I don't know howI could count eighty seconds in a minute
just seeing you
and they were not enough.
I could look into your eyes more than
a mother could look at her children
and it was not enough.
I could write seventy poems about your smile
and they were not enough.
I'm afraid you laugh.
I'm afraid you lie.
I've been waiting for this for long.
I've tried to show you my heart, my dreams, my soul,
I don't know what else to do.
I don't know how to say it.
I don't know what word to use.
But if you don't love me,
I can't do much.
If you don't feel the sun each time I say your name,
then I can do nothing.
If you think I'm just a friend,
then I can't insist.
I really believed you thought of me
everytime I had to go.
I really thought you needed me so much when you cried,
when I stroked your cheeks.
I thought you were my soulmate,
my dream, my girl, my all.
I might say sixty times 'I love you'
and you wouldn't move a finger for me.
I might give you the sky
and you wouldn't fly over my clouds.
Fallen AngelI saw You.Fallen Angel3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The last time you called my name
I was falling.
They cut my wings and I kissed the earth.
I tried to look up at you
and they closed the door,
they tied my freedom.
And I thought I'd be free.
Nobody knew me here.
People treated me like a piece of paper,
where nobody wants to draw.
I wished my wings so bad
but they wouldn't grow back again,
I wouldn't be able to fly,
I wouldn't be able to save,
I wouldn't be able to help.
Your Mother stroked my face
thinking I'd go back asking for mercy.
Your Brothers showed me their hands to hold me,
but my darkness didn't let me see their hearts.
I tried to find human affection
and they played with my intentions,
they made me mad, they broke my eyes
and I only saw the pain of my selfish.
I dreamed of days when we loved,
I remembered your voice
treating me like a son.
I wanted to feel again the pureness of my lips.
But I was there, alone, begging for a kiss.
Women gave me passion
and I could touch a kind of Heaven
but the fire of my chest dis
A blind loveA pure heartA blind love3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
so far from here
and so close.
A beautiful life
to shine and shine
And I'm without you
but you're with me.
A big sun above my head
and my eyes can't see.
Let me imagine the shape of your cheeks.
Let me imagine the colour of your teeth.
Show me how I can live in a world without rainbow.
Teach me how to love something I don't know.
Just my hands stroking your forehead
and my fingers touching your lips can tell me about you.
Your hair is so soft,
it feels like the water of the sea kissing my legs.
There is no day or night to me,
Everything is just ...grey?
Only the sound of your voice
calms down my anxiety to see you,
my anxiety to live.
Your hands on my face tells me how pretty you are.
Your body warming my heart says how much you love this blind man.
Your eyes...your eyes, I can't talk about them
But I guess they're just wonderful
like a kind of Heaven waiting for me.
If my soul knew what is red or blue
I'd paint you in each centimeter of my skin.
If your tears had a colour
Being with youIt could be better.Being with you3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Maybe I could be taller or stronger
but you don't care.
I could be handsome and nicer
but you don't care.
You just love what I am.
You just love what I have.
I never thought somebody like you would love me.
I'm that simple, that silly.
I thought I'd be the last you'd look at.
I thought I didn't deserve you dreamed of me like that.
I'm just a crazy lonely man.
Maybe you're crazier, maybe you're blind.
No, my sweetheart, I'm not wrong.
When I say you're the most beautiful,
I don't lie.
I think all of you is perfect.
I think your eyes can see my soul
and your lips can make a poem just calling my name.
Your hair can dance
and your smile can heal my heart.
You already know what I'm gonna say.
You know the colour of my thoughts.
You know my past, you know my goals.
You know my fears.
You know my love, my dreams, my faults.
You paint my life wiht your kisses.
You draw a landscape on my chest
everytime you stroke my feelings,
everytime you touch my cheeks.
You have me in yo
JewelBreathing like an ill,Jewel3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Doubting about all,
Searching for a love,
Claiming for a soul.
A soul to admire,
A soul to feel,
A soul to smile,
A soul to live.
A dream that I lost,
A dream that I found,
A sun, a star, a god,
A voice, a name, a song.
Confused in loves,
Wanting hearts I can't reach,
Holding winds with my hands,
Crying much without tears.
And you called me.
And you stroked my face
like a quiet morning,
like a piece of bread on the lips of a pauper,
like the moon,
like the sea.
And you played a melody without music.
And you sing.
And you painted my faith.
And you draw.
You showed me a new colour.
You gave me a new world,
A beautiful one,
A world bringing your name.
A world to be mine.
Where were you, my most wonderful prayer?
Who sent you to me?
Why are you an angel I can't love?
