TFP: Growls DeathGrowls Death...TFP: Growls Death2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Bandit felt tears slide down her faceplate as she stared at her oldest and trusted friend, Growl. She never knew Crimson the arena master would be so cruel... Growl looked down at her feet, her shoulders shaking, her friend slowly looked up at her, tears in her optics.
"You know Bandit there can only be one coming out alive in this battle..." Her voice had turned to stone, Bandit felt her spark sink, her friend was going to kill her, she looked away from her friend. Growl said in a soft voice, her voice muffled as she slide her faceguard on to her faceplate.
"Look at me Bandit," Bandit didn't,
"LOOK AT ME!" Bandit flinched at her commanding tone but did as she asked, Growl looked down at her black and orange dagger, it glinted in the light, she said in a sad tone.
"I know what I must do, but do you know what YOU must do?" Bandit just stared at her, her optics full of sadness and misery, Growl looked at Bandit sadly, acceptance in her optics,
"You must kill me, my dear s
Yellow EyesMy beautiful eyesYellow Eyes10 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
we've hunted side by side
shadows that dance
on the northern skies
There have been
plenty of times
we've peacefully slept
Mournfully we howled
when our cubs died
in the dark winter
Thru the glistening snow
we taste the snowflakes
falling gently on the white earth
Sweet yellow eyes
our wild souls are one
i have no hope
Helpless, i watch you struggle
your chest heaving labored breath
stell jaws clenching tighter
I lay my head upon you
and know your gone
whimpering your name
Dear MommyDear Mommy,Dear Mommy3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Look at me now.
Are you proud of your little girl,
All broken with no smile?
Can you see me from up above?
Does the blood that stains my skin,
Please your dead soul?
I smile at you now.
I see all the pain and blood,
More than every once in awhile.
Dear Everyone Around,
Do you enjoy my pain?
Do you enjoy the fights,
With teeth and skin?
This is the life I chose,
I know I have sinned.
I cannot seem to care any longer, though.
So just leave me alone,
And never bother my soul again.
Leave me to live my life in peace,
For the days I seem to have left.
March 28th, 2011
Best Friends Death BedsIf you go down then take me tooBest Friends Death Beds3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I said I'd always be there for you
And I'm not about to make that a lie
Despite the tears that loved ones cry
If you think death will help you escape
Then it'll have to work for me
Because if you think I can live
Without you then you simply cannot see.
Slice your wrists then slice mine too
With the very same knife
Watch us both bleed out on the ground
The ground bleeds on us versus vice
Shoot yourself in the head
You'll have to shoot me first
And if we do end up dead
Then shall our graves be cursed.
I'll Kiss You TomorrowI'll kiss you tomorrowI'll Kiss You Tomorrow2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
When the sky has reached its point of purple
And eyes lay closed upon feathered pillows.
I'll kiss you after my steps are unheard
And my window lets more air in.
When the ground is dead, but the sky alive,
When the trailing eye disappears: I'll kiss you.
Energy alive for only those in need of help
The heartache and lonely;
Will be the only witness' when I'll kiss you.
We won't be cared for or even noticed,
In this land of regret and unestablished purpose
Of true, but cracked brilliance, and ever truer trauma.
In the cobweb of time; I'll kiss you.
Our future won't carry the knowledge,
Our past haunts us from our content 'mistake'.
But for now, lets not care, lets be loved.
Under the blanket of truly beautiful, I'll kiss you
I'll kiss you tomorrow.
Generations left behindThree generations of childrenGenerations left behind10 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Following your words
My father, my brother and me
We were all influenced
By your wise teachings
Three little boys
Have grown up with your help
Who will always love you
Just wanted to thank you...I always feared the day you would leave us behind like thisJust wanted to thank you...10 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
But you're not really leaving us behind
Every day we are confronted with something you taught us
If I see something on the tv, and people don't know what it's all about
I just say "My grandfather taught me that"
If I want to learn something new
I discover I might already know something about it
Because you always made me discover what I am capable of
This is the last moment I can thank you
And I do so from the bottom of my heart
For the way you made me discover myself
For the way you always reached out to help me
For the way you loved me
For your life
Eternal AnguishEternal Anguish3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I despise what you do to me, and how you rip my heart apart piece by piece.
Sitting there, you watch me bleed eternally ,and yet I keep coming back for more. I feel the pain at my very core.
Is it the nostalgia, loneliness or your embrace I crave? Like poison, you slowly kill me from the inside out little by little. Is this what a familar taste of poison is? I've cried countless tears in your name and sake for what seems like an eternity. Wallowing in Agony and self-pity I continue to call out for you. Why is it that I keep coming back for more?
Someone please help me to let it all go, and pick of the shattered pieces of my soul you left in your wake. Will I ever be saved?
StillnessYou stand thereStillness3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
In that single spot
Your tail non-twitching
Your head giving the slightest turn
To the slightest sound
Your ears twitch
As you listen to the things around you
For something new
You let out the smallest sound
Afraid to break the silence
With your growing sickness
You yawn as the time goes by
From that one spot
Not a single inch to be claimed yours
In the stillness of the air
And then you're gone
YouThe perfect smileYou2 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
The coolest walk
The sweetest style
The smoothest talk
Such beautiful eyes
Such tasteful lips
The greatest surprise
And erotic hips
I'll be your lover
I'll be your friend
We'll lie under these covers
Until the end
interview with apofissinterview with apofiss2 years ago in Articles & Interviews More Like This
Interview with *apofiss
Welcome to ASKtheARTIST. My name is thefluffyshrimp: and today I have the great privilege to interview , artist behind the ever popular Boggart series and other great works.
