Just TalkWhy don't you smile anymore?- I miss it.
Why won't you ever tell me what's wrong?- I always feel like it's me...
Why do you seem so different?- you don't seem alive.
Do you still think of me?- Cuz I think of you.
Do you still love me?- Cuz I love you so much.
I wish you would just tell me.
Just talk to me. Please.
Just. Talk. <3
NumbRivers of tears are poaring out from crevices once dry,Numb5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
As she lets everything out from her red sunken eyes.
Feeling shameful of her sadness,
Alone, a tiny machine she relies on.
How it feels so good but so awful to explode with tears,
Her hardships accumulating to great heights over the years.
An avalanche of feeling, a landslide of emotions,
A flood of worries, regrets, a storm of fears.
She lifts her sweet medicine to her ears with shaking hands,
It's what her sad and depressed mind demands.
The twirl of a finger and suddenly it's louder,
As the medicine seeps through and her numbness expands.
Closed eyes as the final tears escape,
As her body chills and she becomes sedate.
The pure voice engraving the lyrics into her brain,
Etched in rows of a cluttered collage from all of the times in this state.
Her eyes stare off into space as she remembers,
What caused her so much pain that beautiful day in May.
She tries to forget, but she's just so upset,
Painful memories still glowing like s
DrownHold me in your arms,Drown5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
As I sink beneath the floor,
Dazzle me with your charm,
Because I can't take this anymore.
Tell me that you love me,
Don't keep me drowning in these thoughts.
I want to look into your eyes,
And see who God has brought.
I can see my fears in my dreams,
I'm spinning on cloud tops,
Nothing is what it seems.
Falling from the peak of the atmosphere,
I can see my life flashing in unison with my growing heartbeat,
My busy mind whirling and gusting and storming,
Lighting, thunder, raining in sheets.
And as I fall I'm crying and pleading,
Because sometimes life can be so misleading,
Accept the one who is standing there,
Coming out of the shadows because you secretly need me.
I can't believe I tried to reject your heart,
After you've saved me so many times,
I finally feel like I can be a normal person,
I thought as the dramatic music began to climb.
It's only a dream right?
I'll wake up before I hit the floor.
Because they say it's impossible,
Give me the TruthGive me something I can believe,Give me the Truth5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Give me something I can wrap my fingers around,
Cuz' its so hard to just hope,
Feeling around in the dark in hope of catching something.
I don't even know where I am,
Or where I started,
And where I'll end.
Tell me the truth.
Give me a flicker of light at the end of the hallway,
So even if I stumble,
I still know where I am,
And that there is hope for me to stand back up again.
I'll walk towards the light.
Until my foolish self finds relief,
I will keep moving through the darkness to the light,
So at the very end, the light can burn the darkness away,
And let it slither back in the corner.
When I find the end,
I will find myself,
And that's all I've ever wanted.
CryFrustrated state of mind,Cry5 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Inside myself you won't find,
Me, burried oh so deep,
As the fears begin to creep.
In the night, I can hear,
Thoughts screaming in my ear,
They want to tease, want to play,
Cover them with words I pray.
Waking up but half asleep,
Is this real or's it a dream?
Motions, broken, words unspoken,
It's the way I've tried to live.
Building up inside my head,
Happiness has turn to dread,
Loosing all that I have left,
You're never too old to cry.
Walking past, you can't see,
What's behind the happy me,
And when you start to turn around,
That's when I, I break down.
You wonder why I'm so afraid,
To say the words I want to say,
It's because you shoot them down,
My silent words hit the ground.
Fall asleep but half awake,
What I say is a mistake,
Shaking, breaking, emotion faking,
It's the way I shouldn't live.
Building up inside my heart,
Happiness that's torn apart,
Let me let out all my pain,
You're never to old to cry.
WarTrapped in this war,War3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
No one is winning.
Bullet after bullet,
I have fallen before you.
You hide in the foliage,
You push everyone out to battle,
While you hide,
While you pull me down,
With your twisted words,
Your rolling eyes,
Your raging tone.
I live everyday believing:
"Today is the day I will fall,"
And I will keep falling,
Scars will open up once more.
I will keep waving my little white flag,
Even after it's been torn, shot, and ripped...
Is this war never ending?