Catching MeCatching Me2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Radio, you and-
Everyone could like to hear a tale,
I'll speak lightly.
Trailing your lovely lust
River crushing my throat
People will see the uselessness in me-
Never did I see her dying."
Did you even-
Bring back my sinking body?
I beg of you to carry me before I trip and break, because this is all it would take
Give Up -ReversedGive Up -Reversed2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
G etting on my way
I 'll fight for everyday
V ortexes won't block my strides
E nough talking!
U ntil time claims these bodies,
P raise our destinies and the enemies.
WorthlessWorthless2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Her smile was enchanting,
My attitude is merely irritating.
She held beauty,
My skin shows agony.
Her finger was glazed in gold,
Her body was not so naked, that her tears froze.
It is hard to believe,
You could love what's left in me.
I shall try and stop comparing,
Everything we were never sharing.
I hope to keep on hearing,
You're constant praising.
"I love you"
A future I see with you.
A feeling I cannot ignore.
So I implore,
"You are all I need and more."
F U C KF U C K2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Forget any form of love!
Under the stare of God, I swore to you,
Count the memories with your eyes.
Killing my fragile skin was such a sin.
Into the darkness,
Together, by me, we'll make it through.
Alas, roses wilt and twist to dust,
Lonely as the petals flit and crust,
Laughing, their free and no longer used-
To prompt lust
Because of HimBecause of Him2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Lighting the darkness
Out of the light and into the realism,
Vocalizing the way this wind whispers against these lips
Igniting the energy resting idle in nimble finger tips
Netting is so simplistic
Given the right, and precise tools, it may mold the perfect history
History, how much the past compensates with and for
In time, the present is un-wrapped and,
Mailed to a time where we're all-
Marked and branded like a select breed of cattle. .
Annexed and secluded,
Knitting wool memories so that love
Elapses into something warm and fuzzy!
Stitches look so ugly, when compared to things crocheted.
Mild, timid, sensitive,
You have shown all these attributes to the little child inside of me.
Here, in this room, everything is utterly emptied.
Every poem and story of purgatory
Agony, so silent, I can feel the skeleton within this body-
Watch it EndWatch it End2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Let me walk away,
Watch as my path starts to stray.
No longer reaching,
My throat is raw from preaching and beseeching.
Afraid of speaking,
I'll close my eyes and keep on running.
Days of crying,
Constantly stopping and waiting.
The adoration is stretching thin.
I supposed now it's sink or swim.
However in the end,
Everything we worked for-
Will simply, be abandoned.
Messed Up GirlMessed Up Girl2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I'm not special, but I resemble a piece of scrap metal.
Each glance towards the mirror is a war, yet I challenge the monster more and more.
I harbor a priceless frown, and I'll always let you down.
Judging stares for this whore, for walking out the door.
Shaking bones are molding, and a broken sling isn't holding.
Another woman's body is bliss, but that's what he may miss.
I'm sorry for changing because I thought I was managing.
Goodbye sweet girl; close your eyes, this is were the story undoes it's ties.
Wave farewell, yet got back what I gave.
Monsterous Mess of MeMonsterous Mess of Me2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Clean up the mess,
Hide your face,
You're such a disgrace.
The scars of her wrists,
Possess such an unnatural twist.
Fingers ripping at her hair,
She wonders,'Why do they care?'
Her boyfriend's the best,
But she deserves much less.
As she bites her lips until they bleed,
She pleads, and offers herself to God-
""What did you want me to be"
I may fall down on my knees,
But, baby, please-
Forgive me, like you always manage to.
So, I can finally make it up to you.
When the suns drips down,
As the rain pollutes with its silent sound-
She's ready to drown,
What a stupid frown.
Now, looking in the mirror,
Noticing the girl I see.
The ugly figure staring back at me,
Everything I wish I wouldn't be-
Too bad that's exactly what's inside of me.
