CherriesYour lips pouted,Cherries4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Almost brazen with unshed kisses.
Words -- falling like ripened fruit,
From that mouth of deepest scarlet
That spilled such quenching laughter,
That luscious mouth that I simply want;
That I crave to crush to mine and devour.
Do you taste as good as you look ?
Those cherry sweet sentiments--
No matter how many,
No matter how beautiful,
Are never meant for me.
RicepaperWas it a dreamRicepaper4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Or a dream of a dream?
A place no - not just one - many places.
So many Lifetimes and distant lands,
Where we were together.
And so, patiently,
With hope as fragile as rice paper,
I folded squares into flapping birds.
One thousand in exchange for a wish.
That I would keep and give to you
As the wish I wanted I cannot make.
Longing and superstition flood my mind;
Perhaps you think I am truly run mad?
But I must leave for your sake, not mine.
I wandered into the wild of a winter storm,
Keeping my hope lit like a paper lantern
That you might follow me.
Step by step, my simple intent to walk;
Until the wide snow heavy boughs,
Bloomed again with pink blossoms.
Are you shouting ? Calling for me now
Or is it simply just the wind words
A false comfort. my flame is fading.
But the branches grow pink again
And the snow no longer freezing
I can rest now
Strange FateI no longer beckon unheard,Strange Fate4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
For you to come and find me,
And maybe save me from myself.
With every breath,
I fear I diminish
That I somehow
It scares me.
As I accept this strange fate.
As the waking world holds
Fewer and fewer secrets,
And no more mysteries for me to unravel.
(It was never the butler in the library with the revolver)
Dreams and reality blended so very long ago
I have no desire to try untangling them
But a wish for them to fully embrace me
Like an old friend.
That lies somewhere past reach .
When the urge to still live, becomes much less
Than the longing to see what lies beyond,
The solid, grounded, 'supposed reality'.
Both"Have you ever loved someone so passionately, so desperately, that you almost hate them?"Both5 years ago in Flash Fiction & Vignettes More Like This
She considered this for a long moment. "No."
Something bottomless opened up between them. He nodded slowly. " Good."
As she tilted her head to meet his eyes, her gaze stilled. "Have you?"
He felt the urge to say the three little words suddenly, but he wasn't sure whether he wanted to tell her that he loved her or that he wanted to rip her limb from limb.
Unfinished.Days go by and nights live onUnfinished.5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
With silent tears, battles raging on.
48th RememberedNineteen sixty you came48th Remembered6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Two score and six later
On a Friday in September
Then you were gone
Eighth of the twelfth
two thousand and eight
Would have been
Two score and eight
No set stone monument
Just the scent of ash
In the air as I walk
In memorial rose gardens
Breath misting in the air
Coat buttoned against the cold
Flowers and card left behind
Happy Birthday dad.
'Friends''Friends'4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
My heart hurts, like if there was a metal wire squeezing it
How many times have I been betrayed, hurt...
Friends, what kind of friends...more like what fucking friends
That enjoy torturing, manipulating me, till tears come flowing
It hurts me, angers me, it's like something inside of me broke
I wish, I didn't care, I really wish that...
I've known you for so long, you've known me for so long
But yet, you mistrust me, make assumptions, and then
Accuse me of something I didn't do, I'm fed up of over thinking
I'm just fed up of thinking and feeling what this means
It's your turn to hurt, it's your turn to be human, it's your turn
To be mature, and my turn to be the one who causes the hurt
Roasting...?Seasonal amour,Roasting...?4 years ago in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
Too close to roaring fireplace!
Chest and nuts roasting!
MELTYearning for youMELT4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Longing for your intimacy
Being easy lover
Ahriman's dividing us
Cold steel vacuum
Never among them
Never within you
Different, difficult / The mood, the mind
Mortified by your sunshine / I have stones in my eyes
I do not have a face / I only have a hand
The ambivalence of narcissistic fierceness
Been too long and deep in the darkness / To reach out again
Can't exhale / Just inhale morphed reality flow
Borderline dystopia / Dysfunction
Where do you all live, wonderful unfamiliar aliens?
ChainsChainsChains4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
A girl of 11
she is confused
for she has been brought up
to belive this was wrong
but yet here she was
kissing her first girlfriend
for the first time
At home she cries her self to sleep
knowing what her mother would do to her
not only would her wings be cut
but her spirit would be smothered
A year passes of confusion and worrying
a year of secrets
she was sick of it
she tells her mom at the age of 12
she is slapped for the first time
possessions taken away
friends are now suspects
she is now cast in chains
but she fights through it for the girl she loved
that girl breaks her heart
cheats on her
with her best friend
Now she has no hope
her fighting sceses
her will has been broken
at the age of 13
the chains are loosened enough
she breaks away for if only a day
returns with her will some what replenished
Mother full of scorn
suspects her friends touched her
they did not
the mother would not listen
more chains for her
school befcomes tougher
no more friends
every one beliv
words.Silently I wish there were words,words.6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
But, then again, maybe I dont.
