I'm in love
I'm in love with my orchestra teacher, in tears for his love. My heart burning for him. The ring just like a wall. He keeps me happy. A kiss is all I want from my true love. Bleeding on the in side, but next time it will be the end of a knife. For my last breath I shall tell him I love him. Steal a kiss and forever lay there in peace
The DyingThe Dying2 years ago in Profiles More Like This
I take my last few breaths before I'm gone for good. His voice right there, next to me. The love I'm going to lose. As tears ran down our faces, we remembered there's no going back now. As our lips meet for the first, my heart burns into pieces. He says to me "don't leave me" with the tears coming his fast. So slow, at the right speed. I remember how much I love him. Why I did this, because we would never be together, because we can't. "I wish, but I- I can't." I say softly into his ear. "no you'll make it, just wait please! I love you!" he says looking into my eyes. "I'm bleeding out fast and no way to recover now. From the moment I saw you, I new you were for me. Please don't cry, don't waste your time on me. I'll be gone within 3 minutes. You have your life, a son and a wife that love you. I'm just one student who couldn't bare the pain of not having you." I say with barely any voice. "I love you but I loved you to much that took my life. Good my true love." I kissed him one last ti
Dear Mr.Dear Mr.2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I love you
I will miss you
I will never forget you
You have made me laugh, Cry
You would always make my day
You made memories that I will remember for all my life
And always made me hyperventilate
Your jokes, some of the funniest I have ever herd
The lessons we've had
Those small moments alone
Sighs of love for me
I always would want to jump you
Even though your married
You would look so sexy some days
Others I just wanted to cuddle up with you in your office
I loved talking to you
I would get nerves
But I'd try to laugh it off
You would always calm me down
I loved showing you
My star wars books
I loved it when you would say nerdy thing
I would always smile
Although I am moving on
I will never ever forget you no matter what
I will always love you
good bye Mr.
Lovely Deadly SicknessShall I join you when you leaveLovely Deadly Sickness2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Shall I die along side
Shall I cease to breathe
At the right hour shall I die
I still hear your words echoing through my head
They will forever haunt my mind
Those sickening words you said
That one killing line
Shall I hold your hand
Until it becomes cold
Shall I bury you in this land
Just waiting to grow old
I don’t want to watch you die
I don’t want you to get sick
You promised forever, yet clearly lied
And I can’t deal with this
Shall we spend eternity
Together in hell
Don’t you want to be with me
Until the last tolling bell
This world leaves me lonely
This world breeds my hate
Can’t you see the fine line of destiny
The destructive plans of fate
We were pulled together by some force
Only gravity can rip us apart
We were pushed into the same court
And I owe you my heart
With the words you throw around
The words you choose to say
I feel as if I may drown
And this be our last day
Blood is seeping through the bandage
Love LetterYou are re-creating the word love for meLove Letter2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I have never felt anything in my heart so deep
I'm so in love that I'll never be the same
I just want to be with you every single day
You have touched my heart in many different ways
And now from my heart you'll never go away
I feel so warm every time you're here,
I feel so cold whenever you disappear
Though it feels like you are already mine
Who knows if that's real, who know if it's a lie?
I just think about you every single time
Every time I write, and when I close my eyes
But I'm just waiting for that special day
For when you finally say, yes
Is this Really You?Your happinessIs this Really You?2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Is due to my sadness
Seeing me sad
Makes you glad
Your heart is so cold
And you only know how
To act bold,
That is how the story will be told.
FragilityHer bonesFragility2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Are made of bullet-proof
Latticed with cracks
And held together
By the darkening memories
From a thousand lives
Slips of paper-
The words she is supposed
To be able to say-
Turn to dust against her teeth
And float harmlessly
Between her ribs.
Blind eye sockets
Drift across her form
In the mirror,
Searching for something
That is less
Her vertebrae fall apart,
One by one,
Across the floor
And she follows soon after.
Be able to stomach
Picking them up again.
And, this time,
Nail them together
With something more meaningful
Than yesterday's sunrise.
