AttentionYou say that you're in pain?
Funny, I don't see a wound
You say you want to die?
I doubt you'd even try
The scars on my arms are hidden
Yours are on display
I drown in my own agony
While you float above
Yet they still come to rescue you
And leave me there to die
Because I'll never shout for help
You have it all
Yet act like you have nothing
I have little
Yet I'm still glad I have it
You speak of the pain
But I'm the one who feels it
I need the help
Yet you're the one who gets it
I don't pity you, not anymore
Go cry for attention
I'm not giving you any
NeedI am nothingNeed3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
an empty shell
a hollow carcass of brittle bones and rotting teeth
She is beautiful
bright patterns and rainboots
Her smile is true
and she love the world she lives in
He is a rebel
Never still and never truthful
He loves running across the street just as a car comes
it gives him such a high
She is quiet
a book worm
She spends her time in dimly lit corners in rundown bookstores
hiding away from the world
She is imposive and violent
loves to fight
Her emotions are stronger than the rest
taking her over in a matter of seconds
They are all me
but I am none of them
and I haven't seen them in many years
though I hear from them everyday
Their voices haunt me
their hands touch me in the dark
clawing to be freed
for they are why I am empty
they fill me and push away the person I truly long to be
The person that I need to be
in order to stay alive
This Valentine's DayPlastic roses and shattered dreamsThis Valentine's Day4 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
All of these from Valentine's past
My heart is bursting at the seams
Just how long will this pain last?
For two long years I've felt this way
Yet I keep my feelings locked inside
And now I'm alone on Valentine's Day
Because of this love I try to hide
Heart shaped boxes full of lies
An "I love you" not meant for me
Last night I killed my butterfly
Because you and I will never be
I love you, I will now say
For I may not be here
This Valentine's Day
In Love With A HeartbreakerWhat is this emotion? What is it like?In Love With A Heartbreaker4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Surely you must know
For so many love you so
The all loved you
Yet you broke their hearts
And every time when they asked why
You just said, "It didn't feel right."
Well guess what?
I love you too
But I'm smarter than the other few
I know the games you play
You say you like them, I've heard it too
But in the end you turn them away
All they ever did was love and care
Yet all you did was give an icy stare
And say, "I'm sorry, but I can't love you."
So why must I love you too?
Cutter's RulesI thought the words I wrote down,Cutter's Rules3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Had me on the mend,
But like all good things,
This too must end.
It's time this suicidal poet,
Swapped her pen for her blade,
After all the cutter's rules,
Must always be obeyed.
So now I'll say a fond farewell,
A sad so-long and sweet goodbye,
And know that as I leave you all,
It's crimson tears I cry.
What can I say my friends?
Thanks so much - it's been a blast!
As I lift this cold dead metal,
And take this sorry life at last.
Easy ButtonI'm like an easy button;Easy Button3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
difficult to some on the inside
and very simple on the outside.
No I'm not made of plastic.
No rubber feet, no spring inside me.
In fact, I'm just skin and bones.
I don't run on batteries;
don't expect me to run out of juice.
I'll always help when needed.
You may call me a joke.
But when you need some confidence,
I have all the reassurance you need.
I have no rubber,
but I'm very flexible.
Nobody's dilemma is too much.
Please don't press me. I'm ticklish.
Simply call for me;
I can put your mind at ease.
And if you believe I can't fix your problem,
I just may have to gloat:
"That was easy!"
Glass tearsA silver sparkling, brightly shiningGlass tears3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
On this sad and subjugated one...
Among the riddled world of festering lies
Broken truths and darkened skies
A glacial wind on his fledgling face
Some time has gone by, he's left no trace
The tracks are gone, covered and swept
Those promises she never kept
These hovering words begin to rust
Descending down and into dust
The child's tears have turned to glass
His body cold, she ran so fast
A shattering scream, a wailing cry
Her little boy she left to die
Deviant DiscoveryDeviant Discovery3 years ago in Art Features More Like This
WHAT IS DEVIANT DISCOVERY?
