ArtMy pencil is broken,Art1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
I ran out of paper,
My mind isn't working right,
I need to write or draw,
I need to get the ideas on paper,
Out of my head,
I can't concentrate till i do.
I write to keep sane,
I draw to stay calm,
Art is part of who i am,
I need art so i can hold on.
Don't you dare say it's pointless,
It saves lives and brings joy,
It's beautiful and wonderful and always perfect,
All art has meaning.
All art is important.
sick of meI'll go off somewhere else,sick of me1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
When where i am turns to hell,
I go to where my friends are and ask for help,
Turns out they don't care either.
I feel ignored by them too,
I'm so foolish to expect them to care right now,
I just got so used to it before,
But now it's like they are all sick of me.
I'm DoneI wouldn't show them who i am,I'm Done2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Too many judging eyes,
I started straightening my hair,
And wearing skirts instead of t-shirts and shorts,
I tried to laugh at the stupid jokes,
And play my part right,
But now i have realized,
It was stupid of me to try.
Now i'm sick of faking it,
I will be myself,
If you don't like it,
I don't care,
I have friends that are like my family,
I don't need to fake it for people who won't accept me either way,
When I Need ThemI have learned to quietly do as i'm told,When I Need Them1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Not to argue or joke,
It seems wrong when i'm sad,
Because it's when i should be mad,
I crumble so easily,
It barely takes anything,
I reach out only to see,
Everyone walk away from me,
The ones i really want to talk to,
Seem to not care when i need to,
It hurts when they ignore me,
It's like they only like me when i'm acting silly,
I wish they would talk to me,
And even when they do i feel guilty,
I feel so guilty dumping all my problems on someone else,
I don't want anyone to worry about me,
I just want them to care,
I know how hard that is,
I know it's hard to be there.
Especially for me,
I over react,
I may everything seem like a tragedy,
I can't help but wonder how they tolerate me.
Take HimHe tried to be goodTake Him1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
But his history stood,
An obvious change was made,
But too obvious to believe,
The ones known for seeing through lies;
Swore they could see through his eyes,
They said he hadn't changed at all.
He tried so hard,
To get them to believe him,
But all they did,
But stare right past him,
How were they so blind.
He's desperate now,
He'll do anything,
Just accept him please,
It's killing me,
I tried so hard,
But it's all so far.
He's asking you know,
To hear him out,
He is so much nicer now.
He's guilty and sad,
Can't you please see that,
At least pretend for a while.
It's worth the risk,
Just to take him in,
It's pure cold falling down.
Take him in.
Show You're ScarsIt's as if we had fallen down,Show You're Scars1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
At the sound of drums,
Screaming 'How will it help, if no one has seen our cuts'
Seeking help again,
Trying to find a pen,
Running through the night,
Our stories lit up like lights,
When all hope has gone,
And you have found you're song,
Write all day long,
Don't ever let them forget,
Don't hide you're scars,
They just prove what you've overcome,
I'll never hide my scars,
They show that i have been strong.
Don't be ashamed.
You're not the only one.
Stand up with me.
Show you survived,
And let them see,
It's possible to get through,
Even when you bleed,
Even if you're wrist still stings,
There are people out there,
Who with always care.
I know how you feelI hate seeing you all with those frowns,I know how you feel1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Sad eyes filled up with tears,
I try to help,
But i'm just a hypocrite,
It's just because i know how it feels,
To be on the edge,
I know how it feels,
To feel all alone when it seems like no body cares,
So when ever you're upset,
I'll be glad to lend a hand,
Because i know it feels,
When no body cares,
When everybody stares,
But they don't say a words,
When you're broken and crying,
When you're world feels empty,
I promise i will care,
If you need it i'll be there,
Because i feel alone like that sometimes,
I know how bad it can be,
I'm just as sad as you now,
So i want to help out,
You don't deserve the pain,
You shouldn't be feeling this way.
The Dreamer's SpellBreathe in the secretsThe Dreamer's Spell2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
They never stay long
Lay on your bedroom floor
Get trapped in a song
Close your eyes
Dream up a world
Your imagination is yours to hold
You could be someone else
Or truly yourself
You can fly to the sky
Or stand low underground
Your heart is the seeker
Where you truly wish to be
Just close your eyes
Let your soul take thee
Take over your mind
Follow slow rhymes
Let words flow out
As you write and write
Your dream now on paper
Desires and secrets
Things you yearn for
Fears you left unwritten
So please take a moment
Take a trip
In your mind
Imagination never splits
Close your eyes
Free your self
Put your self under
The dreamer's spell
StopMy guilt is running low,Stop2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I'm sorry for being myself,
Don't tell me it is wrong,
I'll love every part you hate.
