Changeling 22Silence and only silence. So far removed was his room that not even dreams came to visit him. Without the presence of the green eyed wraith, the pain would not surface, but there was a different sort of anguish he could not explain. The rough sheets pressed up against his restless cheeks as he fought for sleep. So distraught was he that he did not hear the footsteps approaching the door of his room.Changeling 224 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
It opened noiselessly as the complex had no squeaky hinges and Uruha looked up only as Aoi stepped closer to him. "Are you alright?"
"You were right," Uruha murmured, "Elia forced me." He waited for Aoi to scold him, to call him names, and to shout at him, but only quiet greeted his revelation for a moment.
Aoi leaned into the bed, pulling him carefully into arms. Uruha rested his face in the crook of his neck, looking up to see a wall of feathers grouping around them protectively. "We're going to leave here. I won't be a part of anyone else's plan again. Not Reita's. Not Ruki's. Not Kai's.
Every Jrocker has a secretEvery Jrocker has a secret4 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Ruki hooked his legs around Reita's waist, the bassist had him pressed up against the wall. He leaned his head against the surface, his eyes closed while Reita kissed his neck, a few groans falling from his lips as their hips pushed closer and harder together. The vocalists' hands were all over the others back in an attempt to get closer.
Reita placed his hands on Rukis legs to keep him more stable
They stood in Rukis hall after band practice when the lust-filled glances between the two members had turned to them being unable to keep their hands off each other. Only when they believed the other members couldn't see them.
The hallway was dark, perfect for Reita to being trailing his kisses along Rukis face until he came to his lips. He stopped for a second, taking a deep breath before kissing the singer deeply.
The chaste touch of lips became more aggressive, heated and passionate, causing them to break only because they needed air.
"Reita I need you right now!" Ruki was moaning of pure
The Gazette - ACTION"ACTION!"The Gazette - ACTION4 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
"Konnichiwa minnasan, my name is Ruki, also known as..."
"...pervert?", Uruha tried to help out.
"...midget?", Reita suggested.
"Gay fag?", Aoi chuckled.
"Looser...", Kai commented.
"WOULD YOU GUYS QUIT YOUR STUPID LAUGHTER AND STOP MOCKING ME!!! I'M NOT GAY, DAMMIT!!!", Ruki shouted, his head as red as a tomato.
It was not easy for his four band mates to stop laughing, but at least, they tried for they noticed how serious Ruki seemed to be about it.
"Okay, camera, are you ready?", Ruki asked. The camera man nodded.
"Konnichi wa minna san, my name is Ruki!"
"Indeed, his name is Ruki, and it's really important to know that he's totally straight!", Aoi interrupted.
"Yes, he's the straightest on earth! Unless...I mean, there are his weak moments...", Uruha continued, his tone more than amused.
"...for example when he kisses me on stage or licks Uruha's guitar...", Reita said.
"Not to mention what happens behind stage...but as we said...he's totally straight!
01.drunk - English01.drunk01.drunk - English5 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
A long and tiring day was coming to an end for the GazettE. Reita, Ruki and Uruha decided to go to a little bar for a drink. Kai and Aoi just wanted to go home and sleep, so the members separated into two groups after the Tokyo Dome concert.
Finally at the bar, they started with a bottle of Sake without hesitation. After a while one glass after another got empty. Reita gave up after countless Sake glasses and had to stop. "Hey Reita, do you give up already?" Uruha laughed. Reita raised his hand and tried to find the right words "Hey! It's not funny, another glass and I'm dead!" Uruha just laughed "Hah! I can handle more!"
All of them were drunk after a while and were just blabbing nonsense. "I'll just go to pee." said Ruki while he stood up from his chair and went to the men's toilet.
In the meantime Uruha was trying to build a conversation with the STILL alive Reita. Even if only answers like "Yes, I think that way, too." And "hm-hm" came out of their mouths. Finally a totall
02.how embarrassing - english01. how embarrassing02.how embarrassing - english5 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Somebody knocked on Uruha's door the next morning.
"Hello? Uruha? Can I come in?" Kai opened the door a bit trying not to wake him up. "Are you awake?" he whispered. But he got a "Yes, yes! Just five more minutes, mom!" as an answer.
"Uruha, was that you?" Kai was confused, since when did Uruha have such a deep voice? "Uruha are you feeling good? You sound so weird." No answer. "I'm coming in." said Kai and opened the door.
