You're Not AloneDean's finger traced along the edge of the scar on his shoulder and he shivered as the difference in texture raised goose bumps on his flesh. He hated it, the raised handprint. It made him feel like he had been claimed, branded, by Cas and he didn't like how it made the women he shared one night stands with questionable. He couldn't explain it to them. He'd started having sex with his clothes on just to avoid them staring at it.You're Not Alone2 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
He turned to Castiel, who was standing in the doorway, swaying slightly as he rarely did, usually when he had somewhere else he had to be but was remaining since Dean had called him there and had not yet said why.
"So, uh." He didn't know how to say it and the angel was just standing there, staring at him, "This scar. I was wondering if you could, y'know, get rid of it?"
Cas tilted his head at that, stepping forward, "The one from Hell."
He reached out and rested his hand on the red skin, so smooth under his calloused hands. There was a hint of emotion
Protect Me From What I WantSam walked slowly, but he didn't want to walk at all. His hand tightly gripping the fiery ache in his side he forced himself forward. He couldn't stop. He had to keep going. He had to find Dean. Dean would know what to do. There was a line in his head and he kept repeating it, using it to drive himself forward. It was a simple line and soon it became a montra.Protect Me From What I Want2 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
"It doesn't matter how slowly you go, as long as you do not stop."
The pressure that he was applying wasn't enough, his blood was still dripping from between his long fingers, soaking though both of his shirts and his jackets. He didn't know why he wore so much stuff. It was too hot. If he had the strength to he would have been stripping the layers off but in the back of his mind he remembered that overheated was a symptom of blood loss.
Dean was ahead of him, lying face first on the cement. He wasn't moving. Sam's pace quickened, taking him to his brothers side. He was bleeding just as badly as Sam was, but he was alive. This sh
A Real Smile - Destiel - Ch.1A Real Smile - Destiel - Ch.12 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
SPOILER WARNING!!!! DO NOT READ IF YOU HAVE NOT SEEN ALL OF SEASON 5 UNLESS YOU'RE COOL WITH SPOILERS!
UNECESSARY SECOND WARNING: Involves some kissy kissy shnuggles and stuff (though not in great detail and not too much of the stuff.... also, none of any of those things are in this particular part...)
Imagine a world where Sam had never thought of saying yes to Lucifer and jumping in. A world where one little idea never popped into the younger Winchester's head. In this world, the brothers tried to simply trick Lucifer, to push him into his cage. In this world, Castiel never lost all of his powers. He could only travel by himself though and was basically powerless. Cas never came back to them after he helped them get to Adam. Cas made one little phone call, refusing to help, before he took off.
This is the first time that Dean has seen the angel since he carved that Sigil into his chest.
Dean heard the familiar thudding of wings and knew that
No One Said it Would be EasyRaphael. He, she, Dean didn't know the proper pronouns, was standing just a few feet away from him, back turned. How easy it would be, for him to just walk up and stab the junkless dick in the back and be done with it, if only he had an angel blade. Just one motion and it would all be over, the war in heaven, the excuse Cas was using to stay so far away. Dean knew why he was really hiding away. Dean had kissed him, he hadn't even thought about it, just closed a few small inches, and touched Cas's lips with his own. Cas said that he couldn't and then vanished, so Dan was pretty sure that Cas wasn't into it. Neither was Dean, it was just an accident, but still, he missed the little nerd being beside him.No One Said it Would be Easy2 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
"I brought you a gift." Raphael coolly said.
Dean shifted his weight, wishing he at least had some holy oil or something. "Oh?"
"You wish to see Castiel's true form, isn't that right?" Raphael finally turned to see him look at him. Dean suddenly felt small, so very small, beneath the pow
Stay Awake With Me - Destiel College!AU - Part 1Stay Awake With Me - Destiel College!AU - Part 12 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Part 1 - Random and Attractive
The first time Castiel had a dream about Dean, it was short and confusing. He'd been an angel. Of course, he hadn't been able to see himself so he couldn't say he'd looked like anything other than himself. The dream had been chaotic and Cas' heart rate had soared sky high. He remembered flashes of the dream. A red, blistering handprint, seemingly endless chains and hooks in flesh. He remembered blood, and screaming, and Dean.
And that was it. That was the first dream. There had been no talking and no hint at a storyline. Cas woke up, groggy and a bit dizzy. He remembered every detail at first, but as he staggered out into the hallway, everything just slipped away.
"Wow Cas, I didn't think you existed before nine am," Balthazar laughed and punched Castiel's shoulder as he walked off towards the stairs.
By this time, Cas could only remember parts of the dream. He was utterly perplexed as to why he was dreaming of someone he'd only met onc
I Believe in HimSomedays I may lose my way.I Believe in Him3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I almost gave up searching for the right path, but he helped me find it again.
I don't believe in myself.
Yet he created me in his imagine so I must be worth something.
I feel alone.
Then I pray to him and even though he doesn't answer in words I feel him in my heart.
I may feel miles away from him.
Yet he is with me everyday.
I was bullied and cried.
I know he was there by my side and made me feel okay.
I'm scared to take a chance.
I know he did wonderful things.
