What it meansLife is complicated.What it means5 months ago in Profiles More Like This
So very complicated.
The more you grow up the less and less you understand. Isn't that funny?
I remember being a kid and dreaming of being older. I looked forward to discovering the world and its mysteries. It excited me.
But now all I can do is question things. I keep asking why…why. …….why?
I've started to understand, that the universe doesn't, and will never have an answer for me. Because it doesn't need to give one.
I have experienced tragedy, loss, and destruction. I have seen my best friend die, right before my eyes. I spent years asking why it wasn't me. What the HELL did I do in my life that the all mighty universe dubbed me worthy of keeping it? What did Ed not do to have his taken away?
These questions will run around your head forever. But why do we ask it? Do we truly believe that the world has a reason? That it cares?
I mean why should it? Nothing in the world truly has a rhyme or reason behind it. It just happens.
Joker Diaries Entry 1Joker Diaries Entry 12 years ago in Profiles More Like This
Today my mummy came to me in a dream. She had belts and braces and there was paint all over her face. She looked like a clown cause her nose as busted and bleeding. She told me, she said, "Son, your a bloody disgrace and an abortion of the world. Still, you always make me smile." Then she was gone...
FUnny dreams. I don't dream. ALl those others, they dream of who and what has been and gone. They dream of the future. If I were to dream, everyone would be laughing as I beat Harley with an accordion. It might even be fondly recalling when Barbara Gordon was shot in the spine, or that time we had Bats in the Asylum. Aaaaah, those were the days.
Today I am here at Arkham, the Asylum I sometimes call home. This cell needs a welcome mat. They always put me here, and there is always a Joker card on the mattress. Good old Gotham City! OH, how sad my life would be without you people! All I want to do is make you smiiiiiiiilee!! Smile and laugh until you die. It's sim