A way to speak of these pains,
My heart tries; my mouth wont.
Feeling stuck, forgotten, ashamed--
Just all those more severe.
Those are the words I cant seem to find.
No word could ever come near.
I remember being scared,
No, perhaps, more than terrified;
Yet, it was then I had the whole world.
Now, its gone before my eyes.
I doubt Ill once again see that world,
So perfect, rare and daring.
Though nothings perfect, it had to be.
Only then, were real friends caring.
I lost my health, almost my life;
Yet, another imperfection.
Theyve made a bittersweet return
As I lost all drops of affection.
Each letter and call was more than sweet;
I needed them more than ever.
Too bad no one seems to see
I needed them for forever.
Consumed by photographs burnt inside
Of this girl whos long and thin.
Dreaming those memories sends me to tears.
Why cant I be her again?
I despise what all
Close Comfort .:VORE:.WARNING: This story contains male/male, same-size, soft, oral, comfort vore, a male-male kiss, and a nonsexual shower scene with two males, an a male/male pairing If any of these things are not to your taste, I suggest that you click away and find something more relevant to your interests. If you don't know what vore is, I suggest you check out my journal, located here: http://shadowedlightning.deviantart.com/journal/40134991/ for more information about vore in general and what to expect from my work in particular. If you are curious, I urge you to keep an open mind, and respect those of us who enjoy such things as we are not harming you in our enjoyment of these things.Close Comfort .:VORE:.4 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
SPOILER WARNING: Spoilers for the good ending of Tales of Symphiona: Dawn of the New world.
Also, Marta bashing. Just because it ended up happening. XD With that, on to the story!
Once again, i
9th life.Eight of nine used up,9th life.4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The ninth remaining--
Well spent in idle relaxation.
And so you dream;
Claiming in idle stretches
A sunlit window ledge.
Although the light
Is never as warm or bright
As in your youth,
And the mice nowadays
All far too fast.
The soul more than willing
With its kittenish exuberance
To chase bootlaces--
The body old and content
To snuggle upon a lap
With rumbling purr.
MeI just wish you could seeMe4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
See everything I've given to you
Everything I gave up for you
I wish I could show you my heart
So maybe you could see how much I love you
Hearing you talk about other girls
Knocks the wind out of me
Breaks my heart in half
Then shatters one side
And slowly shreds the other
It's a knife in my back
A bullet in my skull
Because you've claimed to have feelings for me
Yet you act on your feelings for anyone else but me
Do I want you to be happy?
More than anything
Why do you think I always let you vent to me
Cry to me
I stay up with you for hours
And get myself in to trouble
Just to make sure you're safe
Because I want you to know
That it doesn't matter where you go
What you do
You are loved
You may want quantity over quality
But I can assure you
That not even every star in the sky could measure
How great my love is for you
Yet I must remain silent
Because you want to be
i'm sorryI'm sorryi'm sorry4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
For pressuring you
Talking to you
Letting you in my life
Learning from you
Helping you grow
Laughing with you
Playing with you
Spending time with you
Drying your tears
Driving away your fears
Fighting for you
Fighting with you
I'm sorry for everything
Except falling in love with you
The DreameaterA world is suddenly cast into darkness,The Dreameater8 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
and he lay naked, wide eyed
staring at the roof, the sky
drenched in his own blood he sighed
in fear, trying to break through it all.
Before it came to him, he had already been stilled,
he tread the way he knew best;
reaching for the words,
before he felt his chest
ripping open and its voice drowned his mind,
into silence, so quiet in the bitter darkness alone and terrified.
The creature didnt tear his flesh,
no mark of its existance were burned in there,
but it bit through him, tearing at everywhere,
while he bravely tried to fend it off,
and shout for help in pain
while bleeding and shaking again and again.
His world suddenly thrown into the abyss as he tried to see
this beast in the darkness, it lashed out to free
him of this world permanently,
he called in choked whisper,
as he was embraced in the darkness and his own blood stains;
then it vanished, he was free.
Choking, crying, reaching but ungrasping.
He turned on the light clos
.Touch..Touch.10 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Your dirty little secret's got a pretty mouth
And wouldn't you love to kiss her
You always were temptation's bitch
And don't you love to want her
Silence casts a heavy curtain
And hush your means of love
The things you think, the words you speak
It's all in the way you touch
The wrinkles in your satin sheets
The folds and virgin curves
She never confuses, she never lies
Forever and always, she's yours
SoRoku - 'Not Study Game'SoRoku - 'Not Study Game'7 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
MHC: Im in a SoRoku mood Or a RokuSora one
Sora/Roxas: ITS A SIGN OF THE APPACOLYPSE!!!
MHC: Yeah, yeah just read the fanfic.
Sora Roxas purred from across the room and the brunette grunted in reply. Whatcha doin ? The Nobody mused almost seductively.
Sora didnt move from his seathis eyes still glued to the papers lying on the desk in front of him.
Roxas almost glided over to him, a sway in his step, and stopped to look over his companions shoulder.
