and then the new chapter....its like drowning, stuck somewhere without a clue which way to go untiland then the new chapter....1 year ago in Personal More Like This
you find yourself deeper in then you ever mean't to go.
It's trying to breath without a source of oxygen.
Like opening your eyes and finding it's darker then when your eyes were closed.
There's always a battle ahead that seems like there's no way to concur it
until its over and you realize how feeble it all is compared to how it could have been.
Winter is unforgiving. Its the end of a a year and the beginning to a new chapter.
What was ones beautiful colors falling from the trees with a slight nip in the air is now
a cold day covering all the beauty with a blanket of white holding it captive until
it is once again warm and we forget all about its present.
my point being, we always have someone holding us back, something to look forward to
and the promise of another year and new memory's. never stop to ask what could of been
just no that there still could be.
Dreams suck!I had a dream last night, we were smiling, hugging, talking... the last month I've made three mistakes, and one of them was telling you all that. I guess my mind is telling me to fix things between us, but I'm to stubborn to apologize...Dreams suck!2 years ago in Personal More Like This
ConfusedGirls are so confusing its confusing, u like me, then love me, then u hate me so much that u cant stand my touch, then u love me, then u love and hate me at the same time. I hope every day that when i wake up you moved on and found someone diffrent cause i dont want to hurt u because i cant be with u.Confused2 years ago in Personal More Like This
Contest :DHi guys, I am making a contest. Soooo here are the details:Contest :D7 months ago in Personal More Like This
You must draw Lucia.
The theme must be either something to do with Spring or Summer.
It must have background and color, shading not required.
Aria can be included, so can Souhl, only if you know who those characters are, though.
I'd prefer it to be digital, but I'll accept traditional.
I really don't want anything in pixels.
One entry per person, and you can redo yours, just specify which one you want to enter with.
If you can, post a journal about this.
NO USING BASES. JUST NO.
You steal? You meet an early grave.
[Bullet; Blue] PLEASE LINK ALL ENTRIES TO MY PAGE OR THIS JOURNAL.
[Bullet; Blue] Knock yourselves out, children.
I always like realism more than cartoonish, but it doesn't mean that realism has an advantage, just putting that out there.
Now, what you all want
Um.So my sister said she wanted to go to Barnes and Noble to buy 50 Shades of Gray.Um.1 year ago in Personal More Like This
And I just flipped to shat out.
I told her it was a poorly written book about a horny teenager.
And then we kinda got in a fight.
The worse part was she had to go to work 2 seconds after we were done.
I don't know if I should feel bad or what, but that book is a bad influence to young women/teenage girls.
I try to tell her but she didn't listen.
MundaneHello, i am not dead, but i have been lazy. this entire summer, i spent it doing nothing! But! this august i will try and do as much as i can before school starts.Mundane1 year ago in Personal More Like This
heads up: im not really planning on finishing my current story, but will post some art for it. i dont really wanna finish the story, but if i had some sort of motivation, then maybe.
i will be testing out new art styles since i have been studying a lot, so you might see more: realism, cartoon, and refined anime. (dont really like traditional anime anymore)
and more pictures! i have found a love for taking beauty shots like eyes or lips.
not to mention i will work on my cosplay, but i can only do so much.
thank you for being patient, and comments/constructive criticism are welcome.
My Dream....*cries*I had a terrible dream last night....My Dream....*cries*1 year ago in Personal More Like This
My mom,dad,sister and I went to a amusement park in China.(don't ask)
My sister and I went on a water slide(it was fun)and after getting off,I saw a HUGE bug,right next to me.I screamed and ran into a slide,making the whole thing fall down,the water caused a small flood.My dream then switched to me at my house, on the computer.My sister walked into the room, and said "where's mom?" I said "In the car". She went there,and came back,telling me that our mom wanted me.I got up,and outside.Mom was sitting angrily in the car.I said "What's wrong?" she didn't look at me,but she said "That flood you caused killed 11 people" I said "What!?But everyone was ok!I remember!"No one payed attention to me,they kept say,"How could you do this?" "You're terrible!" I ran to my computer and all over Google,there was news about the deaths,and pictures of me labeled "Killer" and "Monster".My dream flashed to me at school,people talking about the deaths also.No one loo
Conflict (Based on the Picture by blaueswolfsblut)After rescuing Jill from the control of the P30 device, Chris had moved on ahead to find Wesker. However, he was all alone. Sheva was defeated by a Reaper after she had sacrificed her life for her partner's. Although the brunette wanted to stay behind and help, Sheva had shoved him through a door that were originally planned to go through until those huge bugs came out of their small cocoons. When Chris tried to open it, it was locked. He could only listen as Sheva's death screams grated in his ears. After a moment of collecting himself, he moved on ahead. Coming to the storage area, he spots the familiar black-clad male. He immediately drew his gun, but his heart began to race as he did.Conflict (Based on the Picture by blaueswolfsblut)1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Chris: "Wesker... please don't do this...!"
