Crystal Blue PersuasionDean gritted his teeth as he dug the tweezers deep into his shoulder. He had already drunk most of a bottle of whiskey, but it hadn't done much to neutralize the pain of the bullet that had been lodged in there. The bumps in the road weren't helping much either and as they jostled over them he couldn't help but swear at Jon, who was driving at the time.Crystal Blue Persuasion3 years ago in Drama More Like This
He hated Croats, they were a pain to fight, but it seemed that the soldiers were even worse. After all of this time, the Croats had started to get dumb, losing the knowledge to use firearms. No, it was the soldiers who you had to look at for.
Dean grunted loudly, trying not to scream in pain as he pulled the bullet out and chased the pain with the remainder of the bottle. They were trying to save as much of the stuff as they could, but this was close to an emergency.
He wrapped the wound with some of the gauze that they kept in the truck. It needed to be sewn up, but that would have to wait. They didn't carry that good of supplies in th
Protect Me From What I WantSam walked slowly, but he didn't want to walk at all. His hand tightly gripping the fiery ache in his side he forced himself forward. He couldn't stop. He had to keep going. He had to find Dean. Dean would know what to do. There was a line in his head and he kept repeating it, using it to drive himself forward. It was a simple line and soon it became a montra.Protect Me From What I Want3 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
"It doesn't matter how slowly you go, as long as you do not stop."
The pressure that he was applying wasn't enough, his blood was still dripping from between his long fingers, soaking though both of his shirts and his jackets. He didn't know why he wore so much stuff. It was too hot. If he had the strength to he would have been stripping the layers off but in the back of his mind he remembered that overheated was a symptom of blood loss.
Dean was ahead of him, lying face first on the cement. He wasn't moving. Sam's pace quickened, taking him to his brothers side. He was bleeding just as badly as Sam was, but he was alive. This sh
You're Not AloneDean's finger traced along the edge of the scar on his shoulder and he shivered as the difference in texture raised goose bumps on his flesh. He hated it, the raised handprint. It made him feel like he had been claimed, branded, by Cas and he didn't like how it made the women he shared one night stands with questionable. He couldn't explain it to them. He'd started having sex with his clothes on just to avoid them staring at it.You're Not Alone3 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
He turned to Castiel, who was standing in the doorway, swaying slightly as he rarely did, usually when he had somewhere else he had to be but was remaining since Dean had called him there and had not yet said why.
"So, uh." He didn't know how to say it and the angel was just standing there, staring at him, "This scar. I was wondering if you could, y'know, get rid of it?"
Cas tilted his head at that, stepping forward, "The one from Hell."
He reached out and rested his hand on the red skin, so smooth under his calloused hands. There was a hint of emotion
Show MeIt started as simple as metal on flesh as blood on skin, as teeth on cracked lips.Show Me3 years ago in Drama More Like This
It started as hard as a need for control, for lack of help, for the isolation of time.
Castiel knew that no matter what he did, he would never belong. He did not belong to Heaven for he had caused too many atrocities there to ever be welcomed back. He did not belong to Earth as he did not know how to act like the people there. He did not belong to the Winchesters as he could see it in their faces how strange he was, how lost. He tried to make jokes, tried to be human, tried to show emotions, but they only made him more of an outsider. He was trying too hard.
His Grace was no longer his own, his body had never been. He had no control over what was happening, his Grace weak and flickering inside of him instead of shining like the beacon it had once been. His body had been used by so many that he no longer felt like he fit in it, it was stretched and no longer as responsive as it had been when Jimmy had fir
A Real Smile - Destiel - Ch.1A Real Smile - Destiel - Ch.13 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
SPOILER WARNING!!!! DO NOT READ IF YOU HAVE NOT SEEN ALL OF SEASON 5 UNLESS YOU'RE COOL WITH SPOILERS!
UNECESSARY SECOND WARNING: Involves some kissy kissy shnuggles and stuff (though not in great detail and not too much of the stuff.... also, none of any of those things are in this particular part...)
Imagine a world where Sam had never thought of saying yes to Lucifer and jumping in. A world where one little idea never popped into the younger Winchester's head. In this world, the brothers tried to simply trick Lucifer, to push him into his cage. In this world, Castiel never lost all of his powers. He could only travel by himself though and was basically powerless. Cas never came back to them after he helped them get to Adam. Cas made one little phone call, refusing to help, before he took off.
