ArtMy pencil is broken,Art3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I ran out of paper,
My mind isn't working right,
I need to write or draw,
I need to get the ideas on paper,
Out of my head,
I can't concentrate till i do.
I write to keep sane,
I draw to stay calm,
Art is part of who i am,
I need art so i can hold on.
Don't you dare say it's pointless,
It saves lives and brings joy,
It's beautiful and wonderful and always perfect,
All art has meaning.
All art is important.
When I Need ThemI have learned to quietly do as i'm told,When I Need Them3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Not to argue or joke,
It seems wrong when i'm sad,
Because it's when i should be mad,
I crumble so easily,
It barely takes anything,
I reach out only to see,
Everyone walk away from me,
The ones i really want to talk to,
Seem to not care when i need to,
It hurts when they ignore me,
It's like they only like me when i'm acting silly,
I wish they would talk to me,
And even when they do i feel guilty,
I feel so guilty dumping all my problems on someone else,
I don't want anyone to worry about me,
I just want them to care,
I know how hard that is,
I know it's hard to be there.
Especially for me,
I over react,
I may everything seem like a tragedy,
I can't help but wonder how they tolerate me.
Hetalia: UkxUs"England!!!!!!!!!!!!! Help me!" American cried from a distance.Hetalia: UkxUs3 years ago in Humor More Like This
England had let him go off by himself as some sort of spy.
England began instantly running to find America, who sounded like he was in alot of pain.
"America!" England cried when he found him crumpled up in a ditch.
"I was spying like you said...and i fell." America said shamefully.
"Stupid!..But you are hurt, you are too pathetic for me to really be angry at you." England said climbing his way down to America.
He sat down next to the injured man (er..um country)and gently put his hand on America's chest.
"How do you feel?" England asked trying not to get mad at America for this set back.
"i have to admit...the fall did hurt me." America said blushing.
England touched America's scraped face.
"Dear, you've gotten cut up pretty badly." England said with genuine concern.
America was so taken back and stunned by England's love he almost stopped breathing.
"Uh...yeah." America stuttered.
"Come on let's get
sick of meI'll go off somewhere else,sick of me3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
When where i am turns to hell,
I go to where my friends are and ask for help,
Turns out they don't care either.
I feel ignored by them too,
I'm so foolish to expect them to care right now,
I just got so used to it before,
But now it's like they are all sick of me.
Hetalia: Road BlockedWARNING: Germany and Italy cuddle, and if you're against that stop reading nowHetalia: Road Blocked3 years ago in Romance More Like This
"What are the odds of the roads getting blocked by snow IN SUMMER and us having to spend the night in an old abandoned house that conveniently only has one bed!" Germany's angry voice asked harshly as he and Italy sat on oposite sides of the one bed they had found in the run down wooden house they had found to spend the night. The house litteraly consisted of one room which contained only one piece of furniture, a two person bed covered in a sheet embroidered with ugly flowers.
"Well we are in Russia," Italy said optimistically, "It's snowy here all year."
"Yes well next time Russia tells us to come over he can come and get us himself so we don't have to drive in his psycotic country!" Germany said thru
Poor America [Fanfic-collab]"haha I so totally caught you, I'm awesome!" America grinned with pride.Poor America [Fanfic-collab]3 years ago in Romance More Like This
"Germany!!!" Italy yelled
"no phone for you this time." England glared.
"oh come on little dude we aren't gonna hurt you." America smiled tapping Italy on the head.
China suddenly rushed in "what is that doing here?!" he/she asked
"I caught him ' spying'" America smiled expecting them to be impressed.
"say 'good job' or something, America is like a puppy.. He needs constant praise." England whispered to China.
"Er....Ummm- Good job America." China said unimpressed.
"Thanks man, let's celebrate with McDonald's!" America cheered.
So all the allies went to McDonalds leaving Russia at home to watch Italy. They had picked Russia to gaurd because they all agreed it would be far safer than leaving Italy in the hands of France for even a few hours. France and China sat down without ordering, refusing resolutely to eat any of America's cheep greasy food. England only
OHSHC: KyoyaxTamaki"Moooooooooomyyyyyyyyyyy!" exclaimed Tamaki pouncing on his best friend and looking eager. The last of the girls had already left and the rest of the host club was busy cleaning up.OHSHC: KyoyaxTamaki3 years ago in Romance More Like This
"What do you want Tamaki?" Kyoya asked cooly and politely snappinghis black notebook closed and turning his black eyes on to Tamaki.
"I was wondering if I could come over to your house this weekend to practice my pickup lines," he said his eys glowing with expectation.
