GodYou murdered two childrenGod1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
with your bare hands
and thanked God
that He saved you
from getting the death penalty,
bloody hands and all
I saved two children
from a burning fire
and hate the God
I no longer believe in
for burning my skin,
and with it my faith
It seems God
works in mysterious ways,
he doesn't work at all.
I Don't CareThose heart-wrenching feelings have long since passedI Don't Care3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Of togetherness, of love
Later came the shock of agony
Which I have rose above
Now I see you on the floor
Cold and bumpy to the touch
Remembering the last time I saw you
And how I used to feel so much
Remind me of the days of holding hands
Fingers entwined between fishnet gloves
Passionate, tender moments, exchanging hot kisses
With a girl I used to love
You are round and brown with little black bumps
A cute smile painted for a face
You had a match worn by another
But that was in another place
I don't think much of her anymore
She doesn't come to mind
And I believe it's for the better
To leave the past behind
Maybe she still thinks of me
Running my fingers through her hair
Maybe she still has those photos
But I honestly don't care
I don't know who she's with or where she is
Or if she's got a new madame
But I don't really want to know
Because I don't really give a damn
All I know is that I'm fine
And what's meant to be will be
MamaMama, you're not home anymoreMama3 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
You don't pick up the phone
You keep on promising it'll be okay
And wondering why I feel alone
But brother's stressed and so am I
I'm so scared, but I don't show it
Daddy's stressed because it's all ending
I wish I could pretend not to know it
I hide in my room and I close the door
Blasting my stereo
So I can drown out the sound of the fight,
You two shouting on the floor below
I know that you do deserve much better
I know he doesn't treat you right
But that doesn't soften the ache in my eyes
When you're arguing every night
You keep making promises
But you don't follow through
You say you'll be back by nine
But you walk through the door at two
Doors keep slamming and people keep yelling
I don't know why I can't cry
But I can't shed a single tear
Even when I try
He blames you for everything
From the divorce to my grades
He doesn't know that he's the reason
Why my motivation fades
I remember when I trusted easily
I remember when I believed
But I am not resig
Bridget and Emily on HomophobiaEMILY:Bridget and Emily on Homophobia3 years ago in Philosophical More Like This
My mom found out you're a lesbian. She forbid me from going to San Fran for college with you. I chewed her ass. I can go again now. She got all high and mighty and lectured me about how she'll "not have me become a lesbian" and blah blah blah.
I hate this place so much, Bridget. Don't worry, I defended you with my life. I'm proud to call you my friend. She can't take that from me.
Emily, that means more to me than you will ever know.
What irks me is that some of my friend's parents feel that because I like girls, it means that I'm some kind of creep out to turn all her female friends, which isn't true in the slightest. The same thinking could be used in reverse; A lot of my friends are straight, both males and females. That doesn't mean that me spending time with them is going to make me heterosexual.
Thank you so much. I really hope I get to see you soon... I love and miss you so much, Thank you for defending me.
It's what I had to do. You'r
Fallout Equestria - Ideas on gun usage FoE: gun usageFallout Equestria - Ideas on gun usage3 years ago in Settings More Like This
Fallout: Equestria - Ideas on general gun usage
Usage in different races
Earth ponies have to rely on a mouth grip or a battle saddle on all weapons, since they have no means in lifting them in any other way.
Mouth grips are mostly designed with the abilties of Earth Ponies in mind. They have no problem with the kick of the gun, since they are physically more powerfull and resistant then other races. They can handle every firearm up to a medium sized shotgun with ease, using a mouth grip.
I am standingIt's been months since I wanted to break out of my body. Okay, that's a lie. But it's been days. Days since I've felt static scorch underneath my skin, felt colours cutting into my eyes, had to explain that these aren't metaphors. There are so many ways you can get used to living. I wonder if anyone else feels empty when they don't have creatures clawing up through their throat.I am standing11 months ago in Emotional More Like This
I don't know what art is, or what okay is. I like to believe I know it when I feel it, but I'm not so sure I would. I think people expect me to be a lot more insightful than I am right now. I don't think they take into account that boredom is stressful, and stress can shatter you like roots in concrete. Maybe I'm growing. But I don't even know if I'm bored. I feel like a lot of different people, or a lot of aspects of different people, all trying to learn how to stand one another.
It's been days since I wanted to break out of my body. I'm watching the sunrise from the wrong side, but I did sleep. I'm not curlin
on begging to be yourselfI don't want to die. I've never wanted to die, not even when I curled into an apostrophe and muttered the half-wish to the walls of my flesh.on begging to be yourself8 months ago in Emotional More Like This
All I've ever wanted is a word. I want a word for the ache between my xylophone ribs that doesn't make my loved ones shudder with misinterpretation and distrust of my volatile heart; I want a word to encompass the missing parts that I cannot remember the names of; I want a word that will explain to people that it's okay that I'm not whole, because not-whole doesn't always equate to being broken.
