My OneA stream of thoughts
Bombard my soul
And I know
The way we met, our past
The intense feelings we have, our present
The life we'll live together, our future
My one and only;
The girl of my dreams
The one I want to make happy
Until the world ceases to exist
Joy and Happiness entwined
Forever hung around my neck
The kiss like glittering stars on my skies
Your embrace my only peace of mind.
For ages and centuries
The dream of seeing you
The reason I held on strong
Remember that fateful day?
When I held you in my arms
Warm and soft
Like a sunlight bath
Our lips locked
And I felt alive
Feelings I've never felt before
Electricity and warmth on my veins
Oh the feeling of being with you
Of being in love
You are the one
Untold LoveOh my loveUntold Love4 years ago in The Great Valentine Exchange More Like This
How could I say this...
Today I saw your face
In a dream, no less,
We held hands, we kissed softly in meadows of twilight
We rolled within the same fields
A playful sin.
Your gorgeous grin.
Bare skin softly brushing the other.
Pure love at its highest
There was no sun, no moon, no stars
Our feelings emitted light beyond such celestial bodies
My eyes opened.
"Good Morning Love"
I texted you right away
The dream fresh on my mind
I thought about you all day long
Equations of complex math became equations of love
The poetry in english was embedded in our hearts
The red of the crossing light reminded me of your blushing cheeks
I found myself lost in a different world
Not foreign, but pure and peaceful
Your curves, your gorgeous eyes,
The way you squint when you mock my playful lies
Your legs around my hips,
Pressed against the wall, there's no escape
Clawing on my skin, pain never felt so blissfully good
Hands running up your body
Exploration the name of the game
Days of True LoveHe roams aroundDays of True Love4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Lush plains of grass
Trees sprinkled on top
The ocean breeze nearby
Palm trees surround a winding road
And he roams around
Looking for his love
Early in the morning
Been searching for awhile
Accident cross their paths
And both glimpse each other
But alas, it's not yet time
From afar their eyes meet
Longing for each other's arms
A small window's open
She's nearby, so close
Eyes meet for the second time
No one knows who leaned first
A tight embrace between the lovers
No cares, no problems
Just the feel of their love surrounding them
They are together at last
-There she is
More beautiful than I remember
Speak, mouth, SPEAK
I don't think i can say anything
I'm so happy, I can't formulate words!
Her skin's so soft, so tender, yet strong
I can feel her love within her embrace
She's happy I can feel it
I wish we'd stay like this forever!-
Don't let go
Don't ever let go
Time lasts longer for them
Than the watch can match
Yet depart they shall unt
Self DestructionYou hurt, yet you heal.Self Destruction5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
You bleed, yet you smile.
You laugh, yet you cry.
You're cought between two emotions that are eating away at you, in two different ways.
You love, yet you hate.
You live... yet you die...
Slowly, you're killing yourself inside.
How long before you realize,
That it's all in your mind?
I can only Love youinto my flesh, i carveI can only Love you5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
i love you.
scribbled on my heart, i write
i love you.
burned in my brain, i spark
i love you.
bleached in my veins, i flow
i love you.
and my lips still bleed.
and my heart still beats.
and my mind still thinks.
i love you.
i just.. love you.
i can only...
Moon of a RoseThe beginning of the end for usMoon of a Rose4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
When our love was barely being born
It's been struck down
Taken away by the sun
It was foretold when you smiled at him
I, beaten, retreated to my home above
In the darkness of space
The stars covering my grief
Shooting stars, my dying tears
When the dream of true love's been cast away
Sweet rose, your beautiful petals now shine
Next to him, next to your sun
My moon from afar will forever watch over you
Jealous of the sun's rays
Your happiness my eternal wish
From afar I bid farewell
As you embark on a new journey with your true love
My love... my heart... If you ever venture to look up at night
There'll be a constellation for you
Of a rose, of a heart, of a perfect life
To me you will forever be the star of this Earth
The one who makes it shine brightest among the vastness of space.
