V o i c e sV o i c e s5 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
These whispers in my head,
trying to push me to the end.
All I want is to go home,
but then I remember,
I've always been alone.
couragethe day I realisedcourage4 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
I may never taste your mouth again,
I threw myself
into the first cigarette I could find,
sputtering through the smoke
and greedily inhaling my death wish.
today, my hands smell like nicotine
and lighter fluid ;
and I wonder if you were aching
you would still let them hold you.
isn’t always sacrifice -
sometimes it’s just alcohol,
or far too much loneliness,
or far too little.
I could have loved you forever,
if you’d been brave enough to let me.