I don't know howI could count eighty seconds in a minute
just seeing you
and they were not enough.
I could look into your eyes more than
a mother could look at her children
and it was not enough.
I could write seventy poems about your smile
and they were not enough.
I'm afraid you laugh.
I'm afraid you lie.
I've been waiting for this for long.
I've tried to show you my heart, my dreams, my soul,
I don't know what else to do.
I don't know how to say it.
I don't know what word to use.
But if you don't love me,
I can't do much.
If you don't feel the sun each time I say your name,
then I can do nothing.
If you think I'm just a friend,
then I can't insist.
I really believed you thought of me
everytime I had to go.
I really thought you needed me so much when you cried,
when I stroked your cheeks.
I thought you were my soulmate,
my dream, my girl, my all.
I might say sixty times 'I love you'
and you wouldn't move a finger for me.
I might give you the sky
and you wouldn't fly over my clouds.
Fallen AngelI saw You.Fallen Angel3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The last time you called my name
I was falling.
They cut my wings and I kissed the earth.
I tried to look up at you
and they closed the door,
they tied my freedom.
And I thought I'd be free.
Nobody knew me here.
People treated me like a piece of paper,
where nobody wants to draw.
I wished my wings so bad
but they wouldn't grow back again,
I wouldn't be able to fly,
I wouldn't be able to save,
I wouldn't be able to help.
Your Mother stroked my face
thinking I'd go back asking for mercy.
Your Brothers showed me their hands to hold me,
but my darkness didn't let me see their hearts.
I tried to find human affection
and they played with my intentions,
they made me mad, they broke my eyes
and I only saw the pain of my selfish.
I dreamed of days when we loved,
I remembered your voice
treating me like a son.
I wanted to feel again the pureness of my lips.
But I was there, alone, begging for a kiss.
Women gave me passion
and I could touch a kind of Heaven
but the fire of my chest dis
A blind loveA pure heartA blind love4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
so far from here
and so close.
A beautiful life
to shine and shine
And I'm without you
but you're with me.
A big sun above my head
and my eyes can't see.
Let me imagine the shape of your cheeks.
Let me imagine the colour of your teeth.
Show me how I can live in a world without rainbow.
Teach me how to love something I don't know.
Just my hands stroking your forehead
and my fingers touching your lips can tell me about you.
Your hair is so soft,
it feels like the water of the sea kissing my legs.
There is no day or night to me,
Everything is just ...grey?
Only the sound of your voice
calms down my anxiety to see you,
my anxiety to live.
Your hands on my face tells me how pretty you are.
Your body warming my heart says how much you love this blind man.
Your eyes...your eyes, I can't talk about them
But I guess they're just wonderful
like a kind of Heaven waiting for me.
If my soul knew what is red or blue
I'd paint you in each centimeter of my skin.
If your tears had a colour
JewelBreathing like an ill,Jewel3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Doubting about all,
Searching for a love,
Claiming for a soul.
A soul to admire,
A soul to feel,
A soul to smile,
A soul to live.
A dream that I lost,
A dream that I found,
A sun, a star, a god,
A voice, a name, a song.
Confused in loves,
Wanting hearts I can't reach,
Holding winds with my hands,
Crying much without tears.
And you called me.
And you stroked my face
like a quiet morning,
like a piece of bread on the lips of a pauper,
like the moon,
like the sea.
And you played a melody without music.
And you sing.
And you painted my faith.
And you draw.
You showed me a new colour.
You gave me a new world,
A beautiful one,
A world bringing your name.
A world to be mine.
Where were you, my most wonderful prayer?
Who sent you to me?
Why are you an angel I can't love?
You're like a jewel,
like a bit of fire in my Winter,
like a bit of gold on my crown,
the crown of a kingdom that is dead,
the crown of a Kingdom that I lost.
Let me d
Stroking your nameI feel you when you're not hereStroking your name4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
And I love you when my soul cries
But I find you in my mind
And my lips feel alive
when they say your name,
without voice, without breath
Trying to don't cry,
Trying to believe,
That you were not a dream,
That you lived in my life,
That I'm yours,
That you're real,
That my love is not a lie,
That you need me,
That you're here.
You're here, but I can't hold you.
You smile, but I can't kiss you.
You cry, but I can't console you.
You speak, but I can't hear you,
Cause' your name is on my wall
And that's all that I have
Cause' I'm in jail,
Cause' I'm alone
And every letter is your hands,
Every letter is your lips,
Every letter is your smile,
Every letter is your soul.
