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I'm sorry...I'm sorry....I'm sorry...1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
for not being able
to say the right thing
at the right time
for not smiling
when I should
for talking
over the top
for being a
shitty sister
for not protecting
the ones I love
well enough
for not being able
to remove all
your pain
for being difficult
when you try to help
for not knowing
the right way to be
when you're around
I promise
I'll try harder
just please
give me some time....
I'm sorry to everyone
that I've ever hurt....
UnexpectedlySays he died in his roomUnexpectedly9 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Unexpectedly
I
Can't help but wonder
If his
Death should have been
Expected
Ignore This BreakdownI'll put this heartbreak on the sidelinesIgnore This Breakdown1 year ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Because I don't have the time
Got too much on my mind
To pretend I'll be fine
I'll put armor back on
As I'm still crashing down
And it wouldn't be long
Till I'd smash to the ground
So I'll ignore this breakdown
I'll just build up my walls
There's just too much to break now
So I'll keep walking tall
And though you broke my heart
And you played with my mind
All while I'm broken in parts
I'll pretend that I'm fine
If people ask how I am
I'll pretend I'm okay
As I haven't the time
To not be that way
I'll ignore all the whispers
I'll blank out what they say
As they're
You Would Be...So, you seeYou Would Be...1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
This isn't me
I'm not exactly
Part of we
Anymore, but I
Am part of me
Now I get that by
Saying that, I
Am very much alive
Before, well
Not so much
I was something like a shell
And, believe me, I know
What that's like,
But pardon me,
I'm no longer me
I'm this other girl
Who used to be
Who you'd be
Without me.
I Am FineWith him, I was the sun on the shore.I Am Fine1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
The highest bird perched in the tallest tree.
The gem that outshines all others,
The laugh of the happiest girl.
Without him, I'm invisible.
A painting never painted, tears
welled up in eyes but never shed.
A dream cast away on the wind.
A hopeless nightmare,
full of
lies.
I love....you?I hate you for making me feel this way.I love....you?1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
I hate you for making me act this way.
I hate you for saying we'll be together...some day.
I hate you because there's no price I wouldn't pay.
I hate you for making me feel again.
I hate you for leaving again.
I hate you for bringing the rain.
I hate you because now there's nothing but pain.
I hate you for making me hurt him.
I hate you for making me betray him.
I hate you for filling my heart to the brim.
I hate you because being without you is like missing a limb.
I love you for being there.
I love you for taking me there.
I love you for being the one to care.
I love you because life ju
If I Can't Have You. .Her phone rings, it's the usual, "How have you been? It seems like forever. . "If I Can't Have You. .1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Reminisce on the past five years that they've known each other
She sighs, "I'm getting married in three days,
I've got things to do, I don't have time to waste."
He sits in silence for a few moments then memories flood his eyes,
She tries to calm him down but all he can do is cry
Into the speaker, "All I've ever done I've done for you!
You're my reason for all my work and I'd do,
Anything to keep you in my life
I know you thought I was kidding, but I wanted you to be my wife!"
He just doesn't understand,
"What does he got, that I don't have?
I've got a
Drunken ReflectionI don't hate you…Drunken Reflection1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
No… You cannot take this blame.
It is mine alone, as you have done nothing.
If one is to be blamed, it is I.
But what am I?
I did not choose this.
I am but a soul with a heavy load of baggage on my turbulent flight to the grave.
Whose baggage is this?
I can identify it as mine, but I have purchased nothing within.
So, am I truly to blame for my own weakness?
I am sorry… I did nothing to you, yet neither did I to myself…
Do you think I did anything to you?
I will never know… Perhaps it is better this way.
Carry on.
ConfessionsI'm only human, I'm only meConfessions1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
There's another side that you don't see
I've starved, I've carved into my skin,
Hoping to defeat the monster within
It eats me up, inside and out
Clouds my mind, fills it with doubt
I'm trying so hard to stay strong,
You say I'm worth it, but I think you're wrong
You're trying to help me, but I push you away
'Cause I know it won't let me believe what you say
There's more to the story than what you know
There's more to me than what I show
I'm trying so hard to hold on and fight
So keep me near and hold me tight
NeedI am nothingNeed1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
an empty shell
a hollow carcass of brittle bones and rotting teeth
She is beautiful
bright patterns and rainboots
Her smile is true
and she love the world she lives in
He is a rebel
Never still and never truthful
He loves running across the street just as a car comes
it gives him such a high
She is quiet
timid
a book worm
She spends her time in dimly lit corners in rundown bookstores
hiding away from the world
She is imposive and violent
loves to fight
swear
Her emotions are stronger than the rest
taking her over in a matter of seconds
They are all me
but I am none of them
and I haven't seen them in many
Save MeI'm waiting here,Save Me1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
standing still,
waiting here, for my angel.
She's yet to show her beautiful face.
But I believe in her, I have faith.
She will show, and light my way.
She will come even if its not today.
I'm still here waiting,
still believing,
My angel will come and save me,
my angel will come… maybe.
Ink1 year ago in Macabre & Horror
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When You Loved MeI used to dream about youWhen You Loved Me1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
those days that I lay in bed
cozy next to a stuffed animal you'd once given me.
