and round You're on my mind
I wonder what he feels right now? I may have just talked to him, but he wasn't telling me everything of course. He wanted to be strong and brave for me. Which is ironic because I wanted to do the same for him.
I've been back in our Hollywood apartment for about a week now. My jaw still hurt like hell and a few scratches were still around my chin and nose.
Restless hearts sleep alone tonight
I pulled the sheets over my tired body. It felt so cold without Andy's warm body next to mine. I closed my eyes bringing me back to the tour bus before all this shit went down.
He giggle quietly as to not wake the other guys as we snuggled in my bottom bunk. He'd changed me so much, probably more then I'd ever admit to. Befo
Hate To Love Part One (Synacky Mpreg)Hate To Love Part One (Synacky Mpreg)3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Hate To Love Part One (Synacky Mpreg):
Zacky Baker nibbled at his bottom lip as he sat in his BMW, pondering just exactly how he was going to tell his best friend two very important things that he knew that he had to tell him. He also knew that it would be, without a doubt, an extremely difficult task, and he most likely wouldn't be believed on either account.
"How did my life come to this?" Zacky asked himself.
(Two months prior)
Ziah Baker and Evi Haner lounged around the massive pool that was part of Vengeance Manor, home to Avenged Sevenfold's guitarist Zacky Vengeance, Ziah's older brother.
"Ya know, Evi, I'm surprised that neither of our brothers have come out with full burkas to cover us up," Ziah laughed, motioning to the awesome Avenged Sevenfold bikinis they were wearing.
"I know," Evi laughed. "I mean, what is it that makes our
Rebellion Love - AndleyFuck the day the status quo and any stupid pecking order were created. It is these things that keep any of us from expressing our true selves. Why am I complaining about this crap? My name is Andy Biersack, I'm 16 and a sophomore in high school, and I'm in love with the most popular guy in school. Only problem? I'm the little outcast goth kid trying to make a band, and he is the most wanted, the most popular guy at my pathetic school.Rebellion Love - Andley3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
I slam my locker as my dangerous thoughts come out again. I slink through the halls to the last hour of the day, awaiting the moment to escape this hell. The only good thing about this hour is he's in it and since I sit behind him, I can glimpse at him without him knowing. I do that than pay attention to the teacher, because, I mean, come on. School is the last thing on my mind when I have a bigger future in my sight.
I slip into the room, just as the tardy bell rings, and slide into my seat, relatively unnoticed. Well, almost unnoticed, as I was
Our Quiet Moments - 5Our Quiet Moments - 53 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Brian shivers in the freezing night air, hunching his shoulders as he breaks into a run. He hates having to sneak around, hates not being able to be with the guy he's crazy about, all because of an age difference. It shouldn't even matter, in two weeks he'll be eighteen! Matt's only twenty two, for God's sake!
The house comes into view, the porch light on for Brian. He smiles, quickening his pace once more. Suddenly, a figure steps in his path, and before Brian can react, the person wraps their arms around him tightly, and instantly the smell of chocolate axe takes hold of his senses. A gentle kiss is placed on his temple, and his face lights up with a smirk.
"Mattie! You scared me, you asshat," he whispers, relaxing into the strong, inked arms of his boyfriend, who chuckles and pulls Brian even closer.
"Sorry, baby, I just wanted to surprise you which I guess I did, huh?" The older man smiles, showing off his dimples and making his green eyes sparkle. It takes Brian a minute to r
You're Just a Daydream Away - 5You're Just a Daydream Away - 53 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Something light, soft, and feathery is brushing against my stomach, rousing me from my dreamless sleep. I give a little groan sound, and the feeling of lips on my abdomen pulls my eyes down.
Jimmy is hovering above me, his hair brushing the skin, his lips a few inches from it as his eyes gaze into mine softly. "Morning, angel," he murmurs, soft lips once again brushing my body. I shiver lightly, closing my eyes for a moment.
"Morning, Jimmy," I respond, eyes still closed. His laugh surrounds me as trails of warm kisses are left on my body, progressing to my mouth. His lips cover mine smoothly, his tongue poking my mouth gently before probing its way in. I lazily fight him for a moment, before giving up and letting him explore freely.