I can tell you that my heart aches the way a blade of grass bends in a summer storm, my skin feels like drying watercolours on pavement and I can feel the highway of my veins inside my flesh, but I can't tell you that I have the word I need. I don't have it, but my knees are puckered from prayer that someone out there does and that one day they'll press poetry into my ears and share it with me like a secret.
I don't want to die. All I want is to be allowe
boringto the onesboring5 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
that run the clock out
the proud strutting
and loud muttering
the rowdy and
to days full of
and wry, calloused,
chewed up and spat out
and my god if you knew
what i mouth
when you turn your back
and old sharps
logging hours of
and steely distances
and if you ever
take advantage of my loves
may the above stage
a coup on your life
you the major thorns,
the dangers sworn,
the plague us with
swarms of canker sores
in our mangers,
be your favor
ImportantMy closest friend.Important2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
You have an important part of my heart.
But I love you with all.
You're very important to me, and I never want to lose you.
and this is my Christmas present to you! Merry Christmas!
CrossroadsAuthor's note: This story is set in a world just sideways of our own, where the heroes of American legends are real. But then again, so are the villains.Crossroads3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
"I say," said the tall, black man with the perfect smile. "I say, come along over here and sit a spell. You look plum tuckered out." And he played a little arpeggio on his guitar, which he held like it was a woman he loved.
It was dusk then and the sky was fading from its cotton candy dream color into a deep lavender, dark and low on the horizon like a lady singing blues, and Ted Swanson the securities salesman was grateful to sit down. He took a seat beside that old black man, right in front of the diner, and he loosened his tie. It was a lot damn hotter down south than he'd expected, and a lot lonelier too.
"Where am I?" asked Ted Swanson.
"You in Mississippi, boy."
"Yeah, I know. What town I mean?"
"Not that it rightly matters but you at Route 8, Halfway Diner, next to the Plantation. Ain't got no town name, but that's where
Panda Hero Allied Forces Version Lyrics (Romaji)Panda Hero Allied Forces Version Lyrics (Romaji)3 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Mazu wa hanasou ka Kangae zu reisei ni
Tokku ni mukushita Kangaesu gi no messeji
Dare ni todoku ka nante Shiranai deii (P.H SAY)
Kore kara sengen kaikai no PUREIBOURU
Haaizai ni paipi sabita sharing
meimei ni kurutta kaiga no ichi
kiiroi daatsu ban ni chuusha no hari to
hoomu beesu ni houshi no te
Okomari naraba aitsu wo yobe
souden tou ga kakomu guraundo
shiro kuro amai na seigi no hiiro
hidari te ni wa kinzoku batto
Aku naki jiko tomogen
Madamada ousa nai kaitō
Sana kara SHINDOROUMU
Barabara kousa dankura SHOW
Kansoko modokou 524
Kanjou koyou taikutsu to ai taishi
Zenbu, zenbu waracchaou ze HERO
noizu dake haite inu razio
fura fura ni neon banii gaaru
souba wa opium tane hito tsubu
Oku no hou ni nomarete iku
"hitotsu tanomu ze, onegai da"
kara kara no ringo sashi dashite
nan demo nai you na koe guzute
saa doko ni mo ikenai na
Kemuru jouki kensou no me
Koko de toujou pinchi hitta
OblivionOblivion4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
That kind of beauty
can haunt a life
and ruin a man,
the incandescent taste of skin
so fair it flouts
a summer day
and taunts the bed clothes
as if to say
this is but a borrowed pleasure;
the supple lilt of hips
making wastrels of my senses
and savoring the scent
of flesh entrapping secrets
like a summer solstice;
and that last wave of wonder
puckered in a silken crescent
breaking over me
Alex Nighttray Info sheetAlex Nighttray Info sheet4 years ago in Profiles More Like This
Name: Alex Nighttray
Race: Vampire, Asian
Hair Color: black
Eye Color: red
Weight: 145 pounds
Appearance: (the pic above) wears wire framed glasses.
History: his father was a president of a very popular shopping website. Alex didnt spend much time with his father through his life, but he spent a lot of time with his mother. When Alex spent time with his father, he would be child abused to get stronger. Bruised, cut, whipped, burned even. When Alex was in middle school he would have more injuries. Alex would go into his room with some bandages on his face and body, sometimes coming in with a broken arm or leg. At twelve, his father decided that Alex would get stronger by experimentation, but sadly it was a failure and Alex's soul was cut in half. The other half was in a new body, a created female body that would keep the soul safe. They named the female Athena Blackheart. Something Alex would know she would know. If Athena did not want to stay on earth
I'll Be - 1, Contest Version1. Be GratefulI'll Be - 1, Contest Version5 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
The sand only gave her minor problems as of late, only made things slightly fuzzy. A beach was like a massive army of tiny earthen soldiers, each one pinging directions in the form of vibrations off of its myriads of brothers. It was overwhelming at times, with its millions of different angles and perspectives. Tonight, though, she was glad for the imprecise vision. It helped that her Earthbending sight was in tune with her heart and mind. In a strange way, it was comforting to feel so scattered.