Hey all you folks there in AtAChat! Go ahead and start posting questions now.
asks "Apofiss, where does the inspiration for your art usually come from?"
it tends to come from daily inspirations where dA actually has a huge role in it. the artists I follow, animes and movies... it's like an outcome from it all. also, the music... it does help a lot to imagine certain atmosphere more intensively.
asks "What program do you use?"
I use photoshop and paint tool sai.; photoshop mainly for colour correction an such.
asks "How did your unique style of art evolve?"
I think it began back in 2008 when I painted the very first bubble no really, the painting called ''mutual thing'' ...it was like a certain start I think. I remember few years ago I got really inspired by cypherx (she's on dA) wo
A Killers Feelings I kill,A Killers Feelings3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
To make me feel better.
To make them scream.
To make them regret what they've done.
Suffocating Non-existing AirEverything is stillSuffocating Non-existing Air3 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
frozen in place
even the liquids are lost
in the suffocating non-existing air
The snowflakes pause in their fall
as if attached to invisible strings
that hang from the sky
and when touched
in the suffocating non-existing air
as if statues
stay in place
standing in place
in the suffocating non-existing air
The wind is trapped
unable to move
forgetting it's way
bound in place
no longer there
in the suffocating non-existing air
Who Said, I SaidMy legs are sore from the beating,Who Said, I Said4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
My soul is frozen to the center,
My love is fading away,
When will the pain stop?
Who said I can't cry to myself?
Who said I could never hide in the shadows to not be found?
Who said I can't love anybody?
Who said I didn't have a beating heart?
I said I cried everyday,
I said I hide for a reason,
I said I had a love for something real,
I said I don't have a heart of stone.
My legs have become better,
My soul melted the ice from the warmth,
My love began to grow back,
My question has been answered and the pain I felt has finally stopped.
Or so I thought...
untitled part threeuntitled part three3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
I don't remember even going to sleep; I thought to myself, come to think of it, I don't remember even coming home. I closed my eyes tight and tired to rack my brain. Come on, where was I last? Something clicked, and then I was there. It was like watching a movie, I could feel the wind, the bike handle bars, and I could even feel my heart beating.
I watched as I waved goodbye, to my friends as they got into the car. They shouted something to me, but I couldn't understand. I turned back around, and started moving on my bike. The sunshine blaring in my eyes. I squinted, trying to see in front of me. Someone yelled watch out, and a dog came running towards me. I felt the bike bump, as it turned off the curb. I heard barking, as I fell onto the cement. I looked up, hearing a car horn.
I opened my eyes. No, I can't be dead. I looked around suddenly noticing crew members cleaning the street. I'm here; I can feel the wind, I'm breathing. I took a deep breath. I must be dreaming, I have to be d
UnawareStress begins to take overUnaware4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
clouding over my mind
making everything a haze
sending shivers down my spine
I'm unable to think
nothing comes out clear
as sharp pains take over my body
I can't control myself
the pain is overwhelming
memories turned to fuzz
I find myself wandering
nothing is clear
only as clear as mud
The halls become longer
I only pace a certain distance
afraid they might get me
My body is cold
my head feels swollen
I go back to bed
DeathMy heart is bleedingDeath4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
blood gushing from the wound
my skin is going pale
but no body cares
I'm in so much pain
memories run through my head
bringing tears to my eyes
Only four words
"I'm going to die"
people would think
The audience awaits (Punk EnglandXReader)Distinguished. Proper. Neat and tidy.The audience awaits (Punk EnglandXReader)2 years ago in Romance More Like This
That was how you were known at school. Little did they know......
You smiled, humming along to your earphones. You listened to a wide variety of things, ranging from old rock music to K- and J-pop. At the moment though you were infatuated with punk music. In fact you liked it so much you'd even started to dress that way.
You really liked the dress-style, it looked cool and rather good on you. Only thing was, you had no idea what your friends' reaction would be. Or anyone's reaction for that matter. Especially.....
So you'd taken to wearing your new clothes whenever you came home. Parading about in them, you sang loudly to yourself, a cheeky smile adorning your face.
The clouds, plants and birds were your only audience at this point, you didn't think you'd ever seriously sing in front of anyone else. Or so you thought anyway.
Contrary to your beliefs someone was spying on you, well, rather listening to your singing. He himself was quite notoriously
The Party Called LifeThe Party Called Life3 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I'm feelin' kinda
Old for my age,
But life's a party,
So let's celebrate
And fucking rage!
Castle Flipside tea timeEliza practicly dragged Strange into the dinning room, where she had prepared what seamed to a tea party...yet there were no guests around to enjoy tea with her. That's why she was glad to have found Strange while he was roaming the castles hallways.Castle Flipside tea time1 year ago in Comedy More Like This
"Look I already have everything ready for a tea party~" She happily smiled at Strange while she let go of his arm, which she had been holding on to till now.
"You did a nice job on the decoration my dear." Strange had gazed upon the table where everything was set up. Tea cups, cups with sugar, a nicely decorated tea pot and... some cookies. Handmade. By Eliza. the were really not the cookies he had put aside in the kitchen for himself. While Eliza was poring him some tea in a cup he thaught to himself how lucky he is that he popped a potion beforehand. Elizas cooking skills were well known to him.
"Strange come and sit down with me!" Eliza had taken place on one of the chairs and pointed him to sit down on the one next to her. Strange nodd