Damage from DrugsI'm so lostDamage from Drugs3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
But I'm trying
I love you
But I'm crying
Do you realize
The damage you do
To the rest of us
That care for you
To see you there
And you don't even care
And you forget
You say you want to change
There's so much you regret
But you do these things
That put you here
It won't be long now
Before you disappear
I lost one mother to death
And you to drugs
Soon you won't even remember
Any of my hugs
My own addictions
Now they come to mind
The burning red marks
I'm tryin' to leave behind
How would you feel
If I sunk so low
If you could do nothing but watch
Could you just let it go?
March 27, 2012
question9question93 years ago in Emotional More Like This
Is there such a thing as love for someone or is it all lust driven by our brains?
PromisePromise me .Promise3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Tell me everything is going to be okay.
Tell me that I will see you again when it's over.
Give me your word
You won't give up on everything when it gets bad.
You won't leave me to fight and die alone.
Swear on your life
That you will never sell me out to them.
That I will never have to see you die.
Promise me we'll be together as sisters.
Give me your word you'll stay my best friend.
Swear on your life, you won't forget me.
I promise you I will not break.
I give you my word I will be strong.
I swear on my life I will not go back.
Untitled.I love himUntitled.3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Does he feel the same?
The dark shadow has become
Wild and difficult to tame
He's the only thing normal in my life
Far different from the blood and the knife
I have gone so long without
Barely getting through this emotional drought
So many secrets I have kept
Overthinking and hoping to die
In the morning start all the lies
How am I? Fine
What's wrong? Nothing
When in fact, I've never been fine
I've always been hurting
In the mirror I look in disgust
Looking left and right, no one left to trust
In the mirror
I see the monster
Staring me down
Whispering bitter, empty promises
A permenant solution
To a petty situation
Another red line
Chills run down my spine
The knife's not very far
I have to resist
I have to try
I can't break the promises
Right now... I can't die
Within My HeartI'll carry you within my heart.Within My Heart3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
From now till we meet again.
Please stop crying, I can't bear your tears.
I know that it hurts, but I'll always be near.
My time has come.
So it's time for us to let go.
Saying goodbye is so painful.
It hurts us both, more than anybody will ever know.
But you don't need me with you now.
I'm not the one who makes you strong.
The strength you needed was in you all along.
And believe me when I say I'll keep you in my heart.
Now and forever, till we meet again.
Don't cry for what is gone.
Cause for us, there is no end.
Here's my time to move on.
You helped me thru sun and thru war.
You always said I was your guide,
But without you I would've never survived.
You'll be okay without me.
It's me that I'm worried about.
I'll keep watch out over you beyond the light.
So don't think you've lost me forever.
I'm always in your dreams at night.
I promise I'll always carry you in my heart.
And think of you till we meet again.
So dry your tears, and smile.
Nightmare I can't breatheNightmare3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I can't move
All I can do is watch
As I lose
Lose this battle
Break the promises
Reach for the knife
And end my torment
Look at the knife pressed on my wrist
Is this the right thing to do?
My head soon filled with memories
The hurtful words, the evil laughs
The imprisoning acts
Condemning me to silence
Or else the pain will last
Having remembered all this
I have made my decision
I drag the knife down my wrist
Making a big incision
The room spins
I feel myself fall
But I don't feel pain
I wake up
Breaking into a cold sweat
Checking my arm
Thank god it was all
Just a horrible nightmare
PainPain3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Your love for me,
Encompassed my heart,
Persuaded me to believe you
And fall for your dirty little tricks.
My trust for you,
Was something you didn't deserve.
I believed all your empty promises
And hallow words without a second thought.
Of knowing you were mine,
Knowing you thought I was the one for you,
Or so I so ignorantly believed
As you told me day after day.
So twisted yet so convincing,
Each fabrication poisoning my heart,
Without me noticing.
A gift to you,
So delicate and fragile,
Yet you threw it to the ground
And laughed as it shattered before your feet.
The person I thought I loved,
The guy I trusted my heart and soult to,
The boyfriend I never doubted...
Did you realize how you broke me beyond repair?