Waiting For DeathWaiting on a wooden bridgeWaiting For Death5 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Standing under the moon
You said you would meet me
And you better be here soon
The rain is falling softly
But it won't disguise my tears
I need you to take me away
Please make it quick, my dear
Cover me in your black cloak
And lay me down to sleep
I'll lose my thoughts and torment
But my restless soul I'll keep
Kiss my lips softly
Until I become cold and pale
Just awaken me sweetly
From this place that I call hell
Now I see you approaching
A dark figure out of the mist
Your scythe sits on your shoulder
It's a sight I can't resist
As you walk ever closer
I see your distorted face
I'm screaming inside with agony
While I crave your dark embrace
Suddenly you're next to me
And then I feel the pain
My red blood surrounds us
After you pull out the blade
This isn't like I thought it would be
It's all come out so wrong
I dreamt up an illusion
Some imaginary song
Then I close my eyes
And fall into the burning fire
Yet, for some reason
You still fill me with desire
Was there much pain?Was there much pain?Was there much pain?5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
In the end, you couldn't tell.
As your heart beat slowed,
Taking your warmth with it,
On it's way out.
Your eyes grew heavy,
Half-lidded, they sought me,
I was there, beside you,
Holding your cold hand,
But you couldn't see me.
As your last neurons fire,
Your life is spent at last.
In that final moment,
Was there much pain?
RejectionDon't try to hideRejection5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
From what you can't ignore
If you close your eyes
You better be sure
It's not worth your time
Unless you find a cure
Just try to look inside
Take your final tour
Walk down the halls
Remember what you see
You say you got it all
But you're without me
Rejection against your wall
I only feel the sting
On the floor I crawl
As you walk out and leave
A Dance in the RainUnder the rain,A Dance in the Rain5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
My fury and pain
Will vanish, evaporate, wash away.
Under the moist, misty air,
I have not one single care,
As I dance to a wordless tune.
My toes tip! tap! tatter!
To words that don't matter,
For I know this will all end soon.
But I need not worry,
For I'm not in a hurry
Let the raindrops carry me home.
For when the sky's tears subdue,
I will think of you,
And then not feel so alone <3
Through Windows and DoorsBreak away,Through Windows and Doors5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Into a million pieces,
A million birds flying on the wind.
Escape the mundane, through windows and doors.
Shed the shackles that hold you in place.
Clamor into the silence,
Shatter the oppression of noiselessness.
Breech the surface, turn the key,
Unwrap the bindings and let life breath.
Pick the locks on the doors of the prisons when the guards won't listen.
Set the flame and let it engulf your heart.
This is confusionI love you so fucking much,This is confusion5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
But I hate you so much more,
I try to escape from your clutch,
But I never make it out the door,
You're kisses so toxic,
The kisses I adore,
But they can be like poison,
I don't want them anymore!
Your eyes make me melt,
But your voice makes me stiff,
All these feelings I've felt,
And only you can stop this,
I want to destroy you,
But I want you as mine,
Can't you see what you do?
Or have you been blind all this time?
Please stop doing this to me...
Listen for once,
As I plea for my sanity,
And pray for your absence.
Coffee EyesCoffee eyes rove over cream skin,Coffee Eyes5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Picking up every freckle,
Saving each nuance for later.
Pocketing memories so sweet.
Chocolate fingers whisper softly,
Dancing across tender flesh,
Memorizing the texture of love.
Born with WingsBorn with Wings3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I can't keep up with this longing suffering,
Crawling down in this endless road,
With pain on my knees,
I just can't take this
I know, paradise isn't far enough,
So I can't excuse myself from not working tough,
I was born to fly,
Among all those clouds in the sky
Rain may fall on my head,
Wind may blow against my way,
But with this pair of wings that He gave me,
I shall rise every day
ChainedChained to a wall of darknessChained5 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I can see the light above
Left in repeated broken dreams
Craving the air I'm deprived of
But I'm not going this alone
You're chained here as well
Shadows walk among us
You comfort me in this hell
You catch my blackened tears
I warm your freezing heart
Perfect in a messed up way
Always together when we fall apart
WallsBrick by BrickWalls5 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Stone by stone
The wall grows a little more
And I'm all the more alone
A window here
And a window there
To glimpse at the open fields
And pretend I'm not here
Now the roof appears
I'm all closed in
Time to say goodbye world
And trap the thoughts within
ThoughtsLost.......Broken.......Faded away.......Thoughts5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Memories.......My memories......Lost, broken and faded away.......
Time stands still.......Who am I?........What happened?.......Something's gone...
Can't remember........Someone Help ME!!!.........
The room is spinning.......A hand........A face.......Whose?.......