I used to see you everywhere
you'd smile at me
and you would hold me just like I loved.
I used to taste you on my lips
a sweet, tender touch like caramelized sugar
memory that I never wanted to let go of.
Now I dream about you
your eyes hateful and your words angry
all the while you are clearly happier without me.
Now I see you everywhere
turning your back to me the moment I come near
disappearing as another ghost of my past.
Now I taste you on my lips
and I feel as close to death as life allows
as I remember when you mad
the bladeI'm close to deaththe blade1 year ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
I breath my last breathe
I feel the blade hit
Then I wonder is this it?
I feel the sharp pain in my back
Then everything goes black
I hope to see the light
And then I wonder have I ever done right
Now I'm in this void of black
Hoping that I never go back
LimitI bite my lip, ready to go,Limit1 year ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Crouching start, gotta give it my all,
Pushing off, sprinting fast,
Hand stretched out, my goals within grasp
Withstanding the strain,
Ignoring the pain,
I fight on, forgetting everything around me,
Vision straight, My mind set,
I push past everything I previously knew,
I'm breaking the limit.
Just Another LifeThey called her crazyJust Another Life1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
A loner
Annoying
Worthless
A freak
That and so many other things
They asked her the questions
She didn't want to hear
She told them to shut up
"No wonder she doesn't have friends, she's crazy!" They'd say
All she remembers are the lies
The ignorance
The whispers and the cries
How she pleaded for help
After one look in the mirror
She felt so angry
That nobody understood
So frustrated and ashamed that she couldn't stop
No matter how hard she tried
So ashamed that she made everyone cry
It was making her feel guilty
She was so annoyed at herself
Because she was hurting
The things she wanted to scream
Just One LifeIt's all anyone talks aboutJust One Life1 year ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
"Just one life and there is no way out"
But it's a lie, there is a way
You can't just pray the pain away
you can stand, and you can sit
You can be thankful for every moment you get
In this life, the one life you had
don't waste it being so sad
you can live your life, be proud
don't disappear into the shroud
think of all the people you'd hurt
don't you think they would want some words
to say to you because they care
They know you shouldn't be scared
It's just one life we're livin'
there is no reason to start givin'
up on life because there is a reason...
It's just one life we're livin'...
When all
MonsterMonsterMonster2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Hiding underneath my bed is a broken mirror.
From it's depths bled forth a beast so mysterious and dark that even I cannot conceive it.
Monster, oh monster, where are you lurking?
Monster, oh monster, are you lonely?
Kissing sinful deeds upon it's lips, it hides deep within my mind's abyss.
Barbed wire and chains wrapped around it's heart, it hurts secretly behind the disguise.
Hidden behind it's mask you'll see the scars.
Monster, oh monster, why are you this way?
Monster, oh monster, why do you torture me all day?
-TheDarkKitteh
Paper HeartPaper HeartPaper Heart2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Maybe I should just remove myself from the equation.
Maybe I should just melt away.
I wish I could blend into the background.
Without another word to say.
My heart is made of paper.
Easy to rip and shred away.
My heart is made of paper.
It's been burned and now it's grey.
Just a paper heart beats inside my ribs.
While the world around me shatters into memories.
Toss it into the burning flames.
Watch it slowly fade away.
No longer caring what happens.
Why can't everything just stay the same?
Paper heart, ripped in half.
No longer able to beat silently.
Because I'm no longer living in this paper world.
Alone, I fad
Give MeGive MeGive Me1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
They say turn left
They say turn right
But only my soul can decide
Can't have none
Can't have both
Willing to shed my blood for the oath
I thirst for what I cannot obtain
And unleash a roar as bold as the lion's mane
Give me what I need
Give me what I crave
Lust violet
Passion red
Oh, how the words I knew your tongue would speak, I dread.
Can't have one without the other, I'm willing to make a deal.
Split my soul in half
And with each, I will heal.
-TheDarkKitteh
Drarry fanfic Pt 5 Draco closed his eyes and wound his arms around the Gryffindor's waist. He felt Harry put his arms around his neck and deepen the kiss. All the confusion melted away, everything was perfect. Draco felt Harry pull away, but he held him tight. He didn't want the magic to end, not just yet. He didn't want to wake up from this dream, not just yet. He didn't want to sink back into reality, not just yet. In his heart, he knew it'd have to end and he'd have to wake up and go back to the cold reality of what his friends, let alone his father, would do if they found out, but not just yet. Harry obliged and kissed him again, even more passiDrarry fanfic Pt 51 year ago in Romance More Like This
'Why'Why?'Why'1 year ago in Short Stories More Like This
Why did you hit me?
Your Different.
Why did you spit on me?
Your Different.
Why did you kick me?
Your Different.
Why did you call me names?
Your Different.
Why did you make fun of me?
Your Different.
We used to be Friends.
I have new Friends.
We used to hang out.
I have new Friends.
We used to talk alot.
I have new Friends.
We used to be like Brothers.
I have new Friends.
We used to play games.
I have new Friends.
Wont you help me?
No, your gay.
Wont you stop them?
No, your gay.
Wont you call 911?
No, your gay.
Wont you pick me up?
No, your gay.
Wont you stay with me?
No, your gay.
You left me alone.
So wh
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