So that means that I can.
Some people tell me he isn't real.
Still I believe and always will.
I See YouI know the mask you wear.I See You3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
It's easy to see that your faking it.
I can look past that and see the real you.
Why is it so many people can only see your mask?
Do they never take the time to look past?
HomeHome, at last.Home3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I see my heavenly father talking to one of my brothers.
I run to meet him.
I forgot how much I have missed his face.
I spent 77 mortal years on earth.
I endured till the end and tried to become like my elder brother Jesus Christ.
The happiness that fills my soul is worth having to face those trials in my life.
I can't even describe the love I feel for my heavenly father.
"Father, I've come back." I whisper.
My heavenly father smiles and opens his loving arms.
I hug him back.
"Well done my good and faithful daughter." He replies, tears of happiness flowing down his cheeks.
I then know everything was worth it.
BlindIs the world blind?Blind3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Has everyone been put to sleep?
Can they not see the soul that is inside?
Does the eye not look beyond the words and see the real meaning?
Can people not see that others need help?
Can everyone not open up their eyes and see lives for what they really are?
Does anyone truely wish to see?
Or maybe those who wish not to see can never see...
When Past and Future CollideCastiel didn't notice the lessening of his power after his brothers left the Earth. He was already fairly weak by that point, barely enough power to function as Dean's angel-taxi. But, about halfway through 2010, with the whole world a warzone, Cas had to admit that he was no longer an angel. He was human and powerless. Vulnerable in this world where even children were taught to carry guns and shoot without question.When Past and Future Collide2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
He dreaded telling Dean, exposing his own uselessness to the hunter who needed him. Cas was the only person Dean had left after he and Sam had split up. Which had been done for the world's sake but was now meaningless. Like so much else. Finally, after a particularly harrowing battle, Cas had to tell the truth.
"I... I can't, Dean," Cas admitted, staring the at the floor. "I can't heal anyone anymore. My powers are all gone."
"So, you're a baby in a trenchcoat again?" Dean asked, his voice rising in anger. "You are a human now?" Cas nodded slowly, unable to meet Dea
Coffee Break"Here," Dean said, setting down the coffee cup. Cas looked at it.Coffee Break3 years ago in Humor More Like This
"It's coffee," Dean said, raising his eyebrows. "You ordered it. You're supposed to drink it ?"
"I know what it is," Cas said sharply. "I'm intelligent. I just"
Dean sat down at the small table, his legs accidentally knocking into Castiel's. He grimaced. "Fucking small smartass college coffee"
"I'm just not sure how caffeine will affect Jimmy," Cas finished.
Dean looked up at him. "Oh, yeah, your vessel. Well caffeine makes you more hyper? I don't know, I always preferred a bit of liquid courage over liquid yappy dog."
"That doesn't make sense, courage is a trait and a yappy dog is an animal, how are those even comparable to liquids or to each other?" Cas said.
Dean looked at Cas. "Just drink your damn coffee," he retorted.
"How long is Sam going to be busy, anyway," Cas said, cau
SPN: Forever YoursSPN: Forever Yours5 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
(Caution! This is rated T)
"Sam isn't going to like this, Dean." Remarked Cas as Dean drove fearlessly down the black tar.
"What he doesn't know won't hurt him" Dean snapped back.
Castiel turned his head to look back out the window just to find the dark trees whipping by as the Impala's sweet engine roared down the road.
"Tell me where were going" Demanded Cas.
Dean sighed, slowing the impala down a tiny bit. "I wanted some alone time is all"
"I'll leave you then" Cas interrupted,
"With you" Dean immediately said, finishing his sentence.
The statement sent a rush of blood flow to Castiel's cheeks.
"W-why?" asked Castiel in a flustered tone.
Dean rolled his eyes with a smile, "We can't necessarily do specific things with Sam around"
"What kind of things?" Cas asked with a tilt of his pretty little head.
There was a pause before Dean started chucking. "You just don't get it sometimes do you?"
"What don't I get?" Cas asked seriously.
Morning VerseThe morning makes me recklessMorning Verse3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
with the smell of coffee curling
through my veins in electric
and the pen betwixt my fingertips
shooting feelers through my brain,
and a single dying star
burning in the dawn-green
The morning makes me restless
with the promise of the day
and the breath of open windows
and the smooth relief of
so in the morning, like a child
I turn my words in dances.
All in Less than a MinuteIn the midst of a jokeAll in Less than a Minute3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
In the midst of the laughter
You walk down the stairs
And my feelings hereafter
Are mottled and twisted
And bent and confused
And everything freezes
My emotions abused
Have you ever felt like
The world just stopped to take a gander
Have you ever felt like
Tears and weeping comprise your candor
Because I have,
Every time I see you
Every inch of me
Jumps out, for you
Just a simple conversation
A simple donation
Of your time
To bring me elation
and carry me from damnation
the damnation of not speaking with you
Even if temporarily
But instead the raging hounds and stampeding horde
Are leashed by my good sense and wisdom
And the chance for honesty
to right the wrongs and return
what is now
to what once was
With God by Your SideWith God by your side...With God by Your Side3 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
You can strengthen your stride.