Could it be...Could it beCould it be...2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
That the clues I leave
Are really just holes
Just emptying my soul
Could it be
That no one can see
The pictures I draw
Of the things I saw
Could it be that
I write things people forget
And the things I say
Are forgotten within a day
Could it be that
Reading the things I write
And I just don't know it yet
Could it be
You can't understand me
And all my dreams
Aren't possible in this reality
Could it be
That I don't know myself
That I can't actually ever say
What I want to say
Could it be
That you are all deaf
And there is no reason left
To go on with me and continue talking
Could it be
That I just don't know
And I'll never know if I keep going
And that the taps of my feet just stopped
Could it be
That I can't go on
Can't move forward without my soul
And the words I can't seem to get across
Could it be
That I don't really want you to see
So I put up a veil of pretty words
So that you'll leave me be and forget I ever left you something to read?
Welcome To HellI'm dead now,Welcome To Hell2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
And it's my time,
To be cast into the dark hole,
Which leads to hell,
I smell the smoke,
As I fall,
Into the flaming pits of hell,
My life of sin,
Just wasn't forgiven,
When I shut my eyes for good,
I didn't here chimes,
I never knew you,
And I slipped off the edge and began my fall.
The dead walks,
There are no graves,
Lost an forgotten,
Entwined with ugly green vines,
I see the evil I feel the heat,
I may not be glad to be here,
But my life had landed me here,
Too late to change anything,
There is no heath,
Just burning ground,
Time to burrow in the hot coals,
And be burnt alive,
No more dawns for me,
Hell fire, is all I will see,
ParanoiaParanoia.Paranoia2 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
I don't want to be this way.
But I can't help but feel this way.
No matter what you do
Or what comforting words you say.
My over active mind will not allow me to believe it.
My weary blood shot eyes will not allow me to see it.
Even though my attentive heart is able to receive it.
My thoughts and my imagination will corrupt and deceive it.
And that's why no matter how much I love you.
For some reason I will always feel cheated.
So please don't blame yourself because you have done more than enough.
You have proven yourself and have provided me with so much love.
There are only so many false accusations you can take.
There are only so many false promises I can make.
There are only so many times I can make that same mistake.
Until I foolishly recognize what is actually at stake.
How long will you have to accommodate my insecurities?
How long will it take for me to completely trust you?
Until you begin questioning my emotional maturity.
There are only so many times I can say "I a
Love Will BeLove Will Be2 years ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
I'm in pain, I suffer everyday
People tell it will be fine
You just need some love
I tell them slowly as I whisper in their ear
Love will be the end me
Love is why I am here
Dying with breath, every thought
Love will destroy me like no one else
Love will be
The ground I lay died on
The one who will see me died
As it sees my soul drain off of my eyes
I will remember the was love
They say love keeps you together forever
Well love breaks me apart
What If?What if everything you had ever heard or seenWhat If?2 years ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
wasn't a memory, but a dream?
What if everything you've grown to love and know
is some elaborate type of show?
What if your whole existence was a lie?
Would you rather live on or just die?
What if you've been forever taking the perfect drug,
and it's got you wrapped in the perfect hug,
a cushion of understanding and emotion
all administered through the perfect potion?
Would anything matter if nothing was true?
What if it wasn't, would I matter to you?
The AuthorWriters paint pictures that painters can't.The Author5 months ago in Philosophical More Like This
The Highway To Success.The Highway To Success.The Highway To Success.2 years ago in Visual & Found Poetry More Like This
Caught in the same cycle,
Venturing on different routes.
Dealt an equal amount of cards,
All attempting to follow suit.
Each path is only built for one,
So the other is destined to lose.
The hungry and the blind are equal,
But who is misleading who?
Multiple mouths moulded to lie,
Resulting in many truths.
So when you offer me....
A way out of this unfair world.
An opportunity to avoid the sheer cold.
To have the freedom of being brave innovative and bold.
A place where all of my dreams are promised to unfold.
Where all of my dreams will be mine to grasp and hold.
And my story will become an infamous legend brought and told.
How can I believe any of your declarations?
When I know this will be a short lived collaboration.
However I yearn for your belief and your validation.
I appreciate you taking my dream in to consideration.
But you see we are on the same path of self gratification.
If the path was to decrease, you will dismiss me with no hesitation.
It's not b
Friends...Friends sometimes will hurt you,Friends...2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
tear you apart
and you won't have a clue
of where the blow
has come from.
They may tell they're right
and that, again,
you are wrong.
are not what they seem.
they can be quite mean.
Who's the one to blame?
