They don't careI couldn't find a better emoticon, so I'll start off by saying I'm not entirely feeling rejected...just hurt. Upset.They don't care4 months ago in Personal More Like This
Today I went on the youth group's facebook prayer page and told them how I'm withdrawing from the church and although they are awesome people that I love, I don't believe in God. Only one person has responded, and it was just a "we'll miss you, hope you come back" type of thing. Like they don't understand I'm serious. Like they don't care.
When my friend did it, someone kept trying to convince her to change her mind and ended up crying while typing...it was just so obvious he cared. I mean, I'm sure they were closer, but still. I knew my youth group didn't care for me much, but I thought there were SOME who were going to respond. I guess...being the stubborn chick I am, I wanted an argument. I was prepared to give my reasons why and defend my case. So it sucks when they don't even try to convince me-because I know my mind won't be changed...it's just that I kinda of want
Lost FaithThere is a lot on my mind. A lot. The weeks have flown by lately and yet it's all just been an uneventful, numbing blur. Nothing big (or good) has happened and I feel like I'm just...serving no purpose. Living no life....Lost Faith5 months ago in Personal More Like This
I'm still on anti-depressants of course. Only one friend knows and I feel awful for betraying H like this. But how exactly do you tell someone that? Especially when she suffers with depression too?
Is it bad I wish I was depressed like I used to be? That I don't want these pills? I'm just numb. I don't know how I feel anymore. It's the worst feeling anymore. I'd rather feel constant depression than be purely CONFUSED with my emotions. Honestly.
I'm a freak.
I've also come to the conclusion that I no longer believe in God. I don't know if I ever did. I was searching for a comfort of some sort...hope. And he hasn't really done anything. If he is real, the only time he's ever answered prayers is for my mom not having cancer-that was almost a year ago...and that wasn't ev
Free Stock İmagesI m an amateur photographer.My images are not perfect but I guess enough good for manipulation beginners.There are many wonderfull photos on internet but they are prohibited to use or many stocker have many rules.I have many free stock images for all people on my gallery.Just letting u know that I hate rules.Also u dont neet to ask for my permission.Free Stock İmages2 years ago in Resources More Like This
I m posting only my own photos for all people all around the world.Some of them, I played with colours.Trying to give inspirational titles.
I like to share and help stockers to create somethings nice.
I belive that to share and to support art, it can make this world more worth living.
So, u can use them for any work you like)
And maybe u wants to share with me
Now please enjoy some examples from my gallery
Please Read! HACKER!Apparently there's a hacker going around, hacking peoples accounts,and blocking YOUR friends so that they block YOU. You then get in trouble then banned from DA. Crazy isn't it?! So if you read this warning, care about those around you, you will spread this word, tell everyone so you aren't this guy's next victim. ALSO, If I block or say something to you that isn't appropriate for NO REASON, it's not me!!! Now please spread the word so no one you know is the hackers next victim.Please Read! HACKER!11 months ago in Personal More Like This
ONLY FIVE PEOPLE CAN READ THIS..CAN YOU?Cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt!if you can raed tihs rpsoet it.ONLY FIVE PEOPLE CAN READ THIS..CAN YOU?1 year ago in Personal More Like This
OLNY PUT THIS ON YOUR PRILOFE IF YOU CAN RAED TIHS. CNAHGE THE NMUERBR AT TOP TGOHUH, "ONLY __ PEOPLE ON DA CAN READ THIS...CAN YOU?" Go up a nmuber if you can raed it...ltes see how hgih we can get!
well fuck.stupid v-day holiday. BY FAR MY LEAST FAE HOLIDAY!!*siiigh* im sooo tired. i dunno why. but i am. lolz.my class went to a v-day dance.....i as asked to dance...2 times....i said..."....*in very small,sad,honest voice*....no......thank you...."*stalks off* it was a very dark dance room.*gym actwally* and i was wearing all black...so i hid in a corner. no one even saw me. lololloolloolollooloolz. but i started to cry at the dance. i missed my gramma.all my courage was with my bff.who was sick. so i just sat there and mourned. lolzwell fuck.1 year ago in Personal More Like This
next week im going to make a chat for the paranormal.you know...like to talk about:
and other things i geuss. heh.
sooooooooooooooooooooo yeah.thats it i geuss.....
speacking of stone henge.i have to writte trucking lone page story about it. WHYYWYYHWYHWYHWWYWYHWHY!??!?!?
