BurnNotice 01 -story-Fi my voice trailed off, pleading with her to listen to me.BurnNotice 01 -story-6 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Oh come on, Michael. Its just a little favor, she dipped her spoon into the strawberry yogurt that shed gotten from my fridge and lifted the spoon to her mouth, turning it over and sliding it out from between her lips slowly. I just stood at my door, staring at her incredulously because of her request as she leaned against my counter, her elbows resting on it comfortably.
Just a little favor? I dont even understand why you need a date, let alone why it cant be Campbell in a job like that one, I said to her honestly, folding my sunglasses and hanging them from my shirt. I walked into the room, throwing my keys onto the bar. Sharp pains shot through the right side of my ribs with every step I took. That probably had something to do with the fact that somebody had tried to blow me up less that three days prior. I winced with the first jolt of it, grab
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Tortuous waiting and less
What became of the fearless Heart?
Reality fell over you in bits and
showers of Red curl
Fall away tonight
No more places to hide
Lie back and beg the King
Make worlds divide
Drag another sunrise closer
Shining on a city of Evil
Nostalgia slanted mariachi players
excited the crowd
Caught in an unruly landslide
Mixed notes from that vulnerable
Cold blooded in this quest
Networks of Ink
decorated your Will
Never plan on coming back
The future is dripping off my teeth
Tearing StitchesAs I lay,Tearing Stitches6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Left beaten and battered,
On the side of this rough and rocky road,
Ive realized that there is
No one left to care for me
My wounds wont seem close,
The seams once so carefully stitched
Now fall apart.
Every pump of my heart,
Every pulse throbbing through my veins,
Every word spoken around me,
Every moment of my life
Reminds me of the time
When there was something
Other than hate and anger
Left within me.
Im gonna rip away my fresh stitches,
Im gonna tear these old scars open,
I'm going to let this terrible fear inside of me
Run out of me,
Pour out of my veins,
And dispose of it.
Reborn, prepared to live this new life,
Where I'll be ready to face what haunts me.
Ready to face my demons.
This time I won't lose,
I won't give up.
Leaning. Dirty words.Leaning.6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
This life you lead, is a sham.
You've let you become theirs.
Cancel out the hatred, what do you have left?
You have their hands controlling you.
Until it comes, holding the knife.
It starts the revolutions.
It cuts the strings, you fall like the puppet you are.
Cliché , clashing, you've all heard this before.
I'm speaking to a wall.
A wall of ignorance.
I write out of spite, because I know I will never pierce this.
Even with all my wit, bared.
It's not strong enough,
Too LongI can see youToo Long7 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Turn a bright smile to the world
Do they know the truth?
Late at night
When they're not there to see
Your heart changes
I can feel it
Your mind defies what they see
I can feel it burning
In the darkness
No one there to help me
Nothing there to bar
And I know you
Thinking you're the good one
Can you stand yourself?
Black light shining
In the eyes I can't look into
Will no one hear me?
Too many years I've wasted on you
Too many tears I've wasted on you
I know they won't believe me
They'll all shun what they hear
They'll refuse to hear my cries
They'll refuse to hear the truth
Because you're the golden child
You're the one they all believe
You're the one who's killed me inside.....
Take time on my own
Just sitting on the bus
People look at the girl at the back
The girl with a closed expression
Wonder what she's hiding inside
They don't know she's dying inside
They don't know she's screaming inside
They can't see that in her mind
From Drugs To I Love YouShe's not a nymphoFrom Drugs To I Love You7 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
She just likes it
She's not a whore
She's just dates shit
She doesn't sleep around
Not her fault that she's drunk
She never cheats
Cuz it's easier to dump
Well I got her now
And I'm hangin on tight
I got her attention
And I'm doin all right
At keepin her around
And keepin her straight
So what if sometimes
She's four hours late
Well it's time to meet the folks
And laugh at all of their jokes
They act like they don't know
But they're used to this game and show
Now it's gettin dark
She's walkin alone
It's way too silent
To pick up her phone
She said, It's not my fault
That you're just so damn clingy
I can't say it's not my fault
So that's what I'm singing
Cuz I got her now
And I'm hangin on tight
I got her attention
So far doin all right
At keepin her clean
And keeping her sober
But she's behind my back
When the party's over
I... can't... control her no-ow
I... can't... just can't figure ow-out
Why... I... don't leave her alo-one
Why... I... need her to kno-ow
That I lo
We're all fallen angelsI drew sidewalk wingsWe're all fallen angels7 years ago in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
in chalk and watched the shadow
wear them for you.
Fuck FuckFuck7 years ago in Academic Essays More Like This
Fuck. Fuckfuckfuckfuck fuck.
Desensitized yet? No? Well if not then go back to the top of this page and begin to read once more. If, in a matter of fact, you are capable of continuing without feeling much of anything towards such a word then please read on, because this essay holds a hell of a lot of fucks.
When I was little (yes, this starts off with personal nonsense to help you relate to the words that I spew forth o so merrily) I remembered speaking a word that actually got my arse quite a good tanning. Not the metaphorical tanning which simply implie
Flyleaf Tribute: Fully AliveFlyleaf Tribute: Fully Alive7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
To smile, and love life
this is what it means
to inhale the world.
This is life,
I'm fully alive.
Stronger than the pain around me,
but so ashamed
of all the something,
all my complaints.
Because I know those who have suffered
truly know comfort,
I'm so alive.
The pain defines me,
I believe in futures,
More than any,
more than most,
I'm fully alive,
ready to smile,
ready to live.
Harmony is Over-ratedWhy doesn't anything seem to feel right anymore?Harmony is Over-rated7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Why does everything have consequences that by far outweigh the action?
Why is my life here tainted with the regrets of being 'just another nameless face', to even my closest friends?