This is the first time that Dean has seen the angel since he carved that Sigil into his chest.
Dean heard the familiar thudding of wings and knew that
ScatterbrainWhatever that thing in the bathroom was, it was laughing at them. Dean had stopped trying to reason with it, it was too weird, seeing it in his friend's body. That wasn't the case for Sam though. Whenever the manic laughter subsided he would knock, see if the things had faded away and if he could get a word in with one of the proper inhabitants.Scatterbrain3 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Cas was strong, his Grace giving him the ability to fight the thing from the inside, take control of his body once more. He was losing though, exhausted, and the thing inside had his body longer each time. Sometimes when it faded it wasn't even Cas who came back through, but Jimmy. He would scream and cry and rake at the walls, trying anything to get rid of the thing burning away at his insides. Dean just hoped that he hadn't left any weapons in there, so Jimmy couldn't try to cut the thing out.
The laughing died down and Sam knocked on the door. "Cas?" he called, hoping that he'd get a gruff response.
He didn't. The voice was high pitched and
No One Said it Would be EasyRaphael. He, she, Dean didn't know the proper pronouns, was standing just a few feet away from him, back turned. How easy it would be, for him to just walk up and stab the junkless dick in the back and be done with it, if only he had an angel blade. Just one motion and it would all be over, the war in heaven, the excuse Cas was using to stay so far away. Dean knew why he was really hiding away. Dean had kissed him, he hadn't even thought about it, just closed a few small inches, and touched Cas's lips with his own. Cas said that he couldn't and then vanished, so Dan was pretty sure that Cas wasn't into it. Neither was Dean, it was just an accident, but still, he missed the little nerd being beside him.No One Said it Would be Easy3 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
"I brought you a gift." Raphael coolly said.
Dean shifted his weight, wishing he at least had some holy oil or something. "Oh?"
"You wish to see Castiel's true form, isn't that right?" Raphael finally turned to see him look at him. Dean suddenly felt small, so very small, beneath the pow
Coffee Break"Here," Dean said, setting down the coffee cup. Cas looked at it.Coffee Break3 years ago in Humor More Like This
"It's coffee," Dean said, raising his eyebrows. "You ordered it. You're supposed to drink it ?"
"I know what it is," Cas said sharply. "I'm intelligent. I just"
Dean sat down at the small table, his legs accidentally knocking into Castiel's. He grimaced. "Fucking small smartass college coffee"
"I'm just not sure how caffeine will affect Jimmy," Cas finished.
Dean looked up at him. "Oh, yeah, your vessel. Well caffeine makes you more hyper? I don't know, I always preferred a bit of liquid courage over liquid yappy dog."
"That doesn't make sense, courage is a trait and a yappy dog is an animal, how are those even comparable to liquids or to each other?" Cas said.
Dean looked at Cas. "Just drink your damn coffee," he retorted.
"How long is Sam going to be busy, anyway," Cas said, cau
When Past and Future CollideCastiel didn't notice the lessening of his power after his brothers left the Earth. He was already fairly weak by that point, barely enough power to function as Dean's angel-taxi. But, about halfway through 2010, with the whole world a warzone, Cas had to admit that he was no longer an angel. He was human and powerless. Vulnerable in this world where even children were taught to carry guns and shoot without question.When Past and Future Collide3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
He dreaded telling Dean, exposing his own uselessness to the hunter who needed him. Cas was the only person Dean had left after he and Sam had split up. Which had been done for the world's sake but was now meaningless. Like so much else. Finally, after a particularly harrowing battle, Cas had to tell the truth.
"I... I can't, Dean," Cas admitted, staring the at the floor. "I can't heal anyone anymore. My powers are all gone."
"So, you're a baby in a trenchcoat again?" Dean asked, his voice rising in anger. "You are a human now?" Cas nodded slowly, unable to meet Dea
Me~*~Tease Me~*~Me3 years ago in Romance More Like This
Fingers skimming over skin, hitting all the right places making him moan out. Nips and playful licks placed over the sweat slicked skin following the fingers. Moans and soft whimpers fill the darkening room as more teasing caresses are placed. Always so close, but never enough for real contact.