Wesker: "... Are you going to kill me, Chris?" Chris couldn't see it due to Wesker's back being turned, but for some reason there was a trace of regret in his burning red-gold eyes.
He remembered all the times when he and Chris met, Chris vowed to stop his e
Updates for my TrollsonaAlright: This is how it goes down. Her name is Polari Caniis. She has yellow blood, but types in pink because it's pretty. She has a total flush-crush on Dirk and is in her dream-bubble. She friends with Techie (Or Terkie). Everything else is the same, like her social wall and stuff. She has like, no powers. If she does, then they're really weak. She looks the same and types the same, though. So yeah. That's it.Updates for my Trollsona1 year ago in Personal More Like This
good dayso today was a pretty good day i think that the best part was when i made :iconginger13ninja: gamtav "porn" in class, and when i gave it to her i walked away. she opened it, yelled, crumbled it up, through it away and started to walk to my desk so i hid cause she tried to hit me XD yup, good day indeed. :iconpervytavrosplz::iconpervygamzeeplz:good day1 year ago in Personal More Like This
SDGDFHDFDFGDFGDFHGFGFOH MY GOD GUYYSSDGDFHDFDFGDFGDFHGFGF1 year ago in Personal More Like This
I JUST GOT BACK FROM ZEH HALLLOWWEEN PARADE. I GOTTA FREE HUG FROM A ZOMBIE, HIGH-FIVED SEVERAL WEREWOLVES, AND THEN, /IT HAPPENED/.
SOMEONE IN THE PURRADE WAS COSPLAYING AS FUCKING EQUIUS'S ANCESTOR. I THINK I MAY HAVE HIS NAME WRONG THOUGH.
BUT JUST LIKE-
WHOEVER THAT GUY WAS, YOU ARE AWESOME. I WISH I HAD YELLED SOMETHING, BUT I WAS TOO STUNNED. HE EVEN HAD A BOW AND ARROWS.
Hello :)My friend asked me to make a da journal in which I talk about how I feel about gay and bisexual people, alright here we goHello :)1 year ago in Personal More Like This
I believe that gay people are great, I don't see sexuality, I see people, I've met a few gay people in my life, they're really great people, and I've been told that some gay people are sassy, which is somewhat true, but I like sassy, it's funny, anywho, about bi-sexual people, same deal, just people, I'm bi myself, so I can understand. And thats how I feel about gay and bisexual people
......okay so i've been meaning to post this for a while, but there's a chance I may have TB. I was apparently exposed and have been coughing alot, and while I haven't coughed up blood, my parents are still getting me tested. I haven't been feeling well but it could just be the weather. I'm a little worried..........1 year ago in Personal More Like This
New meme guys!!- Name: HelgaNew meme guys!!1 year ago in Personal More Like This
- Single or taken: Single ;_;
- Sex: girl
- Birthday: 1st of December
- Sign: Sagittarius
- Hair color: Red
- Eye color: Blue but kinda brown/green in the middle
- Height: 164,5 cm last time I checked
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: idk
S P E C I F I C S
- What kind of shampoo do you use?: I don't remember lol
- What are you listening to right now?: Sia - breath me
- Who is the last person that called you?: Sigurbjörg
- How many buddies are online right now?: Nennis.
F A V O U R I T E S
- Animal: Foxes, pandas, butterflies and dragons
- Colour: pink and purple
- Drink: kókómjólk or svali lol
- Element: Fire
- Food: Asian
- Game: Pok
Clockwork7: BusySorry I haven't been on deviantART much...I have been busy working on something. Hee hee...you will like it, it's to do with some of the art marked 'Ghost Gears' in my gallery. That's the working title for a new free web-based project. Because I love you guys for all your support for Hollow Fields. I wish I could work faster to get it up sooner but I'm also doing Clockwork Sky vol 2 as well as some bread-and-butter projects for various clients. But stay tuned for news (and some art) from that. There's more about this that I can say but...ahhh....it is a secret....woooh...it's not set in the Hollow Fields universe, unlike Clockwork Sky. I thought it was about time I had two universes to explore, heh. Please look forward to it!Clockwork7: Busy1 year ago in Personal More Like This
NOW WE'RE BROTHER LADIES~My RP addiction returns! IDK even know why, but I've wanted to rp all kinds lately. Random and who cares. Anyway I've decided to delete gem of the stars till I have the wwhole story written. I'm working on new chapters for lullaby, The Cavern, The punishers...etc etc. Gotta get atleast one story finished ajkasdljkas.NOW WE'RE BROTHER LADIES~1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Anyway nothing like procastination furom school work n' stuff, if anyone at all wants an RP buddy, message me and I can give you my email fur an RP. yesImbored.
Anyway anyone feel furee to ignore this.