I grew up.
And although I despise my former naive self I can't help wishing it had never happened. Sad things only occurred to other people, I had a secure world. I was certain everything would always be exactly the same from day to day, month to month, year to year.
But I was wrong and only now do I realise it.
It feels like a demented daydream. As though I could pinch myself and wake up in a place I truly belonged. Every day is merged into the next like a seamless thread that just goes on and on.
I haven't been truly happy, just content with the fact that atleast I fit in. But even that is not enough in itself. No one really knows me, not even my closest family and friends.
They take me for granted or make thoughtless comments when I surprise them with my
Shay's bioname- ShayShay's bio8 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Species- Striped Squirrel
Best friends- Leo, Ma-chan, Bryant
Friends- Basil, Gingel, Flaky
Aqquantinces- Cuddles Giggles Toothy Lumpy Petunia Nutty Sniffles Handy The Mole Disco Bear Russell Lifty Shifty Pop Cub Cro-Marmot Mime Splendid Flippy
Hobbies- Guitar, reading, writing poems/lyrics
likes- Splendid(favorite super hero/ crush), Coffee, Guitars, gifts, Metal, Punk, rock, complements, Acshenputtel (favorite story)
Dislikes- getting haircuts, drugs, being treated like a child, being late, make-up, loneliness, rude people, liars, whores
Allergies/diseases- Asthma, allergic to cat hair
Jobs/careers- Guitarist, nurse
Personality- Shy at times , funny, greedy, self-concious, weird, nerdy
Shay is new to the Happy tree friends home, she moved with her band, Rave Romp, to try to reach new fans. When she exited from her van with her best friend L
Friendly Fuck You.Friendly Fuck You.9 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
When I see you, and greet you with a 'Fuck You',
Do not be abashed, it wasn't half assed.
It was simply a friendly fuck you.
Do not fret, and experience cold sweat.
For I am still your friend; no reason to offend.
It was simply a friendly fuck you.
CuttersThey call me a cutter.Cutters12 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Just because I release myself from the pain.
I don't know why I do it.
But people find it disgusting.
I have no reason for them to pity me.
It's not like I try to kill myself.
But the feeling it gives me.
It sets me free of the pain.
I have tried other measures,
but it doesnt compare to the relief that I get when I cut.
It may not be good for me,
or It may not be right.
But it's not right to feel the pain I feel.
Because the suffering I feel from life,
is more powerful than pain I feel from cutting.
People call me a cutter, and I am.
I admit it.
I'm not proud that I do it,
but, it is a part of me.
To.Seek.A.Voice.VI: AcheSoftly along the road of an evening light,To.Seek.A.Voice.VI: Ache5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
In twilight dim with rose, so bright,
Vivid the velvet lawn appears,
Akin to a blooming bower, it seemed.
Singing a song of right and wrong,
Of war, of Fame, of lust & pain,
I cannot Dream,
Keen for adoration,
I cannot Love
Blame my toleration,
I cannot leave this place; turning into dust,
And a desire for fairness, and just,
But if only pride I can throttle,
It's oh to bear a weary heart,
And wait for him to show me truth,
Cold reality of a maze,
Tangled with a dreary shade,
And enfold by its own vanity,
Am I dreaming, or am I not?
It is too late.
It broke my reason,
And in radiance seas the heart has gone,
In an amid gloomy abyss of seas & oceans,
Now watch me drown like a sour puppet,
With no strings to me pull me off,
Meander where once green now yellow,
I hope not, But now I KNOW*
Stand in front of me without a sound.
In twilight dim with rose, so bright,
With silent aches, no echo, no sound
Some dies with hushed cries,
with love of a lov
Insomnia-A dark nursery rhymeInsomnia-A dark nursery rhyme13 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I see you've come
to play again
lodged here in my soul so tight
turning brightness into night
please let me sleep
to never wake….
…now I lay me down to sleep
my life in tatters at my feet..
if I should Wake before I die
I pray these tattered wings can fly..
I never want to feel again
trapped here in this world so cold
where self is wrong
and Us is gold.
how i wonder why i'm here..
ReturnJust because I am deadReturn3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
does not mean I am an angel
I am far from that of an angel.
The evil men,
who kill and rape and burn for fun
shall pay for their crimes
even if I go to hell for it.
The crow shall be my guide
and my connection
to be able to make my mark
on the world that has left me behind.
I may have died
but death does not stop me
I shall stop for death
when I am ready.
For while time goes on
and the world forgets
true love is the only thing
that lasts forever.
Vengence is a welcomed thing
that stays in the heart
festering and tainting what was once pure
and slowly killing.
I died for the one I love
but death does not stop me.
For life is but a dream
that death wakes us up from.
Lost Soul FanaaLost Soul Fanaa6 years ago in Fantasy More Like This
"The day I met you, my life began
You were the sunshine of my life
You were the meaning of the world
Since I lost you, nothing has sense
I have no more fate, my destiny disappeared
I feel so cold, my heart is hurt
I'm not dead but I feel like a ghost
I am a lonely illusion of who I was to you
I wish I stop breathing
As you did, my beloved Syld
Without you I have no soul,
Not any more reason to live
I miss you so desperately
I'd give my all to offer you a rebirth
Or to rejoin you anywhere you are
Until the end of time my angel
I am yours for eternity"
"Le soleil s'est levé, j'y ai reconnu ton visage
C'est ton existence qui a illuminé le monde
Il a perdu tout sens, maintenant que tu n'es plus
Ma destinée s'est effacée, mon chemin a disparu
L'intense douleur en mon cur me ravage
Me glace, me brise, m'écorche et me déchire
Je voudrais comme toi cesser de respirer
En te perdant j'ai égaré mon âme, ma Foi
Et toute raison de