You'r hatred is so blunt,
I can't begin understand,
What makes you so angry.
Their love is strong,
Why don't you give up,
You can't stop the truth.
You'r stopping them from loving.
Crash and BurnI hate seeing this happen to you,Crash and Burn1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
The stress is making everyone crash,
You're really losing it this time,
It's scary to see you losing you're mind,
And i fear,
What will happen in a year,
Will this be over,
Will it have gotten worse.
Every time i see you,
It's like i'm watching you crash and burn,
Do you know what you're doing to me?
Do you know what you're doing to yourself?
Am i overreacting,
Or is turning into much more than we handle.
But why does everything need to crash now,
I was so excited to finally be older,
And now the world seems so vast now,
Everyone can be so ignorant.
It is driving me mad,
Trying to pretend,
You're not killing me.
Don't ask me whats wrong,
Because you'll just get angry,
Don't say you can help,
You need it more than me.
BladesThis is terrible,Blades1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Watching this go down like a battle,
The good and the bad seem so breakable,
The rules we once had were unstable,
Don't laugh in their face,
I know enough to retrace,
Razor blades lost in memories,
Never touch them again,
Please don't dare me.
I have watched myself bleed before,
I heard knocks on the door,
And it all fell out,
All the lies came out,
The truth hurts more,
Then a thousand burns.
Don't think it's you're fault.
Just be happy that i stopped.
Secrets Chapter 6I tracked Nathan down later.Secrets Chapter 62 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
"Nathaniel!" I yelled down the hall as if he was my best friend i hadn't seen in years.
He looked at with like i was crazy and slowly approached me.
He had a faint bruise where Cody had hit him.
"Hey. Sorry about earlier." I apologized for Cody.
"It's fine. Not you'r fault. I don't get along with him anyways." Nathan smiled.
I blushed a little.
Didn't seem like Cody was working out much. So what about Nathan...?
"You know..fairies and were wolves....it just doesn't mix." Nathan said cautiously.
"Oh not you too!" I growled. What is with these fairies.
"No. I have nothing against them. It's just common sense." He continued.
"Well i wasn't raised in this world so i wouldn't know." I said calmly.
"Yeah sorry." He whispered.
"I'm gonna go find my friends...Bye Nathan." I said quickly and began looking for Abigail.
"Heyy." I grinned when i finally found her.
We were standing in a large grayish room.
It had a padded floor,weapons scattered everywhere and a few hum
MyselfEverything is falling apart it seems,Myself2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I try to be myself,
I try to show them who i am.
Weren't they the ones who said "Be yourself and you'll be okay"
If only they told me the truth,
If they told me not everyone would be kind.
I shouldn't have to be so afraid.
I shouldn't have to hide.
Raining SparksPlay the song,Raining Sparks1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Call to arms,
Everything is burning,
Don't you go,
Stay right here,
Never saw it coming,
In the end,
We'll all smile,
Never saw it changing,
It all will fall in place,
Just to find,
It never really stopped raining.
Sick of themWell sorry im not joining the crowdSick of them2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Their bitterness is a little too loud
They things they say
The words will stray
I hear them
I know you hear them
They don't try to disguise it
They will always deny it
Im sick of it
Im so sick of it
RumorsAll the fights,Rumors2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
All the lies,
All of the drama,
We all can describe,
How it feels being lost and out of control,
With people we think we know,
And the lies we wish could go,
I dont even know,
All of what people say,
Is it true?
Or is it crazy?
Why do rumors seem to feed our souls,
We pretend we aren't part of it,
When everyone is part of it,
No body is innocent.
Torn PagesThe twisted sinful stare,Torn Pages1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Called out from under there,
Time flew by so fast,
The lie came back from the past,
Try to understand,
They only held you'r hand,
Nothing ended well,
It all went straight to hell,
Little crying lamb,
Never made the leap,
Now that little lamb,
Has gone back to sleep.
A simple story played out,
With pages all were ripped out,
It never went you'r way,
Now you burn it all away.
