You StoleI greatly underestimated just how much I was affected by you leavingYou Stole3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
My fear, my nerves, my will to improve
In some ways I should thank you
Being alone has taught me to stand on my own
Accept who I am
Make my own decisions
Failure doesn't scare me anymore
My drive to improve is returning
But this time it's for me
Not to try and impress you
If I happen to fail
I will continue to work
Be the best
I wonder how you're doing now
Since there's no me to run to
I hope all is well
Meant from the bottom of my heart
Not only did you steal my heart
But you stole a part of me
Days of innocence
All of it
Lost Without You ...NotVerse 1Lost Without You ...Not4 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Show I care, Tell you I'm there.
Want you Near my dear,
Come here, come here,
'Cause I've been
For so long and I,
Wait here any longer,
pretend I'm any stronger,
these nights they feel so lonely,
without you here right next to me,
So Please, Please, PLEASE
Stay by my side,
and dry all these tears,
the ones that I cried,
for you, my dear.
I've lost all my pride,
You have no idea,
how long that I've tried,
to survive all these years.
I'm begging you,
to show me the way,
I'm Lost Without You
I have Recently,
been Doing Well,
Just thought I'd tell.
I think I've Finally,
broken free, of your Spell.
So I will
no longer say
that I can't find my way,
Made myself much Stronger,
This world is mine to Conquer,
I won't be left behind,
I'll make my Own Happy ever After.
I'll open my eyes,
just in caseto be with you in those explosions of september nights, when the worldjust in case6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
seems to end in epic sighs and glorious rollercoaster rides.
and to see your face light up like a thousand bulbs plugged in a 2400 watt battery
only with the brightness of the sun,
and the purity of the moon.
to sing you to sleep wishing for the lullabies to end and insomnia to illusion your mind,
just so I could see your eyes open again.
to hate you forever in those mad days of unforgiven silence, when you would forget,
and i would despise to remember.
and to see the way we would fight like newborn kittens, only we were just children of Adam
and had words for claws, and intuition for instincts.
to see all that and never to cry,
more out of relief than joy.
i could have you with me a million times,
and lose you another two million,
will never die.
Heaven Is Not a DemocracyHeaven Is Not a Democracy3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
It has been said that there are two forces governing over this universe: those of "good" and those of "evil". Both are necessarily in direct opposition to one another, yet this is not to say that one is absolutely right and the other absolutely wrong. Thus great care should be taken, when examining both sides of ANY tale for the forces of "good" have often been known to blind the eye far worse than the lulling comforts of the darkness ever could.
High above the physical planes of Earth, amidst the brightest of stars, exists a celestial dome called Heaven which houses legions of Archangels and is permanent sanctuary for the self proclaimed deity Jehovah. In foundation the dome is sustained only by the softest, most divine array of primarily feathery white clouds which change color sporadically. For its walls there grew miraculously spectacular twisting vines of ivy that interwove lotus flowers that were adorned in periwinkle and lavender. Brilliant globes of light illuminated down from
Three DeathsThree Deaths3 years ago in Settings More Like This
The Three Deaths
Death heard that his brother has been judged for starting the apocalypse. But Death knows that his brother did not. So he must go on his journey.
But Death cannot leave his duties to watch the dead, so he summoned the three. Death told the three "I am going on a journey. I want you three to watch the dead for me". They agreed.
The legendary three had a specific way of doing Death's duties to guard the souls.
One of the three was Artemis.
Once, Artemis was Crow Father's pupil. But now Artemis is helping Death.
The second of the three was Gatekeeper.
Once, Gatekeeper was a royal prince that got selfish, so he was punished for his crime and has to work for Death now.
The third of the three was Deathrunner. He was made to guard the souls. Whoever hurts the souls will be eaten.
You are my ParachuteYou are my Parachute3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I am in love this day,
forever and for always.
I see you and see myself.
Why do we feel the same?
Why do I find myself being reeled in,
by the strength of your gaze?
There's more to life than me.
When I'm around you,
I realize that we,
are only alive in unity.
You're not here
yet you've never left me.
From the start,
we were never divided,
From the start,
God created us as,
one at Heart.
How can I miss you?
How can I miss my own heart,
when every beat reminds me of you.
When we were together,
what we shared,
was more than laughter.
Laughter was merely the music,
to which our souls danced.
& when we discovered the world together,
it was more than just a physical journey.
When we took care to stay close,
it was for more than not getting lost in the crowd.
As we traveled side by side,
we were protectors of one another,
& we silently swore,
under our breath,
to guide each other through the chaos.
I can't believe you make me feel everything I do,
it's too intense to be a dream.
& too dreaml
It's My Fault- Dr. Who SI-fic The Doctor sat on the floor of the bathroom, leaning against his bathtub, his skinny arms wrapped around his knees. He bent over so his head was in his lap and cried. Shaking and coughing, he sobbed into his knees.It's My Fault- Dr. Who SI-fic4 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Why did they always leave him? Why did everyone he cared about either die or get pulled away from him They all were gone- Sarah Jane, Rose, Martha, Donna- and his extreme depression spilled over that day.
The Doctor was having a terrible day- Amy and Rory were irritated at him and he didn't know why, he got appoximately half an hour of sleep the previous night, and the TARDIS controls weren't working. All of his anger, confusion and sadness mixed together, and it spilled over.
'I deserve it,' he thought, fighting to control himself. 'It's my fault they all leave, anyhow. I know that now. I put them in so much danger, and they've been nearly killed. And it's all because of me. Me, who wiped Donna's memory. Me, wh
She doesn't care..."Hey"She doesn't care...4 years ago in Emotional More Like This
"What makes you think something is wrong?"
"I know that look. She has hurt you again. Hasn't she?"