Natural LegendI've seen you rise,Natural Legend4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I've seen you fall,
Your tears fall, your smiles shine
Above every hardship in the world
You shine like no other
I've seen the strength within
Girl, you can do anything you set your mind to
I've seen you blush,
I've seen you giggle
Your laugh, your singing voice
Beyond any sweet sound in this world
Your voice can bring peace to wars
It's beauty, like nature's symphony on blissful ears
Girl, your voice is gorgeous and carries as soft as a whisper
Yet its as powerful and flowing as the wind
I've seen you model
I've seen you pose
Your body, your perfect poise
Perfection within this constrained world
Your beauty can outshine the sun
Your cuteness could kill the most dangerous threat
Girl, your natural beauty is insanely gorgeous
Beyond this world, beyond the stars
As pretty as the Northern Lights
Yet as pure as the wonders of the world
If anyone should meet you
They'd see an amazing person
One who has no equal
Unselfish and pure
Beautiful and strong
Yet silly and cute
Tyrant's OppositionYou... You've decidedTyrant's Opposition4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
That human lives
Have no meaning
We can read between the lines
Endless wars, blaming the Earth's sights
This is just madness
And you're the master mind behind it
But we've got your number
Sniper in position
We'll take you out
We need not bullets
But the passion of our souls
Do you really think you can monopolize us?
You're just a clown in a suit
Well tailored and swimming in printed gold
Prioritizing your allies over the needy
Your pockets over education
Your reign over our freedom
We won't stand around anymore
We put you in power
We'll take you down just the same
Do you want to relive history?
Your oppression means little to us
Our stand will be your nightmare for ages
And when you seek forgiveness
We'll smash the hammer on your deeds
And from the dust and crumbles
There we will bury your remains
You'll Never Grow UpIt just hit meYou'll Never Grow Up4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
You are growing up
More beautiful each year
Yet more mature and intelligent too
Awkward to say it all
You are my little sister after all
In the end, you are my little sister after all
We've been through so much
You've been my best friend all my life
Sometimes my enemy, but not really...
My support when life's collapsed
My confidant in secrets of life
I've seen you grow
I've seen you succeed
Yet I haven't, because you're my little sis.
And I refuse to see you grow
In the end, you are my little sister after all
The endless hours gaming
Sharing videos and "memes"
Supporting Laruku and Nightwish like maniacs
Watching 13Mordeth and Day
Always waiting for the jokes, the laughs
From barbies to anime
And fairy tales to scary games
You've grown so much
Obviously you have
But I wouldn't know, little sis.
Because you are my little sister after all
I am glad we are where we are
Our bond wouldn't have been like this
Had we stayed "home"
Pushing you into bushes on 7-11 w
I'll Make My Own WayBiting my lips until they bleedI'll Make My Own Way3 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Because there's no one here to kiss them
Sat in the dark because no one needs me with them
Trapped in a cold, dark padded cell
It's meant to be a refuge but it feels like hell
I need the key but I don't even know if there is one
You said it would be easier than this
I don't deserve any of this
Please can someone take me far away from this
Before there's nothing left of me
Because it's just me now
No one else to hold me tight
I'll sing the lullabies to myself
To help me get through the night
And if someone else comes along
To take me out of this place
I'll welcome them with open arms
And a smile upon my face
But don't think for a second that I'll trust you
I've been deceived far too much
I've learnt how to read the hidden signs
Of a lying man's touch
So give me the key out of here
And I'll escape, run so far away
But I won't want anyone else with me
I'll make my own way
Dreaming of those future days
Where freedom will come find me
I'll run away even if th
Closed Eyesi fall on my hands and kneesClosed Eyes5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
sobbing into the cold floor.
the icey tile burnes my nose, my cheeks.
my knees are bleeding and glass puncture my palms.
my tears make the floor sparkle.
i look up in a longing gaze,
i see you look upon me in discust.
as my hands fell from yours you loosen your grasp,
it fell to the floor and clattered in disgrace.
i freeze as frozen as the earth below me,
as i see you staring down pittying my existance.
your back turns, and i notice your pained unforgiving face.
a face set in stone that i still somehow loved.
stone faced began to match my new stone embraced heart.
i count the steps you took as you walked away
10.. then 30 steps until you rounded the courner.
not a trace, the only evidence is a broken heart encrusted in stone.
to walk away, destroyes me.
to let my hand fall, crushes me.
to close your eyes as i cry, dumbfounds me.
how can you ignore my tears i shed for you?
how can you ignore my blood that was spilt for you?
all you did was just, close your
Drowning DeeperIt's like he's drowning,Drowning Deeper5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
But then comes to a storm.