And I just can't stroke them
As if they were your cheeks
and I see your eyes
and you look at me
and I just can cry
Cause' you're not here
Cause I'm alive
But this is not life,
Loving a shadow,
Loving a dream,
Feeling the coldness of this wall.
Feeling your lips kissing the bricks,
Feeling my sa
Tied LoveI wanna taste you with a kissTied Love4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I wanna feel the flavour of your dreams
when my lips rub yours.
The tip of your nose touching mine says: I feel you
and I love you
and I need you.
Then I smell you
it's like opening a window in the middle of a field in Spring.
And the clouds call you from the sky
and I hold you tight.
And the sun calls you from the sky
but I hold u tighter.
And the sky calls you
and I hold you tightly.
And the stars call you
and I tie my hands to yours.
And the planets from Mars until Pluto call you
and I tie my waist to yours.
The whole universe call you
and I tie my feet to the ground.
The angels call you
and I tie my heart to your soul.
And then the gods call you
and I tie my soul to your lips.
Then the God of gods calls you
and I tie my life to ur life.
and u bring me to God.
I wake up
and you're looking at me laying,
my eyes closed,
a flower on my chest;
your dress is black
but not your heart,
only the death could separate us.
Letter to a MomI still remember your hand stroking my face.Letter to a Mom3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I still remember when you laughed hard.
I remember you singing those old songs.
You washed my face when I fell down.
You told me how to pray.
You knew me well.
You called me 'son'.
I remember you getting angry,
I remember runing away,
I remember those bad days,
When we were so poor,
When Dad was not there,
When you cried,
When you kept silence,
When we needed a home.
You never liked my girlfriends,
You never liked my friends.
You said they were bad guys.
You said drugs were not good.
I knew I was rebel.
I knew I made u feel sad.
Sometimes I just didn't understand life.
Sometimes I needed my dad.
And you suffered.
I remember the colour of our walls.
I remember that old table where we talked,
the day I left you,
the day I lost you,
The day I failed you.
The day I broke your heart.
You cried when they caught me.
You cried when they called me guilty.
You kept silence when u saw me with those orange clothes,
Unknown LoveWhere are you?Unknown Love4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Night and day trying to find,
trying to see,
trying to say.
I've drawn you a lot of times,
but you're not on my drawings.
I've painted you wasting my eyes,
but I can't get the colours of your feelings.
Tell me what I have to do to know you,
to get a bit of ur love,
to get more than a dream,
to get your nose rubbing my cheeks,
to get your hands
drawing your name on my lips,
to get ur fingers giving shape to my face,
stroking my loneliness,
stroking my fears.
Paint a star on my forehead,
the sun on my chest,
the sky on my eyes
and wings on my arms.
Let me fly with you
where you live.
Show me the world.
Show me the wind.
Show me your soul.
Show who I am.
Show who you are.
They told me I'd find you,
but it seems too far.
It seems I've lost my voice
and you can't hear,
It seems I've done all that I could
and you never existed
and you'll never exist.
But I still have a hope.
If you're there, my unknown love,
You have here a poor heart,
you have here a lil song,
you have here a
When an Angel lovesI don't wanna lose youWhen an Angel loves4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
but sometimes u seem that far.
I'd like to strecth my arm
and touch the tip of ur fingers
but there is a big wall of glass between us.
I could find another girl
but nobody will be like you,
nobody that sweet,
nobody that kind,
nobody that funny,
nobody that cute,
nobody that smart.
If I only could have you just once
to know how much we love.
If I only could melt in front of your eyes.
If I only could smile seeing ur lips moving
saying my name.
If I only could whisper "I'm yours".
Even I'd be yours if you're not mine
but it seems that an angel can never love.
It seems nobody can destroy this wall
between you and me.
They say if an angel kiss a woman he'd die.
But for a kiss of yours I'd do it,
just for feeling your fingers stroking my hair,
just for feeling ur head resting on my chest,
just for feeling your weak body in my arms.
I'd quit to my life for you
and thousand times more
When the moon fell downI'm the sun,When the moon fell down3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
so strong and powerful,
ready to give life,
ready to speak,
ready to call,
ready to sing,
ready to love.
I'm the sun in love wiht the moon.
The glorious, magnanimous,
My rays can touch your face, my dear,
but it seems you need more.
My arms can hug you,
but it seems you need more.
My lips can burn your breasts,
but it seems you need more.
I thought I had you.
I thought you liked my beauty.
I thought we'd meet in the morning.
I thought you needed me.
I thought you felt me.
I thought you cried for me.
