The Process of Making .:Hussie the Troll God:.[5:26:56 PM] ѕтαяѕ мιχ: HUSSIE IS MASTER TROLL
[5:27:04 PM] ѕтαяѕ мιχ: ... HIS IMPERIOUS CONDESENSION
[5:27:09 PM] ѕтαяѕ мιχ: OR HOWEVER YOU SPELL IT
[5:27:11 PM] ѕтαяѕ мιχ: ITS HUSSIE
[5:28:11 PM] LadyNight95: *to the tune of frosty the snowman*
[5:28:17 PM] LadyNight95: HUSSIE, THE TROLL GOD
[5:28:32 PM] LadyNight95: WAS A JOLLY JACKASS SOUL
[5:28:42 PM] LadyNight95: (help me out)
[5:28:50 PM] ѕтαяѕ мιχ: (uuhhh)
[5:29:02 PM] ѕтαяѕ мιχ: WITH A STOLEN BROOM
[5:29:26 PM] ѕтαяѕ мιχ: (and idk what else FUCK)
[5:29:48 PM] LadyNight95: AND SOME FAKE-ASS HORNS
[5:29:55 PM] ѕтαяѕ мιχ: (THERE WE GO)
[5:29:59 PM] LadyNight95: AND A BEAR HUNG
A Visit - Ch. 1 .:JohnxDave:.~A/N~ (This is Post!Sburb, with game memories partly Scratched, Guardians alive.) ~A/N~A Visit - Ch. 1 .:JohnxDave:.3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
-Be the dork.-
It was here. It was finally here. That fateful day you had been obsessing over for at least a month.
Today, Dave Strider, your best bro in the entire universe, was coming to visit you. Traveling all the way from Texas to Washington just to hang out with you for a week. It would be the first time that you met him face-to-face, rather than through Pesterchum, the chat application you both used religiously. You insisted on staying home while your dad picked him up from the airport, which Strider took as one of you attempts to be "cool and ironic," but really, it was so you could decorate the house! Your dad had already baked a cake, much to your chagrin (ALL FEAR THE BATTERWITCH), and so you decided you'd complete the task and really make this a party.
Blue and red streamers were...well...everywhere. Matching conf
A Visit - Ch. 2 .:JohnxDave:.~A/N~ If you're curious about age, they are both just 16 - makes more sense as far as paying for the trip and maturity. Also, it's winter break. Quick thanks to all who read the first! ~A/N~A Visit - Ch. 2 .:JohnxDave:.3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
-Let's be the Strider first.-
You and John stay tangled up for a while, not speaking, just... peacefully cuddling. Staring at the ceiling, one arm around his shoulder, you listened to the sound of his breathing. You had given up trying to keep the coolkid facade, snuggling the little derp against you, pulling him close. He had his head on your chest and an arm and leg thrown haphazardly across your body. He had fallen asleep a little bit ago, and you thought he was dreaming at this point, because he kept motherfucking twitching and murmuring things that you couldn't make out. Absently running a hand through his hair, you realized that it was still sticky from the whipped dream earlier. Figures that Egderp would forget.
"John," you murmured gen
Hussie the Troll God, A Xmas CarolHussie the Troll God, A Xmas Carol3 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
[5:26:37 PM] LadyNight95: *to the tune of frosty the snowman*
[5:26:44 PM] LadyNight95: HUSSIE, THE TROLL GOD
[5:26:58 PM] LadyNight95: WAS A JOLLY JACKASS SOUL
[5:27:28 PM] ѕтαяѕ мιχ: WITH A STOLEN BROOM
[5:28:15 PM] LadyNight95: AND SOME FAKE-ASS HORNS
[5:28:26 PM] LadyNight95: AND A BEAR HUNG ON HIS WALLLLL
[5:28:34 PM] ѕтαяѕ мιχ: HUSSIE, THE TROLL GOD
[5:30:22 PM] LadyNight95: IS A FAIRYTALE THEY SAY
[5:31:35 PM] ѕтαяѕ мιχ: THEY ARE FULL OF SHIT 'CAUSE HIS READERS KNOW
[5:32:13 PM] LadyNight95: HOW HE CAME TO LIFE ONE DAY
[5:32:45 PM] ѕтαяѕ мιχ: THERE MUST HAVE BEEN SOME MIRACLES IN THAT OLD LINK THEY FOUND
[5:33:19 PM] LadyNight95: FOR WHEN THEN HOVERED OVER IT
[5:33:23 PM] LadyNight95: HE BEGAN TO DANCE AROUND
[5:34:11 PM] ѕтαяѕ мιχ: OH, HUSSIE THE TROLL GOD
My Last BreathMy Last Breath3 years ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
Put me to sleep in youre arms
Let me sleep as long as I need
Sway me gentle untill my eyes close
Sing for me
Sing me the lullaby of love
The lullaby you used to sing
Kiss me tender, like you once did all night long
Stroke my hair like you always did when I was down
Hold my hand likeyou´ve never held it before
Dance with me as if your feet were on fire
Hold me tight and don´t let go
Untill my eyes close
And I leave this world...