Only A ChildThree words forgottenOnly A Child2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Three words left spoken
It lingers in the air
As you both feel less broken
A feeling now takes you
Makes you feel numb
The pain you once felt
Now is virtually gone
These are the words of a child
I am only a child
But my words are true
I now enough to tell you
I still have innocence
Ignorance non the less
But i know that what i say
Will never be laid rest
So listen to me
Though you would never see
The mind of a child
Is the mind of me
I am a dreamer
But you are no better
So listen to me
Even though you think i know nothing
And in return i will listen to you
Though i believe nothing of what you say is true.
If You Ever Need A HugI hate to see anyone so sad,If You Ever Need A Hug1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
I don't care who you are,
Please don't feel bad,
I am here for anyone who needs it,
Ask me for help when you feel sad.
I might not help much but i try.
You can tell me anything,
Just trust me,
If you need to feel loved just call me,
If you're scared i'll come running,
I don't care who you are,
Everybody needs love.
I'll do what i can,
I will try and pull you up again,
I know i don't look like much,
But i can give pretty good hugs <3
Secrets Chapter 3Then i looked in the mirror on the wall.Secrets Chapter 32 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
I had long pink hair that flowed down in pretty curls.
Whoa, i didn't know hair could grow that fast...
I had a green leafy dress and pale blue wings.
Oh and yes...My skin was shimmering.
I gasped and stepped back. "No way..." I swallowed.
"Yes. You are a fairy. I KNEW IT!" Cornelius said oh so casually.
I stepped down from the platform and Abigail stepped up.
"Alright Abigail. Close your eyes." He commanded.
She shut her eyes and there was a faint glow.
One of her arms became a long sharp claw-like sword thing.
The tips of her black hair glowed red.
Then she opened her eyes.
She grinned swinging her arm around a bit.
"Whoa, that's dangerous." Kyra muttered backing up a bit.
Kyra then took her place on the platform.
She transformed to a cat for a minute before doing back to human.
Sadira then got on the platform.
Not much changed on her. She was a witch.
Then Cornelius made us follow him into the hallway where other beasts, creatu
-unfinished- Secrets chapter 2Cornelius clapped and took a step back.-unfinished- Secrets chapter 22 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
"I want Nicoletta, Abigail, Kyra, and Sadira to come with me." He announced rounding up me and my friends he listed.
Leading us out of the room you could here a few bewildered whispers from the stranded students not daring to move.
He brought us into a round room i never noticed before.
It had a stage like thing in the middle.
"You four. I recognize you and you will now see you'r true identity." Cornelius explained as if it made sense.
"Nicoletta. You first." He said taking my hand and leading me onto the platform.
"Nicky." I stopped. "Not Nicoletta."
I stepped nervously up and stared at him.
"Close you'r eyes." He ordered.
I reluctantly obeyed and blinded myself from whatever was about to happen.
"I knew it!" He shouted triumphantly.
My eyes shot open. "What?" I asked stupidly.
I looked around the room to the shocked expressions on my friend's faces.
"You have wings, dear. You'r hair is pink, and you are glimmerin
Rain DreamsGood morning sunshine,Rain Dreams2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Could you stay a little longer today,
I could stare at the rain all day,
Sitting in bed,
Making up dreams in my head,
Take another chance.
Rain stay all day,
Sun please don't go,
I'm not ready for tomorrow,
In my own dreams.
Laughing is the only cute,
Crying will be nothing more,
Loosen up the restraints tying you to anxiety,
Look at the rainy sky,
And dream darling dream,
Nothing is holding you back from the stars,
You can see it,
Just believe it.
You Are A StarI wonder what's on you'r mind,You Are A Star2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
You'r deep in thought all the time,
You'r quick to yell,
I'm quick to cry,
I never ask why.
Time to laugh,
Time to love,
Feel it now,
It's like it came from above.
Today no yelling,
Just go with you'r heart.
Today I'll start,
I will laugh,
I live love,
Time to be who i am,
Who i was is not who will be,
Here for you and me.
Don't stop whispering,
Secrets aren't fun when your young,
Scream everything now.
Be who you are,
You'r a shining star,
Don't dim yourself out,
Light up the room,
I know you can,
Smile and take my hand.
FailureAt this rate it's pointless to cry,Failure1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
It just makes my head hurt,
It makes things feel worse.
At this point there's nothing to do but try,
Failure seems so close.
Hearing the yelling,
Trying to keep from breaking,
Hearing the harsh words,
Trying to pretend i never heard.
I wanna be like i was before,
Not noticing you're faults,
I wish i could pretend this is not happening.