RejectionDon't try to hideRejection5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
From what you can't ignore
If you close your eyes
You better be sure
It's not worth your time
Unless you find a cure
Just try to look inside
Take your final tour
Walk down the halls
Remember what you see
You say you got it all
But you're without me
Rejection against your wall
I only feel the sting
On the floor I crawl
As you walk out and leave
Waiting For DeathWaiting on a wooden bridgeWaiting For Death5 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Standing under the moon
You said you would meet me
And you better be here soon
The rain is falling softly
But it won't disguise my tears
I need you to take me away
Please make it quick, my dear
Cover me in your black cloak
And lay me down to sleep
I'll lose my thoughts and torment
But my restless soul I'll keep
Kiss my lips softly
Until I become cold and pale
Just awaken me sweetly
From this place that I call hell
Now I see you approaching
A dark figure out of the mist
Your scythe sits on your shoulder
It's a sight I can't resist
As you walk ever closer
I see your distorted face
I'm screaming inside with agony
While I crave your dark embrace
Suddenly you're next to me
And then I feel the pain
My red blood surrounds us
After you pull out the blade
This isn't like I thought it would be
It's all come out so wrong
I dreamt up an illusion
Some imaginary song
Then I close my eyes
And fall into the burning fire
Yet, for some reason
You still fill me with desire
Was there much pain?Was there much pain?Was there much pain?5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
In the end, you couldn't tell.
As your heart beat slowed,
Taking your warmth with it,
On it's way out.
Your eyes grew heavy,
Half-lidded, they sought me,
I was there, beside you,
Holding your cold hand,
But you couldn't see me.
As your last neurons fire,
Your life is spent at last.
In that final moment,
Was there much pain?
A Dance in the RainUnder the rain,A Dance in the Rain5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
My fury and pain
Will vanish, evaporate, wash away.
Under the moist, misty air,
I have not one single care,
As I dance to a wordless tune.
My toes tip! tap! tatter!
To words that don't matter,
For I know this will all end soon.
But I need not worry,
For I'm not in a hurry
Let the raindrops carry me home.
For when the sky's tears subdue,
I will think of you,
And then not feel so alone <3
Through Windows and DoorsBreak away,Through Windows and Doors5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Into a million pieces,
A million birds flying on the wind.
Escape the mundane, through windows and doors.
Shed the shackles that hold you in place.
Clamor into the silence,
Shatter the oppression of noiselessness.
Breech the surface, turn the key,
Unwrap the bindings and let life breath.
Pick the locks on the doors of the prisons when the guards won't listen.
Set the flame and let it engulf your heart.
A Heart Like MineIt's true that I'm strong,A Heart Like Mine7 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
but there's only so much I can take
before even a heart like mine
Pushed to the edge
time after time again...
who do you think you are?
You, who call me "friend."
I'm just so sick,
so tired of the abuse.
All of this emotional SHIT that
you don't know you're putting me through.
So I'll just stand here.
What else can I do?
You who call me "friend,"
where your promises ever true?
It's true I used to be strong,
but now I begin to break.
There's only so much disappointment
a heart like mine can take.
"Eros""Eros"4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
We deconstructed our bodies and then put ourselves together in different shape.
You were a soft velvet deer and I came out a white wolf.
We dressed in each other's skin and the clothes felt warm but somehow strange...
I remember the next morning... the taste of your breasts remained sweet in my hands.
Your contracting thigh muscle is still the best part of my lips. I can feel its taste every time my tongue wanders outside in search of you.
I kept a few strands from your hair, close to my left ear. They whisper of late summer winds and of love that will never be.
In the distance the cranes have already started to migrate. The cherry trees have blossomed but there is no one here to rejoice in their red perfume.
It's winter again.
when the world goes numbsome timewhen the world goes numb6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
when the world goes numb
between the ocean -
and gentle frothing foam
when the rays of light hesitate
to kiss its surface
in the setting
light becomes a paraplex
Sex.I lied.Sex.5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
This isn't about love-making.
Or anything irrational.
This is about you...
About how you're my first thought waking up...
And my last before escaping into a deep, dark abyss called sleep.
This isn't about sex.
Or anything related to that.
This is about my heart, intertwined with yours.
Our hearts, as one...
About the butterflies you give me every time you say a single vowel,
And when i'm with you, the logic just d i s a p p e a r s.
Coffee EyesCoffee eyes rove over cream skin,Coffee Eyes5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Picking up every freckle,
Saving each nuance for later.