Lips mold against one another's softly at first, then pressing harder and more passionate. Tongues play together in a tangle as the elders hands tangle in shaggy dark brown hair, pulling him closer. Teeth meet the younger's bottom lip sensually, eliciting a plethora of moans, whimper and gasps. Their lips met again, slightly more frenzied, yet still slow and smoldering.
Dean was never really one for touchy feely things, his no chick flick moment held, even harder it seemed at times. There were points when he would let Sam talk him into doing slightly girly things though.
BlindIs the world blind?Blind4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Has everyone been put to sleep?
Can they not see the soul that is inside?
Does the eye not look beyond the words and see the real meaning?
Can people not see that others need help?
Can everyone not open up their eyes and see lives for what they really are?
Does anyone truely wish to see?
Or maybe those who wish not to see can never see...
29. Happiness“We-we’re back!” Sora exclaimed, smiling up at the redhead.29. Happiness4 years ago in Romance More Like This
“You’re home,” she smiled back, holding out her hand for him to grab. Obligingly, he took it, at the same time, returning her precious lucky charm she had lent him. They continued talking to Goofy, Donald, Riku, and Mickey until sundown, when the three had to leave.
Riku had already returned to the larger island, leaving the two teens on the paopu tree, watching the sun set and the stars gleam brighter. “So, we’re home now…” Sora began, feeling remorse as he spoke those words. A year away from Kairi, and this was all he could say? He knew what he wanted to say, but as if that were to come out of his mouth anytime soon. The brunette glanced at the female. She was beautiful in this light, he thought. Then, shaking his head, he corrected himself, she looks beautiful in any light. He could feel the blood rising to his cheeks, his heart
HomeHome, at last.Home4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I see my heavenly father talking to one of my brothers.
I run to meet him.
I forgot how much I have missed his face.
I spent 77 mortal years on earth.
I endured till the end and tried to become like my elder brother Jesus Christ.
The happiness that fills my soul is worth having to face those trials in my life.
I can't even describe the love I feel for my heavenly father.
"Father, I've come back." I whisper.
My heavenly father smiles and opens his loving arms.
I hug him back.
"Well done my good and faithful daughter." He replies, tears of happiness flowing down his cheeks.
I then know everything was worth it.
RepentanceWhat is this shame that weighs me down?Repentance4 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
That racks my soul and keeps me bound?
I try to forget the things I've done
To justify sins from a time long gone
But try as I might I cannot hide
Cannot ignore this pain inside
As memories harrow, I cry out in prayer
This guilt is more than I can bear
I hunger for something I cannot find
Of peace to my soul and light to my mind
Without it my joy is incomplete
And so I approach the Mercy Seat
I ask and He answers, quenching my thirst
Lifting my soul up to Him as at first
My sins are forgiven, my heart made to sing
Of Jesus, my Savior, Redeemer, and King
He's not the lastHe's not the last love you will ever have.He's not the last4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Many will step in and out of your life.
Some may break your heart and others may make it beat faster.
Others may make everything more complicated and some make make it easier.
Does that mean love isn't worth the risk?
Can you see yourself years from now?
Imagen your all dressed in white and your whole face is lit up with joy.
He looks at you as you walk towards him you are the best thing in the world to him.
All the hurt and pain were worth going though for this one moment.
Then everything will be worth the wait.
SPN: Forever YoursSPN: Forever Yours6 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
(Caution! This is rated T)
"Sam isn't going to like this, Dean." Remarked Cas as Dean drove fearlessly down the black tar.
"What he doesn't know won't hurt him" Dean snapped back.
Castiel turned his head to look back out the window just to find the dark trees whipping by as the Impala's sweet engine roared down the road.
"Tell me where were going" Demanded Cas.
Dean sighed, slowing the impala down a tiny bit. "I wanted some alone time is all"
"I'll leave you then" Cas interrupted,
"With you" Dean immediately said, finishing his sentence.
The statement sent a rush of blood flow to Castiel's cheeks.
"W-why?" asked Castiel in a flustered tone.
Dean rolled his eyes with a smile, "We can't necessarily do specific things with Sam around"
"What kind of things?" Cas asked with a tilt of his pretty little head.
There was a pause before Dean started chucking. "You just don't get it sometimes do you?"
"What don't I get?" Cas asked seriously.
syncopeyou are a circle, i am a square.syncope4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
let's disagree with reality and calculate letters only,
while our brains are set on imagination mode, we could do anything
let's sleep in trains and stare at agitated strangers,
while we laugh at their deformed faces, reflecting actual inner
those were mirrors.