You're like a jewel,
like a bit of fire in my Winter,
like a bit of gold on my crown,
the crown of a kingdom that is dead,
the crown of a Kingdom that I lost.
Let me d
Tied LoveI wanna taste you with a kissTied Love3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I wanna feel the flavour of your dreams
when my lips rub yours.
The tip of your nose touching mine says: I feel you
and I love you
and I need you.
Then I smell you
it's like opening a window in the middle of a field in Spring.
And the clouds call you from the sky
and I hold you tight.
And the sun calls you from the sky
but I hold u tighter.
And the sky calls you
and I hold you tightly.
And the stars call you
and I tie my hands to yours.
And the planets from Mars until Pluto call you
and I tie my waist to yours.
The whole universe call you
and I tie my feet to the ground.
The angels call you
and I tie my heart to your soul.
And then the gods call you
and I tie my soul to your lips.
Then the God of gods calls you
and I tie my life to ur life.
and u bring me to God.
I wake up
and you're looking at me laying,
my eyes closed,
a flower on my chest;
your dress is black
but not your heart,
only the death could separate us.
Breaking upSo unfair, you say.Breaking up3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
And it seems I don't love you as you want.
You're there looking at me with eyes of Heaven
And I'm so cold like Dante's Hell,
like the soul of a man that loved so much
but never trusted again.
So unfair, you say.
And my lips don't taste as yours.
My kisses are salted like a rock,
like my sweat, like my thoughts.
And you want me to love you.
And you want me to feel.
And you want me to be...
yours... and it's hard.
It's hard to be as you dreamed of me.
It's hard to love without heart.
It's hard to live as I'm not.
It's hard, just hard.
No, please, don't cry!
Don't cry, my love!
Don't say I'm mean.
Don't say I'm cruel.
Don't say I lied.
Don't say you'll die
if I leave you,
if I stop calling you "my life",
if I see you for last time,
if I go and you're not there,
if a 'bye'
is the worst word I can say.
I'll understand if you don't want to hug me.
I'll understand if you don't want to take my hand.
I'll understand everything you do
'cause you know that you lost me.
Unknown LoveWhere are you?Unknown Love3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Night and day trying to find,
trying to see,
trying to say.
I've drawn you a lot of times,
but you're not on my drawings.
I've painted you wasting my eyes,
but I can't get the colours of your feelings.
Tell me what I have to do to know you,
to get a bit of ur love,
to get more than a dream,
to get your nose rubbing my cheeks,
to get your hands
drawing your name on my lips,
to get ur fingers giving shape to my face,
stroking my loneliness,
stroking my fears.
Paint a star on my forehead,
the sun on my chest,
the sky on my eyes
and wings on my arms.
Let me fly with you
where you live.
Show me the world.
Show me the wind.
Show me your soul.
Show who I am.
Show who you are.
They told me I'd find you,
but it seems too far.
It seems I've lost my voice
and you can't hear,
It seems I've done all that I could
and you never existed
and you'll never exist.
But I still have a hope.
If you're there, my unknown love,
You have here a poor heart,
you have here a lil song,
you have here a
When an Angel lovesI don't wanna lose youWhen an Angel loves3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
but sometimes u seem that far.
I'd like to strecth my arm
and touch the tip of ur fingers
but there is a big wall of glass between us.
I could find another girl
but nobody will be like you,
nobody that sweet,
nobody that kind,
nobody that funny,
nobody that cute,
nobody that smart.
If I only could have you just once
to know how much we love.
If I only could melt in front of your eyes.
If I only could smile seeing ur lips moving
saying my name.
If I only could whisper "I'm yours".
Even I'd be yours if you're not mine
but it seems that an angel can never love.
It seems nobody can destroy this wall
between you and me.
They say if an angel kiss a woman he'd die.
But for a kiss of yours I'd do it,
just for feeling your fingers stroking my hair,
just for feeling ur head resting on my chest,
just for feeling your weak body in my arms.
I'd quit to my life for you
and thousand times more
My Dream is YouA dream is losing in a cloudMy Dream is You3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
And floats and flies.
A voice that comes from the lips of a virgin,
A kiss that touches my memory,
A hand that moves my hand.
A dream, my dream, yes, it's lost.
A voice, her voice, always there calling me.
A kiss, her kiss deleting my sadness.
A hand, so soft, guiding my life,
guiding my soul.
My dream now is you.
You're my goal,
You're my effort,
You're the word that signs the end of my life,
You're the life that gives me a meaning,
You're the meaning of my past,
You're the past somebody hurt,
You're my star, you're my sun,
My happiness, my present,
My Christmas day.
And some day I heard your voice.