I slide my fingers under the edge of his shirt, feeling the muscles tense as I travel farther. He pulls back from our kiss, sitting up and flinging his shirt off. It's barely touched the floor when I tug his mouth back to mine roughly, gripping onto his ba
Andley Part 14 (Part 1)Andy's P.O.VAndley Part 14 (Part 1)3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
I woke up to find a note from Ash by the side of my bed;
"Back soon, Gone to get groceries, Love You xx," The last part if any made me feel tingly. Swinging my legs out of bed, I walked into the bathroom to have a bath. When it was full, I jumped in with my phone so I could text my outlaw. "Okay baby, Love You to I'm just in the bath," I texted, seconds later I felt my phone vibrate, "I like the sound of that, don't move I'll be right there ," was his reply. Rolling my eyes fondly, I leaned back in the water, savouring the peace and relaxation.
I heard the door crash open- peace over!, minutes later I felt the water ripple as my outlaw entered the bath, he pulled me gently to him so I rested in-between his legs, my back facing him.
"You look so cute in the bath," he whispered to me.
"Do I?" I asked, feeling his hands gently massage my shoulders.
"Yes, because your gazelle legs are too big for the bath so you have to stick them outside the bath," he chuckled a little. " I
How to Buy Ryan Ross - RYDONFandom: Panic! At The DiscoHow to Buy Ryan Ross - RYDON3 years ago in Romance More Like This
Pairing: Rydon (Ryan Ross and Brendon Urie
Point of View: Brendon
I guess it kind of makes sense really. I mean, him and Spencer have always been close. Like brothers.
When Ryan has a nightmare at one of our infamous group sleepovers, it's always Spencer who knows what to do and can generally guess what it's about without forcing a petrified little Ryan to speak through his firebomb sobs that sprinkle the atmosphere like atomic bombs whenever he does have a bad dream that only Spence can wake him from. When Ry gets beaten up at school for dressing a little differently and for wearing more make-up than most of the cheerleaders, it's always Spence he finds in order to get cleaned up. When Ry's dad turns nasty like some sort of rabid dog in need of being put down, Spence is always the first to know and the first to offer him shelter at his place. It's always Spence first, then me and then Jon.
That's just how it is, how it always has been and how I alwa
This Is Our Sweet Blasphemy 012I'd decided that I wanted to go down to the beach. I'm feeling a lot better now, and even if I wasn't 100% better, laying down on the rocks wasn't much work anyways. The street lights illuminated my path as I drove.This Is Our Sweet Blasphemy 0123 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
The soft rumble of the car on the gravel signaled that I'd reached my destination. I parked the car and turned off the head lights. It was late, around 9 PM now, so I'd decided I wanted to go a bit late. Oh well, it's still fairly warm outside.
I grabbed my notebook and a small flash light before locking my car. There was one soul car in the parking lot besides my own. It look pretty familiar, but the again with it's simple design and silver paint job, it could belong to anyone.
Something about it though made my heart race, I just couldn't tell what though. The night breeze blew my hair back a bit, exposing my face to the moon light. The water seemed even more gorgeous at night.
I smiled, closing my eyes and just taking in the salty smell of the night air, the sound of the
Poprocks and Coke - Frerard 7Poprocks and Coke - Frerard 74 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
The question, and the ring, renders me speechless. Before I can answer, a loud crash echoes in the room; the seater had walked in and saw what happened. She blushes bright red and apologizes, hurriedly cleaning up our food. I notice my favorite; vegetarian lasagna.
We haven't even sat down yet which tells me something; Gerard must have called ahead and told them our order, and remembered my favorite.
And that makes a smile form on my lips, and when she leaves, Gerard squeezes my hand. I look down at him, at the man I love, and know my answer.
"Frankie? Do do you will you-?" he starts, but I cut him off, pulling him upright and crashing our lips together.
