I Want To Give Up. . .I seem to find myself lost, once again, in my imagination and big thoughts. I am confused over most things and sometimes I just want to stop, because jealousy has that effect on me. Stop what? My art and writing.
Looking back through these arts I create, pride floods my body and I feel on top of the world. But, not as much as 5 minutes later, I feel like quitting. I get messages from groups, showing off other people's art and I don't usually go through them unless, of course, it is Invader Zim.
When I see other people's style, and good digital and rarely, traditional art, jealousy seems to get to me. I am always jealous about something. And if something could kill me mentally, it would be jealousy.
That jealousy, I've found out, has been killing my self-esteem and I can't seem to find that pride that I used to have. I have been struggling and constantly thinking of putting my art and writing to an end and just focus on other things.
Will I do this? No. Can I do this? No. It is mentally
Greed- ZimGreedGreed- Zim2 years ago in Drama More Like This
School was out for the summer. Zim strutted down the steps and looked up seeing Dib smirking at him. "It's summer, Zim. . . Now I have all the time i need to catch you." Dib's smirk grew. Zim sighed and shook his head,"You have so much time on your hands Dib-worm." He strutted past the mad boy who quickly caught up snapping,"I do NOT! I just decide to. . . I uh. . ." Zim lifted an eyebrow and turned, scrunching dib's cheeks together and pulling him close to his face.
"Listen here, Dib, nothing is going to stop me for this next plan." He swiftly curled his three fingers around the boy's throat, though there was a lack of fingers the grip was tight and strong. Zim glared hard at the gasping human," Not even you, I want it ALL and since I can't have it ALL then I'll just improvise, for now. Until then, I don't want to see your disGUSTING face unless your bowing to my irken boots, whether it be a lustful or a horrid moan, i don't ever WANT to see those stuuupid glasse
Insane- DibInsane- Dib2 years ago in Drama More Like This
The bell rang. Finally Skool was over for the weekend. Dib walked out of Skool but was trampled by running kids and buried by paper ball wads, thrown mostly at him. Once most of the kids ran out Dib sighed and got up to watch them leave and they all waved cackling evilly, "Bye DIB , you WEIRDO!" They cackled again as some late kids pushed past him, making Dib stumble down the steps only to fall on his knees and picking himself up again, dusting himself off of foot prints and loose paper as well as dirt.
Zim walked out and sniffed in the earthly air, sighing. He then began to choke and gag, holding his throat before straightening up and wrinkling his 'nose', or whatever was there. "Foul EARTH smell.", He hmphed. He walked down the Skool steps to find Dib picking up his books and papers he lost during the stampede. Zim cackled as he slapped Dib in the back of the head so that he could faceplant into the hard concrete and loose his things. "See ya' later Dib-worm." Zim
Envy- ZimEnvyEnvy- Zim2 years ago in Drama More Like This
The HiSkool bell rang, the end of the day finally. Zim was last out of the classroom. He strutted down the hallway alone, a glare on his face and his mouth in a straight line. His hair was a little longer from the years that passed. And during those years Zim became a little more popular and less known as the weird green boy. Zim scoffed as a dude watched him walk down the hallway. Once Zim walked past him not a glance was given as he pushed him hard into the locker. Zim kept walking, hearing the grunting of pain behind him. Zim kept walking while others just stared. Zim then heard a laughing and tore from his straight gaze to Dib and another girl laughing together, her name was Andry.
Zim jeered off from the perfect straight line he was walking. In mid conversation, Zim grabbed Dib's hair and pulled him away from the girl, as he took her but the waist and pulled her close before kissing her deeply. The chick closed her eyes and instinctively kissed back. Zim opene
Gluttony- GirGluttonyGluttony- Gir2 years ago in Comedy More Like This
Gir looked out the window as Zim was slouching lazily to school, away from the green house and Gir. That morning Zim was in a VERY bad mood, and Gir's auto-fix was still fixing the dent that Zim has given him. Gir frowned and put his hood up so that he was a dog. He sighed and turned,"Master isn't happy. . ." He sniffed and wiped away his nose before looking up and screeching with glee clapping his hands,"I know! I'll bake master a cake. . .," Gir exclaimed as he bounced towards the kitchen. " . . . And waffles, and cookies, and bacon, and pancakes, and cupcakes, and tacos, and . . .,"Gir rambled on and on as he got out some pots and pans. Gir laughed and cracked some eggs into a bowl. "He'll be so happy!"
Once Gir was done mixing and getting some batter on the walls while mixing too hard, he popped the cake batter into the oven. He moved a chair to the counter, finding some phonebooks and putting them up on the chair. Gir climbed the books and stood on one leg