Mood song of the day: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nJ3ZM8FDBlg
club JoltI finally made a group based off of our loved (but unpopular) Autobot, Jolt. I need help getting it started (and I need a co-founder) any help would be much appreciated!club Jolt1 year ago in Personal More Like This
And no fear, :iconthe-ratchet-club: is still my top group, and Ratchet will always be #1
Happy New yearHappy new year everybody, played Skyrim all night fastest new years eve night ever.Happy New year1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Buon Anno a tuttiBUON ANNO A TUTTI!!!!Buon Anno a tutti1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Italian translate: HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYONE!!
I will wait until Snowdew hits Midnight so i can give her a good luck kiss
GROUNDEDDon't you worry guys.GROUNDED1 year ago in Personal More Like This
I'm not mad or anything like that.
I'm just grounded for a while is all.
But I'll get back to you guys soon enough.
Or just until I'm off the hook & my mom lets me use my computer again.
YeSung! <3I love him! <3 <3 <3 :iconYeSungplz: His songs are soo awesome! I dream about him everynight! He lives in my basement with Ryeowook!YeSung! <31 year ago in Personal More Like This
Yesung screen shot: Mr.Simple
Yesung shirtless! -nosebleeds like crazy-
Yesung with pets
Oppa with fan thingy
MY YESUNG OPPA!!!!
IM SO OBSESSED WITH OPPA~ <3 <3
starSTAR IS MINE AND NOBODY CAN SAY CRAP ABOUT IT IF U DO I WILL SHOOT U AND RIP U APART EVEN THOUGH I AM SUPPOSED TO SAVE HUMANZ I DON'T CARE!AND I LUV STAR JUST THE WAY SHE IS!star2 years ago in Personal More Like This
52 SecretsOOOOO STEAMY~~52 Secrets2 months ago in Personal More Like This
I don't have to be at school til 11am tomorrow so might as well stay up and do pointless surveys hahaha //cries o v o
52 Secrets About Yourself
Be HONEST no matter what.
1. What is your natural hair colour?
2. Where was your ID pic taken?
At the DMV...where else? o w o;;
3. What's your middle name?
Marie omg it's so lame
4. Your current relationship status?
blackrom w/ kawaiisquad
5. Honestly, does your crush like you back?
They only want me for my D.
6. What is your current mood?
7. What's the color of your underwear?
white lacy thong and it's giving me a godawful wedgie
8. What is one thing that makes you happy?
tie between sour gummy worms and oral sex
9.Who was the last person you cuddled with?
idk probably my dog b/cuz nobody else likes me sob
10. If you could go back in time, and change something what would it be?
@8 yr old me, don't shave off your eyebrows UR BEUAIFAL THE WAY U R omfg
11. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day?
a bird!!!!!!! s
Moving my roomShort story: I'm gonna pick up my room and put it in my basement.Moving my room4 months ago in Personal More Like This
Long story: After talking to my mom, we decided that I should move into the basement of my house. We are moving all my stuff from my room right now and taking it all into the basement. Don't worry though, it's not those cold dusty kind of basements XD It actually looks like the inside of a small hotel room and stuff but it's halfway into the ground. It's got a fireplace, huge TV, couches, etc. Yeah, you get the point... XDDD
IF YOU EVER THINK YOU SUCK AT ART:TAKE A GANDER AT SOME OF MY DRAWINGS FROM WHEN I WAS 13IF YOU EVER THINK YOU SUCK AT ART:4 months ago in Personal More Like This
AND TO THINK AT ONE POINT I THOUGHT THIS SHIT WAS GOOD
this is so embarrassing oh my....
umm. dat anatomy??!!! i don't understand
this was my oc at one point.... .____.
this was supposed to be my like demonsona thing idfk
I WAS SO EMO AHHHHH
ALSO HOW CAN LEGS EVEN BEND LIKE THAT
THIS WERZ MAH NEORPET!!!!
this shit is DEEP, man.
okay so yeah like seriously if
OMG MY DAD IS THE BEST!My dad is SOOO THE BEST!OMG MY DAD IS THE BEST!4 months ago in Personal More Like This
I mean like he noticed how much i love disney andi know every one in here that are my fans and friend know that too but!...