My name sounded so sweet comming from you.
How many years I waited,
Even I forgot how to pronounce,
Even I forgot how to smile,
how to love, how to cry.
Your love in a kiss.
No, this is not a kiss,
This is a sweet touch of your soul,
This is the Spring stroking my Winter,
This is you accepting a bounch of mistakes that bring my name.
My hand is that weak, that
Letter to a MomI still remember your hand stroking my face.Letter to a Mom3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I still remember when you laughed hard.
I remember you singing those old songs.
You washed my face when I fell down.
You told me how to pray.
You knew me well.
You called me 'son'.
I remember you getting angry,
I remember runing away,
I remember those bad days,
When we were so poor,
When Dad was not there,
When you cried,
When you kept silence,
When we needed a home.
You never liked my girlfriends,
You never liked my friends.
You said they were bad guys.
You said drugs were not good.
I knew I was rebel.
I knew I made u feel sad.
Sometimes I just didn't understand life.
Sometimes I needed my dad.
And you suffered.
I remember the colour of our walls.
I remember that old table where we talked,
the day I left you,
the day I lost you,
The day I failed you.
The day I broke your heart.
You cried when they caught me.
You cried when they called me guilty.
You kept silence when u saw me with those orange clothes,
Your NothingToo fool to understand you,Your Nothing3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Too weak to resist you,
Too slow to catch you,
Too far to touch you.
Sometimes I feel my words are not enough.
Sometimes I think you even forgot my name.
Sometimes I'm not sure if you know I exist.
Sometimes I cry for you without tears.
Cause' each word is for you,
each word falls down from my eyes,
from my soul,from my heart
and just wanna express how empty is my life, my time,
my love, my hands, my lips.
I can't find the way you see me as I see you.
I can't find the way you think of me
spending every moment of the f...ng night
just imagining your eyes saying you need me
as I need you.
My pillow is full of my kisses.
My pillow has the marks of my hugs.
MY pillow knows my dreams about you
and even knows your name.
But, probably I'm just a number in your life.
Probably, you're just kind.
Probably you're just polite.
Probably I just mean nothing.
Nothing, that's me,
the nothing that loves you in the silence,
the nothing that screams when nobody hears,
Stroking your nameI feel you when you're not hereStroking your name4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
And I love you when my soul cries
But I find you in my mind
And my lips feel alive
when they say your name,
without voice, without breath
Trying to don't cry,
Trying to believe,
That you were not a dream,
That you lived in my life,
That I'm yours,
That you're real,
That my love is not a lie,
That you need me,
That you're here.
You're here, but I can't hold you.
You smile, but I can't kiss you.
You cry, but I can't console you.
You speak, but I can't hear you,
Cause' your name is on my wall
And that's all that I have
Cause' I'm in jail,
Cause' I'm alone
And every letter is your hands,
Every letter is your lips,
Every letter is your smile,
Every letter is your soul.
And I just can't stroke them
As if they were your cheeks
and I see your eyes
and you look at me
and I just can cry
Cause' you're not here
Cause I'm alive
But this is not life,
Loving a shadow,
Loving a dream,
Feeling the coldness of this wall.
Feeling your lips kissing the bricks,
Feeling my sa
When the moon fell downI'm the sun,When the moon fell down3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
so strong and powerful,
ready to give life,
ready to speak,
ready to call,
ready to sing,
ready to love.
I'm the sun in love wiht the moon.
The glorious, magnanimous,
My rays can touch your face, my dear,
but it seems you need more.
My arms can hug you,
but it seems you need more.
My lips can burn your breasts,
but it seems you need more.
I thought I had you.
I thought you liked my beauty.
I thought we'd meet in the morning.
I thought you needed me.
I thought you felt me.
I thought you cried for me.
I thought I was yours.
I thought you believed me.
Now your voice stopped saying my name.
Now your hands can't stroke my hair when I sleep.
Your heart is far,so far from me.
And I'm far from you,
but I never left,
I never quit.
I never put my heart in other hands
'cause you were my life,
You were my soul, you were my eyes,
a lovely dream,
You meant everything to me,
each day, each night,
each word I say was so true.
Don't Love MeDon't love me or I'll cry the day you'll be gone.Don't Love Me2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Don't hold my hands or they'll need you always.
Don't get me used to the breath of your soul when you kiss me.
Don't pronounce my name or I'll be broken in the middle of the silence.
Don't say words I can't paint.
Don't say you'll find me when sun rubs the sea
'Cause I'd go there like a dream that lives in my nights.
Don't smile or I'll think everything is spring
And when the moon comes and flowers close
I'll miss you.
Don't love me or I'll suffer if i hurt you.