She could feel the tide caressing the sandy beach, feel the throb of it against the ocean floor. To her it was an almost tangible sound of silk on silk. Even though she didn't feel the water the way she supposed a Waterbender could, she could still sense it. It felt like the bodies of two lovers pressed against one another, and this image made a flush creep along her cheeks to rival the warmth of the night air.
Images like that had been plaguing her for the past few days of thei
The Logic Behind GodHow many days are there in a year? 365 1/4. How many hours in a day? 24. It always takes 24 hours for the earth to spin around once. It always takes 365 1/4 days for it to rotate around the sun. The way it wobbles makes winter always follow fall always follow summer always follow spring. We have the concept of logic based largely on math, though we don't notice the math involved. There are countless patterns in the universe and the fact that even in things constant change they stay constant and predictable. This logic leads me to the ultimate point in that God must have created everything. Things born of chaos and explosions would not work in a mathematical and scientific precision.The Logic Behind God9 years ago in Academic Essays More Like This
Let's take a look at the periodic table shall we? Your chemistry books are basically in instruction manual to this simple chart. If you knew how to use it you could read all the information in the book right off the chart. Ev
I'll Be - 2, Contest Version2. AmbushedI'll Be - 2, Contest Version5 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
The night started clear and cloudless, but by the dawn everything around them would be drenched in shades of crimson and smoke.
The acrid stench of smoldering earth and terror permeated the night and clawed at Toph's lungs until she was coughing violently. There were almost two dozen Firebenders and numerous tanks surrounding their camp from what she could tell. The rush of her own adrenaline made her nearly deaf as well as blind, making everything hazy and fragmented. She'd never choked in battle, but this was different tonight. Something was very, very wrong this time.
She raced down the twisting narrow path, barely avoiding trees and other obstacles in her way. She finally gave up the thought of surprising her enemies and she began to use the earth to rocket herself forward, great pillars pistoning from the ground like stony extensions of her own legs. She pushed on, heedless of the tree limbs slapping at her arms and face, until she stumbled onto the horrific battlefiel
What I Learned at SRU -64-What I Learned at SRU -64-4 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
A/N:If you think you might be interested in giving me some commission work, please feel free to e-mail me at that address or send me a message through this website with what you have in mind. I am incredibly grateful for all of the support you guys have given my work across multiple websites and wrote a journal about that here:
I'm just not sure what I can be doing to help myself out of this whole situation, but felt that it couldn't hurt to ask.
With that business out of the way, I hope you all enjoy this heavy chapter - I put a lot of myself into it and it's probably the chapter I have combed over and tweaked the most so far (something I actually don't do a lot). It's one of the most important chapters in the whole story.
What I Learned at SRU
Chapter 64 - Collide
- Monday, February 21st, 2011 -
Jane sighed as she set the prepared wrap on a plate, dropped a pickle spear
A Heart to Heart TalkA Heart to Heart Talk3 years ago in Settings More Like This
A heart to heart talk.
Takoda and Ty Lee
It has been a year since Ty Lee and I had met and started to train together I didn't think it was possible for our bond to get any closer but I was proved to be wrong one night. It started out on a late night during a full moon we were just about to start a long training session between the two of us but something wasn't right. Ty Lee seemed to be lacking today and her mood wasn't as happy as what I was usually use too, she had me worried but she assured me that she was fine just tired. She asked if she could cut down on training for tonight and head to bed early which I agreed with because I didn't want her to exert herself. I had watched as she walked away her steps seemed very droopy and her feet slightly dragged something wasn't right but I figured she'd tell me in her own time when she was ready too. I had trained a little longer than what I would usually do but I just felt the need to get some stuff off my mind.
It had been
After the Ambush: Tokka...there's nothing else I can do...After the Ambush: Tokka5 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
...will never walk again...
...lucky to be alive...
...can you hear me...
He floated in nothingness. Words were spoken by disembodied voices. Light shone all around. It was warm and inviting and he was part of it. He was the light. He was free.
A touch ghosted across his arm. He was being pulled down, away from the light, back to the voices. He tried to fight. He tried to get away. He tried to fly.
He sank into the world of noise and darkness.
When Sokka regained consciousness, he immediately wished he would pass out again. Pain ricocheted through his broken body. Everything hurt. Opening his eyes was going to be another exercise in pain, so he tried to bring his arm up to cover them. It wouldn't move. He risked cracking open one eyelid. Th