Pocketing memories so sweet.
Chocolate fingers whisper softly,
Dancing across tender flesh,
Memorizing the texture of love.
Born with WingsBorn with Wings3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I can't keep up with this longing suffering,
Crawling down in this endless road,
With pain on my knees,
I just can't take this
I know, paradise isn't far enough,
So I can't excuse myself from not working tough,
I was born to fly,
Among all those clouds in the sky
Rain may fall on my head,
Wind may blow against my way,
But with this pair of wings that He gave me,
I shall rise every day
RustMove into meRust5 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Against all the odds
Find a spaceship to carry these sick needs
Watch as they cry, glorified
Cracks in the dust
Watch our hearts sweat and turn to rust
Watch as they die
A nice night to die
A nice night for hell
And we scream, yeah
We burn like violins and While we rust
Our bodies turn to dust
yeah, I'll forget the morning then
yeah, I'll remember the deal we made then
said we had it made it then?
Yeah, well I'll forget this bullshit then!
It's too late to
Confiscate and hide
Unclassified, controlling all your lies
Corrupting all we sought
It only counts if we get caught
A nice night to die
A nice night for hell
And we scream, yeah
We burn like violins
And while we lust
Our bodies turn to rust
WallsBrick by BrickWalls5 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Stone by stone
The wall grows a little more
And I'm all the more alone
A window here
And a window there
To glimpse at the open fields
And pretend I'm not here
Now the roof appears
I'm all closed in
Time to say goodbye world
And trap the thoughts within
Metaphors for a Lover (auf Deutsch)Metaphern für den LiebendenMetaphors for a Lover (auf Deutsch)2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Ein immerwährendes wütendes Feuer ziert deine Schultern,
wie ein heißer Wasserfall deinen Rücken hinunterfallend
und seinen Tanz nur unterbrechend, wenn es aus der Bahn gerät.
Ich sehe eine Wiese in deinen Augen,
die aufgehende Sonne über den Ebenen tiefen Grüns
und sich in diesen endlosen Feldern verlierend.
Das leise Klackern deiner Füße bei der Berührung mit Steinen
Ist Musik in meinen arglosen Ohren,
plötzlich gewarnt durch deine unüblich leise Annäherung.
Dein immerfort perlendes Lächeln begeistert das meine,
so selten dies auch ist und nicht annähernd so prachtvoll,
nicht annähernd so schön oder wunderbar wie deins.
Trotzdem hältst du es weiter mit mir aus,
einer einfachen Sterblichen verglichen mit dieser großen Göttin
dieser allmächtigen Inkarnation feuriger Schönheit.
ThoughtsLost.......Broken.......Faded away.......Thoughts5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Memories.......My memories......Lost, broken and faded away.......
Time stands still.......Who am I?........What happened?.......Something's gone...
Can't remember........Someone Help ME!!!.........
The room is spinning.......A hand........A face.......Whose?.......
Frustration, agony and fear........
It stops........A hand, a face. Not mine......Who are you?.......
I can't remember........Do I know you?.....You smile.....
A touch.....You take my hand.......We walk away........
Safety, happiness and love.....
I smile back........With you I'll stay.....
The Forgotten BirdWhat a shameThe Forgotten Bird5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Such a shame
The damned canary
Has grown tame
It spends its days
Doing everything the same
Eating, drinking and pooping
Until that one moment came
The mosters left
With the door ajar
Leaping on the chance
To fly somewhere far
For one side of the cage
Back to the other
Interacting with the monsters
It didn't even bother
This one opportunity
It didn't pass by
Getting out of the prison
So it could truely fly
Those dusty wings nearly forgot
What it felt like to fly
Now it can sing truthfully
About soaring through the sky
Love LetterBaby I need you hereLove Letter7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Although, I shouldnt be so selfish
Thinking of me all the time
You have your own life to lead
Im sorry but youre a huge part of mine
If you were to ever leave me
I may not survive
And Im not saying this to make you stay
Because if you didnt love me
Id want you to go
You deserve to be happy
Just a shame that it wouldnt be with me
I guess I may eventually work it out
Figure who I was and what Im here for
Because right now Im living for you
I wait for the time you come to my door
And when you dont
When you have to work
Or spend your time with another
Im here missing you
Im just the girl with the heart condition
The one who you are never sure
If the weight she has around her waist
Is her own fault or due to her ongoing illness?
When Im with you
Im beautiful, happy, and proud
The girl that I should be
So please dont be mad
Because I was lonely this morning
And I found c