Nicknames omgIve been giving random people random nicknames, cause I can, kaiiNicknames omg1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Anyway.. I really like nicknames so I'm probably gonna find one for all of you guys c:
Cause you're my frands Amg
Ily and stuff
what a kiss meansWhat a Kiss Meanswhat a kiss means1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Kiss on the stomach = "I'm ready"
Kiss on the Forehead = "I hope we're together forever"
Kiss on the Ear = "You're my everything"
Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends"
Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you"
Kiss on the Neck = "We belong together"
Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you"
Kiss on the Lips = "I love you"
What the gesture means...
Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other"
Slap on the Butt = "That's mine"
Holding on tight = "I don't want to let go"
Looking into each others eyes = "I just plain love you"
Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me"
Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go"
Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you"
Picking someone up off their feet = "That they love them fully and would do anything for them"
Don't ask for a kiss, take one
If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in love.
Post this again after reading!!
Or you will have a bad year of Relatio
@.@ Conan is hilariousLOL I NEVER DO JOURNAL ENTRIES...@.@ Conan is hilarious1 year ago in Personal More Like This
SO I GRADUATED..THAT'S GOOD....I just did my speech for Speech class. It was good but I need to work on organization and the teacher said if I do, I could be one of the best speakers in the room! ..I go to Pasadena City College .. in Pasadena, CA.
My grandma passed away last week and tomorrow's my birthday and we're burying her on my birthday..ugh.. But she's in heaven and God loves all of us and he created us so at his time, he wants us back and we have to say goodbye FOR NOW because We'll all be up there soon..some of us.. ANYWAY..
I've been taking this design class AND HOLY SHNIKIES, IS IT PROFESSIONAL!! There's all these tools I need to get STILL and it's really expensive..but I've been feeling more artsy than ever.
Well this saturday for my birthday, i'm going to Seal Beach..expect beach-ish pictures.
I've been on tumblr a lot..so if you have a tumblr and want to see the stuff I post (mostly hilarious stuff, tim burton, deviantart shares, l
meme omgGRYFFINDOR:meme omg1 year ago in Personal More Like This
[ ] You've never done illegal drugs (Is smoking illegal when you're 13?)
[ ] You have a lot of friends
[ ] You get along with everyone
[ ] You haven't made fun of someone for at least two months
[ ] You love soccer
[ ] You love baseball
[x] You're into writing and art
[ ] Favourite music genre is pop rock
[ ] You believe in "innocent until proven guilty" theory
[x] Abortion is wrong
[ ] The war against Iraq is unneeded
[ ] One of your favourite colours is red or gold
[x] Good grades at school
[ ] One of the worst things you can do is lie
[ ] You plan on going to college/university
[ ] You're content with mostly everything in your life right now.
[ ] You laugh a lot
[ ] You like to follow trends.
[x] Politics suck.
[ ] You love to swim
[ ] Water polo is awesome
[x] Pink is one of your favorite colors
[ ] Black is morbid & depressing still like it though
[x] Michael Jackson is talented as a musical artist.
[ ] You're an optimist.
[ ] You're completely str
So uhm, the old me is back,Yeah, the one that will do anything to loose weight and feel beautiful..So uhm, the old me is back,1 year ago in Personal More Like This
I was getting better, but now I don't know.. I just want to stop eating,
I didn't go to school today, I told my dad I was sick, but I'm not, well at least not in the same way I told him..
People should really watch their words.. They have no idea how much they might mean to someone..
Like seriously, you never have any idea how that person might take it.. Even if they pretend to be okai with it they probably aren't.. So don't say something stupid, it might ruin someone,
Tagged omg1. What mythical creature would you love to have as a pet?Tagged omg1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Thestrals from Harry Potter omg
2. In a zombie apocalypse what would be your plan? Hide, Run, Fight? Be a loner or part of a group?
Die probably.. I can't really hurt anything, so I would die.. I would try to hide though,
3. Your perfect desert?
Icecream from Vesturbæjarís haha, my fav omg
4. If you could have any ability in the world what would it be? (Includes stuff like being able to turn into a dragon or have wings etc.)
See and communicate with ghosts and spirits and see auras and stuff..
5. Would you ever cosplay? If so what as?
Definetly, probably something from Higurashi or Final Fantasy
6. What world would you most like to live in? (eg: Pokémon, Star Wars)
7. Would you rather lose your hands or lose your eyes?
i don't know D:
8. Favourite book/manga/comic?
Book? like non anime? Inu-yasha and bleach I think
9. What would you change about the world?
That people wouldn't judge each other..
Lycan of the SouthWestThe shaking, like those of the chillsLycan of the SouthWest1 year ago in Personal More Like This
The clawing, leaving bloody crescents on the skin
The yearning, wanting to be out in the light
The moon, calling to the child of the night.
She cannot take any more
The pull is to strong,
Yet to change is impossible
Her body too weak to handle the phase.
The wolf, pacing around her soul
Like the expecting father outside the hospital door.
HOWL! The moon is high!
Run! The wind is at her side!
They shall be in fear,
They shall tremble before her,
The Lycan of the Southwest