"WTF?!" Kai couldn't believe what he saw. He was so shocked that he just stood by the door without moving. He was looking with big eyes at Ruki who cuddled with Uruha on the floor while sleeping. "OH MY I hope this is not what I'm thinking." Kai whispered. Suddenly a yawn came out of Uruha's mouth. He rubbed his eyes with his hands and yawned again. He noticed someone at the door. "Hm who is that?" Kai blushed but said nothing. "Is that you Kai?" Uruha asked. "Why are looking like t
Valentines Aoi-UruhaUruha flipped through a magazine decorated with red hearts and filled with dazzling pieces of jewellery one could only find in the month of February. He turned the pages slowly, sluggishly, with his fingers brushing over each piece of notable interest: Silver twirling hearts fastened to rings of rose and golden gold, white gold necklaces with pairs of rose gold hearts twined together around infinity symbols, and many other such things he would love to adorn himself with sometime. His back was bent over delicately with the uncharacteristically plain shirt he was wearing ridding up and displaying the pale skin of his lower back as he scoured through the well-used magazine, which had only come out the week before.Valentines Aoi-Uruha5 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
He sighed as the sound of the shower stopped in the background, like an annoying hum gone silent, and closed the book with an even slower, heavy thumb and slid it under the pile of magazines kept beneath the low, living room table with the glass top. Aoi had never really celebra
AoixUruha: ReflectionsEven with his white hair and crow's feet, my lover was still beautiful. The thin creases at the corner of his mouth could not hide the soft tenderness of his lips. I look on these features the same as I did years before when I first met him, with love.AoixUruha: Reflections4 years ago in Romance More Like This
True, things were a lot different now then they had been back then. I reflect a lot on our life together these days as I push him through the halls of the assisted living facility we now call home in his dark blue wheelchair. Some days, he forgets who I am, but I still stroll through the halls with him. Even now, he is my everything.
"Kou, what time is it," he asks, looking up at me. He forgot that he'd asked me just a few minutes ago, but at least he knows me today.
"Five-thirty, Yuu," I respond. He glances down to where his watch used to be, but doesn't say a word in its absence. His watch broke a few months ago, and since it was so old, I couldn't find a similar one to replace it. Every so often, he'll look for it or accuse a nurse of
please love me-rukixreita prt3As Ruki was having a bath, his head was filled with his thoughts. Maybe Uruha's right? He asked himself. Reita barged into the bathroom not long later.please love me-rukixreita prt34 years ago in Romance More Like This
'Reita. Can't you see that I'm in the bath?' Ruki said. '...unless if you wanted something.' he grinned.
Ruki got up still in the bathtub, wrapped his arms around Reita's neck and pulled him closer, with their faces inches away from each other.
'Come on in. You know there's room for one more.'
'Actually, I only came in here to ask if you could make me something. I'm still hungry.'
'Pwease.' Ruki begged pouting.
Reita ended up being in the bath with Ruki. He was sitting behind the younger blonde, using the sponge thing to wash his chest. Ruki grabbed at Reita's hand and slid it down lower, while putting his head on Reita's chest.
'I miss our bath time together.' Ruki said as he slid his eyes shut.
'Yeah whatever.' He replied.
Ruki removed Reita's hand and turned around.
'You've been upset since this morning. Is there something we need to
SickUruha stirred as his alarm clock went off. He slapped the snooze button and reluctantly opened his eyes, squinting as bright sunlight filtered through the curtains. He yawned and stretched before glancing over his shoulder to look at the time. Eleven oclock. Practice didnt start until two so he and Ruki had plenty of time to get ready.Sick6 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
At the thought of his lover he glanced down at the vocalist who was snuggled up to him. He frowned as he noticed Rukis flushed face. It looked like the vocalist was blushing. He wondered if his boyfriend was dreaming about something dirty. Maybe hes thinking about scoring, he mused, chuckling softly as he cast the sleeping vocalists soccer uniform which doubled as his pajamas- a glance.
Time to wake up, Ru, Uruha said. He laid his hand against Rukis cheek and jerked it back immediately. His skin was hot to the touch.
The vocalist shifted and opened his eyes, blinking up at Uruha. Hi
kidnapped-rukixreita prt 12It was the day of Ruki's trial. He was nervous since this was his first serious one. His previous arrests were because he gets really stupid and reckless when he's drunk. He sighed. Ok let's hope this goes smoothly. He thought.kidnapped-rukixreita prt 124 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
'Ok Ruki, it's time.' The guard said as he was opening his cell door.
'I know Reita's gonna be there, since he has to testify.' Ruki said to himself.