Don't love what can fail.
Don't think I'm a prince or an angel
'Cause I'm clay.
I'm a moment of illussions.
I'm the past that never walks.
I'm a shadow, I'm a ghost.
Don't hug me
Or I won't resist your absence
And if you decide to touch me
Recover my heart from the darkness
And lean your lips on my forehead,
Make me forget the loneliness of my chest
And sow fire in my depths
Till I be able to love you,
Till I recover my faith.
My PaletteMy love is like a paletteMy Palette3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
full of colours, thanks to you
and this love is true
and this love is nice.
And my love is blue
when you don't smile,
when you feel sad,
when you cry,
when you die.
And my love is red
when you love,
when you want,
when you kiss,
when you close your eyes
And my love is green
When you talk,
when you hope,
when you breath.
And my love is yellow
when you laugh,
when you play,
when you sing.
And my love is black
when you're not there,
when I lie,
when I fail,
when I'm fake.
And my love is white
when you touch my soul,
when I hear your voice,
when you're my light.
And my love is you
when you're mine,
when I'm yours.
Fill my palette with your days.
Be the colour of my life.
Be my sun.
Be my faith.
Meaning PerceptionSmiles and smiles.Meaning Perception3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Everything seems funny.
Smiles and doubts.
Everything seems valid.
Smiles and feelings.
Nothing seems true,
Nothing seems right.
Pleasure or pain?
Pain is bad then.
Pain is the Hell.
Pleasure seems life,
Pleasure seems all.
You do not want rules.
You just wanna feel.
Feel and feel,
Pasion, love, sensations
and pasion again.
No pain, no more.
No human nature.
No gods, no lords,
No books, no cross.
No priests, no virgins.
No saints, no genders.
They say "there is no answer",
But, what's life without a meaning?
What's life without a future, without a past?
I'm owner of what?
Did I decide the rules?
Don't tell me everything is random.
Don't tell me everything is choice.
Don't tell me nothing is true.
Washing our brains.
Washing the last corner of innocence we had.
Washing the last piece of sense.
Washing my heart
but not to get it clean
just to taste the emptyness,
Don't changeDon't change the way you looked at me.Don't change3 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
I really miss it.
Where are those eyes that followed my glance?
Where is that spark that got me excited everyday?
Where is the emotion that caressed my stressed head?
Where are you?
I remember your smile when my hair got so wet:
a mix of desire and innocence dancing around your face.
I didn't have to ask for your touch.
Your fingers sliding up over my neck drew all of your wishes,
but now the wind seems more interested in my skin.
Don't change at least the way you called me.
I still wonder what I did.
Maybe something that I said,
maybe just the years,
maybe the fate,
maybe we failed,
maybe we never had nothing except dreams.
Don't change, please!
Where have you been?
I know my imperfections are not an excuse
but even the sun gives explanations to God
and the moon consoles the morning
that cries over the sand and the sea...
that listens my soul,
that buries my song,
that whispers to me
that there is no hope,
that you changed your stars
Ugly boy in loveI forgot you don't love me.Ugly boy in love3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I forgot all of this dream was only mine.
I forgot you're in the top.
I forgot I'm on the floor.
I forgot who I am.
I'm the ugly boy of the class.
I'm the fatty one.
I'm the loser.
I'm the nerd.
I'm that one that nobody wants in the group.
I'm that silly boy that never learned to stop falling in love.
I'm that boy that always thought a smile of you would mean more than friendship.
I'm that soul that cries in the silence of the night.
I'm that heart that writes your name in a paper
each time your face appears in my mind.
I'm the man that only can kiss your lips on a pic.
I'm that guy that strokes your cheeks on my pillow.
And I dream of you.
Everything is perfect there.
I'm that good looking man you want.
You hold my hand
and it's not me whom looks at you,
it's you whom looks at me.
And I don't need words to say "I love you"
'cause my eyes sing it.
And I think of you.
God knows how much I think of you.
Maybe you just think of me for mistake.
Maybe you just do
You're my melodyDance with me!You're my melody3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The piano starts to sing.
Flowers falling down from the sky.
Hold my hands!
Look at the birds,
they dance too,
they cover your dress with leaves,
they kept them for you.
The butterflies made a crown for you
with each colour of the rainbow.
The bunnies untie your braids.
Your hair looks like a hill talking to the sun.
Then I take water from the river
to paint your eyes
and put a rose on my brush to paint your lips.
The clouds help me to colour your face
and the sunset kiss your cheeks.
The song tells about your dreams,
each note is new
and my heart loves your song
'cause this melody is you
and there are no black keys on my piano
'cause I'm your keys
and only your fingers can play me
when you love me
when you live
when you exist.