Looks easy, He stated flatly, and the brunette grunted again.
A sly smile tugged at the blondes pale lips. He leaned forward, to where his cheek brushed against Soras hair, and moved to were his lips lightly pressed against the brunettes ear.
How about we play the not-study game?
His arms evaded the chair and wrapped themselves around Soras waist. The brunette didnt even fli
InsomniaNight continue to hold no avail of sleep for me.Insomnia4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Days drag on when I'm so alone.
Hours proceed to the order; midnight, one a.m., two a.m., three a.m.
Minutes seem to tick by s l o w l y .
Pick up the pencil lying next to my head,
My body has warned me that I'll be pushing maximum lack of sleep.
Yet, my mind keeps racing, won't let me fade to sleep.
Nightmares are lurking all around me, monster awaiting to pounce.
Odd dreams that pull me deep, then let me fall.
Pick up my phone, I really want to talk.
Only thing that's stopping me is knowing you're in a restful slumber.
But for me; it's just another sleepless night.
mine?You say you still love memine?4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
So why do I feel
Like I'm losing you
Because you won't admit I am
You say I still have your heart
But you are torn
You say between three
I say between two
But maybe it really is three
Because I don't know her
Like you do
But I know the one you have now
And I know myself
I know you need someone you can trust
Someone who you love
Who will love you in return
Who will never betray you
Never harm you
And always stay by your side
I've been there before
I've been torn
But I've chosen
But it was not a fault of my own
I know what you need
I know what you want
But you are not mine
Even though I swear
I'll always be here
With open arms
And an open heart
On my knees
Praying to God
That one day
I can call you
seven years...This is madness she whispered, watching the world fall to pieces around her. Words were flying through the air like kamikaze pilots, their letters to loved ones swept under the mat, out of sight and out of mind. She was the earth beneath the soldiers' feet, and every exploding bomb sent shock waves through her entire being.seven years...3 years ago in Emotional More Like This
A family shouldn't hurt this much she sobbed, hands clenched over ears in a dire attempt to block out the crumbling. Gunshots that once rang in the doorway turn into howled insults across the trenches and all the while she makes up the no-mans land, everyone trying to claim her for themselves.
Please stop she begged,
impossibly sick of all the bloody faces,
forever pressed into her skin.
I give up she screamed,
using barbed wire fencing and pieces of old fighter planes
to turn herself into the Berlin wall...
Asexual Love is still LOVE~Asexual Love is still LOVE~1 year ago in Romance More Like This
THE READER IN THIS STORY IS ASEXUAL. DON'T LIKE? THEN LEAVE NOW.
You and Feferi have been a couple for a really long time. And at first you thought your relationship together wouldn't last. What with you being an asexual and her being a sexual. For most sexual people it would be an immediate deal breaker if there was going to be no sexual connection to or in a relationship. But Feferi said she was red for you and she didn't want something as trivial as pailing (or a lack of it) to come between you both being together. And you're not afraid to admit that you were scared to try dating a sexual in the beginning. You didn't want to get emotionally attached to someone only for them to break it off because they couldn't go without sex.
But Feferi really proved you wrong. She was everything you could hope for in a girlfriend~! She was sweet, loving, and compassionate. She understood that you very well coul
WrongStroking your hair softly as it blows in the windWrong6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I never wanted to hurt you
I'm the one who has committed the sin
Maybe one day you'll know what I knew
Bracing you in a hug so tight
I wish I didn't have to let you go
One day you'll shine so bright
That's why I cant let my pain show
Hurting so bad on this cold night
Trying to keep my sanity with strength I can find
I fear that soon I may lose my sight
Maybe I really am losing my mind
It's time to let all hell break lose now
I don't want to live if living is without you
But don't worry before I leave I'll take a bow
We'll always be connected; whole as two
You don't want me
I've lost you; my other half
Now that I've lost everything, I don't want to see
Once I'm gone I'll bet you'll just laugh
I still love you my dark angel
Even if you love me no longer
When they fine me they'll see how I dangle
No one knew what I knew but now I know I was so wrong
I Am MeI am not straight.I Am Me4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I am not white.
I am not American.
I am not Irish.
I am not a female.
I am a human being, and all of these things you classify me and others as are just one faction of an individual's personality, and it is not all that I am. When you judge someone on one faction of their personality, you are being shallow.
However, in light of National Coming Out Day, here are some things I am coming out as:
I am a virgin.
I am straight edge.
I am a fake supporter of Vladmir Putin.
I am heteroflexible because I'm straight, but shit happens.
I am agnostic.
I think Jewish people are awesome.
I am an ally because if you were gay, that'd be okay. I mean, 'cause hey I'd like you anyway. Because you see, if it were me, I would feel free to say that I was gay but I'm not gay.
I am a closet fanfiction reader.
I am a Kingdom Hearts junkie.
I am in love with Soul Eater.
I listen to ABBA, Cher, Britney Spears, Avril Lavigne, and Green Day.
I struggle with anxiety.