The guard gave him a weird look as he was listening to Ruki having a conversation with himself. He kinda felt sorry for Ruki. He knew how much Ruki cared for the blonde, and Reita felt the same. They reached to the court. Ruki was more nervous than before. Please let me be a free man and let me see Reirei. He thought.
'I think you're not guilty.' The guard whispered as they walked to the front of the courtroom.
Ruki was surprised when he heard that. At least that's another person who thinks Ruki's innocent. This made Ruki a little bit happier. And he got a lot happier when he saw Reita.
'Reirei!' Ruki yelled as he
Mirror Image 2Shin could still hear his reflection laughing softly as he backed away from the refrigerator. "Ko-ki, I have a bad feeling about this," he murmured while stepping back from the reflection in the refrigerator's doorknob, which had previously spoken to him. Ko-ki, of course, had been enthralled with the glowing colours their cell phones were emitting and had not seen anything. "How about we go outside, or something?"Mirror Image 25 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Ko-ki smirked teasingly. "Are you afraid of your own house, Shin-kun?" Despite actually looking in Shin's direction to find out if he really was scared, Ko-ki's eyes remained fixed to the phone. It seemed as though he believed the longer he stared at the glowing colours the more likely it would be that the phone would show the right time-when nothing that had the ability to tell time in the kitchen was not glowing funky colours and not showing a numerous range of times from three in the morning the day before and eight at night the day after: Shin's family were usually a ver
To see your smile 1 ShouxKaiTo see your smile 1 ShouxKai4 years ago in Romance More Like This
It had been awhile since all of Alice Nine and The GazettE had hung out. So they made plans to go to a night club. Ironically, Ruki did not make the plans for this get-together. It was Saga and Hiroto. It was strange, but Shou didn't worry about it. He was just happy to see The GazettE again. When they met up at the club, they all greeted each other. Soon, they ran out of drinks.
"Ne, Shou?" Ruki asked.
"What is it Ruki?"
"You still single?" the small vocalist smiled.
An awkward feeling ran through Shou. "Yeah."
"Alright~ Well can you do me a favor?"
"But of course Ruki." Shou said in a high-pitched voice.
"We're all going to gather some more drinks. But Kai doesn't seem to want to stand up. Plus Nao went some place with Tora, and it would be nice if you and him got acquainted." Ruki smiled.
"A..Ah.. Sure, it won't be a problem." Shou and Kai talked when they were in groups. But they had never spoken alone with each other. He didn't want anymore drinks, so why not give it a shot with K
pervy weird dreamsEndless moans came the blonde as Reita thrusted into him repeatingly.pervy weird dreams4 years ago in Romance More Like This
Reita woke up startled to see a piss off Uruha staring at him.
'What's wrong now?' Reita asked in annoyance.
'How many times have I told you? STOP HAVING SEXY DREAMS ABOUT RUKI!' Uruha answered furiously.
'What makes you think I had another sexy dream about Ruki?'
'It's not like I can't hear your moaning in your sleep. And then there's the hard on you get.'
'Where's your proof?'
Uruha pointed to the large bulge in his pants.
'Uruha. Last time I checked we aren't a couple. So why are you in my bed?'
'You said I can stay here until Aoi comes back from visiting his family. And we all know I can't sleep alone. Remember?'
'Here's the thing Reita. One more dream about Ruki and I'm telling him all about your dreams.'
'Don't you dare. You know he has a girlfriend right?'
'What girlfriend? He made that crap up you idiot.'
Reita stared at Uruha in shock. 'He lied?' he said
childish behaviourReita sat in the couch, confused when the other four stood in front of him, staring. The blonde bassist was about to stand up until Ruki shoved him back onto the couch.childish behaviour4 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
'Where do you think you're going?' Uruha asked.
'What's going on? You called me saying there's an important meeting and you've all been staring at me for 10 minutes.' Reita explained, still confused.
'We were all thinking and we wanna know. Do you really hate Kai's cooking?' Aoi asked.
'YES I DO!'
'NO YOU DON'T!' Ruki yelled.
'Come on. Everyone knows I don't like it. Why are you all bringing this up now?'
'I wanna know why we're doing this?' Kai added.
'Since Reita bullies you all the time, let's bully him.' Aoi explained.
'GET HIM!' Uruha shouted.
Aoi and Ruki grabbed Reita before he could escape.
'Kai. Can you get some of that French Toast you made earlier?'
'It's right there.' the brunette said pointing.
The honey blonde guitarist grabbed one and shoved it in the bassists face.
'Eat it.' he ordered.
