She learned to Rise...A hardened man, a sickened beast,She learned to Rise...3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
His anger and rage threatened to never cease.
In the prison of Hell, looking up at the sky,
His only soft feelings of hope began to die.
His soul rotted for years.
The inhumanity dried up any remaining tears.
A baby's cries erupted one night.
The sound was foreign and inspiring, as was the sight.
The broken man, his heart so charred,
Watched the baby grow up, his expression hard.
Hatred manifested for the mother, who brought the girl into this hell.
Didn't she know how many prisoners had tried to escape and fell?
How cruel was that mother, to bring that girl straight into death.
She'd never feel warmth and happiness on her breath.
Especially not after her mother was taken and killed.
In the commotion of the screaming struggle, the broken man's arms were filled.
He held the girl close and dashed away,
"I will protect you." She heard him say.
The guards weren't concerned with the abandoned five year old.
They had done what they'd been told.
SchizophreniaI hate you.Schizophrenia5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I'm lying to myself.
I wish you were dead.
You'll never be dead to me.
You're awful, and terrible, and selfish, and mean.
I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.
And after this, I'll never write for (about) you again.
Just thinking of you brings me inspiration.
Wishing we had never met, I'll curse my heart and yours until they blacken (your's already is).
Pretending, you do not..
exist, I will move on.
Our dalliance is over,
our friend(court)ship complete.
Never again, will I think of you, oh darling.
My heart beats fast at the mention of your name..
and not having you makes me wish
I were dead.
Staring at you, I can't look away.
You're beautiful, and good God, you know it.
I hope that you never fall in love and that,
no one ever loves you
And when you see my name,
I hope you're dying inside.
I'm dying inside,
my lies are not working.
I know you can tell that I love you.
I love you.
When will you ever be mineWhen will you ever be mine5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
When will you be mine ?
The odds are stacked against us .
Everything is bent on keeping us apart
It's so hard waiting for you
My heart hurts desperately
Every time you're close
I reach out and all my fingers grasp is air.
You're fading away , fading before my eyes , I'm never quick enough to reach you.
But still I try, I try because my heart belongs to you ,
You may not know it , may choose to deny it , but I've fallen deeply in love with you .
The pain so deep in my soul , gnawing at my heart
The voices in my head repeating themselves "he's not yours never was and never will be "
But still I keep you close in my thoughts and in my heart .
Your happiness meaning much more to me than my own .
So it seems the world has won , fate has won, destiny has won.
The one who wants my heart can't have it
And the one who doesn't already possesses it .
What a sick joke for destiny to play!
But I'll be fine
It may take a bit longer than usual because of deep my love is
But I'll pic
This Bottle I HoldIt makes me happy,This Bottle I Hold5 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
It makes me forget.
This bottle I hold,
Is the lock on my head.
My pitiful life,
I will soon forget.
The terrible memories
Are forced out of my head.
The trouble I've caused,
I just want to forget.
The painful thoughts
Bounce around in my head.
My source of redemption,
I cannot forget.
It makes me feel better,
Yet it fogs up my head.
All the consequences,
I will regret.
As I lay down here,
In my bed, dead.
Behind This MaskEvery morningBehind This Mask5 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Of every day
I get up early
Wanting to play
Rather than doing
What my soul has asked
Instead I shape up
And put on my mask
I must play a role
I must play a part
I cannot let them
See into my heart
They talk of their drugs
They speak of their booze
I play along
But I've got too much to lose
The people that my time
Is spent with the most
Do not realize
That I am but a hoax
The truth that I am
Still wants to hide
For he is afraid
That they'd wish him to die
When my day is done
When I lay in my bed
The drown out the voices
Of those in my head
They tell me to be
Something I'm not
But I don't want to live
Like a robot
Today I am done
Playing this part
Now I can free
This child at heart
Why I came to hate Star TrekWhy I came to hate Star TrekWhy I came to hate Star Trek6 years ago in Reviews & Guides More Like This
No, this is not about the new movie. When I am writing this, I haven't seen it. This is about You, all you people. You must bloody well know who I am referring to.
When I started to watch Star Trek, all it meant was that the Voyager was on her way home. There was no fucking Enterprise, Federation and all the shit. It was just a cool spaceship with a cool crew. Then I met the other series and I became a Star Trek fan. No, not a Trekkie. Just a guy who enjoys watching Star Trek. Because I DO have a life. I don't like when people call me a Trekkie, the same way I don't like whrn they call me an intellectual. No, I'm a bloody prole who likes to watch Star Trek.