I thought I was yours.
I thought you believed me.
Now your voice stopped saying my name.
Now your hands can't stroke my hair when I sleep.
Your heart is far,so far from me.
And I'm far from you,
but I never left,
I never quit.
I never put my heart in other hands
'cause you were my life,
You were my soul, you were my eyes,
a lovely dream,
You meant everything to me,
each day, each night,
each word I say was so true.
I had a dreamI had a dream,I had a dream4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I was an artist.
People liked my drawings.
They wanted me to draw them.
It made me so happy.
It made smile.
I had a dream,
My fingers loved pencils.
My eyes were in love with the sky.
My oils could talk about the sun.
It made me live.
It made me believe.
I had a dream,
I drew my grandpa.
I drew my wife.
I drew my sons.
It made me sing.
It gave me life.
I had a dream,
I'd stroke your cheeks.
I'd kiss your hands.
I'd call you mom.
I'd feel safe in your arms.
I just was seven weeks old
When you decided
quiting to me.
When you decided for me
if I should live.
When you accepted they touch me.
When they took me off from you,from your warmth.
When they cut my lil fingers
I knew I wouldn't draw anymore.
When they cut my lil legs
I knew I wouldn't be able to walk holding your hand.
When they cut my head
I knew I'd not see the sky I saw in my dreams.
It was not my fault
that guy abused you.
I hate him, I hate him.
But I wanted to be in ur arms.
Why did you do it?
I loved you so mu
Ugly boy in loveI forgot you don't love me.Ugly boy in love4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I forgot all of this dream was only mine.
I forgot you're in the top.
I forgot I'm on the floor.
I forgot who I am.
I'm the ugly boy of the class.
I'm the fatty one.
I'm the loser.
I'm the nerd.
I'm that one that nobody wants in the group.
I'm that silly boy that never learned to stop falling in love.
I'm that boy that always thought a smile of you would mean more than friendship.
I'm that soul that cries in the silence of the night.
I'm that heart that writes your name in a paper
each time your face appears in my mind.
I'm the man that only can kiss your lips on a pic.
I'm that guy that strokes your cheeks on my pillow.
And I dream of you.
Everything is perfect there.
I'm that good looking man you want.
You hold my hand
and it's not me whom looks at you,
it's you whom looks at me.
And I don't need words to say "I love you"
'cause my eyes sing it.
And I think of you.
God knows how much I think of you.
Maybe you just think of me for mistake.
Maybe you just do
Your NothingToo fool to understand you,Your Nothing4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Too weak to resist you,
Too slow to catch you,
Too far to touch you.
Sometimes I feel my words are not enough.
Sometimes I think you even forgot my name.
Sometimes I'm not sure if you know I exist.
Sometimes I cry for you without tears.
Cause' each word is for you,
each word falls down from my eyes,
from my soul,from my heart
and just wanna express how empty is my life, my time,
my love, my hands, my lips.
I can't find the way you see me as I see you.
I can't find the way you think of me
spending every moment of the f...ng night
just imagining your eyes saying you need me
as I need you.
My pillow is full of my kisses.
My pillow has the marks of my hugs.
MY pillow knows my dreams about you
and even knows your name.
But, probably I'm just a number in your life.
Probably, you're just kind.
Probably you're just polite.
Probably I just mean nothing.
Nothing, that's me,
the nothing that loves you in the silence,
the nothing that screams when nobody hears,
Meaning PerceptionSmiles and smiles.Meaning Perception3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Everything seems funny.
Smiles and doubts.
Everything seems valid.
Smiles and feelings.
Nothing seems true,
Nothing seems right.
Pleasure or pain?
Pain is bad then.
Pain is the Hell.
Pleasure seems life,
Pleasure seems all.
You do not want rules.
You just wanna feel.
Feel and feel,
Pasion, love, sensations
and pasion again.
No pain, no more.
No human nature.
No gods, no lords,
No books, no cross.
No priests, no virgins.
No saints, no genders.
They say "there is no answer",
But, what's life without a meaning?
What's life without a future, without a past?
I'm owner of what?
Did I decide the rules?
Don't tell me everything is random.
Don't tell me everything is choice.
Don't tell me nothing is true.
Washing our brains.
Washing the last corner of innocence we had.
Washing the last piece of sense.
Washing my heart
but not to get it clean
just to taste the emptyness,
My PaletteMy love is like a paletteMy Palette4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
full of colours, thanks to you
and this love is true
and this love is nice.
And my love is blue
when you don't smile,
when you feel sad,
when you cry,
when you die.