'NO!' the older b
This can't be possible. part 2This can't be possible. Part 2This can't be possible. part 24 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
He would've rather stayed home. He would've rather been all alone. He would've rather died than seeing Uruha's evil glare ready to kill him with just one movement. It says that every man has something feminine in his personality and vice-versa but just now Reita was discovering that real part inside his friend that evil bitchy attitude and look. It was like he was ready to dig his nails in his skin and .
"So, all of us are here." Ruki said forcing a smile. It was obvious that he knew what was really happening there but Reita was obviously not noticing that.
"Yeah, what's all about?" Aoi said like it was a normal friendship atmosphere. "It's not like I have something to do, but I want to try few new cords for my guitar. You know, my little drug."
"Well, it has something to do with that." Ruki suddenly answered after several minutes. Actually, it hadn't have anything to do with guitars or not even with music. But as Kai
A Gazette ChristmasA Gazette Christmas5 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Yup, I was excited, too excited. Guess what? TOMORROW IS CHRISTMAS!
No concert, no practice, how wonderful is that?
The most wonderful thing is Reita is coming over to help me prepare everything. I wonder if he bring any presents for me. I knew that he is the stingiest person on Earth but when he comes to me, he had to 'contribute' his money. I love the look at his face when I overspent his money.
The doorbell rung, I was caught in surprised, "Who could that be?"
"Reita-kun!" I called and jumped straightly into his embrace. That warm pair of arms and that sexy muscular chest are the things that made me crazy about his body. He is just so handsome; no other man would ever match up with him. I remember that day , that special day , he confessed to me , telling me that he can't stand it anymore , he wants me to know that he love me. How sweet! He is so damn cute.
"You don't have to be so hyper every time you see me."
I knew that he is embarrassed with his blushing cheeks an
Brutal Beating Girl Ch 6Brutal Beating Girl Ch 64 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Keira didn't know what to say, her face was completely red. She was a little embarrassed, because she never really wore a dress before. She could tell all the members of Gazette were checking her out, especially pervy Ruki and Reita. She wanted to go hide, but Aoi's grip wouldn't let her move from the spot she was standing at. It scared her being held like this, because Hiroshi held her this way when he was introducing her to his friends.
Reita went over and took Keira from Aoi, and glared at him, he knew Keira was scared so he was just trying to make her feel more comfortable. He wished he could take her away from them, so it would only be him looking at Keira.
"Come on Keira Let's go and get you changed into something you are more comfortable in." He picked her up bridal style and carried her to their room, he could hear the boo's from the men downstairs who wanted her in the dress.
Keira nodded and laid her head on
HandicapAoi was not the average nineteen year old, just-out-of-high-school-ne'r-do-well. To make money to go to college, he had applied as a camp counsellor for a handicapped children retreat. There were two reasons for doing this: one, was the great money involved. Two was the fact that Aoi's mother had been deaf since her birth. The young, black haired adult male knew, and had obtained, the patience sometimes required to look after a handicapped person.Handicap6 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
With regards to the word "handicapped", Aoi hated that word with a passion that grew in intensity the longer he played with the children. Those with mental difficulties were highly intelligent in intriguingly different ways. Those with physical disabilities found ways of coping that Aoi didn't find possible, at least in his mind. The use of the word "handicapped" was like insinuating these kids were not like normal children. Looking around, Aoi couldn't see much of a difference between his kids and everyone elses' kids. Yes, after the first w
This can't be possible. part 1This can't be possible. Part 1This can't be possible. part 14 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
It was unbelievable. No. It was horrible. Although, it was nice to already know why your best friend id calling you even if it was seven in the morning and you were sweetly sleeping.
Reita growled in despair, eyes still closed, while he reached the nightstand and answered the phone without even looking at the screen to see who was calling him. It was already obvious.
"He is at the coffee house, commanding his usual and unendingly tasting on him BlackBerry." The blonde mumbled.
"How do you know that?" The other asked with a surprised yet excited voice.
"You repeat this every morning from Monday to Friday. Today is Wednesday." He said trying to stay a little bit more comfortable even if the only thing he needed was to go back to sleep.
"Reita It's Thursday."
"It's still between Monday and Friday, ok?" He said rubbing his eyes. "Now, if you are already at there, why did you call me?"
"Because I want you here, dude? Why else? Now, list
To see your smile 2 ShouxKaiTo see your smile 2 ShouxKai4 years ago in Romance More Like This
Shou sighed. What was he supposed to wear? Should he dress casual? Wear something fancy? One of his outfits for concerts?.. Was this even an official date? The vocalist lightly smacked his head on the wall. Then, he got an idea.