"Why do you need to come over to my house to practice?" Kyoya asked adjusting his glasses with two long thin fingers.
"Cause I need someone to practice them on!" Tamaki said as if it were obviouse.
"I'd assume I'm not your first choice. Have you already asked Haruhi?" Kyoya asked throwing a glance to the girl who was currently talking to the twins.
"Actually you are my first choice," Tamaki said, "Pleeeeaassseee kyoya? I know you aren't busy...so if you refuse it mus
I'm DoneI wouldn't show them who i am,I'm Done3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Too many judging eyes,
I started straightening my hair,
And wearing skirts instead of t-shirts and shorts,
I tried to laugh at the stupid jokes,
And play my part right,
But now i have realized,
It was stupid of me to try.
Now i'm sick of faking it,
I will be myself,
If you don't like it,
I don't care,
I have friends that are like my family,
I don't need to fake it for people who won't accept me either way,
BladesThis is terrible,Blades3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Watching this go down like a battle,
The good and the bad seem so breakable,
The rules we once had were unstable,
Don't laugh in their face,
I know enough to retrace,
Razor blades lost in memories,
Never touch them again,
Please don't dare me.
I have watched myself bleed before,
I heard knocks on the door,
And it all fell out,
All the lies came out,
The truth hurts more,
Then a thousand burns.
Don't think it's you're fault.
Just be happy that i stopped.
RumorsAll the fights,Rumors3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
All the lies,
All of the drama,
We all can describe,
How it feels being lost and out of control,
With people we think we know,
And the lies we wish could go,
I dont even know,
All of what people say,
Is it true?
Or is it crazy?
Why do rumors seem to feed our souls,
We pretend we aren't part of it,
When everyone is part of it,
No body is innocent.
I know how you feelI hate seeing you all with those frowns,I know how you feel3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Sad eyes filled up with tears,
I try to help,
But i'm just a hypocrite,
It's just because i know how it feels,
To be on the edge,
I know how it feels,
To feel all alone when it seems like no body cares,
So when ever you're upset,
I'll be glad to lend a hand,
Because i know it feels,
When no body cares,
When everybody stares,
But they don't say a words,
When you're broken and crying,
When you're world feels empty,
I promise i will care,
If you need it i'll be there,
Because i feel alone like that sometimes,
I know how bad it can be,
I'm just as sad as you now,
So i want to help out,
You don't deserve the pain,
You shouldn't be feeling this way.
Take HimHe tried to be goodTake Him3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
But his history stood,
An obvious change was made,
But too obvious to believe,
The ones known for seeing through lies;
Swore they could see through his eyes,
They said he hadn't changed at all.
He tried so hard,
To get them to believe him,
But all they did,
But stare right past him,
How were they so blind.
He's desperate now,
He'll do anything,
Just accept him please,
It's killing me,
I tried so hard,
But it's all so far.
He's asking you know,
To hear him out,
He is so much nicer now.
He's guilty and sad,
Can't you please see that,
At least pretend for a while.
It's worth the risk,
Just to take him in,
It's pure cold falling down.
Take him in.
Hetalia: FrUK fanfiction: The Last NightFrance fell back onto a chair out on his balcony and watched the sun set.Hetalia: FrUK fanfiction: The Last Night3 years ago in Romance More Like This
His eyes scanned the multi-colored sky.
He held a half-full wine glass in his hand and lazily drank from it till he was nearly asleep.
His eyes began to slowly close when he was began suddenly shaken away by a very angry looking Englishman.
"Wake up you bloody wanker we have things to do!" England shouted.
"Relaaax mon amie... Sit down.." France smiled pulling another chair up beside his.
"France, no." England scowled.
"Ah, sweet heart. The sun is setting, the day is over." France said sleepily.
"We still have enough time. If you were to get up we'd have more." England argued.
France leaned up a bit and stroked England's cheek softly. "Just sit down, let me pour you a glass of wine. We have tomorrow to do whatever you want. I do not like to see you so stressed out."
England felt himself melting. He couldn't resist. France was so persuasive.
England sat down slowly but he couldn't seem to relax.
France stood up, w
StopMy guilt is running low,Stop3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I'm sorry for being myself,
Don't tell me it is wrong,
I'll love every part you hate.
You'r hatred is so blunt,
I can't begin understand,
What makes you so angry.
Their love is strong,
Why don't you give up,
You can't stop the truth.
You'r stopping them from loving.
Show You're ScarsIt's as if we had fallen down,Show You're Scars3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
At the sound of drums,
Screaming 'How will it help, if no one has seen our cuts'
Seeking help again,
Trying to find a pen,
Running through the night,
Our stories lit up like lights,
When all hope has gone,
And you have found you're song,
Write all day long,
Don't ever let them forget,
Don't hide you're scars,
They just prove what you've overcome,
I'll never hide my scars,
They show that i have been strong.