And my love is red
when you love,
when you want,
when you kiss,
when you close your eyes
And my love is green
When you talk,
when you hope,
when you breath.
And my love is yellow
when you laugh,
when you play,
when you sing.
And my love is black
when you're not there,
when I lie,
when I fail,
when I'm fake.
And my love is white
when you touch my soul,
when I hear your voice,
when you're my light.
And my love is you
when you're mine,
when I'm yours.
Fill my palette with your days.
Be the colour of my life.
Be my sun.
Be my faith.
Don't changeDon't change the way you looked at me.Don't change7 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
I really miss it.
Where are those eyes that followed my glance?
Where is that spark that got me excited everyday?
Where is the emotion that caressed my stressed head?
Where are you?
I remember your smile when my hair got so wet:
a mix of desire and innocence dancing around your face.
I didn't have to ask for your touch.
Your fingers sliding up over my neck drew all of your wishes,
but now the wind seems more interested in my skin.
Don't change at least the way you called me.
I still wonder what I did.
Maybe something that I said,
maybe just the years,
maybe the fate,
maybe we failed,
maybe we never had nothing except dreams.
Don't change, please!
Where have you been?
I know my imperfections are not an excuse
but even the sun gives explanations to God
and the moon consoles the morning
that cries over the sand and the sea...
that listens my soul,
that buries my song,
that whispers to me
that there is no hope,
that you changed your stars
You're my melodyDance with me!You're my melody4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The piano starts to sing.
Flowers falling down from the sky.
Hold my hands!
Look at the birds,
they dance too,
they cover your dress with leaves,
they kept them for you.
The butterflies made a crown for you
with each colour of the rainbow.
The bunnies untie your braids.
Your hair looks like a hill talking to the sun.
Then I take water from the river
to paint your eyes
and put a rose on my brush to paint your lips.
The clouds help me to colour your face
and the sunset kiss your cheeks.
The song tells about your dreams,
each note is new
and my heart loves your song
'cause this melody is you
and there are no black keys on my piano
'cause I'm your keys
and only your fingers can play me
when you love me
when you live
when you exist.
The day I lost youGive me the peace of your lips.The day I lost you3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Feed me with the colour of your eyes.
Take my hands with your heart
And heal my life from head to my feet.
Hug me that tight that I can forget my faults.
Repeat my name to remember who I am.
Paint my face with the brushstrokes of your hair
Each time you rub my lips with your mouth,
Each time you smile,
Each time you love.
Slide the sweetness of your soul
And burn my anxiety.
Give a meaning to my existence
To don't miss you 'till death
Each time you go,
Each time your image flies out of me,
out of my mind.
'Cause since you left me
I don't distinguish what is alive and what is empty
Since you went beauty is nothing, beauty is pain.
Without you this world is a bad joke,
a big frame without painting.
The day you died I hated the butterflies
And the flowers were sign of loss.
Nobody could explain 'why',
Nobody heard my voice.
Nobody understood what I did.
Nobody understood what I said.
Nobody knew how I lost my way.
Missing youI could give u my life.Missing you4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I'd give you my heart and my blood.
I'd put my soul in ur hands,
my strenght and my eyes.
I don't care what I have to leave
'cuz my days are not full if you're not there.
I know you feel the same
and sometimes I just forget it.
Forgive me for being so dumb.
You only make me smile
when i think everything is just a sad dream.
You only show me how beautiful is every morning
when I think the sun can burn my skin.
You show me how lovely is every night
when you kiss my forehead and says
that there are no monsters under my bed.
I love when you talk and you don't talk
I love when you see and you don't see
I love when you love me in the silence of my fears.
I love when you're there pretending being here.
Hold me tight, my princess.
I'm so weak,
I'm so breakable,
I'm so silly,
I'm so weirdo.
What would I do without you?
What would I do without your cheeks?
What would I do without your hair painting my face in red
when you kiss me?
What would I do if you lived y
They're Just WordsEveryone says that they're 'just words',They're Just Words3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
That they only hurt because I allow it,
Because I can't rise above all of their shit,
Every word impacts like a bullet hit.
Everyone says that they're 'just words',
That they don't matter because they're false,
But they always stop my barely-there pulse,
And make my heart and lungs and mind convulse.
Everyone says that they're 'just words',
That I shouldn't let them mean a thing,
Yet I just can't stop the pain they bring,
Making my life feel like a meaningless sting.
Everyone says that they're 'just words',
That they I only mean what I think they do,
But it's what the speaker believes too,
That makes it hurt more than the punch they threw.