BullyI am the boy,Bully2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Who dresses like a girl.
The ones who wears makeup,
And idolizes Jeffree Star.
I am the gay kid.
You call me a faggot.
You tell me I'm nothing.
Your words sting like bee poison.
Nothing makes me happy.
I am the cutter.
I slit my wrists wide open.
That's how I ease the pain.
I want to curl up and die.
Death is better than this.
I am the dead one.
A victim of a bully.
An innocent man.
The kid you told to kill themself.
The one who took your advice.
Love"Hey! What're you scribbling on your notebook?"Love3 years ago in Emotional More Like This
"It's always nothing. Com'n, tell me." With that she snatched the notebook from him and caught him offguard. She was only able to read the first few words that he snatched it back from her.
"Love doesn't exist?" She asked in a confused tone
"It's nothing alright!"
"It is something. What are you not telling me?"
"I said it's NOTHING" a rage in his voice. She was taken aback by his anger that she couldn't reply in fear.
After a few minutes of silence, he finally spoke.
"I'm sorry. I shouldn't of reacted the way I did."
"It's okay. It's not your fault."
"The thing is I don't want people to know how I feel about things."
"You can tell me. You know you can trust me. Please tell me. I want to help you. How can you say love doesn't exist. What about your mom? A mom always loves her child."
"My mom left me and my dad when I was five for another man." His reply was cold.
"I'm sorry. I....I didn't know. But your dad loves you right?"
WifeI see you there.Wife2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Dancing eyes and dancing hair.
Your soul is deep. Your rules are steep,
and still I put up with you.
Your beauty sparkles in the day.
I hope you never go away.
Autism meets MusicWhen I turned the age of three,Autism meets Music2 years ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
My mother and family were shocked of what I came to be.
Doctors say that I am able to walk,
But with my Autism, I was not able to talk.
My mother does all that she could to help me succeed.
But at the state I was in, how was I ever to proceed?
When I feel that people think I'm strange,
I feel a lot safer on the stage.
Music was my friend and love,
So I treat it like a gentle Dove.
It has helped me to not be alone by myself.
It's much better then being, forever, a lonely book on a shelf.
Now that I am grown up and understand,
I would see people like me and give them a hand.
Coming Out Part 1Title: Coming OutComing Out Part 13 years ago in Romance More Like This
Rating: E for now
Parings: Joel/Sonny Joel/Lindsey
Warnings: Guy/Guy love. Don't like, don't read okay?
Summary: Joel finally comes out and he brings a name along with him.
Disclaimer: I don't own Joel Zimmerman, Sonny Moore, Lindsey Gayle or anything else. Only the fic idea. I make no profit from any of this!
"Hey Lindsey, could we talk?" Joel asked his girlfriend as she sat next to him on the couch,
"Yeah, what's up?" Lindsey asked him, slightly concerned.
"Uh, what would you do if I told you I was gay?" He asked. She looked at him for a second and started to giggle.
"What would you do if I told you I was gay? What if I liked some other dude?" Joel tried again. Lindsey's smile turned to something a bit more serious. Joel could of sworn he saw a bit of shock there too.
"Oh, well I guess I-I would just want to know who it is." She said trailing off. Joel sighed a bit and chewed on his lower lip.
"Do you like someone else?" She asked h
Shall We Dance?-Why don't we go with Egbert first?-Shall We Dance?3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
TG: seriously bro
TG: what are your plans
EB: for what?
TG: for your winter formal
TG: you mentioned it once and never talked about it again
TG: what are you doing
EB: oh, I don't know really.
EB: sit at home and watch some movies I guess?
