Fiction and RealitySpiraling into my own little Hell,
Nightmares coming true,
fears alive and hunting me,
Death will not come,
Tortured within my own mind,
being psychologically broken down,
There is no escape,
Hope has long since retreated,
Faith broken long ago,
My mind shattered a long time past.
This darkness never ends,
The screams echo in my head,
the pain unbearable,
I won't make it out alive,
I won't make it out at all,
It has me in its grasp,
never loosening its grip,
I am the prize
Forever here ill dwell,
Fiction has become reality.
StoriesWaking,Stories3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The story of each day.
The story of our lives.
The story of this world.
The story of death.
HuntedNowhere to go,Hunted4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Nowhere to hide,
It stalks me like an experienced hunter,
It looms over my shoulder like a shadow,
It plays its game with me endlessly,
It has me caught; i cannot escape,
It has claimed many; none are released,
It leaves you cold, blank, unmoving,
It fears none and claims all,
It has me caught and my fate has come.
FearFear.Fear3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
It controls us.
Stops us from chasing our dreams.
Causes us to live in solitude, away from potential pain and also happiness.
A fear of heights is illogical; it's the fear of falling that scares us.
A fear of water is irrational; it's the fear of drowning that consumes us.
A fear of a dangerous animal is unfounded, it's the fear of pain if we're attacked that frightens us.
Our main fear is of fear itself. This is true.
But what causes fear itself?
The unexpected, the unidentified, the unfamiliar, the mysterious, the unexplained.
This is genuine fear, for how can we not be frightened of things we do not know?
MisunderstandingsI wish people would understand,Misunderstandings4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
That I don't understand either,
So how can sanity still be intact?
It's not. Don't doubt. But I do.
So the insanity continues.
CryCry for the living,Cry3 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Shed a tear for the dead.
Cry for the words that are left unsaid.
Cry for the children,
They'll grow up so fast.
Cry because their innocence won't last.
Cry for your soul,
It's darkened with sin.
Cry because life's a game you'll never win.
Cry for the elderly,
Their bodies are weak.
Cry because death is what we all seek.
Cry for the lovers,
Even the ones with a ring.
Cry because love always goes with a sting.
Cry for the future,
Shed a tear for the past.
Smile because life can't forever last.
SilenceScreaming scalds the sins of skin,Silence2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Into interrupted ideals of imagined importance.
Liberate the lived literature learned in limb.
Endure, emulate, and enlighten early,
Naught for nerves, nor nearing night,
Crave the ceaseless command clearly.
Earning enunciation for enviable ease.
THE OPPOSITE/EVIL YOU CONTEST CLOSEDTHAT'S RIGHT TIME'S UP THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO ENTEREDTHE OPPOSITE/EVIL YOU CONTEST CLOSED1 year ago in Personal More Like This
First of all, ANYONE IS ALLOWED TO ENTER:iconcelebration1plz::iconcelebration2plz:
:iconsqueeeeplz: I am happy to announce that I finally found a theme that struck me as comfortable and unused.
The theme is simple enough: draw an opposite you. Bonus points if they're evil :icontamakowinkplz: You can also be in the picture, to show case the differences.
How to enter Once you have finished your drawing, comment the link down below, and I will put it up.
<da:thumb id="406090921"> Stuff that is allowed:
Second PlaceFriends, a best friendSecond Place4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
A's, and A+
Am I always destined for second place?
Making others happy;
as opposed to my own happiness
Tell me where the talent lies,
If there is any at all.
Chapter 1 - Old and NewChapter 1 - Old and New5 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Sunlight seeps through the cracks and crevices in the stone obelisks.
The light distorts as it collides with the opaque nebulas. Red. Ruby. Crimson; as the luminescence bounces off the stone cold walls. Water surrounds the conurbation of old and new; forming black shadows on the stagnant wash below.
The connecting veins of the city are full of the hustle and bustle of the mundane ways; carrying the cells of life. Antagonistic technology lives in perfect harmony, throughout the civilised metropolis. River life contrasts against the constant commotion of the city life.
Lifeless Motionless nothingness.
Factories far in the distance churn out clouds of thick, congealed soot; which covers the conurbation in black.
Down in the heart of the conurbation, the soul flows through the streets.
People walk, talk; going from place to place. As the distant incandescent wa
The CycleTimes are changing,The Cycle3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The world is moving,
Death is climbing,
Earth keeps revolving,
Every life affected,
People are dying,
Chances are slim,
Hope is fighting,
Life is surging,
Fate controls all,
We all shall die,
Destinations are ours to choose,
Heaven or Hell shall be our reward.
Love IsMe: Love is a fire that burns from within,Love Is4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Love isa passion you may never know again,
Love is a hope that lives eternally,
Love is you and that means everything.
Summer: Love is a gift that everyone gives,
Love is one thing you can't live without,
Love is the other word for hope,
Love is what keeps me going.
Me:Love is the laughter we share,
Love is the memories we've made,
Love is the song our hearts sing,
Love is our lives intertwined by fate.
Summer:Love is always around you,
Love is never leaves you in the dark,
Love brings life into the world,
Love never leaves you alone in life.
Me: Love is a song the whole world knows,
Love is a friend in time of need,
Love is the very air we breathe,
Love is a gift i share with you.
Summer: Love is the smile i give you,
Love is what you give me,
Love lasts forever,
Love is always in your heart.
All I Am Is NothingThe way the curtains flowAll I Am Is Nothing3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
o u t w a r d
In the wind,
Like ghosts slipping in and out of worlds.