Deviant Discovery is a weekly Journal Feature that focuses specifically on Deviants that have good art, but haven't gotten much attention for it. Every week, a new Deviant will be chosen, and a few of their artworks will be show in this Journal, along with a description of the artist themselves. This weekly feature will serve as an attempt to get under-appreciated artists more attention then they already have.
HOW DOES IT WORK?
It will work in a similar way to Daily Deviations - either I could select a Deviant myself, or someone could be suggested by another Deviant. Once a Deviant is chosen, we'll find their best five Deviations to be featured in the Journal. Then, we'll give a short description of the artist's work, and a small explanation of why they were chosen. The feature will remain on the front of my page for seven days [168 hours; one week], so that the Deviant can get continuous attention. Suggestions could be s
Major Contest - New Year, New PhotoRules and Information:Major Contest - New Year, New Photo3 years ago in Personal More Like This
Hello everyone! It is time for our first major contest to start. Below are the rules for this contest. Please read them carefully and follow them precisely. Thank you in advance for your participation. Should you wish to donate to the prizes offered, then please see below. Now, onto business. I held a poll about what our first contest should be, and although this theme wasn't the first choice for many people, I felt it was most appropriate given the demographics here on DeviantArt. So, the theme for this contest is simple; new year, new photo. Since it is a new year, and this group is under new administration, it seemed fitting to use this theme. The object is simple, take a new photo this year, and submit it! Cake right? Well, look at the rules below and follow them, and you'll see just how easy this contest will be.
You must be a member of Photography-Group to enter this contest.
Only photographs are allow. NO PHOTO-MANIPULATIO
One. Two. Three. Four.One.One. Two. Three. Four.3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
One razor blade.
One way out.
Two different meds.
Two packets for each.
Hanging in the brink.
Three hearts to break.
The sorrow never ends.
This is the way i save my soul.
From the pain, the suffering.
And woe untold.
I can't continue in a world filled with hate,
For those who are different,
Or with poor mental state.
Four tablets down.
Seems like a hundred to go.
They burn my throat.
As i try not to choke.
I do not regret,
These desicions i've made.
My mind is set,
The goal is no pain.
My First NightmareMy First NightmareMy First Nightmare4 years ago in Emotional More Like This
It is the early morning a heavy fog has coated the ground making it hard to see where I am putting my feet. My breath is heavy and my senses are on high alert, I pass by a coral and kept walking on and half way to my destination I hear small sound that sounds like old hinges that are way over do for an oiling. My breath hitches but I continue on until I get to my destination the air seemed like daggers in my throat as I saw the sight before me an old wooden swing was rocking and upon the swing is a body without its head. I continue to watch in terror as something appears upon the lap of the body that is swinging the swing, slowly it starts to morph into a head with blood slowly dripping down from its neck for a moment I am memorized by the blood just slowly dripping down from the neck onto its legs and into the heavy fog. Until I hear the head start to say "why didn't you save me?" I look up into the heads face to see it is my sister's face glar
Go For Itgo ahead- try itGo For It4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
i don't care.
drive it through your skin.
wince from the pain.
be tickled by the blood, falling down your arm like rain.
go ahead- live with it
wear jackets and long sleeves.
hide your secret
from the world.
muffel a scream, when someone- anyone
rushes past- barelly brushing you.
Friday Features November 30thPosted on behalf of :iconpanda69680102:Friday Features November 30th3 years ago in Personal More Like This
:thumb338365324:I'll watch over you... by Artsy50
Alexandria of Simba Iceberg by Katrin-ElizabethHighland Cattle by KeldBachHey What's Up? by Gryffingirl77
Wink by Wordup
CopingBreathe in airCoping3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
deep and slow
close your eyes,
but don't let go
Grip the blade
then let it fall
erase the pain,
erase it all
Feet in contact
with the ground
all the same,
to weight and shame
from hooded eyes,
from crying skies
SmileSmile and forget your worriesSmile4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Smile; let them see you're happy
Smile and hide behind this mask
Smile; submit to the façade
Smile and think that you're happy
Smile; think that you're safe
Smile and start dying inside
Smile; become emotionless
Smile and become nothing
Why Me? Why You Why MeWhy Me? Why You3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Do you hate me
Do you like inflicting me with pain
Am I nothing to you
i ask once more
Because your diffrent
Pain the only joy in life
"do i hear the wind?"