TG: the fact that you are shying away from one of the most sicknasty pranking opportunities that has ever given you a lapdance makes me suspicious here
EB: jeez dave!
EB: maybe I just want to see nic cage's face again.
TG: gog no
TG: your man crush for him is just downright fucking creepy
EB: hehe, you're just jealous dave.
TG: did you hear that egbert
TG: that was the resounding sound of me not giving a single fuck about nicholas cage
EB: i see right through you, dave!
EB: you are soooooooo jealous.
TG: you still haven't told me why youre not going
TG: wait brb
TG: cal is papping the shit out of my face with a piece of mail
Oh, this was going to
AnxietyTic toc, tic toc, tic toc.Anxiety3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
So much time left.
Tic toc, tic toc, tic toc.
What am I waiting for?
Tic toc, tic toc, tic toc.
Where did I go?
Tic toc, tic toc, tic toc.
DemonPain..Demon3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
You don't know the half of it.
You couldn't fathom the agony.
You have no idea, what it's like.
After everything you put me through,
Everything you've done.
After what you've killed inside of me,
A demon has been created.
I feel no sympathy,
I feel no remorse.
I have no feeling,
and I fear I have no heart.
Cold, dead hands constrict me,
The fire inside scorches,
The dark abyss of forgotten lies,
Consumes my very soul.
I fear there is no turning back,
From the beast you have made of me,
From the monster I am.
From the demon that I have become.
The HolidaysShe lay in her bedThe Holidays3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Unable to sleep
She looks at the clock
Seven more minutes
Until it was time
The tree would be filled
With presents stacked high
She looks at the clock
And it's finally time
So she jumps out of bed
To see her surprise
But halfway down the hall
She hears a mysterious noise
Could it be Santa?
So she gets a closer and hears a voice
"Santa!" she cries
And races to the den
But two men in black
Is what she finds instead
"You're not Santa "
She says with a tear in her eye
The two men just stare
With no reply
She becomes overwhelmed with fear
So she began to run
Into the room she was near
Out of impulse a gun was pulled
And shots were fired in the night
And with that Merry Christmas all
And to all a good fright
The Birth of DarknessI was only a childThe Birth of Darkness3 years ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
A child who was still young and somewhat mindless
My education in a advanced standarad was tough
I struggled endlessly in my classes while acting obnoxious
My peers and I would play in the playground
Like all of us did in the past
But then one day it changed when no one said hello to me
But I was still clueless in what my feelings were like
I was foolish to believe their demise of me
My birthday present was a punch to my stomach
I cried but no one came to help me
They watched me suffer in a public plead
I felt so cold and so alone at that time
I didn't know what to do next
I was still clueless and still stupid
But I felt something crawl into me
The next year was the worse years of my young life
A teacher who was like the slave master
She always cracked her whip and yelled, "FASTER"
But it wasn't really like that you see
My struggles kicked in almost everyday
I was abnormal some would call
Every math problem that came in front of my eyes I struggled
She would yell and
He's gone "Miss? I'm afraid he's gone."He's gone3 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Those words echo in my skull,
They linger and tear away at my life,
My heart so empty was once so full,
Now in my heart there is a knife.
I scream and cry tearing at my flesh,
My eyes flood with tears,
Nothing in my life seems to mesh,
I've realized all my fears.
I lay in this bed alone.
Why did you leave me,
Take your own life,
Why didn't you let me see,
Your pain and strife.
You laid yourself in an early grave,
Took my heart and my soul,
There is nothing left of you to save,
All I want is buried in that hole.
Why did you leave?
Pudding and Pie - pt.10 - YAOIPart TenPudding and Pie - pt.10 - YAOI5 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Cain walked quietly beside the nurse, his face drawn as they twisted and turned deeper into the ribs of the hospital. He had been called early that morning...
He's ready to leave now, the nurse said conversationally, her rounded eyes glancing at him sideways, He wouldn't tell us his name, or anything else for that matter. But we couldn't just send him away without anyone to escort him. I checked his phone while you were asleep...your name was the only one in the address book. Are...are you his brother, perhaps? Her lips twisted into a knowing smile.
No, Cain said curtly, I'm his boyfriend.
Her smile faded instantly...
* * *
Isaac was curled up on his side, the dark jacket pulled around his shoulders and the worn jeans that hung from his hips seemed out of place in the sterile white atmosphere. His eyes were closed, lids toned a faint shade of purple against his otherwise pale face. Even though he was asleep...he didn't look a
Reachable.I can run away as much as I like.Reachable.3 years ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
I can bleed.