When I started 3D rendering, I chose Trek because I had a .3ds mesh of the Enterprise-E on my HDD. It was not because I was head over heels with Trek. In the meantime, I became engulfed in the artistic value of all the ships. To put it simply, I found them beautiful. Even those old, crappy, campy 60's de
The Barefoot ClubAmelia loved her job. The Barefoot Club was an amazing nightclub at the far end of town that catered to a special kind of woman. Women came from out of state to enjoy the services that Amelia and the other girls provided. This special club was devoted entirely to the pampering and downright worship of female feet.The Barefoot Club5 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Amelia admired the crimson pedicure one of the other girls had given her during downtime the other night and gave her long pale toes a satisfied wiggle before slipping her smooth size five feet into her patent black high heels and stepped out of her dressing room. The clubs main room was quiet; some of the girls had their heels kicked off beneath bar tables and were enjoying cocktails on the house. Amelia stole a glance at their soft wrinkly soles resting on footrests of the stools and she felt a familiar warmth settle in her tummy.
Ever since she could remember, Amelia had had what her friends would later call a foot fetish. However, even more unconventionally Amelia found t
InsanitySlowly falling apartInsanity5 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Inside and out
Tearing at my heart
This terrible inward bout
My mind continually racing
Fingers always moving
Feel like pacing
Very slowly losing
The voices never cease
The pain never stops
Begging for release
So scared of the greatest loss
If my sanity slips away
Will you love me then?
Because one day it may
And this will all end
Just One More...One more shot,Just One More...5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
One more pill,
One more hit,
I can't help it.
I need it.
One more pipe,
One more bong,
One more joint,
They keep me going.
I'm in the streets.
One more hit,
My last overdose,
It took my life.
Precisely you. His eyes,Precisely you.5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Look deep into my soul,
His smile, so innocent,
Filled with emotion,
His voice a calm expression of his,
He's every breath of inspiration,
Immersed in my mere existence.
His countance, silhouette
Spectacular Spiderman reviewSpidey has been through a lot over the years, hasn't he? Selling his marriage to Mephisto, fighting a ridiculous number of clones of himself, star in three films, two good the other... less so, and a reboot, as well as a total of 5 animated series. First one was a straight riff on the old spiderman shorts by stan-lee, complete with cheesy dialogue, stilted animation and even more cheesy music (it was the 60's), the Second was the awful 90's version where everyone looked like they were made out of sides of beef (IT MIGHT WORK FOR THE X-MEN, BUT DOESN'T WORK HERE!!!!), with a spin-off taking place on an alternative earth with furries and a scientist with a god complex. There was that attempted reboot in the 2000's that was swiftly forgotten with Crap-tasuck CGI characters, and finally we get this new edition, The Spectacular Spiderman.Spectacular Spiderman review5 years ago in Reviews & Guides More Like This
It's probably one of the best adaptations of the web-head I've seen, barring the first two Raimi films and possibly the new one coming up. Spectacular spi
is it loveis it loveis it love5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
when you think hes there
is it love
when you feel his fingers
is it love
when you see his eyes and compare it to the grass
is it love when
you think hes brighter than the sun
is it love when
all you hear is his voice
is it love when
you see him everywhere?
is it love
when hes in you thoughts?
is it love when
you need him to make you smile
is it love when
hes all you ever think about?
is it love?
cause i really need to know
never written by menever written by me5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Never did I think that
I'd fall so deeply in love.
It was a surprise when it happened
My heart left my body,
And came to you.
Never did I think that you'd be,
The center of my world.
Never did I think
That you'd be the one I'd wish,
Were in my arms.
Never did I think that I'd love so strongly
That id give my life for you .
Scarecrow-the shadows on the wall 2Scarecrow-the shadows on the wall 23 years ago in Drama More Like This
I kept thinking about that all the week, at first, I tank it was batman, but then I realize that, he was just the hardest one to scare, was it that everybody were the same to me? What made one of them special?
-I don't know
-I don't know who I prefer to scare, they are all lab rats to me, and yet I terribly enjoy making them scream.
-What makes you scream?
-you forgot something doctor
-of course, I'm not afraid of highs
-Pain, fear, hate
-I'm neither afraid of snakes. And why do you scream?
-So I won't cry
- or spiders, Why would you cry?
-If you keep saying only what you are not afraid of, I'm never going to get to know anything about you!
-I cry because I know things, why do you cry?
-*long pause*because I feel things
-the same of the kind that makes you want to forget, the kind of: pain, loneliness, anxiety, fear, being certain that we live in a cruel, cruel world?
Those are the things that make us cry, that makes everybody cry. We cr
cadaverouswe are nothing if notcadaverous4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
when we tear our limbs to fly &
you are made of more than
ice box pulses in your wrist &
dusty coffin beds or so
you like to think.
