Psychotic LoveThe tears of the sky..Psychotic Love2 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
They cleanse the red.....
Born from a lie....
A light now dead
Like swirls of insanity
Dropping into masses...
As pain encompasses
The sky dressed in grey
Sings a song of forlorn
What price must I pay?
To mend what is torn...
I who stole lives
Gained life from you....
I who saw lies
Lies, you made true.....
My darkened soul
In pieces, so broken
You made it whole....
Is it heavens's token?
Like the heavenly sun....
Silence these voices that torment me so
Showing me things I dont wish to know
Deep within the depths of my heart
Is a desire that tears me apart....
Sliding down is a shard of regret
That broke from the ash grey sky
The pain born from your death....
Is happiness but a mere lie?
Embracing the rain...
Drenched and wet...
Embracing the pain
This yearning regret
I cried and I cried...
But you werent there...
I lied and I lied....
Life just isnt fair
By the song of a gun
Why is t
Love LostLove LostLove Lost3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
This is not a happy song.
This isn't about two lovers.
It isn't about love wining at the end of the day.
This is about a broken heart.
You find someone special.
And you live a fantasy inside your head.
Glories images of how they are together.
A true romance experienced by the lovers.
A true happy illusion this is.
Overtaking their minds and souls.
Their hearts explode with love.
A feeling greater than anything else.
But that feeling comes with a great price.
A break up leaves him with sorrow.
All the fantasies he had now crumble down.
Just like dust in the wind.
All those happy moments inside his head now face reality.
The collision course leaves the way burned.
His heart breaks and his mind gets blind.
All those happy moments end in a sorrow grief.
He sits alone in the dark corners of the room.
Facing reality head on painful road.
A lonely path he walks towards unknown sadness.
And the world seems a little gray every day.
One day he finds out she has another lover.
A pain gr
Love"Hey! What're you scribbling on your notebook?"Love3 years ago in Emotional More Like This
"It's always nothing. Com'n, tell me." With that she snatched the notebook from him and caught him offguard. She was only able to read the first few words that he snatched it back from her.
"Love doesn't exist?" She asked in a confused tone
"It's nothing alright!"
"It is something. What are you not telling me?"
"I said it's NOTHING" a rage in his voice. She was taken aback by his anger that she couldn't reply in fear.
After a few minutes of silence, he finally spoke.
"I'm sorry. I shouldn't of reacted the way I did."
"It's okay. It's not your fault."
"The thing is I don't want people to know how I feel about things."
"You can tell me. You know you can trust me. Please tell me. I want to help you. How can you say love doesn't exist. What about your mom? A mom always loves her child."
"My mom left me and my dad when I was five for another man." His reply was cold.
"I'm sorry. I....I didn't know. But your dad loves you right?"
Letter on the DoorstepI left a letter on your doorstep-Letter on the Doorstep3 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
So many words on so few pages;
Years of so many emotions
Freed from their cages.
You left this heart so broken,
So this pen became my voice,
Asking questions before unspoken.
I struggled for so long,
Fought so many demons to get here;
Yet still you say I'm wrong.
I left a letter on your doorstep-
So many things I couldn't say
Stuck in your glamour,
You got what you wanted, you always do.
I'm done with these games.
I'm through with you.
I've proven you wrong.
You weren't there as he grew,
A nonexistent figure in his life.
We can do this without you.
You never showed interest, you moved too slow.
I left a picture with the letter
Of a boy you'll never know.
I left a letter on your doorstep.
This is goodbye.
In your memory...In your memory...In your memory...2 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I stand alone, somewhere lost in the dark,
All my body keeps your touches mark
You used to hold my hand, to show me the way,
Now it all appears in shades of grey
It's been so long, i can't believe,
Now you're here, now, you leave
It's still so real, still so hard,
I still can't enter the graveyard
Just one more time I want to see you,
To touch your hand, to feel it true
Just a last smile to see on your face,
And everything would fall in place...
But all i have is an old memory,
My best friend, my night enemy...
I let my head down and hopeless I cry
To live without you, desperate I try...