The girl everyone hatesThe girl your parents would hate "If they knew me"The girl everyone hates2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I'm the tease.
The girl who gets you hard then leaves you like that.
I'm the girl who says things she should keep to herself
I cuss and hit and spit.
I like what I am, I hate what you are.
Venom in my eyes but love in my heart.
Lies on my lips, My hands gripping your hips.
Shoving you against the wall.
Pictures shatter and fall.
Being so rough you start to cry.
Don't like feeling excited by this do you?
You look at me, Blood drips from where I bit you.
You don't tell me to stop so I keep going.
How rough can I be with you until you break?
You think this is love? No baby this is hate.
Kiss of deathI met a girl today with silver eyes.Kiss of death2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Her heart speaks the truth
But her lips speak lies.
She smiled at me so I could see,
Two perfectly pointed teeth
Dripping with venom.
She asked to turn me I was filled with fright
but she said "it will be alright"
She brought my wrist to her lips
to give it a single sweet kiss.
Next thing I knew I was a vampire too.
So let me smile at you and draw you in
Let me turn you into sin.
I'll give you a smile and
With a single kiss I'll make you mine.
who am I in love with?I watch you cry over herwho am I in love with?2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
again and again.
I will never be enough for you.
I know i'm beaten and bruised.
But darling dear have faith in me.
I want to be your world I want to be what you need.
I'm hurting too but that means nothing to you.
All you think about is being in her arms again.
What do I have to do.
Cloaked in shame and filled with pain.
I will never leave you like she.
I will love you forever you will see.
You make me cry my self to sleep at night.
Wishing I could be the person that makes you shine.
I whisper in the dark my fears.
It seems a heartach is gotten from my own
mistake. Words that stick to my throat.
What can I do?
killing my self ,by loving youYour a sickness spreading in me.killing my self ,by loving you2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
No amount of pills will save me from your side effects
with shaky hands that reach out
They clamp around my protesting mouth.
im forced to swallow. now I see the shadows.
I need to get help. But I don't
So what are the side effects?
Loving some one who does not love you back.
Crying your self to sleep at night.
And hoping for what will never be.
Of being forced to hear how happy you are with her.
Of seeing a smile I dident cause.
You are my pills.
And now I'm dying of an over dose.
GsaCome one, come all.Gsa2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
We'll have fun, we can have a ball.
We will greet you with open arms and open hearts.
We like you no matter what.
So why don't you come?
It's not that far.
Where all is loved.
Where no one is judged.
A safe place
like an angel with grace.
No tears will be shed.
Where bad thaughts are left behind.
A happy place with no one to discriminate.
You'll see smiles
instead of eyes filled with fear.
So why don't you come?
Why don't you come here?
hate you.She makes me shake she makes me stutter.hate you.2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
She makes me bleed she makes me love her.
We both can fall down knowing we will never get up.
Breathless and trembling is how you make me.
With out saying a word you can make me scared for my life
Hating my self for needing this.
Without you I am in a dark bliss.
So kill me now but leave me with one lasting kiss.
Daddy hates his little girlSo I broke the news today.Daddy hates his little girl3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
About the fact that I was gay.
Father yells and screamed and rant.
Slapped me around and left me to pant.
It's been two months now (oh so I have been told)
The lesbian jokes are getting old.
So tired of the bruises I can't cover.
I'd rather be with my mother.
No more tears will fall down.
Can't even show my face in town.
So tired of being your puppet to hurt.
Stuck in hell is where I must stay.
Your stupied games I will no longer play
The end is coming oh so near but I have not a single fear
what would you doWhat would you do?what would you do2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
If you knew the truth?
What would you do?
What would you do?
Would you cry?
or would you lie?
What would you do?
What would you do?
would you leave me?
or would you beat me?
what would you do?
What would you do?
if i told you i was born a boy
but I am now a girl
what would you do
What would you do?
if i told you i love you.
what would you do?
would you leave me bleeding
what would you do!
you should prayshe laughed like only she could.you should pray2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
With a tear stained face so misunderstood.
There is beauty in pain because love is all the same.
She knew the truth before any one knew.
So understanding and yet so judgemental
In our burned down palace away from the world.
She knows my secrets she knows my faults.
She hates me so. I start to rot.
Death decay burred alive.
I won't make it out this time.
Forget me now, Just go away.
Come back for my body another day.
You killed me with your heart of ice.
My death it seems is the price.