"Yes," I breathe out once we break apart, "of course I'll marry you, Gerard. There's no one else I'd rather spend my life with." He gives a happy shout and embraces me close. The clearing of a throat pulls us apart, and a waiter is there, carrying our food. He places the food, t
School Boy's Dream - 3"Yo, Matt!" I shrug out of leaning pose against the schools wall at Zacky's yell, walking a few feet to meet him.School Boy's Dream - 33 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
"Hey, Zack; where're the others?" We both glance around the school yard, where kids are milling around in groups, or solitary little couples.
"Look, there's Jimmy and- what the fuck?" I turn to where he's pointing to see Johnny on Jimmy's back, arms clamped around Jim's shoulders in a death grip, his little legs locked around Jimmy's hips.
"Hey guys," Rev calls to us, jogging over to meet us. Johnny's knuckles go white from how tight his grip is, and I swear he's gonna bite his lip off.
"Jimmy, let me down!" He demands, flicking Jimmy's ear. One side of Jim's mouth curves upward, and he jumps, causing a shriek of terror to erupt from Johnny-boy; I can't help but laugh along with Zacky, while Jimmy slowly lets Johnny down.
"Yo, guys, hurry up! I've been waiting for you at the bus for, like, ten minutes!" Brian calls, jogging up to us, looking annoyed. Zack chuckles, treading
Get Off Your Knees 1: AndleyAndy's P.O.VGet Off Your Knees 1: Andley3 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Pretty much all of my life had been centered around pleasing other people. I may have dressed a way that most people didn't like, but my actions had still been for the better of other people. When my parents wanted a certain grade, I got that or better. When my friends wanted something done, but were too scared to do it themselves, I did it as long as my parents wouldn't get mad. My whole life had been based off of what other people wanted, and even though I was out of high school, that was one thing that hadn't changed.
You may think that getting a job at a strip club hadn't been my smartest decision, but originally all I had been doing was serving drinks at the bar. I wasn't one of the people doing dirty things on stage, even though I often got asked to give people lap dances, I was only there as a bartender. Many people that showed up however, didn't think that should have been the end of my job description, especially since I still had to dress quite erotically.
This Is Our Sweet Blasphemy 013I leaned against my car, my lips locked passionately with Ashley's. We'd spent another hour sitting on the rocks, kissing, talking, and just being around each other. It wasn't hard to admit anymore, and there was no doubt in my mind; I was head over heels in love with him.This Is Our Sweet Blasphemy 0133 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
One problem remained, even if he does "like" me as he says he does, we can never be together. There are a few factors that prevent us from even acknowledging each other's existence. One was that he's a "somebody" and I'm a "no-body", two he's still with Kina, and three, no one can know... period.
I wasn't focused on that right now, I was in the moment. For once in my life I felt good, I felt wanted. If only the sun didn't ever have to come up, we could stay here. Stay here under the night stars and stay together.
He broke the kiss, resting his forehead against mine. His eyes were closed but he was smiling. It wasn't like the one he wore at school, it seemed more genuine. It wasn't forced. It was real.
"I have to go"
Mimmy: Happy Halloween- One Shot-"C'mon, Jimmy, baby!" Matt whined to his husband of three years as Jimmy sat in the bathroom. "It's almost time to go and I have to fucking piss!"Mimmy: Happy Halloween- One Shot-3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
"I'm not done yet, babe!" Jimmy squealed from the other side of the door. Today was Halloween and his pregnant husband was taking far to long in the bathroom. Matt was going around trick-or-treating dressed as a doctor and Jimmy was his pregnant nurse. Matt had dressed rather fancy - a white lab coat with black slacks; both covered in blood. He was wearing loafers, which wasn't that different. His lip ring was in and so were his gauges.
A few minutes Jimmy finally opened the door, and Matt's jaw dropped. Before him stood his sexy husband, dressed in a white skirt that flailed out at the bottom and long socks, with white sneakers. His nurses shirt had a red cross at the side and buttons going up. The shirt rose up a bit, revealing slender, sexy hips and sharp hipbones. Jimmy had a small nurses' hat propped onto his head, blood r