You can stand a little stronger.
You can smile a little longer.
You can find beauty in the world we live.
You can learn to give.
You can bare the problems on your shoulders.
You can find the determination to move life's boulders.
You can be forgiven.
You can be positive in the way you are livin.
You can dance in the rain.
You can sing through the pain.
You can laugh through the tears.
You can face your deepest fears.
You can find your way.
He is by your side day by day.
He Doesn't KnowHe doesn't know that when I see his face I forget that I was sad.He Doesn't Know3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
He doesn't know when he's near my heart beats faster.
He doesn't know his smile lights up my whole day.
He doesn't know when he laughs I can't help but smile.
He doesn't know that those eyes are full of utter happiness that fills my heart.
He doesn't know that he always has the right thing to say.
He doesn't know that he's the most amazing person I have ever met.
He doesn't know just how much I want to kiss him.
He doesn't know when he hugs me my breathe is taken away.
He doesn't know how much I need him.
He doesn't know he's the reason I wake up in the morning.
He doesn't know all my thoughts lead back to him.
He doesn't know that he's the world to me.
He doesn't know that I love him.
And he never will know unless I tell him.
He's not the lastHe's not the last love you will ever have.He's not the last3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Many will step in and out of your life.
Some may break your heart and others may make it beat faster.
Others may make everything more complicated and some make make it easier.
Does that mean love isn't worth the risk?
Can you see yourself years from now?
Imagen your all dressed in white and your whole face is lit up with joy.
He looks at you as you walk towards him you are the best thing in the world to him.
All the hurt and pain were worth going though for this one moment.
Then everything will be worth the wait.
ScatterbrainWhatever that thing in the bathroom was, it was laughing at them. Dean had stopped trying to reason with it, it was too weird, seeing it in his friend's body. That wasn't the case for Sam though. Whenever the manic laughter subsided he would knock, see if the things had faded away and if he could get a word in with one of the proper inhabitants.Scatterbrain2 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Cas was strong, his Grace giving him the ability to fight the thing from the inside, take control of his body once more. He was losing though, exhausted, and the thing inside had his body longer each time. Sometimes when it faded it wasn't even Cas who came back through, but Jimmy. He would scream and cry and rake at the walls, trying anything to get rid of the thing burning away at his insides. Dean just hoped that he hadn't left any weapons in there, so Jimmy couldn't try to cut the thing out.
The laughing died down and Sam knocked on the door. "Cas?" he called, hoping that he'd get a gruff response.
He didn't. The voice was high pitched and
Someone's Watching Over MeI know he's out there watching over me.Someone's Watching Over Me4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
His love is constant as the nothern star.
Sometimes I think he is so far away, but when I pray he's listening.
The good thinks in the world are as many as the stars in the night sky.
When I think of the bad things I remember the good.
Every joy in my life leads back to him.
I don't know what my life would be like if he wasn't there.
I'm scared to even think where I could be in life right now if that was true.
How do you know that he's not watching over you?
Love and RocketsSam leaned back against the picnic table, looking up at the stars. Cas was sitting beside him, unmoving. He was hardly even breathing. Sam wondered what the stars looked like to the angel, they existed in Heaven, no doubt, but here, out far enough out of the city so that the lights weren't obliterating them, they were gorgeous.Love and Rockets2 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Dean had left them there a half hour ago, driving to pick up some illegal fireworks somewhere or other. Neither one of the Winchester's had bothered telling Cas this, he wouldn't understand the point and probably have issues with the whole illegal part.
There was a sound like a gunshot and suddenly Sam was on the ground. He couldn't think for a second, too shocked by Cas pushing him to the cement, putting as much of his body on top of Sam's back as he could, covering him from whatever that sound was. They both looked around and, after a moment, Sam began to laugh.
"Stay down." Cas growled in his ear, "You're laughing isn't helping."
There were too more gunshots
The Truth Sinks InI didn't realize that you were taken.The Truth Sinks In3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
That someone else took your heart.
I thought I would be the one to hold your love.
I thought I could be her.
I guess not.
A Single SuicideBecause of a single suicide...A Single Suicide3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
A little girl walks to school by herself without her brother to protect her from neighborhood bullies.
Two parents fight every night about where they went wrong with him.
A best friend wonders why he couldn't have saved his close friend.
A girlfriend is left with tears and a heart that won't heal.
His classmates put flowers on his grave knowing they will never be able to tell him they are sorry.
His teachers can't help but think they should have seen it coming.
People in the communtiy are in shock because of a death of a young sixteen year old.
His unlce cries for the first time in years knowing his nephew hadn't even graduated.
His grandfather thinks the world is cruel to take his grandson before his grandpa.
A neighbor who he mowed the lawn for misses his kind heart.
A little brother has no one left to look up to.
His name is written on news papers all over the province never forgetting what happend.
A schoolarship is named in his honnour.
God must welc
Just a Second ChanceWhat would you do for a single second chance?Just a Second Chance3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
To change one moment in your life.
To right a wrong.
To find your love.
To save a friend.
To make life better.
To not make a grave mistake.
To not lose someone dear.
Life doesn't always give second chances; that's why we have to make the first one count.