I am the Star FarmerI am the Star FarmerI am the Star Farmer3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
delicate touch and perfect harmony
the strings pulling my children along through darkness
I am a beacon
shining the light for those who need it most
hanging my light across the night sky
I am a mystery
yet so universal
I am the harvester
calling upon the seeds in the dust
caressing and caring as I let them mature
I am the Gods
hanging the stars above my head; utmost care
and people praise me
I am the traveler
in my vessel let the people follow
guardian of safe passages
I am the Star Farmer
hanging the lights in the sky
harvesting from the dust.
Suicide NoteWhy is it that when I try to be nice...Suicide Note7 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Your still as cold as ice?
You've never said one kind word
to anyone who doesn't repeat what you say, like a mockingbird.
Somtimes I don't know if your a person.
You won't stay this way forever: you'll only worsen.
Yet...why do I crave so much to be accepted by you?
Even though I hate everything you do.
All I ever wanted was to belong.
But you said I was wrong.
You told me that, so I tried so hard not to be weird or strange, too smart, or a "whore".
But I couldn't take being such a bore.
So you attacked me and nearly beat me to death.
Not with fists, but with words so hurtful, you sucked up my pain like a drug, meth.
I couldn't get over it one bit.
I still have the scars to prove it.
There are so many time that you made me cry.
These may be my final words because of you...
Loss"Ichigo? Son, please come out. It's dinner time. I made your favorite meal..."Loss4 years ago in Drama More Like This
The nine year old Ichigo didn't answer his worried father. He was sitting on the floor in front of his door so no one could get in.
Isshin tried anger next. "Ichigo Kurosaki! You unlock your door and let me in at once!"
Ichigo shifted in front of the door, wincing when the floor creaked under him, giving away his position to his father.
Isshin sighed and slid down to sit in front of the door. "Kiddo, I know you miss her... I miss your mother, your sisters miss her. Please stop this and come have something to eat. Please, Ichigo... You can't stay in there any longer. If you do, I'll have to put an intravenous drip in you. And I know you wouldn't want that."
Ichigo wiped tears harshly from his eyes, sniffling loudly. "Dad... I miss her... I want mom to come home!"
Isshin sighed, remembering this was how every day for the past three weeks went since Masaki's funeral happened. "Ichigo... She won't be back... I'm
Bianca Neroni: ProfileBianca Neroni: Profile4 years ago in Profiles More Like This
Name: Bianca Maria Neroni
Nickname/Villain name: Simply
Works for/with: Harvey 'Two
Hair: On her left side of her
head, black long straight hair cut with a bob fringe. On the right
side of her haid, curly blond hair with a wavy fringe. She sometimes
hides her scarred eye with the right side of her hair.
Notable features: As her hair is
changed on the right side of her head, the right side of her face is
scarred and mutated. It's burned and her lips is a bit together
melted on that side. On the unharmed side, she is a dark beauty with
usually red or black lips with dark brown eyes.
Build: She's a middle age woman
in her best years. She is'nt that model tin type, but got curves that
she's not afraid to hide.
Style of Clothing: 20's
gangster. She loves dresses with stripes and different pattern. Hats
is often a common thing of hers to wear.
emo modeemo mode4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
My heart is slowly turning livid.
My soul in an unfathomable abyss of silence.
My mind churning in the murky waters of pain, contempt, agony.
My eyes, hollow points showing little but no emotion.
Numb hands, blood, crimson red, flowing to the mere at my feet.
My voice cold as ice, passing you of as just another unwanted acquaintance.
[Emo mode] leave me alone.
It's for your own safety.
I have no feelings, none but pain.
I couldn't care less, if you're broken or scared.
Stoic, that's what I am now.
Detached and careless.
Your voice irks me,
Your stare disturbs me.
Your presence aggravates me.
LEAVE ME ALONE.
Emo loveOne hand caresses her,Emo love5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
the other threatens her life.
The gun pointed to his head,
torments his very existence.
The blade at her throat,
slowly brushes it.
The end together.
A One More Day Retcon IdeaA One More Day Retcon Idea5 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
I think because of the time alterations involved with this deal, there should be a massive crack in the time-space continum that effects Spiderman's universe that causes drastic alterations to people's and places' looks that keeps flipping back and forth between the past, present, and future. Spidey recognizes this and thinks that there's a villain involved, possibly Mephisto, and he goes to fight him. However, he encountersan unknown individual who calls herself Renaissance. Spidey asks her if this time-space thing is all her fault, and she reveals to him that HE is the cause of the chaos because of his deal with Mephisto. When Aunt May got shot in Civil War, Mephisto cast him under a spell, an illusion if you will, that put Spidey in a situation that would force him to make a deal with him and alter reality. It is Mephisto's influence that is causing everyone to act so out of character so he can fulfill his Xanatos Gambit. Renaissance explains that Peter and MJ's marriage had a spiri