Take it in pain - poetry
Take it in pain
I'm dancing within colours
Shades of colours so bright and beautiful
But I dance from complimentaries
And opposites become resentful.
Many arms hold me tight, some slip away
But I'm pulled, and pulled, into grey.
The colours on the other side slowly fade to black
And when I reach to get them back
I'm pushed behind my back
Drowning into them.
My eyes turn to green in a red sea,
The colours slowly start taking over me.
My cells growing so many shades, I'm no longer black,
But I just want "Me" back
I look over my glowing body in horror and fear
My eyes are drawn from colour to colour, my skin burns as I look away
I can't see every one of them; they're too small for my fading eyes
They want my attention, and I can't disobey.
My skin peels, rainbow blood pouring from my ripping veins
Can't you see I'm in pain?!
Is this too hard for me to explain?!
Giving me this mental strain?!
I'm not fucking insane!
WHAT HAVE YOU GOT TO GAIN?!
Do I Really Have To Ask - PoetryDo I Really Have To Ask - Poetry2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I shake like a madman,
rocking back and forth.
Feelings of love and compassion slipping from my grasp.
I can feel nothing of the sort.
When I'm finally feeling free,
and i am happy with anger felt.
I remember I'm not strong, I am weak.
And cant help but think;
I'm loved only for what is under my belt.
I only need reassurance,
but is it really that hard to give?
To be my "friend" is all i ask.
To take care of me, tell me I'm wanted, to give me a reason to live.
call me beautiful,
call me sweet,
call me the reasons you "loved me".
i shouldn't have to ask these things,
i expected them from the start,
but i cant take not telling you anymore,
please don't break my heart.
Goodbye.Goodbye.3 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I have eyes, made for crying,
A mouth for silent screaming;
And ears for woes of those...
My heart is slightly shattered,
For you tore it out,
But I am not angry,
With you, I cannot live without.
I don't want you to go...
...So far away...
But I'm insignificant,
What can I say?
I know you love me,
And I know what I said was a lie.
I am not insignificant...
...So I guess this is goodbye...