I can cry.
I can hate myself,
with more despite then anyone else.
But, I'll always be locked in my mind.
A prisoner doing unbelievable time.
I spent all of this time trying to hide
my self from others... that i lost sight of the real me.
The person that i was fighting to be.
Easy As...One...Easy As...2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
A silent tear falls
A silent cut bleeds
A silent girl dies
I love youYou are my loveI love you3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
You are my everything
You are the only one
that took my heart completely
I love you
and only you in sight
You are like the sun
brighting up my life
There is no words
to describe how I feel about you
cause to tell you the truth
my love is undescribable for you
All i can say
and all i can do
is to love you like always
and be there for you
Cause there is no words in sight
to describe how i feel about you
but to tell you the truth
You are my life
Anything i can do
anything i can risk
anything in this world
is to be with you always
Cause it is true
you are my soul
and you are the light
to my darkness
I love you
and i mean those words
forever in my heart
I'm Done.I'm done.I'm Done.3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Don't think I'll be back.
What on earth have you done?
What you said.
What you did.
Can never be undone.
So I'm done.
My heart is frozen.
My thoughts are repeating.
My eyes are not dry.
But I'm done.
I'll never love again.
Who believes in love away.
Life is pain.
Life is lies.
like you were doing this for me.
If you were,
you wouldn't have told me to leave.
But I'm done.
So don't worry about me...
Just worry about cleaning up the bloody mess I leave.
Dear bully,Dear bully, do you remember me, of course not, you wouldn't. Even after all those times you insulted me, degraded me, and pushed me around. A trick here, a joke there, maybe a few insults every once in a while, it doesn't matter, I don't have feelings, I'm a loser; completely incapable of being hurt. Except I do have feelings. And every time you throw an insult my way and every time you think of another way to degrade me, you stab into me. But hang on, it's not like you care, you don't even remember all of the insults you've thrown my way. I do, I can name each date, each time, each insult all the way back to the first day we met. You don't hang onto them, they're just a few among hundreds, but I do. They build up in me. And then I go home and find that it's not just in school anymore, but online and on my phone. The text noise beeps like even it's saying you're worthless and yDear bully,4 years ago in Stories & Vignettes More Like This
UglyUglyUgly3 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
The girl was graced with angelic beauty,
A halo of gold silk and wide blue eyes.
But it made her snide, it made her snooty;
Life was a contest and she was the prize.
Young travelers came from across the land,
Offering gifts of most divine nature.
She truly had them under her command,
Yet she still was as cold as a glacier.
One spring day, a man appeared at her door.
He was tired, he was visibly weak.
To that girl, the weary man was a bore,
And moved on to a man with fine physique.
He refused to relent, and the next day,
He gave her a package, tied up with string.
She laughed in his face, for that was her way,
Saying "I care not for the things you bring."
The man saw what others refused to see;
Ugliness was found deep within her heart.
So a curse was placed, under the oak tree,
An old spell that made her beauty depart.
And then her body matched her horrid soul,
A vision that made men run to the hills.
But she did not hide; she went for a stroll;
The terrified faces gave her some th
Chasing your ShadowChasing your ShadowChasing your Shadow3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I spent so much time chasing your shadow
but he wouldn't tell me your name
he wouldn't show me your face
I spend my days thinking of what would have been
what could have been
what should have been
but wasn't meant to be
I still feel your fingers wrapped around the heart of me
All I could do was chase your shadow
I followed you all over this town
I ran through the mountains
and the forest
and all around
Do you just not want to be found?
I can't be me without you
I'll have to be someone else
I'll throw away my hair and cut off my clothes
I'll be a me that you don't recognize
an I that I don't know
I chased your shadow 'till my legs broke in two
I fell flat on my face
but I still could not fall into you
Even frozen still
my thoughts were all of you
But I can't do this anymore
my heart and soul are ill
I promise I won't think of an other
I'll just think of me
When you decide you're ready
I hope that you'll know where I'll be
You're the only one whose shadow shrinks with
ADHDAttention driftingADHD2 years ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
Always sifting, the thoughts from the chaff
Brain is going
Thoughts are flowing, but my mind is cracked in half
The process jumbled
The train is fumbled, and I don't know what to say
This fungus in mind
Always responds in kind, but I wouldn't have it another way