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I'm So Tired Of Being HereI'm So Tired Of Being Here1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
I'm so tired of being here
I'm trapped by all my fears
I wish you could see me now
Broken and crying for help
My blood it flows
And I don't want it to stop
I'm so tired of being here
I'm trapped by all my fears
I wish I could heal myself
Wipe all these tears away
But my heart it bleeds
And I don't know how to stop the blood
I'm so sick of being hurt
I'm trapped in my own mind
I wish I could hear those songs
But then I remember you
And I now I cry again
God why can't I be a man?
Dear Scouting KnifeDear Scouting Knife1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
No darling, I won't crawl back to you again
Stop calling, your voice will die in my head
You won't fix it, I'm better off on my own
Dear scouting knife, Leave me alone
Would You Care?Would You Care?1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
If I died
Would you care?
If I cried
Would you be there?
If you died
I would die
If you cried
I would cry
If I screamed
Would you calm me?
If I lived in fear
Would you hold me
If you screamed
I would kiss you softly
If you lived in fear
I would always be there
I hope you know
That I'm always there
Even if you hate me
I'll always be here for you
I hope you know
That I will always care
For even in the darkest hour
There is a distant light shining
And it will always shine
Because some people
They never stop caring
RainRain1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Some people walk out to cry in the rain
But I'm a lazy person
I walk into the shower to cry
This Is Gonna Take A Long TimeThis Is Gonna Take A Long Time1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
You must love yourself to love others
....... This is going to take a long time
My World Is DeadMy World Is Dead1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Some people are scared of the end of the world
I'm not afraid of that, because my world is already dead
Happy Poem?Happy Poem?1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Someone asked me to write a happy poem
But I can't, on the inside I'm not happy
Someone asked me to smile for the camera
But how can I, When I'm falling part
Someone asked me to laugh my real laugh
But I can't, there is something wrong with me
Someone asked me to write a happy poem
But I can't, I'm not happy inside
And happiness is the only emotion
I can't fake
I Don't Wanna Grow UpI Don't Wanna Grow Up1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
I don't want to grow up
It was so much more fun
When I didn't understand
What happened around me, how it fell
I don't want to get old
Be wise and all that
For after years of living
I would know that life, isn't intact
I don't want to get a place of my own
Responsibility isn't my thing
I wouldn't be able to watch my offspring
knowing what they would face, a dying world
And a hope, left for dead
I want to stay young
I want to be unknowing
For in the end
Being stupid, will make it easier
To accept the end
The Darkness In MeThe Darkness In Me1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
The darkness embraces me
I'm getting cold
The darkness inside of me
It's so very old
You have made it grow
It has found its way
You have made it show
And it won't go away
Those words they beat me
I'm in pain
For lies they feed me
Its in vain
I know the truth
I'm the one to blame
But my darkness within
It won't go away
I hope someone will cast a light
On my shattered heart
I hope someone will love
This monster I'm
Without light, there is no shadow
Without good, there is no bad
Without death ,we wouldn't be alive
And without hate, we wouldn't feel love
Don't Listen To ThemDon't Listen To Them1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Don't listen to them
Don't let them feed you lies
You're perfect, just the way you are
Don't give them the gain
Don't let them feed on your despair
You're golden inside, I know you are
Don't give them a reason
They enjoy seeing you suffer
But in the end it's not worth the while
Their mouths are like open graves
They tell only lies
For deep inside, you're worth more than a thousand diamonds that shine
Dead InsideDead Inside1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
I'm searching for faith
In a world left for dead
I'm crying for help
In a world forever gone
I'm hoping for a dream
In a nightmare never-ending
I'm clinging to my emotions
But soon I will have non
I'm dying
I'm dying alive
Death comes alive
Death is a part of life
But what if I'm already dead, inside
Sea Of DepressionSea Of Depression1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Left alone, in my heart
Six feet under
Cry in pain, dead inside
Six feet under
Fix the rose, stop the blood
Five feet Under
Kinda stuck, but It will mend
Five feet under
Now I'm stuck, Left for dead
Four feet under
Sometimes, I feel like shit
Four feet under
Getting better, all alone
Three feet under
I put my faith, in him for once
Three feet under
Music tastes, so damn good
Two feet under
I can listen again, to our song
Two feet under
Your almost there, you can grasp the air
a feet under
Tears of joy, crack a smile
a feet under
I'm finally out, finally free
I'm over the sea
I can love again, I can be me
I'm over t
I Don't Want A Super HeroI Don't Want A Super Hero1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