When i was gettign back home from a little trip like for 2 days he painted all my walls and drew Disney characters on them!
And he got me like 5 disney CD'S that iv never watched!
Got me a HADES plushie ZOMG!
Gave me like two bambi hats!
some hello kitty stuff :3
Got me a hades drawing from the creator of hades and it was signed by the person who drew it!
and O...M...G...HE GOT ME TWO TICKETS TO DISNEY LAND!!!! (me and my dad are going! :>)
OMG I LOVE YOU DAD!
I'M LIKE SITTING HERE WITH MY HADES PLUSHIE AND WRITING THIS MUTHA FUKIN JOURNAL!
For thoes who don't like my dad can suck my dick if i had one.
I'm Sollux Pyrope motherfuckersKARKAT VANTAS (♋)I'm Sollux Pyrope motherfuckers5 months ago in Personal More Like This
[ ] Cancer is your zodiac sign
[ ] You hate the color red
[ ] you love RIDICULOUSLY TERRIBLE ROMANTIC MOVIES AND ROMCOMS
[x] You like to program computers
[x] you fail at it
[ ] YOU LIKE TO TYPE IN CAPS
[x] You don't put up with anyone's bullshit
[ ] you love to argue and support your arguments with empty logic
[ ] you never smile
[ ] you get aggravated easily
[/] you act like an asshole but deep down you care for your friends
[ ] you have problems with relationships
Vriska Serket (♏)
[ ] Scorpio is your zodiac sign
[ ] Dark blue, is your fav color
[/] you love to role play
[ ] you like spiders
[x] you like end of the world scenarios such as the zombie Apocalypse, fall out invasion etc
[x] magic 8 balls are cool
[x] you are very manipulative
[x] you are a huge bitch
[x] you easily get bored
[x] you blame your problems on other things, such as "bad luck"
[ ] you have an addiction to breaking things
[/] you never clean up after yourself
Ask a question!Okay then ^^ I decided to open these~ (QUESTIONS NOT SPECIES)Ask a question!5 months ago in Personal More Like This
all questions will be answered by her, thru art
thank you ^^
My List of Characters -Updated again-the list is growing again, might as well update it...My List of Characters -Updated again-5 months ago in Personal More Like This
SleekFox (Whats with all the "S"s O.O)
Yuna (That Yadomi I got. Finally named her I guess...)
Belle (More of a background character... >.>)
Hiru (A Hirui inspired character~ <3)
Benjamin (Pony) (<3)
StarLight (Thanks to Taylor's brilliant little sister~)
Chiara (Me XD)
Devon (HATE HIM)
Devious Journal EntryQuick! I dare you to typeDevious Journal Entry6 months ago in Personal More Like This
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Into google translate
Click German to German
And press play like rapper
Commissions?I thought I might open commissions again...is 15 USD (~12 €) a decent price for a one character piece? I would make the prices cheaper but I'm trying to save up and yeah ;~;Commissions?6 months ago in Personal More Like This
any suggestion is welcome.
..Do any of you see me as a best friend? :U..6 months ago in Personal More Like This
(I wont reply, just curious)
Commission features~Hi guys, well not my commissions are open, but some commissions of my very dear & talented friends are!Commission features~6 months ago in Personal More Like This
I wanted to feature them for so so long, if you want yourself to be futured next,just write a comment. ^-^
So here are the amazing artists :iconblusplz:
She's one of my dearest friends & also one of the cutest, some people asked where I did get my icons, they were a gift made by Loli. I love her Icons & art so much, she does both paypal & points don't forget to check out her journal about commission ( a list with pricec & examples can be found here (right side) http://lolihime-sama.deviantart.com/journal/ Examples of her:
Go & commission her :iconloveloveplz:
Whaa I love & admire her pixels so so so so much! They are so detalied & well made especially her icons get me in, they are so lovely!
Go & commission her *^*/ example:
Haww I want to show you much more but I cannot see