- Kai's house -
The door bell rang.
"Coming!" Kai called. He ran down the stairs and opened the door. The GazettE's drummer smirked as he saw his visitor. "Nice."
In front of him Shou wore a jet black sweat shirt with a white tie and black skinny jeans. It wasn't fancy, but it wasn't casual either.
"It was kinda hard to pick out clothes today." he scratched his cheek, smiling pathetically.
Kai smiled. "You look nice though."
Shou took a good look at Kai. He wore a tight blood red shirt and navy blue jeans. He was dressed nice, but casual. A pang of attraction hit Shou's stomach.
"Come in." Kai said.
Sitting on Kai's kitchen counter was 3 different dishes of food. The simple scent of the food made Shou's mouth water.
"Choose whichever you like." Kai smiled.
5. What's right?A noise woke me, I tried to turn on my bed but I could move a bit, my joints felt as if they were welded.5. What's right?4 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
This noise kept happening again, and again I would fall asleep again.
I could not really hear what it was exactly, I was almost deaf.
But after a time it got louder and it occurred me so, that I was just as awake as before.
I heard something just there, let my eyes close.
I listened to the wind which was blowing through the window, a gust of wind entered the room.
It felt as if I was taking an icy shower and I was shaking.
Slowly, I could think again more clearly I moved my body to warm me.
The sound became louder again. And after a while, I was so annoyed that I ventured to look.
Slowly I screwed up my right eye.
"awwn" as I tried to open it. It was so bright.
I tried a second time, this time I managed it and kept them open longer.
And finally, I opened both eyes. It was bright, so it was not night.
I heard the noise again, but this time was it much clearer than before.
A knock. N
Be my Valentine 4Be my Valentine 44 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
´ﹶ ﹷﹶ¨~ 私のバレンタインになる ~ Be my Valentine ~´ﹶ ﹷﹶ¨
-mmmh~ Ruki turned in his bed and moaned dreaming of yesterday ..
-Oh..Suzuki-sama - !! he could remember his touch, that gentle hand, touching him, exploring all over. He loved the way he knew his body! And he loved the way he treated him.
Ruki turned in his bed and touched his chest moaning again. Ever since he first came here. Suzuki kept coming day after day after day, and the mistress was really happy about that. He even promoted Ruki to upper Geiko, yet he was not a Geisha. She treated him much better, and gave him more time for himself, not making him clean all the house, like usual.
Ruki was sure happy about that, and the presence in the house was becoming quite pleasurable. But he still.. didn't give an answer to him.
-Suzuki .-a-ah...Reita...mmmh- he arched
06. FeelingsStill Ruki view06. Feelings4 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Back in the hotel, i remember for a second that i had forgotten the keys at Uruhas'. I jerked and standing at the door, I dared to knock. I knocked but only quietly as not to disturb him. After a few seconds, I got no response. I knocked a second time, but this time louder and harder. "Uruha?"
No answer. I continued to knock. I was too cowardly to see whether the door was open, and instead i waited.
"Uruha? Please can i come in? I'm wet."
I heard an irritated sigh, and finally the redeeming answer, "Come in!"
I was hoping that I had not annoyed him too much, but what else could I do? I wanted to be sick. I opened the door carelessly, and moved immediately and stepped into the room. To prevent the worst, I quickly said "Thanks".
Uruha looked at me, as I was clearly tired.
"Were you outside in the rain?" He pointed to the sound of the rain outside. Quickly, I searched my brain for a response.
"Yes, I only wanted to stretch my legs, then all of a sudden it began to
Unbearable Suicide Dream Ch.1Unbearable Suicide Dream Ch.15 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
So, the day started as usual.
I woke up, and stayed a while in bed, before I walked out from the bed to dress myself.
I didn't wanted to get up, I wanted to stay... and think.
But what will I think about? I don't have anything specific subject to think.
However, I prepared myself to get up.
I walked to my wardrobe, picked a pair of grey pants, a white t-shirt and a black vest.
After a while, I found myself in the bathroom. I stared at myself in the mirror, thinking.
"How the heck can people see something interesting at me..." I sighed, and continued.
"But... whenever I start to talk...they'll loose their interest..." you could see the pain in my eyes.
Yuu was right, I'm afraid of people that will think bad about me.
What can I do? I can't change myself that easily, that's a matter of fact.
After thinking to myself, and brushed my teeth, I walked directly to the kitchen.
My breakfast wasn't the best, but I didn't care so much.
I took a cup of coffee, and a