Lost in the dark/Trying to find home?I walked alone in the dark.
I have lost all my gear,
and the only thing i've got
is this little candle of hope.
Can i ever find my home again?
or will i forever be lost in the squeezing dark
there is only a tiny bit left of my candle
i walk to every doorstep.
Hoping that someone would help me.
Hoping that someone would take me in
and give me all what i need
a shelter for my delicate heart
a place where comfort lies in every corner
a bed for my exhausting soul
but every time i knocked
a door slam into my face
outsider, freak monster was the following word
i was cast our like a bad dog
my candle runs out like an hourglass
Mr. Teddy.Suddenly I woke up in the middle of night,Mr. Teddy.2 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
a strange cold spot is by my side.
Something is missing, something truly important.
My soft comfortable bed friend is gone.
Where are you my dear Mr. Teddy?
It is getting more lonely and cold for every night.
The empty spot is getting more colder and more unfamiliar.
Feeling like a stranger in my old bed
how would I ever be able to sleep well again?
Dear Mr. Teddy, come back.
The cold empty spot was too much for me.
So I found dear miss Teddy
But it was not the same at all,
it still feels so heartbreaking unfamiliar.
Why can't you be like Mr. Teddy?
Of course she was lovely and filled with warmth
A heart's pain.A painful death would hurt lesserA heart's pain.10 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
than the devouring feeling pain I have in my heart
when I heard your voice telling this awful thing.
"I have already giving up on us"
I wanted to shout, to break, to rip all apart.
Tear my own ears out,
so I couldn't hear it.
But it was already to late.
My delicate loving beating heart had heard it.
I was paralyzed.
The hourglass had stopped it's doing.
All was suddenly poisoned silent.
The pain, so staggering.
My mind was frozen,
the only thing left was the graving pain and the love.
I saw your sad tears
and heard the true apologies.
But the only thing I heard
was my heart's very