Left forgotten and alone.
Your hating body was my home.
Oh what now becomes of me?
Look in the darkness and you'll see.
I'll come back to kill you one day.
Until then You should pray.
andly one shotLook What I Found!andly one shot2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Andy was out side the tour bus in the middle of winter with snow on the ground, It was thirty degrees out side. So why do you ask was andy out side?
He was smoking a cig. He pulled a very reluctent ashley out with him because he did not like being alone. Ashley was out there just popping his bubble mint waiting for andy to finish. When suddenly andy shivers causing his beutiful Giselle legs to shake. He looked up with pleading eyes to his favorite band mate.
"What andy?" Ashley looked deep into andys eyes hoping to count all the colors he couldsee befor andy blinked.
"Can Can I please have your jacket? I'm so so cold" andy pleaded with him. As if to prove his point another cold chill shaked andy whole body.
Ashley gladly shucked off his very warm jacket, Stepping up behind him he put it on and, Loving how it fell on his curves. Ashleys mind begain to wonder what andys curves would look like with out clothes covering him. As if ashley did not think about
UsShe's twisted.Us2 years ago in Emotional More Like This
T-this... Thing is monsterous.
All she can give is taken; without thought.
After all; it's just a murder of self.
No longer "You." and "Him."
No more, "She." or "He."
He's oh so wonderful.
This... Thing is love incarnate.
(THEIF! LIAR! CHEAT!)
But, no longer is there a giving man.
Its just a playful game after all...
No longer, "Us."
Broken with no place to go. This isn't destruction of self.
It's just a game of chance.
Isn't that life?
No more, "Love."
No more, "Life."
Let me make you forget.Forget the words, forget the lies because all I see is whats inside.Let me make you forget.3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
So what if we're different? So what if we're gay, Honey I love you any way.
So don't let the tears fall down, keep them inside like the screams coming from your mouth.
No matter what you say I know it's just the pain. So stop now darling just hush, hush.
Forget tomorrow and just live . Let me make you forget if just for today.
NumbLove.Numb2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
It only will hurt you in the end.
We know it will hurt and yet we still want it.
what does that make us?
I've finally given up on love.
I can't stand it.
Getting shot down time and time again.
One can only stand getting abused so much.
I just don't care any more.
You said no, thats fine fucking dandy.
No one ever thinks about how I would feel.
So I give up.
From now on I am making my self numb to you.
Love is black and white.
But love for me?
There is no color.
None at all.
Last time to trust.Lets leave it all behind.Last time to trust.2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Don't think about the past or the future.
You have me.
Everything and yet nothing.
You are rare.
Like a rose in the middle of winter.
No matter what do not let them get you.
Hold your head high. Look them in the eye.
Give them hell kid and never say die.
You will become every thing that you want to be.
Even if I must stay for ever in the shadows.
I would, for you.
Never again will I give some one my whole heart,
They will just break it like you did.
Perfectly InsaneThey took their tests, they ran their plans, they asked their questions and they looked at everythingPerfectly Insane4 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
They thought I was a mental case, they thought I was far out of my mind!
To kill those people! To end even a child's life! "How could you?" they said, "Why would you?" they said.
But I passed all the tests, I ruined their plans, I even answered every question until there was nothing left to look at.
"You're insane" they said, "You're deranged!" they said, and put me under the tightest lock and key.
But they were wrong, you see, I knew what they looked for, I knew what they wanted, and how ignorant they were!
"You're sick!" they said, "He needs to be medicated!" they said, but they couldn't be further from the point.
Their shock treatments failed, their medication was useless, their solitary confinement did nothing in the least.
Because I never needed it, any of it.
I was perfectly sane.
"The results are inconclusive." they said, "It's a mistake." they said, "It just can't be true."
Did not want to know. pt1andley...... for rikulover812Did not want to know. pt12 years ago in Profiles More Like This
andy biersack and ashley purdy
It was a warm summer night, ashley was out walking when all of a sudden he looked down and say he was about to step on a boy.
He at first thaught that said boy was dead but on further looking he found that the boy was knocked out cold. Ashley bit his lip hard, wondering how the boy got there and how some one could hurt him seeing as how to ashley he was just perfection. He reached into his back pocket to get his phone only to find it was not there. He cursed himself under his breath for forgetting his phone in the coffee shop AGAIN. So not having no other way to get help for this unknown angel he lifted the boy into his arms as softly as he could, not wanting to hurt the boy. Ashley started to walk to his house.