I'm not looking for a super hero
I'm not looking for someone to save the day
I'm not looking for a person who will lift the skies in my name
I'm looking for someone who stays
I'm not looking for a god
I'm not looking for someone to clear the heavens
I'm not looking for someone that doesn't hate
I'm looking for someone that makes me want to live another day
I'm not looking for a macho guy or a shy girl
I'm not looking for a fairytale
I'm not looking for someone who only stays in bed
I'm looking for someone that makes me smile each day
I'm not looking for a super hero
I'm looking for someone who stays
I'm looking for someone th
AlienAlien1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
I must be an alien
The others handle it so well
They move on
They're fine
I must be an alien
The others handle it so well
I'm crying
And I'm dying
I must be an alien
The only thing that I want
Is a friend
To hold me, to control me
I wish I could turn humanoid
Maybe then I wouldn't be alone
I'm broken
And I'm open
I must be an alien
I'm on the outside looking in
I'm Hoping
For nothing
Bandaid BoxBandaid Box1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
I wish I could be a band aid box
Covering your scars and cuts
Heal your wounds and make it alright
I wish I could be a band aid box
For then I could fix the pain I have caused
Help them heal and spread some love
I wish I could be a band aid box
A tiny little band aid box
So I could fix the pain I have caused
On The InsideOn the inside I'm aloneOn The Inside1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
In my head there is chaos
On the outside I'm free
I'm calm and just me
I hang myself everyday
Under my skin I kill myself
What you see is a smile
What you hear is a laugh
A lost soul looking for a purpose
What does it expect to find?
Answers or the truth?
Cause am I really alive?
A Heart Of GoldA heart of goldA Heart Of Gold1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Can't fully heal
A heart as black as darkness
But it can give it some light
And help it recover
Nonet Four MaturityMaturityNonet Four Maturity1 year ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
As I grow older I start to see.
This life for what it really is.
Death is unpredictable.
Success is not assured.
Pleasure is short lived.
Pain is promised.
Love varies.
Laughter
Fades…
Kela lewis-morin
Pity's PartyCome on, just look at me,Pity's Party1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
I lost Happy to Misery,
In a dance with Pedigree,
Amidst the sirens of Apathy,
In the mosh pit in my head.
Can't you see how fun I am?
When my Pride's on the lam,
Sipping Sorrow like Baby Cham,
Falling foul of Honesty's scam,
On the dance floor in my chest.
I look so grievously good,
Doing what Agony should,
And what Depravity would,
In command of the red regiments stood,
On the catwalk of my wrist.
I can hear them pounding,
Watching and surrounding,
Laughing and floundering,
With Pain and Woe hounding,
In the nightclub of my gut.
My guests are saying to,
Cheer no longer pulling through,
Despair
The Snake Of EdenThe Snake Of Eden1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
I'm the snake of Eden
I twist and turn
Your every word
I turn friends to foes
I bring pain in love
And your pain, will grow
I'm the snake of Eden
I'm the picture of Satan
The all mighty
I'm the snake of Eden
I'm The snake of pain
I'm the snake of loss
And I'm the snake, for the forsaken
Send your child onto me
And they will be baptized
IN blood and fear
For I'm The snake of Eden
I'm Satan himself
I'm the lies, in your head
The Water Is DeepShort Story 1The Water Is Deep1 year ago in Short Stories More Like This
The Water Is Deep
Jon stood at the edge of a small harbor in St Olafsburg. He looked down into the lake, it had to be far enough for his plan, it had to be. It was in the middle of March and there wasn't a single boat there, and no one ever came at this time of the year. They wouldn't notice, they never notice.
He pulled up his dark jeans from his butt and grabbed the garbage on his right. He walked away from the harbor and to the rocky beach right next to it. He looked for heavy rocks, there were few but they would still do their job. Jon found 10 large rocks and placed them into the garbage bag. He walked over to the edge o
Fly, Please FlyFly, Please Fly1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Please fly
I don't care if your body doesn't have wings
Because for me you are an angel
Beautiful and free
Please fly
Don't let them push you down
Your mind will never fall
Cause it is beautiful and free
Your soul is a bird
Don't let them cage it in
Let it fly, please let it fly
Because your soul is beautiful and free
ScarsScars1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
They say that every scars tells a story
Well, then I'm a fucking history book
I Have NeverI Have Never1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
I have never quite forgiven myself
I have never felt like I deserve better
I have never felt so depressed
And I guess I have never felt love
I have never had a smaller hope
I have never had so much faith
I have never cried so many times
And I guess I have never felt so lost
I have never ever been so thoughtful
I have never in my dreams grinded so wide
I have never lost my faith in you
But I guess, that's why it hurts
Sta.sh