Waves knock him down,
And he begins to drown.
He kicks to the surface,
Only to be pushed down again.
Deeper he plunges,
His lungs hurt,
And his legs are sore.
How much longer can he kick,
And hold his breath;
Before he gives up and,
Lets air escape his lungs?
Before he accepts his fate,
And begins to drown?
To stop breathing as water fills his lungs
To begin to drown
To give up.
And then he drowned
Behind The NothingnessBehind The NothingnessBehind The Nothingness4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I used to play here everyday
Alone and with no light
Behind an ashen, big board
People calls as a piano
My fingers were dancing
With the old, cranky piano keys
And rhyming with all the chords and melodies I know
All the black and white
Became one amidst shadow
Behind the nothingness, I played wild
Raging and fighting against the false melodies
Sounded as I pressed the wrong parts of the song
This ears can never hear well
But my failures rang inside them
Behind the nothingness, my fingers kept playing
Without audience to sit before me
Without clapping hands to sound appreciation
Without a figure or even a shadow
Than the overwhelming darkness around me
Neither do I know
I closed my eyes or opened them
But I kept rounding with the same song
To finish what I had started
Behind the nothingness I have
Ruined the trust ever moreI called you to the surfaceRuined the trust ever more6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I called you near today
I called you to come closer
A little game to play
But nothing could prepare me
For the look within your eyes
As slowly you'd whisper
those ever pleasant lies
"I love you" you'd say to me
So coyly would you turn
"I don't believe you"
My automatic return
But deep down I knew
My words were only lies
As deep down we all know
Though we try to disguise
For I thought you would never
say those things to put on a show
I thought it was forever
A voiceless inner shell
And when the curtain finally fell
As the lights were slowly lit
My heart lay on the floor
In pieces torn bit by bit
No more your face would I see
Without a twinge of hate
The mask I will always wear
So I can make my escape
The truth no more to ever be
Ruined the trust forever lay
Between you and me
waiting for you...waiting, waiting...waiting for you...5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
my heart is pounding
just let me be yours now
i don't know how much longer
i can hold on
i love you and you love me
how much simpler could it be
but we still must overcome one obstacle
i'd wait forever you know that
but please don't drag this out
for too much longer...
shadow of a mani fell in love,shadow of a man5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
it didn't work out as planned and -
for day after day,
week after week,
month after month,
i kissed him goodbye and
as best i could.
It gets better rightGood days and bad days,It gets better right6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
they all seem to run together
into the emptiness that is life
Sometimes I swear life is really
all about the contradictions
And all I keep asking is..
It get's better right?
Is it ever good enough?
When will I step back
And really look
At the pattern that is my life?
I might not have caused all
the moments that have left
those marks upon my soul
but the ones I did cause..
What was the reason?
We all choose how we
will approach life
We all choose the patterns
with which we respond
So again I ask myself...
It gets better right?
Sometimes I think
I just miss the whole
Refocus and life
is always better
then the day before
it's all in how
I view it
They Lived.He was a monster.They Lived.5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
She was a doll.
Hid from the world
Receding into the dark crevices of his mind.
Recessing into himself to hid his inner "ugliness"
Continuously hiding... never trusting love
For how can someone love this
Into the shadows he falls
The broken doll
Once held beauty in her painted face
But time wore on and cracked her lips
Shed her eye
Her plastered smile split
She lays tossed aside
And into the dark corners of her mind she hides
He found a doll
She found a monster
They saw each other's beauty.
He saw her eyes, they sparkled.
She saw his eyes, they illuminated.
Hand in hand
They walked out of the darkness.
That was once so welcoming to their tattered souls.
To their tattered minds
Hand in hand
A sealed crest of strength.
And to produce:
Each others true beauty.
The monster became man.
The doll became woman.
Recession became progression.
Fear was mirrored
Into a hope both shared in harmony.