I'll tell you once more
Because your you
Where were you?Murky eyes can't smile at meWhere were you?4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
As your mouth twists up its lies;
Strain to think but you wont see
how these lies hurt me inside.
I shouldn't care, i paste my grin on;
This selfishness i hide.
Never want to be a burden
So Flaws control my Life.
Sit and watch my fantasies
Before they all burn down.
I talk at you, you try to see
But you'll never understand.
It may be true to say the least,
You're not an honest man;
So when your Faux love finally ceased
Not a tear was found.
I'm lyingI'm fucking fine.I'm lying3 years ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
Just dandy my dear.
Though my wrist are torn,
my lips sewed shut,
my heart crumbled on the floor
as I curl up in a tiny corner.
I'm still fine.
I am taking my medicine.
I'm doing what you want.
I am crying myself to sleep at night.
I'm just fine.
I have a smile on my face.
I have my sleeves pulled down.
I am standing here, aren't I?
Why don't you believe me?
Everything is okay.
How are you today?
Oh, me? I'm just fine.
but I'm lying again.
schizophrenic?I hear birds chirping-schizophrenic?4 years ago in Flash Fiction & Vignettes More Like This
somebody's calling my name.
The letters on my blanket won't stop moving.
At least it's better than the bleak white.
I fooled them into thinking
I ate their poison pills.
But I didn't really!
The first time I took them,
they made Gavin shut up.
why isn't Gavin talking? It's not like him.
Then they made Akuma silence too.
And all the rest.
It's so quiet now,
It's all lonely now.
I wish they'd come back,
all of them, even Gavin.
are the doctors telling the truth?
Am I really
2,000 points giveawayHey guys, lots of you have seen my work around and have been the coolest of people ever in supporting it. In thanks for all the watches and faves, I’m hosting a giveaway for 2,000 points.2,000 points giveaway2 years ago in Deviant Events More Like This
Here’s how to enter:
AND do one of the steps below:
A) Add a link of this giveaway in your journal.
B) Like my Facebook page or one of the posts there: https://www.facebook.com/gevurahstudios?ref=hl
If you do both, your chances will be DOUBLED!
To participate add a comment on this journal which of the steps you've done (A, B, or both) so I know to add your name to the pool once or twice.
I will pick the winner of 2,000 points randomly on February 24th of February.
Here are a few of my paintings so everyone who is not familiar with my work gets to take a look . I mostly do fan art for the game League of Legends, but I will be doing a lot of anime fan art this year as well
'Why'Why?'Why'3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Why did you hit me?
Why did you spit on me?
Why did you kick me?
Why did you call me names?
Why did you make fun of me?
We used to be Friends.
I have new Friends.
We used to hang out.
I have new Friends.
We used to talk alot.
I have new Friends.
We used to be like Brothers.
I have new Friends.
We used to play games.
I have new Friends.
Wont you help me?
No, your gay.
Wont you stop them?
No, your gay.
Wont you call 911?
No, your gay.
Wont you pick me up?
No, your gay.
Wont you stay with me?
No, your gay.
You left me alone.
You helped them.
You let me lay in my blood.
You did not help.
I am alone.
Where is everyone?
A Rape Story (What You Didn't Know)That very day that changed it allA Rape Story (What You Didn't Know)3 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
My innocence slowly taken away
My breaking point, my time to fall
Because a man needed to have his way.
Held down, beaten and bruised
Never to be the same again
No one believes a word I say
"She's just crazy, he's such a good man".
He made me believe that it was my fault
Picking up that first blade
The cold, the pain, everything
Made those feelings go away.
"She's crazy, have you seen her wrists?"
Acting like I can't hear you
I hear every damn whisper
Do you even know what I've gone through?
I've stopped, I'm fine
No more cuts on my wrist
And they'll believe that stupid lie
Like my depression doesn't exist.
And I'm fine with them not knowing
To hide from their judgmental stares
I'll wear long sleeves, say I'm just cold
And hide my razors in teddy bears.