""Suicide set me free"
"Suicide broke my family"
The little girl she wants to be,
Has long left her a monster,
In this society,
She's lonely and filled with anxiety.
The glass shatters around my body,
Hollow and empty,
Loose and Ragged,
Roses- New MeaningRoses- New Meaning2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Remorse is so easily referenced to an ache
Oasis, this defined the plain and simplistic quake,
Shoke old beds, and so will opinions awake.
Excruciating resentment for their smiles,
Shining so bright such as the Northern lights,
Sometimes one day means for now, everything may be all right.
EveryDayEveryDay2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
If I close my eyes tight,
I can see a make-shift light.
Tucking me in,
Saying: "Ask forgiveness for your sins."
There's your hand,
Tugging my body,
So I can stand.
I screamed at you,
My voice smashed down without a sound,
And how did you react?
You said "I love you" right back.
My cheeks are wet,
But I bet-
You'd make me smile,
Erasing the tears all the while.
I need you,
I can't laugh,
I would not enjoy anything,
If you were not a part of my "everything."
I pray everyday,
That you're okay,
And that I'll always be allowed to say,
"Please stay "
Forgive What's Left of MeForgive What's Left of Me2 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Shows all of,
Is full of previous and
Past fears I have yet
To watch disappear.
They rub and smear,
All the sneers and hold fast
Maybe the looks won't last?
Why can't I find the words?
I want to write with blood,
Would I be shunned?
The constant worry,
My world has gone blurry.
Everyone is rushing past in such a hurry.
It wasn't you,
It was this,
Messed of version
Of what I was supposed to be!
I can't make you happy-
Yet you love me.
If I bleed,
Will you cry over little worthless, me?
The screams will carry,
This body far from,
It's useless dream,
Second BestThe wind whispers' are such a sweet sound.Second Best2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
A gentle kiss that glides off arctic lips.
"Es wird in Ordnung Liebling sein."
Divert discernment towards damaged portions of enduring concrete.
Revoke sympathy, empathy, a childhood memory.
"Sarà il tesoro giusto."
Roses lay beneath the earth,
Scent the cobble that stills the air.
"Det vil være okelskling."
Envious glances represent beautifully.
Clenching anxiety as the sparrow sings.
"Het zal Ok lieveling zijn."
Happiness is a color-blind gift.
Yearning drops down the strongest.
Ich bin am zweitbesten.
Sono secondo migliore.
Jeg er andre best.
Ik ben tweede best.
I am second best.
I Remember and ForgiveI Remember and Forgive2 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
The ache is fanatical.
The priceless facial expression,
Makes it hard to breath,
She's looking right at me.
I know you're worth it,
But should I regret the hurt of this?
How I can never be perfect,
When I crave every part of it!
Why does this heart cry?
These tremulous hands try to hide,
Any insecurity inside,
No longer felt with human feeling.
No one is really there,
With a hand outstretched,
Full of regret!
The mind yearns to forget,
Why I love you,
Yet I can't,
Live without someone like you.
Plead with my indecency,
To let you see,
How much this love affects me?
A question is within these tears,
Twisted and prolonged,
Throughout the years,
Will you still be here?
I would tell you,
"I love you"
If I could watch,
How your lips moved too.
So I'll write it for you,
Let Jesus whisper this,
As if it's porcelain,
I will always love you.
Nothing SeriousNothing Serious2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Nothing serious, he says.
How simple these words can be,
When he doesn't even see,
They aren't working for me.
Nothing serious, he implores.
Fourteen letters together-
-We react, exactly like, lace and leather.
Merely to those simple,
Nothing serious, he says.
Just one little line,
Was supposed to sway our minds?
Not this time,
I won't forget all the days I've cried.
Nothing serious, he presses.
When will he see?
These words scare me,
More then anything.
DemonsDemons:Demons2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Black claws of ink.
Marking the canvas of a withered mind; yet hypnotized in peril.
Addiction, preservatives to fill collapsing veins; but the needle is no longer sterile.