It's that old story,
That's so lame!
a dirty street, a dead end.
Who would have known
that this is what
I'd call a friend?
We may cry,
complain, feel doubts...
You never know when it comes,
but be ready for the blow.
Is it the end?
but you're losing a friend.
Sand clockNobody's home, tonight she's all aloneSand clock2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Whispers are coming from the wall
A hand is touching the broken clock
A heart is slowly turning into stone
The piano plays a medley of the love songs
The door is open but the wind still knocks
And the sound of it beats inside your mind
But no one, not ever would tell you why
The sand still runs inside the broken clock
Whispers are still coming from the dark walls
Pain has frozen inside your empty veins
But the memory of losing still remains
Bloody tears you share with solitude
Tequila, whiskey put you in the mood
No more whispers, no more stupid lies
No more pain in those beautiful eyes
Her sand ran out, her heart has stopped
No memories left, no life, no sound
But she will celebrate tonight, all alone with switched red lights
Celebrating redemption and being restored
Celebrating her freedom with final reborn
Her heart keeps waiting for the total recall
But the sand that still runs is no longer for her
Listen to the muttering of a dead heart~Lets just forget about each otherListen to the muttering of a dead heart~2 years ago in Scraps More Like This
Lets walk separate paths down the road
If we go different ways we'll be better
And we won't have to act so icy cold
I'm starting to get used to
Being alone at night
I'm starting to get used to
Our difference in height
I don't really know your thoughts
I only know half of mine
But I like to pull away
And you don't seem to mind
Can I just keep my mouth shut though?
Can I keep going the way I am
With my head going through the clouds
And your feet firmly planted on land
I'm ready for an artificial life
And I'm ready for you to choose for yourself
I can't tell you to your face
But at least I am honest with myself
I don't really have any opinion on what you should do
I have no fake smiles left to offer
I have no words to ease you and your apparent pain
I have no touch to give you any softer
I am only me and what you see
I can only give what I have left
I can't be what was in the past
There's nothing but a hole where my heart used to rest
I guess what I'm
SurvivalSurvival.Survival2 years ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
Give a man a fish he will eat for a day.
Teach a man to fish he will eat for a life time.
Give a man a gun he will rob a bank.
Give a man a bank he will rob the world.
We adapt and adjust.
Constantly dithering on the cusp
Of what is considered wrong and right,
Ensuring that our ambitions remain in sight.
We would be willing to do anything
In order to get what we truly desire.
We would be willing to risk everything
Even putting our friends in the line of fire.
We may share the bounty with others,
Allowing them to experience the fruitful taste.
Given the option we will even care for our brothers.
Just as long as we are well endowed with songs of praise.
We are opportunists.
We are convincing and ruthless.
We are the modern day Judas.
TrustTrust.Trust2 years ago in Visual & Found Poetry More Like This
Hard to gain.
But easily lost.
The effects will always remain.
Unless we pay the cost.
Instead of abiding by the same
FearOpen your eyes to face your fears.Fear2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
let your heart sill, don't despair
Deep inside, you know you can't hide
danger hangs around, side by side.
You want to call for help, but... who?
No one is coming to rescue you.
You'll have to face, you'll have to fight,
deal with the shadows of the night,
be the winner of the game
- while mysterious voices utter your name.
Not a witch, a werewolf, a ghost...
This is exactly what you fear the most,
much scarier than all the rest.
You feel your heart heavy in your chest.
Enveloped in dread, you feel like blind,
someone is playing with your mind.
Then you know, you don't have a clue,
the monster is inside you.
Any possible help or light is gone,
you are here, and you are alone.
No matter how much you hide, how much you run...
The nightmare has just begun.
Light within DarknessA dark soul is justLight within Darkness1 year ago in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
an excuse for light to find
a place to call home.
TiredI wait, but what happensTired2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
when I wait? Nothing.
I fight, but what happens
when I fight?. Nothing.
You turn away from me no
matter which I do,
Whether you be man or school,
there's nothing I can really do,
because no matter if I wait,
or if I fight for what I want,
I get nothing, nothing at all.
Tired, so very tired,
The tiredness is dragging at my eyes,
dragging at my mouth, dragging my fingertips
across the invisible scars that
Life has left on my soul.
I wait, I fight, I get nothing,
I'll eventually forget, but for now