The way the darkness slowly
Casting its black sheet
over our eyes
Everything in this house
Two HeartsTwo hearts beating as one,Two Hearts3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Two souls joined together,
Completely in love.
Two people giving everything,
Two lives bound together,
Giving all to the other.
Two lovers living happily,
Two sparks are one flame,
Neither can live without the other.
ToxicA breeze blows through the air,Toxic4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Death and decay surrounds everything,
The only living thing is the air itself,
Only the wind moves,
No green is on the trees leaves,
The ground itself is only shades of gray,
A stream of black sits unmoving on the earth,
Fish float on dark green waters,
The world is dark, dead, bleak,
Red spots splatter the ground,
Yellowish skeletons are everywhere,
The only color is the air's green hue,
The air is filled with heaviness and despair,
This is the result of our thirst for power,
Humanity will be its own undoing,
Peace never seems to last,
Always men rushing off to war,
Bombs, guns, fires, death,
Children crying for lost parents,
War touches everything and everyone,
None are left unscathed,
We are the harbringers of our doom,
We are the makers of our destruction.
Dreamy Feelings©lonewolfpuppyDreamy Feelings4 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Almost in grasp.
One last taste...
GraceMother, eighty-four, took UncleGrace2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
James for a ride yesterday.
Drove her brother to the cemetery
To visit Daddy and Mike.
After, she called their flowers lovely,
Then asked, "Where's Daddy?
Where is my Husband?"
For the first time in fifteen years
I dream of Mike, him driving up
In Mother's big Oldsmobile,
Then waiting. We talk, he nods.
Now, I realize he has come
For Mother. As the old ones say
To take her home. I go to her
Bed, grab her hand. I'm waking,
Mother's hand cooling in mine.
April 15, 2009
Today, my little sister and I
Will go to select a coffin
For Mother. Eighteen years ago,
I went with Mother to choose
Mike's. Yesterday, my Mother died.
Like a kaleidoscope twisted,
And twisted, the world
Broken, scattered bits of glass.
Coloring Contest!Coloring Contest!1 year ago in Personal More Like This
to celebrate the debut of my first coloring book, "coloring with your octopus" published by baby tattoo books i am hosting a contest here on deviant art. the grand prize is a signed copy of my coloring book with an original hand colored image by me inside! the rules are simple: just download any of these hires images, (you can either print them out or color them digitally) when you are done, upload your work and be sure to add the tags, #briankesinger and #ottoandvictoria. please do not remove any of the text or copyright information from the page and most importantly have fun. to give people a fair chance, there will be three age group categories and a winner from each category age 3-12, age 13-17 and 18+
the deadline for entries is august 18th, i can't wait to see what you all come up with!
DeathDeath's not sleeping,Death3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Death is moving,
Death's not freezing,
Death is burning,
Death's not lying,
Death is walking,
Death's not dying,
Death is hoping,
Death's not staring,
Death is seeing,
Death's not falling,
Death is rising,
Death's not black,
Death is color,
Death's not the end,
Death is the beginning.
Reaching OutSurrounded by darkness,Reaching Out4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Falling down deeper and deeper,
No one to save me,
I am alone.
A light at the end,
Barely there; almost fading,
Reaching out for me,
I have hope.
A shadow in the light,
Hands reaching out for me,
Grasping at my soul,
I am wanted.
A heart beating again,
Almost dead but alive,
Struggling to contain itself,
I know love.
Blood Ties Part 1Dante sat facing the door of the torture chamber, swinging the Glock 17 from an index finger as he worked out what he would say to his parents when they came home.Blood Ties Part 13 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
No. Those-- those monsters-- are not my parents, he reminded himself. They killed my real parents, then kidnapped me like dingoes from folklore. Tears stung his eyes, but he wiped them away. He couldn't cry now; they would be home soon, and if he showed any signs of weakness when he confronted them, it would all be over. The gun felt heavy in his hand, the cool metal long since made warm and slick with his nervous sweat. Even if he did manage to get the drop on them, they were still trained professionals; they'd killed far more dangerous targets than a ten-year-old with a handgun, at least. In all probability, he was going to be the one to die today.
He whorled the swivel chair back to face the stainless steel desk and reopened the laptop he'd brought into the sub-basement along with the toolkit he used to bypass the securit
DisconnectedDisconnectedDisconnected3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Vital ties are broken,
And she cannot
Renew or fix
What has fallen apart.
Her mind is slipping away
And she fears nothing more..
Then losing it for good.
Losing her flimsy grip..
What if it's all just..
Made to take away..
The impact, the pain.
is it all just built on lies?
Is she really loved,
Does anyone really even..
She feels isolated
But no one but herself.
She's lost control.
Now spiraling away
Her needs grow in intensity.
She desires blood
Just a reason,
She needs a reason.
To tear herself to ribbons.
To make scars that last forever.
She deserves it.
Such a horrible person,
That everything good
Built on insubstantial grounds.
That have the tendency to,
Who is this girl?
Consumed by the demons
That she tries so hard to fight.
Sharp metal in the battle against
She is losing.
*The NameGame is CONCLUDED AT LAST! :D:iconemptyspaceplz:*The NameGame is CONCLUDED AT LAST! :D3 years ago in Personal More Like This
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UntitledI smile when it rains,Untitled3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
It drives away the black passion and the scarlet pain,
Tearing up my white flesh again and again.
It's the only thing that keeps me sane,
When everything else is driving me insane.
I smile when it snows,
It covers up these ruby scars that will forever show,
Hiding silver marks on golden skin I know.
It's an antidote to this shade misery that flows,
When everyone tries to deduce my glow.