The day I lost youGive me the peace of your lips.The day I lost you2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Feed me with the colour of your eyes.
Take my hands with your heart
And heal my life from head to my feet.
Hug me that tight that I can forget my faults.
Repeat my name to remember who I am.
Paint my face with the brushstrokes of your hair
Each time you rub my lips with your mouth,
Each time you smile,
Each time you love.
Slide the sweetness of your soul
And burn my anxiety.
Give a meaning to my existence
To don't miss you 'till death
Each time you go,
Each time your image flies out of me,
out of my mind.
'Cause since you left me
I don't distinguish what is alive and what is empty
Since you went beauty is nothing, beauty is pain.
Without you this world is a bad joke,
a big frame without painting.
The day you died I hated the butterflies
And the flowers were sign of loss.
Nobody could explain 'why',
Nobody heard my voice.
Nobody understood what I did.
Nobody understood what I said.
Nobody knew how I lost my way.
I had a dreamI had a dream,I had a dream4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I was an artist.
People liked my drawings.
They wanted me to draw them.
It made me so happy.
It made smile.
I had a dream,
My fingers loved pencils.
My eyes were in love with the sky.
My oils could talk about the sun.
It made me live.
It made me believe.
I had a dream,
I drew my grandpa.
I drew my wife.
I drew my sons.
It made me sing.
It gave me life.
I had a dream,
I'd stroke your cheeks.
I'd kiss your hands.
I'd call you mom.
I'd feel safe in your arms.
I just was seven weeks old
When you decided
quiting to me.
When you decided for me
if I should live.
When you accepted they touch me.
When they took me off from you,from your warmth.
When they cut my lil fingers
I knew I wouldn't draw anymore.
When they cut my lil legs
I knew I wouldn't be able to walk holding your hand.
When they cut my head
I knew I'd not see the sky I saw in my dreams.
It was not my fault
that guy abused you.
I hate him, I hate him.
But I wanted to be in ur arms.
Why did you do it?
I loved you so mu
Love Me SlowlyStroke me,Love Me Slowly4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
But stroke me in the morning of my life.
But don't kiss my lips.
Kiss the dreams that I lost.
and hug me tightly,
Cause my weakness runs for my veins when I'm alone.
Fill my life.
You're the only one that can do that.
Find me in your heart
I know I'm just a little piece there
But I'd be able to paint blue the sun for you.
But love me slowly
I wanna feel every second of your hands playing with my hair
and your nose rubbing my cheeks,
smiling at me, closing your eyes,
waiting for your voice saying my name like a sweet melody,
knowing that our love exists beyond our bodies,
knowing that I'm yours
knowing that you're mine.
WhyWhy is it that hard you love me?Why2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Don't I deserve your love?
Am I that simple, that dumb
that ugly, that poor?
Did gods forbid me to kiss?
Am I paying a fault?
Am I that nothing?
Are you that far?
When will you call me?
Whe will your lips pronounce my name?
When will you know I exist?
When will the night be my day?
When will my mind stop thinking of you,
my love, my heart?
Yes, I'm here,
That guy in love,
in love with a dream,
in love with a song
that hits my soul
each time I see the depth of your eyes,
each time I'm alone,
each time that I breathe.
Magical sensation ran over my chest
When I had you close,
When you smiled at me for mistake,
When I appeared in your life
at least for a time
at least for not long.
There is no girl like you.
Just give me a chance and I'll stroke your face with a cloud
And you'd taste my sky.
Tell me to go to the past and I'll fly to ancient Rome
And I'd sculpt your body in marble
like a lost goddess whose arms were not broken in war.
Yes, I'm in love with y
Maybe I'll love youThere you areMaybe I'll love you2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
sitting down, trying to say much
and saying nothing,
you look at me
and I don't know what to say to dry your tears.
You avoid me
and look at me again.
I hold my face to don't fall.
And you press your lips
'cause you don't wanna hurt me.
I never abandoned you,
just love dies
when you have no place where to hold.
I never left you alone,
you were whom forgot
past doens't exist and future is no real.
No, I didn't play with you;
but I look at your face and you're not convinced.
What do you want me to do, rebuilding everything?
Are you going to love me more than you didn't love me?
And you cry and keep silence.
And you wonder why I don't cry
And I know it
I know a broken heart doesn't cry,
broken and hard, that got tired of looking at your eyes waiting,
tired of thinking: "maybe she'll change".
Maybe I would have to change
Maybe we would have,
Forgive me, maybe tomorrow it won't hurt that much.
I know you won't kiss me or hug me for last time.