Hearts Lost At SeaHe's not mine anymoreHearts Lost At Sea7 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
I gave him my heart and he took it deep to sea
I wait everyday at the shore
For my broken, limp heart to come back to me.
More and more time goes by
Someone else sits waiting by my side
No big deal, he's just another guy
But while I rest, he still searches every tide.
Months have passed and the boy still stays
he's found even the smallest pieces of my heart and held them close to his
When he's near me I lose track of the days
I'm starting to forget who the first holder of my heart even is.
It's now a few years gone
My feelings for the boy have gotten stronger and I don't know how
He held out a hand that the last piece was resting on
At last I let go of my heartbreaker now.
ThrillShe felt it every time. The rush. The adrenaline.Thrill4 years ago in Flash Fiction & Vignettes More Like This
It was an accidental discovery. She hadn't meant to... it just sort of worked itself out. There she was, cramped up on the tube with everyone else, when Jane noticed the neck of the girl in front of her. It was beautiful. Such clean, soft skin, lightly peppered with hairs, snaking down to the secrets held underneath her pinkish collar.
No-one was looking. And they were all packed in so close together. So she just gave it a little lick.
Just a light brush with the tongue. A dab. She barely even made contact - just the faintest of pecks.
And it was beautiful.
The lady barely even knew it had happened. She looked around, absently rubbed the back of her neck, but continued flicking over her iPad as if nothing had happened.
That was when Jane realised that people didn't expect the unexpected, and as such they didn't react to it. The rush she'd felt.. that fleeting intimacy, that slightly salty taste just tingling on her tongue. S
IronicSo many still afraid to trust,Ironic4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Broken hearts just left to rust,
They shy away from a friendly face,
Showing nothing but disgust.
"I know your game!"
They seem to say,
"I hate this world,
You're all the same!"
Put me in a box?
I smile sadly.
My heart drops.
I might...I might not be the best with words,I might...5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I might want you more then you like,
I might not be agreeable all the time,
but can you see how much your my world?
I might say "I love you" too much,
I might ask too many questions,
I might be too emotional,
but does that stop you from seeing why you love me?
I might not be your perfect match,
I might talk more then you like,
I might start up some fights,
but does that irritate you to forget what we had?
I might not be able to say how I feel,
I might still have some doubts in my heart,
I might want to try to fix it all,
but I will never give up on what you mean to me.
The ShadowShall I continue to live a lie,The Shadow4 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
As my world crumbles around me,
Leaving nothing but pain and strife,
For those who oppose to accept.
Shall I instead begin anew,
Run away from those who,
Against my purest wishes,
Continue to follow my dark steps.
Shall I forget the life I once held,
And forgive those who sinned me,
Take them in my arms,
Thanking them for their wasted time.
I should not continue,
I will not begin again,
I refuse to forget everything,
And anything at all.
The howling demons
Of my past,
Calling me softly,
Closer, yet closer to their waiting claws.
If only I were to remember,
The cold knot of entwined hands,
This day to pass,
As we remember cupid's arrow.
I shall live a shadow,
Tainted by this earth,
And those that linger,
Upon its hardest paths.
The shadow of the blind child's bow,
As the weapon itself breaks me,
Tearing down the defences.
Against all of time,
It doth stand strong,
Destroying all moral,
That cold cruel word.
Love is not a wo
Love and hateI shrug off the painLove and hate5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
One more stain
We're so obtuse
It was my fault
Give it time to heal
It's another moment that we steal
Push and pull like the tide
We walk away then we ride
Running in circles
The bruises will fade
Another memory we'd give anything to trade
Seductive the way we lie
I can't look you in the eye
We both know how this will end
Either dead or needing revenge
You'd think we'd be able to run away
But we can't get enough so we stay
Forward momentum, that's not us
We try too hard, make too much fuss
You'd think we'd finish and be done
But we're drawn back, we can't run
I love you and hate you with every breath
You pull me back and I know it's death
I can't seem to quit
Every punch deserves another kick
And we're back to where we started
Both of us so broken hearted
Let me go and I will free us both
But we know it's another lie right?
It's the pain that keeps us
Free falling in and out of loss
I stand here and wait for the end
You and I? We never bend