"Why do you keep letting her do this to you?"
"She didn't do anything!"
"Yea, that's why you're all upset right?"
"I don't know."
"You know very well what the end will be of this relationship but you still go on. She is like a poison to you. She is driving you insane. You haven't been the same. Why do you let her do this to you?"
"I don't know."
"God! You're going to ruin your life. "
"What am I supposed to do?"
"I don't know, but being with her isn't helping."
"But . I love her." Every letter he said showed how much it hurt him.
"But she doesn't care, does she?"
The words choking him.
"But I can't leave her." With that he walked away.
Let GoHer life was a fairy taleLet Go4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
A Fairy tale that came true
Only the ending wasn't happy
Not real life is a fairytale you see
It has complications and an ending so heart breaking
That it would melt the coldest of hearts
But the middle was worth living
He was a troubled one
But her love changed that
As time passed
The sound of her voice was only what soothed him
Her presence was what he craved for
In every breath, love for her was present
She loved him
She never did think it could be possible
She still thought it was a dream
How could he love her?
But it was real.
He loved her, she loved him.
The thought of living without him scared her.
Then one day
Betrayal was what she had to face
Not by him, but by her friend
Jealousy over ruling humanity
Ruining her entire life
She lost him
Her fairy tale came to a tragic end
But she couldn't let go
He isn't here anymore
But he still lives in her heart
She doesn't know if he cares or not
If he thinks about her
I'm strong, aren't I?Look at me!I'm strong, aren't I?4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I'm strong aren't I?
You think I'm weak because I'm skinny
Because you've seen me cry
Because I've lost hope
You've seen me quit
You've seen me break apart
You think I'm Weak
But have you forgotten?
I walked through the storm, when everyone else hid inside
I stood again after I fell
I walked in the darkness
I mend my heart after it was shattered
Whenever you cried, you had a shoulder to cry on
I had no one
Yet I wiped my tears and put a smile on my face
You've made fun of me, insulted me
But I'm still standing here, facing you
Does that make me weak?
You've called me names, picked on me
Forced me on my knees
But still I'm here
Because I know I can face it all
Overcome all my fears
Push away the pain
And once, just once be happy
I'll do it someday
Because I'm not weak
I'm strong, aren't I?
"Eros""Eros"4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
We deconstructed our bodies and then put ourselves together in different shape.
You were a soft velvet deer and I came out a white wolf.
We dressed in each other's skin and the clothes felt warm but somehow strange...
I remember the next morning... the taste of your breasts remained sweet in my hands.
Your contracting thigh muscle is still the best part of my lips. I can feel its taste every time my tongue wanders outside in search of you.
I kept a few strands from your hair, close to my left ear. They whisper of late summer winds and of love that will never be.
In the distance the cranes have already started to migrate. The cherry trees have blossomed but there is no one here to rejoice in their red perfume.
It's winter again.
Well, Honey...You think depression is a choice?Well, Honey...2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Do you think I choose
To feel worthless?
To feel empty,
To feel sick to my stomach because I think too much?
To feel broken,
To feel hopeless,
Angry at myself..
To feel suicidal, sometimes without knowing a reason?
To feel the need to lay in bed all day,
Without moving a muscle,
Because getting up would just make me want to fall back down?
Depression is never a choice.
You don't choose depression.
Depression chooses you.
We don't need ignorant people to choose us, too.
My SelfSelf PortraitMy Self4 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Heart of scarlet roses
Mind of solid steel
Wander through the flowers
Grasp at something real.
Take a blade of fresh green grass
Crush it to your mouth
Feel the juice run through your mind
Take another path.
Separate the good from bad
Rusty mind escapes
Into a world of bright green grass
A flower softly shakes.
The torment of a torn soul
Of petals softly broken
An imprint made on gentle grass
A spirit spoken.
and it came on in waves.and it came on in waves.5 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Big Sur was a name that lived in the mouths of surfers and the words of Jack Kerouac and Henry Miller. Spontaneity drove me to this place as I ventured away from the Los Angeles wasteland back to the Silicon graveyard called home. The boredom of business for a whole week might have been the true cause. I'm never one not to take an adventure.
But California natives drove smart. To cross from one side of the state to the other, you took I-5 or 101. We laughed at the idiots who took the "scenic route" for pleasure, not for business. You only took Highway 1 to access the beaches. With the twists and turns, possible motion sickness, mudslides, rockslides, fog and constant construction, Highway 1 was a tourist's wake-up call-- not all is sunny-sexy in the Golden state. Seeing as I lived four years away from home, where the Northeast's transportation circulatory system pulses strong, fast and easy, I did an un-native thing and turned off at Pismo Beach for Highway 1.
Driving this road a few h
surface tensionshe strides like a sea walker,surface tension4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
each step rippling outwards
in search of a kindred being.
this echolocation finds nothing-
angry waves crash her delicate signals
now as confused as her footsteps
balanced upon the water's skin.
she falters and begins to sink-
a dangerous game to play Jesus
and not know how to swim.
soft hands slap against the cold hard surface
as she flounders for a grasp on reality.
her belief keeps her afloat
the water stings her face,
evidence of struggle and suffering.
her figure frames a distorted self portrait
as she crawls back to her feet-
on the other side of sane.
Let's make a changeLet's make a change4 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Let's fly away
and find the world
with no tears or fear
Take my hand
don't be afraid
I'll make sure
for our happy end
In this world
and children are free
no diseases or enemy
only peace and serenity
Let's make the change
Stand up straight
WE ARE HUMANS
not slaves of rage
yeah yeah yeah
Trust in me
as I do in you
Let's turn the time
and bring back the youth
Help the Earth
and help yourself
there's no other
place for us left