Moralistic failures are indefinite as they spin their sweet coos
Fought war with shrouding darkness; and a clear conscience; for the blood beneath its un-sound nails
Rustic fingers, curling, were crumpling as pristine bone penetrates the knuckle.
A tattered fabric coils itself amongst the rubble, weak knees begin to buckle.
Lay dormant, meaningless reflection of devils' infamy.
Shredding faith with laughter, the body was no longer a shelter, Lord and father-
Our FateI'm bleeding, but some how you can't see.Our Fate2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Tumbling, stumbling, crying.
Though you no longer care or want to see.
Thought this was how it was meant to be.
You and Me.
That's what this was.
That was you and I.
Nothing Means 'Everything'Nothing Means 'Everything'2 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
A witness to pain.
The voice of sin.
The land is so desolate.
How much more sneaking?
We lose our memories.
What a sweet thing.
I had not a clue when I looked at you two.
Such a timid thing,
Our tears portray a drain.
Now that's my lane.
Take my hand,
Broken and bleeding.
Everything I owe,
I could kiss,
I should wish,
That I would only pray to repay your pain.
You justify everything,
Let me rot away,
Before I scream,
I don't deserve this dream.
StaticThe fears screech within my cerebral cortex,Static2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Tear, rip a weakened will and repossess the hurt in a worn down heart.
How much I crave; lust for a pristine start, another heart to re-paint this old and ruined art.
Crashed to the ground, and my head began to pound- rain erasing images of you -attempts to sooth- yet the stains plague a forgotten work; one of Mozart.
Despair- A darkened ray; tainted with dreams of another ill day.
Taken away from this tormented today she thought he was her only everything until the moment he fled away.
Upon the ringing on a new truth she collapsed; no longer strong enough to stay or cease that emotional heart-ache.
Her heart; did she loan to a fool.
Now, as it continues to rain; burning his sins from her body, she begins to sway- Peeling her pains away.
Could it be possible to end this way?
The 'Im'Perfect Girlfriend.:The [Im]Perfect Girlfriend:.The 'Im'Perfect Girlfriend2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
-Hair down and curled, lip gloss on with eyeliner and a regal opposition.
Hair tossed up, no make-up, and watching a documentary about Religious oppression.
-Dolled up and sweet, hoping for the best and planning out what she's going to say. Innocence is her picture.
In sweats and a un-flattering shirt, not worried `bout shit. Her lost virginity a tragic puncture.
-Asks you about your day, makes you diner and indulges beside you with her body, so elegant and smooth.
Ignores issues and would burn down a house toasting bread, she showers alone, atelophobia a constant bruise.
-Athletic and charming, she wasn't neutered by reality, she still has pride to show.
Thrown and cursing points of life's blasphemy, neighbors hear her screams.
-Afraid to give herself to you, with her body that of our Heaven's mercy, Ready to take the fall.
Willing to expose the inner ache, give and take. Knowing a mistake
I'm Sorry For Being AngryI'm Sorry For Being Angry2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Standing through the rain-
The tears I'm crying,
I had hoped you could see,
I had loved you more then anybody.
I wanted nothing more then for you,
To hopefully propose to me.
To deem me yours,
Protect me and understand,
You're the only one,
That will ever be made for me.
My hand is empty,
I've blew it again,
I don't have the heart,
To write a simple-
The 'One' I Never FoundThe 'One' I Never Found2 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
The 'One' I Never Found
And I cry.
I soar high,
And I roam the endless sky.
And I rest upon,
Holds my feet steady,
When I imagine you whispering to me!
The scarlet is creeping,
Into every part,
Of this fragile body-
Oh, the yearning.
My throat is burning,
You're the wind that keeps,
My wings roaring,
A never ending story!
I want to see,
How loud we can sing.
Out in this rain,
I think of you,
How I need,
Every inch of truth-
I never found you,
But I haven't stopped trying,
To reach you.