Frustration, agony and fear........
It stops........A hand, a face. Not mine......Who are you?.......
I can't remember........Do I know you?.....You smile.....
A touch.....You take my hand.......We walk away........
Safety, happiness and love.....
I smile back........With you I'll stay.....
A Heart Like MineIt's true that I'm strong,A Heart Like Mine6 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
but there's only so much I can take
before even a heart like mine
Pushed to the edge
time after time again...
who do you think you are?
You, who call me "friend."
I'm just so sick,
so tired of the abuse.
All of this emotional SHIT that
you don't know you're putting me through.
So I'll just stand here.
What else can I do?
You who call me "friend,"
where your promises ever true?
It's true I used to be strong,
but now I begin to break.
There's only so much disappointment
a heart like mine can take.
Long Letters, Make PoemsI have been here before,Long Letters, Make Poems5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
a long time ago,
when we were happy,
and we swear our love.
Love was our fuel,
it ended dying with our last kiss,
not matter what i did,
you ended forgetting bout me.
You were my hope,
my light in the dark,
a sweet sound to make me shine,
i cant believe that you send me to fly.
Why you let me alone in the dark,
wasn't I enough for you?
or simple you never loved me enough?
i will never know why left me out of your life.
Have you think about me?
have you missed me?
have you ever wish for me?
have you been love as i loved you with all my will?
You and only you will cure my heart,
longing for you my sickness has become,
in words i try to hide even if it is never enough,
i will run as far as i can just to escape from your eyes.
Forsaken in this place i am,
not a man but a doll of what i was,
a shadow just hiding in the dark,
how fool i have been to give you my all.
Me, I and myself all of us love you as well,
pretty feelings i try to write,
sadly hate is all i have,
To Who I Was:If life hit you hard, fall, but stand tall,To Who I Was:5 years ago in Philosophical More Like This
If everything seem lost, go back to rise once more,
if you who is lost don't know where to go, open you arms and embrace the love,
if love fail you and don't know what to hold, use your anger and face the world.
French KissingUsFrench Kissing4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
You are me
Let us not perish in this kiss.
I touch my body to your hands.
Steer me under
the moon is blinded
by the rising sun, we lift
hips and knees and heels.
that curls and falls across the pillow.
Live in me, breathe me in.
Devour all my strawberry skin.
I crawl across
Egypt's cotton to touch
the maze of freckles on your head
with earthquake fingertips.
Grasp me for balance,
but we tumble, twisting in the wind.
Sleeping InsaneHow can I sleep,Sleeping Insane7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The night has just begun,
How can you weep,
For the night is still so young!
My brain in chains,
My thoughts all disarranged,
Watching the clock,
holding the knife,
Waiting for the epoch,
the most memorable time of my life,
thats the taste of your lips,
I listen to your heartbeat,
I listen as your blood drips,
Can you feel my love,
Digging deep inside you?
Piercing like a knife,
permanent like a tattoo,
I'm not afraid of dying,
I'm just afraid of losing you,
I'm not one for lying,
I swear I'm being true,
Obsession takes over,
Insanity kicks in,
Why can't I stay sober,
When will love win?~
Broken is BetterBroken hearts they never mendBroken is Better5 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Bruised and tattered they beat within
Twisting and changing with every sin
Dealt or received they warp and bend
Until the day they feel nothing at all
No more pain
No more falls
No need for forgiveness
No way to forget
Too many wrongs
But a broken heart
Doesn't just quit
There's a longing
To feel something again
Because broken is better
Is something we miss
Sometimes. SometimesSometimes.5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Sometimes, the only thing I do is cry, the pain never leaves.
I find new ones, but they only last for a moments time.
This interior pain I feel inside, always stays,
Not to ever leave, just to linger, with no delays.
The pills only numb the situation.
I don't want to awake.
Sometimes I lay down,
I fix my arms crossed over my chest,
close my eyes,
and dream of dying.
My face is soaked from the salty streams, eyes burning relentlessly.
My head is so warm, lungs nailing notches of pain.
I'm just so exhausted, from crying and life.
Not just any life, my life.
Do I even have a real purpose?
Or is it to suffer just?
Sometimes I wonder.
ChainsChainsChains5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Pierce the heart, damn the mind
Love can make a person blind.
Loss of nerve, loss of speech
The sight of you just makes me weak.
The hint of your sent sends me reeling,
And I can't stand the pain I'm feeling.
I put myself out, everything on the line,
And you've shown me I can't make you mine.
You never were good for me
But that's so very hard to see
When all I want is you and me
Forever till eternity.
I think, perhaps, I'll ne'er be free
The chains of love have captured me.