He Doesn't KnowHe doesn't know that when I see his face I forget that I was sad.He Doesn't Know4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
He doesn't know when he's near my heart beats faster.
He doesn't know his smile lights up my whole day.
He doesn't know when he laughs I can't help but smile.
He doesn't know that those eyes are full of utter happiness that fills my heart.
He doesn't know that he always has the right thing to say.
He doesn't know that he's the most amazing person I have ever met.
He doesn't know just how much I want to kiss him.
He doesn't know when he hugs me my breathe is taken away.
He doesn't know how much I need him.
He doesn't know he's the reason I wake up in the morning.
He doesn't know all my thoughts lead back to him.
He doesn't know that he's the world to me.
He doesn't know that I love him.
And he never will know unless I tell him.
I See YouI know the mask you wear.I See You4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
It's easy to see that your faking it.
I can look past that and see the real you.
Why is it so many people can only see your mask?
Do they never take the time to look past?
Childhood CrushesTitle: Childhood CrushesChildhood Crushes3 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Summary: Tony reminisces over a comic and Steve is there to here the story of a crush.
AN: First ever Avengers ficlet so please, don't be too harsh. Tony and Steve may be a bit OOC, so I apologize for that. Hope you enjoy.
At the tender age of nine, Tony fell in love. Not that he knew what that was yet, he thought it to be adoration at the time. But when ever his father told him the stories about a blonde boy that went from being the most sickly man to a super solider, he always got a smile on his face and a feeling of happiness in his tummy. Sometimes he would just stare at the comics that he had and wonder what it would be like to know the American icon and what his voice would sound like. If he would a nice man or be a busy person like his father that was rarely seen around the house. He wondered about how tall he really would look in person and how his real smile would light up his face.
So all these feelings made it a very common occurrence to s
I Believe in HimSomedays I may lose my way.I Believe in Him4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I almost gave up searching for the right path, but he helped me find it again.
I don't believe in myself.
Yet he created me in his imagine so I must be worth something.
I feel alone.
Then I pray to him and even though he doesn't answer in words I feel him in my heart.
I may feel miles away from him.
Yet he is with me everyday.
I was bullied and cried.
I know he was there by my side and made me feel okay.
I'm scared to take a chance.
I know he did wonderful things.
So that means that I can.
Some people tell me he isn't real.
Still I believe and always will.
Do I know You?"Do I know you?" I whisper to the girl in the mirror.Do I know You?4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Something about her reminds me of myself, but I couldn't have changed that much.
I used to be so quiet and dull.
Never really believing myself.
The girl in the mirror she shines from the inside out.
She still has imperfection, but I don't even notice.
A light shines in her eyes before.
Her smile widens as I realize it is me.
Rokunami-Bicycles and PhonesI saw him ride past my house in a bicycle built for two, a blond girl riding in the sratched up seat behind him.Rokunami-Bicycles and Phones4 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
I waved towards my neighbor, Roxas, who cheerfully waved back, almost losing control of the handlebars.
I chuckled softly to myself when looking towards Namine.
It seemed that the two Nobodies had found a way to love after all, even without a heart.
Namine held on tightly to Roxas as they progessed through the block.
Soon, the love birds were out of sight.
I stood up from my seat on the stairs of the porch, and I walked to the backyard, grabbing a spatula.
"Burn baby," I said, grinning as the fire of the grill shot up.
I coughed out ashes from my mouth, wiping my hands on my apron. The steak on the table was burnt on the inside and out, and smoke flew out of it.
"That...is unapatizing," I muttered, walking back to the porch to check to see if I had any mail.
I paused stiffly as I was opening the mailbox.
On the sidewalk, Roxas rode his bike, this time withou
Am I afraid to fly?Am I afraid to fly?Am I afraid to fly?4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I try to find a way to open my wings and get lost in the sky.
I know I can fly, but the world holds me down.
How can a broken bird find a way to heal?
Thoughts of doubt cloud my head, what if I fall?
I hope for a day when I will break free of the chains that bound me.
A day when I will no longer think that I can't fly.
All the sorrow will drip away and the tears will leave.
Flying isn't the scary part, it's not provailing that is.
Is flying worth the risk of falling?