Everyone says that they're 'just words',
Meaningless syllables that will just echo out,
Yet I don't think that I can take another bout,
Their hatred is something that I could really do without.
Everyone says that they're 'just words'.
But if I believe that to be true,
Then why should I believe, as you wish me
Maybe I'll love youThere you areMaybe I'll love you3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
sitting down, trying to say much
and saying nothing,
you look at me
and I don't know what to say to dry your tears.
You avoid me
and look at me again.
I hold my face to don't fall.
And you press your lips
'cause you don't wanna hurt me.
I never abandoned you,
just love dies
when you have no place where to hold.
I never left you alone,
you were whom forgot
past doens't exist and future is no real.
No, I didn't play with you;
but I look at your face and you're not convinced.
What do you want me to do, rebuilding everything?
Are you going to love me more than you didn't love me?
And you cry and keep silence.
And you wonder why I don't cry
And I know it
I know a broken heart doesn't cry,
broken and hard, that got tired of looking at your eyes waiting,
tired of thinking: "maybe she'll change".
Maybe I would have to change
Maybe we would have,
Forgive me, maybe tomorrow it won't hurt that much.
I know you won't kiss me or hug me for last time.
For The RecordFor the record, I've heard that excuse before.For The Record4 years ago in Letters More Like This
And let's add this to the list; that hurts.
I wish you'd just own up to exactly how that wasn't a joke, how every word was building a painfully wrong sentence, how you knew that it wasn't okay at all. I know that you know. For the record, I didn't cry in front of you because I knew it'd only hurt more if I couldn't keep it together. Did you know that? I doubt it. I've spent the weekend wondering exactly how I'm supposed to walk back into those halls and face you after this, I've spent the weekend battling myself and battling your words and battling all the hate I've been feeling from inside and outside myself.
Where is this supposed to end up? Tell me that.
For the record, I wish I had told you what it does to people.
I wish I'd been bold and rash enough to just say it to your face, say it to you at all, instead of writing it somewhere you'll never see. I can't even count how many times people have said "...but it was only a
I'm just awkward.I'm awkward.I'm just awkward.4 years ago in Emotional More Like This
I stumble on my words and say stupid things.
I replay a conversation in my head to make sure I didn't say anything thick.
I'd rather be at home on the computer than out with friends.
I don't know how to make nice with strangers.
I'm not sure how people feel about me, and it makes me nervous.
I don't think I'll ever accomplish what I want to.
I get frightened at the thought of talking to someone new, and not knowing what to say.
I can't keep a conversation going.
I blush when I see them.
I'm constantly scolding myself for not saying what I want to.
It's not because I am shy.
It's not just my generation.
It's not because I'm addicted to the internet.
It's not because I haven't experienced the world.
I'm just awkward.
Passion for Art'Passion', I use to hear this word from lips of people that love what they do, from people that work hard, from people with ideals. They don't need to look weird or fantastic, wise or intelectual, they are just normal people. People that are in love with their work.Passion for Art3 years ago in Personal More Like This
'Passion', like when we drew for first time, when we were kids taking a notebook trying to fill these pages with our heroes, the things we wanted, we dreamed, our house, our family, our pets, etc.
'Passion' like first time somebody broke our heart and just a piece of paper and a pencil could console us. Like when our parents argued and we felt so frustrated having nothing to do just to define our rage in some doodles.
It's like something that comes from us without asking for permission, it just appears and burns, we don't search for it, it is something that we "suffer" but is according to our actions, our work, our effort. it is stimulated for the things that move us.
I hated art many times and I loved
Don't Forget MeSitting down next to my fearsDon't Forget Me2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Remembering your words
Remembering your tears
Remembering my life
my world, your love, your smile,
You said I'd be in your heart.
You said you'd never forget
All what I gave, all what I did.
All what we shared.
The wind blows and it seems that nothing happened
The sun calls and nobody answers
The birds sing and nobody hears.
The whole sky waited for us
But you never tried.
You never saw,
You never screamed.
You never fought.
I'd never quit.
I wish my name didn't disappear from your lips.
I hope you still think of my eyes.
I hope my strokes still live on your cheeks.
I hope you miss
my hands, my chest, my hair, my laugh.
Remember me when you need a soul,
A friend, a man, a heart, a love.
No more letters to read,
No more songs,
No more games, no more jokes.
Just you and your walls,
Your pride, your noes.
An unfinished poem that nobody wrote
Or a beautiful story I wanted to draw.
The prayer neve