Real life? define that.Real life? define that.1 year ago in Emotional More Like This
"You haven't lived"
"You need to get out of this fantasy and into the real world"
"It's the internet; you need to talk to real people, face to face!"
"I'm worried you're getting pulled into this, you can't trust people on the internet"
"You need to get out of those forums, go out and live"
These are some of the things said to me on a near daily basis.
I have something to say about it funnily enough.
I haven't lived.
Just because it isn't your definition of living doesn't mean I haven't lived.
I've seen your definition of living and I HATE it.
I don't want to go out every weekend shopping or whatever.
I don't want to go drinking, I hate alcohol.
I don't want to meet boys, or girls, people disgust me sometimes.
I don't want to dress up and cake myself in makeup to impress some vain girls or drunkard boys.
I don't want to go to parties all the time
I don't want that definition of living.
I want to stay inside sometimes.
I want to have meaningful conversations with people.
stucktrapped in a bodystuck1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
that's not my own
stuck in a house
that's not a home
subject to a family
full of hate
terrified of what
will be my fate
prisoner to a world
full of cold
tired of doing
everything I'm told