Catch Me I'm FallingKeep me here.
Away from fear.
As the light calls,
And as my breath falls.
I don't want this feeling,
That my life He is stealing.
Don't let Him take me.
Please help me flee.
Or, let me go.
Then I'll know.
That maybe it's better this way,
That I have no reason to stay.
I'll leave here without a word,
On the wings of a small silent bird.
You won't even know I've gone.
My person you'll never have to look upon.
PornographyWe held hands as we approached the crowded movie theater.Pornography6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Everyone in the city, it seemed, came by to view the spectacle.
Mainly because it was a porno.
Not your average moaning, groaning, sweating web-cam porno.
But not much different.
We men are deemed "pigs", you see, for viewing the web-cam porno,
And having a slight desire for our spouses to be
As comfortable as that woman on the screen.
With the women bending in seemingly uncomfortable positions,
In complete submission,
Solely for the sake of bringing pleasure to her partner,
We wonder what it would be like to have that type of woman,
And sometimes we desire it to such an extent
That we see Sexy Susie or Vigilante Vicky when we look into the eyes of our true love.
We are pigs.
Filthy, filthy pigs,
Who must be unfaithful in thought,
And thus unfaithful in deed.
We are not so different.
Oh yes I am currently enjoying School-Girl Claudia,
But are you not indulging in that Knight in Shining armor,
radar lovedear you,radar love6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
i like you so much i want you
to snake your arm down my
throat and tug me inside out;
bend down your head to my black
eastern seagull and kiss it, find
my liver and apologise. i want you
to pluck the old snowflakes from
my stomach and watch them spill
across the pub floor.
your hands can live in my jeans
if you want. you can bite down
on my fingers.
life's for the brave, for the people
who aren't afraid to say FUCK and
drink bad beer. so i'm gonna get on
this bus! i'm gonna shave my head!
i'm gonna drink this tequila sunrise
and crane my head to the moon
like its your face in the morning.
it doesn't matter how many secrets
and sad things you put inside a
person; they'll get drunk and throw
it up anyway.
+The sameYou once came to me+The same8 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
And told me that we are the same...
I looked at you
'When you were smiling
I was crying...
When you were out with your friends
I was sitting alone in my room...
When you were laughing and having fun with your boyfriend
I was patiently waiting alone for someone to come...
When you were waiting for new day to come
I was hoping that the night would stay with me forever...
When you were enjoying your life
I wanted to die...
We definitely aren't the same!'
+HateI hate this person+Hate8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Who cries at night
Hoping for someone to come
And make everything alright...
I hate this person
Who wakes up
With red eyes every day
With no hope in them...
I hate this person
Who goes around
With that fake smile
Which fools everyone around...
I hate this person
Who pretends everything is okay
She's crying for help...
I hate this person
And I find this very funny
That the person I hate the most
76. Broken PiecesEverytime we meet76. Broken Pieces8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
That I'm the happiest person
You have ever known...
You can't see
What is happening to me
You only see my smiling face...
But do you know
That when I am smiling
Inside I am slowly breaking apart?
For so long
I've been trying
To make everything okay
To mend all pieces together again...
But it's so hard
When you see
You are the only one
Who is trying to save everything...
In my heart my life is breaking
While my lips are still smiling...
Little HellTart and deep, the wine was my museLittle Hell3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
behind all of the deepest intentions
to amuse, without all of my attempts
to diffuse an ever growing bomb
just waiting for detonation
I'll pray to the sky
in hopes of surviving
the coming storm
beneath the depths
of my soul
lies my desire
to be left alone
I avoid the crowd, because, well -
honey, quite frankly,
I'm far too good
for the rest of the world
I know that my anxiety
comes not from superiority
or from a place of rationale
But the bell sounds so loudly
it deafens my hearing
and so words of wisdom
never set in
And I'll wait til they're gone
to surface again
I Miss YouI lay still, curled in a ball,I Miss You4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Crying as though my world will fall.
I cry out of stress,
From thinking I'm worthless,
I cry due to pain,
And most of all the mental strain
Of being so far from you,
The one who brings a smile to
My face every time you hug me.
I know that you are where you're supposed to be,
But I can still wish for your hugs and love
Your protection when the sky is mad above
During thunderstorms and scary films,
Wishing that time could keep still.
As I cry, I feel the bed dip,
I look around with a quivering lip.
There you are, as plain as day,
I stare in awe as you wipe my tears away.
I love you, you say soft yet true,
Making my mood change from blue
To that of a much lighter shade,
That mirrors the crimson my cheeks have made.
You grab my arms and pull me near,
Negating any previous fear
That you were never coming back,
I now have everything I lacked
To be the happiest I could be,
Which is only achieved when you're with me.
Risk it all againAware of the past, both yours and mineRisk it all again7 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
My heart once broken, healed back by time
I have fumbled
I have stumbled
I have crumbled
only to rise up, and risk it all again
I was once taught to enjoy the journey
and not worry about the possible tragedy
that may unfold
that may turn my heart cold
I only hope that that story
will not have to be told
Many guys have come and gone
you were trying out things
while still so young
I guess Im a hypocrite.
As much as I try to enjoy the journey
in the back of my mind, a thought lies.
Will I be just like the other guys?
To come with hope and leave with cries
Time will tell
But for now
I stand before you
offering my heart
with no protection
with no shell
with no mask
as it is
Just dont break it.
As I Fall AsleepAs I lay on your chest, I hear that sweet melody of your heart beating,As I Fall Asleep3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
A constant lullaby that takes away my fear, and lulls me to sleep.
The way your chest moves up and down as you breathe,
I don't want to wake you, so I stay silent, not even a peep.
The rhythms of your peaceful slumber, your smiles and your frowns,
The way your arms instinctively pull me closer if I shift even the slightest bit,
As if I will be gone without a trace, if I move at all,
But I promise you this: I'll never leave you, to this I will admit.
You're stuck with me; I hope that this does not scare you,
But that's what I'm here for: an ear to hear all your troubles,
A shoulder to bear all your sorrows, a heart to care and love you,
Two arms to hold you, you're one of the only people allowed in my bubble.
I listen to your breathing, deep and smooth,
I drift away into dreamland, where everything is great.
I hope and dream of a perfect world, with you here to help,
For I know that with your help, all my fears and
+I'll be waiting...Before the dawn+I'll be waiting...8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I will silently cry...
Crimson tears will flow
Down my porcelain face...
I will be catching them
In my hands of glass...
And Ill be waiting
Alone for you...
Ill be waiting...
Alice-SongI don't know how to be a woman,Alice-Song3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
that soft, coddled creature, all back-lit
hair & skin that smells
so good you could hurt it
& pussies like orchids
I'm too black-eyed &
tired, my hair smells like
forest fires. Theseus won't write
me love letters anymore
& when I cry on the bus
it's at a child, quiet yelps
of a black-jawed vixen
as she listens to the Alice-song
of those flower-cunts purring,
Why do you have to make
because I don't understand
how to be a woman, that
the hammered envelope
or the little girl that
sits in my stomach and swings her