..........................a haft an hour later..............
The angel was asleep on the sofa with ashley glued to his side, only sti
She'll Never Love Me BackI yearn for your acceptence.She'll Never Love Me Back2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I beg for your attention.
I sit here waiting,
waiting for all of this.
But I know,
this will never become a reality.
I am the 'Outcast'
I am the 'Freak'
I am the girl,
that everybody hates.
would a girl like you,
ever become my friend?
A friendship is as close as I will ever get to you.
What you don't know,
i'm in love with you.
95. AcceptanceImagine two rooms of people95. Acceptance2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
strangers and friends
In the first room, you are
not hated, not forced out
They laugh, they smile
with lips like plastic wrap
stretched tight over something unpleasant
but you are not
In the second room, you are
and the music swirls around you and
mingles with the chatter
mindless, yes, but surrounding you and including you
wrapping you in itself.
Tolerance is a cold, emotionless word in a cold, emotionless world
populated by ice and glass.
Acceptance is fleece and down and warmth.
Not of love..I keep trying to write of love..Not of love..2 years ago in Emotional More Like This
...but I can't
I guess I write about love better..
...when I'm not in it
It seems a prisoner can only have..
I feel like I don't try..
I hear her whispers..
...when I lay in the dark
Her image more blurry..
...each day I'm held captive
I haven't seen the sun..
...smile for me
...not untill I am free
I am the girl.I am the girl that every one trusts and yet fears.I am the girl.2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I am the girl who walks with a big group and yet feels alone.
I am the girl who laughs yet is in pain.
I am the girl who wants you to see her pain and yet does not tell you.
I am the girl who screams and yet knows it is no good.
I am the girl who wants to be left alone and yet wants people to see her.
I am the girl who wants you to love her.
I am what I am.
Is it Getting Warm In Here?Is it getting warm in here?Is it Getting Warm In Here?2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I turn and say hi.
I sit and say hey.
I'm sure I'll be fine
This will all be a breeze-
A breeze to cool me.
Why am I sweating?
I am no freak.
I have no fever.
When they say that word-
They must not be referring to me
They must be referring to
That girl we saw yesterday
In the subway-
Kissing another girl.
Can someone turn up the AC?
She's here now.
I'm hotter than ever.
For me- I
The hugs and kisses
On my warm cheeks
And may be short lived.
Can we open a window?
Her hand is held out
The ring on her finger-
Like her eyes.
But theirs don't.
I pull my hair-
My long, curly hair,
into a ponytail
Just to ease the sweat
on the back of my neck.
Is it getting hot in here?
My mascara is running
like my beating heart
There is no reaction
That burns me worse
BeautyShe is beautiful;Beauty2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
And so is he.
His hands feel as wonderful against my palm
As hers across my fingertips.
A look upon her face will wring my heart
As quickly as it will upon his.
His arms are as solid, safe, and warming
As hers are when she surrounds me.
The loving words that she inspires with merely a glance,
Flow as quickly at the sight of him.
He is beautiful;
And so is she.
She makes me feel the incredible height of passion,
As strongly as when he moves within me.
His eyes invite me to peer farther into his mind
As persistently as her smile taunts me to know her more.
Her dainty hand strewn carelessly across a pillow,
Is as comforting as his breath within my ear.
A ring from him means as much to me,
As a one-kneed proposal would from her.
She encompasses all whom I have ever loved,
Just as he is every man I have ever cared for.
My love does not see gender;
It sees only the beauty and warmth within,
That burn as brightly inside his heart
As in the depths of her soul.
They are beauti
I Said ItThe words flew out,I Said It3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
after years of denial,
repression and prayer.
A warm chill consumed my person,
as much as a contradiction as I feel.
I gasped at what I had done.
Why did I do it?
Why did I tell HIM??
Why am I even asking these questions?
For the first time in years,
I feel good.
I want to shout it from the top of this little town
and yet I feel more repressed than ever.
I realize the consequences of my actions,
of my words.
As much as it hurts meShe whispers to me as I hold her.As much as it hurts me3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
She tells me why you yell at her for.
An angel like her trapped in the arms of a monster like you.
I would never make her cry. I would never tell her lies.
If she where with me there would never be bruises on her cheek.
I watch her as she crys herself to sleep.
Darling why can't you see?
He only hurts you while I would only love you.
As much as it hurts me to be with you I will never leave you.