Don't be ashamed.
You're not the only one.
Stand up with me.
Show you survived,
And let them see,
It's possible to get through,
Even when you bleed,
Even if you're wrist still stings,
There are people out there,
Who with always care.
Torn PagesThe twisted sinful stare,Torn Pages3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Called out from under there,
Time flew by so fast,
The lie came back from the past,
Try to understand,
They only held you'r hand,
Nothing ended well,
It all went straight to hell,
Little crying lamb,
Never made the leap,
Now that little lamb,
Has gone back to sleep.
A simple story played out,
With pages all were ripped out,
It never went you'r way,
Now you burn it all away.
Raining SparksPlay the song,Raining Sparks3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Call to arms,
Everything is burning,
Don't you go,
Stay right here,
Never saw it coming,
In the end,
We'll all smile,
Never saw it changing,
It all will fall in place,
Just to find,
It never really stopped raining.
If You Ever Need A HugI hate to see anyone so sad,If You Ever Need A Hug3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I don't care who you are,
Please don't feel bad,
I am here for anyone who needs it,
Ask me for help when you feel sad.
I might not help much but i try.
You can tell me anything,
Just trust me,
If you need to feel loved just call me,
If you're scared i'll come running,
I don't care who you are,
Everybody needs love.
I'll do what i can,
I will try and pull you up again,
I know i don't look like much,
But i can give pretty good hugs <3
MyselfEverything is falling apart it seems,Myself3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I try to be myself,
I try to show them who i am.
Weren't they the ones who said "Be yourself and you'll be okay"
If only they told me the truth,
If they told me not everyone would be kind.
I shouldn't have to be so afraid.
I shouldn't have to hide.
Don't AskDon't tell me to tell you what's wrong,Don't Ask3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
You don't listen when i try.
Don't ask me why i never talk,
What's the point if you don't care.
You time it,
You plan it,
You ask me when i'm fine.
Just when i am crying,
You pretend everything is alright.
Pirate EnglandXReader: Dragon! part 1You woke up in a cage, how you got in a cage you did not know. It would appear to be a cage for a very large breed of dog. You knew this because at your home your parents used something similar to train the puppies. There was only one thing on your mind that was really bugging you, how did you get here? You were sure you fell asleep in your own bed.Pirate EnglandXReader: Dragon! part 13 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
You reached through the bars and unlocked the door. It was really easy too! Did they think you were 5? That you wouldn't figure out how to get out of a pretty much unlocked cage? You were a proud 6 year old dang it! You had thumbs! Thumbs! You crawled out of the cage. You looked around and fear hit you. Your parents always told you to stay a secret and if anyone found out about your 'talents' they would surely take you away from them! Tears started to form in your eyes and fall from your now puffy red eyes. You started to say things unknowingly in your distress and proofed summoned a fire dragon. You wiped away the tears and held out your h
Reality Check: prologue*echo of the past*Reality Check: prologue3 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
"You may have any wish -name- no matter what it is I will grant it"
"At what cost?"
"A terrible, TERRIBLE PRICE!"
"Oh that isn't too bad... I have two dollars worth of quarters in my.... FUUU! one of them is a nickel! I should have checked for ridges! You wouldn't take one dollar in eighty cents would you heh heh"
"Well maybe for a kiss with"
"Oh never mind I found another quarter. I wish I could control reality!"
"Wish grated know give me two dollars!"
You sat up in your bed. That was one crazy dream last night. You knew it was a dream because giant white gryphons with hipster glasses and a top hat do not exist. Especially ones that grant wishes for only two dollars. You curled up under the covers. You really should be getting up and dressed for school. It was only 6:57, you had about 3 minutes where you can close your eyes and relax, then again you took a shower last night and actually know what cloths you are going to wear today so
Crash and BurnI hate seeing this happen to you,Crash and Burn3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The stress is making everyone crash,
You're really losing it this time,
It's scary to see you losing you're mind,
And i fear,
What will happen in a year,
Will this be over,
Will it have gotten worse.
Every time i see you,
It's like i'm watching you crash and burn,
Do you know what you're doing to me?
Do you know what you're doing to yourself?
Am i overreacting,
Or is turning into much more than we handle.
But why does everything need to crash now,
I was so excited to finally be older,
And now the world seems so vast now,
Everyone can be so ignorant.
It is driving me mad,
Trying to pretend,
You're not killing me.
Don't ask me whats wrong,
Because you'll just get angry,
Don't say you can help,
You need it more than me.