SPICE Chapter 2SPICE! Chapter 2SPICE Chapter 25 years ago in Romance More Like This
That Rin she never changes, Len thought. But oh well, now that I'm up I might as well get ready for school.
Len's apartment was basically a hole drilled into a wall. It was a one-room apartment with a small bathroom. The walls were stark white with ugly light-brown carpeting, and Len's bed and dresser were on one side of the room while a small kitchenette was diagonally placed on the other. A small TV that was only a bit bigger than his own hands, a lamp he had bought at the 100-yen shop, and an old gray industrial fan were the only other occupants in the room.
Stretching and yawning, Len grabbed his new school uniform off of the dresser. It was a white long-sleeved dress shirt with a yellow tie and brown slacks. The school uniforms get plainer and plainer the older you get, Len thought. And the girls' skirts get shorter and shorter. He smiled to himself.
Rin had also left a small bento box on the dresser. For Len-Len ♥: You are a growing boy so be sure to e
SPICE Chapter 5SPICE! Chapter 5SPICE Chapter 55 years ago in Romance More Like This
Len staggered into his house. He did not remember what happened last night. He felt like somebody had hit him in the head with a sledgehammer repeatedly, and could barely keep his eyes opening.
"Len-kun," Rin said. "Areare you okay?"
"Rin is that you?" Len's vision was blurred. He could barely see.
"Yes, it's me. Oh my god, Len you should lay down! I stayed here all night waiting for you but you never came back!"
Len touched his neck and winced. Oh yeah, that, he thought as he sat down on the floor.
"It's 6 o'clock, you know. I started to get worried!" Rin cried. "Whwhat did Meiko do to you?"
"We just went out for dinner," Len lied. "But after dinner, I felt a bit sick and I didn't think I could make it back home, so Meiko drove me over to her house."
"What about that cut on your neck?" Rin asked.
I can't tell her Meiko gave me a hickey! Rin would go ballistic! Len thought. "Um well, while we were at the restaurant, I slipped on an ice cube a
Psychotic Len's Love SongPsychotic Len's Love Song4 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
A drop falls to the ground. Is it from the cloudy gray sky or my eye? I don't know and I don't care. Standing without an umbrella, I cried and cried for hours, letting my body become drenched with the sky's ice cold tears. "The sky is crying too " I say aloud.
I sink down to the ground in the dark alley I brought myself to, leaning against the wall. "Please stop raining " I beg to the sky, "I'm going to lose it " My ears are covered with a white and yellow headset, but it isn't enough to drown out the ringing of the rain. I place my hands over them but the ringing just keeps getting louder somehow, as if to kill my existence.
I blink and I am standing in front of the wooden door to my vocal instructor's house. I am no longer wet from the rain that I thought I was in moments ago. Shrugging it off, I turn the knob and enter. She is expecting me. I receive my "Good Morning" greeting and a smile. Your smile is like a lethal wea
Rememberance- Part SixIt was pouring rain outside of Monogram's house.Rememberance- Part Six4 years ago in Profiles More Like This
"Still no sign of him, Perry. I'm sorry." Monogram hung up the phone. "I have all our agents on alert. Our surveyor agents are checking the areas you saw him last, and the rest are keeping an eye out."
"It'll be fine." Monogram said, putting his arm around Perry.
Perry flinched. Monogram didn't touch him very often, unless he needed to help him up somewhere.
"I know how you feel." Monogram said. "It's hard. But it will be easier on you if you don't worry so much. I promise you we will find him."
Perry turned away from him. Monogram did NOT know how he felt. Perry wasn't worried, he was scared out of his mind. Ferb was all alone somewhere, and Perry had no idea where that was, or if Ferb was okay.
It made him feel so helpless.
"Why don't I make you some popcorn?" Monogram asked. He stood up and went over to the kitchen cupboards.
"Sure. Ferb's lost, and you make popcorn." Perry muttered.
"It does sound good, doesn't it?" Mon
Stop Hating YourselfDo you ever feel unloved?Stop Hating Yourself4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Do you ever feel ugly?
Ever feel like the world,
Is totally turned against you?
Have you ever felt unwanted,
Unneeded by the world?
Lost in unhappiness,
With no way to get out?
Have you ever hated yourself so much,
That you just wanted to change everything?
Looking in the mirror,
Was a painful task?
Well, you are wrong.
You are not unloved-there will always be at least one person in the world who loves you.
You are not ugly-you are beautiful, inside and out. Don't let anyone else ever tell you otherwise.
The whole world is never turned against you-there will be people that are, but never the whole world.
You are never unwanted-someone in the world needs you.
Smile and be happy-you might make someone's day, as well as your own.
Don't change yourself for someone else-you are amazing the way you are.
You are perfect,
In your own special way.
No one else's opinion matters,
As long as you love yourself.
Start a revolution-stop hating yourself.
Not a trendI don't understandNot a trend5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Why people treat this
Like it's a trend
Who would want these curses?
All kinds of problems
These mental issues
Kindly explain to me why you think
Feeling like your mind is running on speed with no breaks
Never having a moments peace, always having SOMETHING on your mind
Constantly lacking enough sleep because you can't get your mind to stop
The everyday headaches and pounding
Not being able to fully focus on one thing at a time
Worrying about things that will happen the next day, next week, next year
This is not a trend
This is not fake
This is a real disease I must manage everyday
So stop faking
Stop acting like it's the new thing to do
Because you have no clue what it's really like
35 Cuts35 cuts is what it took35 Cuts4 years ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
For me to give life another look
And although I thought it unappealing
Turns out tears can be quite healing
The fact that I had a dull knife
Was the only thing that saved my life
As well as two friends that went searching
On the riverwalk where I was perching
And now though I have these wounds
I'm glad I didn't end up in a tomb
I realize now more than ever
That suicide is not a smart endeavour
And although I may have lost a friend
That doesn't mean my life should end
I still have my dear grandmother
And my cousin who is like an older brother
I still have my Aunts and Uncles, and many other dear friends
And I know our relationships will never end
I want to fix things, I want to be forgiven
But even if I'm not, I won't stop livin
Life is too precious to throw away
So I'll stick around another day
And many more to come,
I will not run
From my mistakes
And no matter what it takes
I'll still be there for her
Even if shes sure
That she no longe
Lost and FoundWhy did you try to disappear?Lost and Found4 years ago in Flash Fiction & Vignettes More Like This
Through My EyesIf only you could see yourself through my eyesThrough My Eyes4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The beauty I see inside and out
You look adorable
At the fat you don't have
Stop painting yourself
You don't need make-up to look beautiful
Put on some clothes
Respecting yourself is attractive, too
Look at yourself inside
A death wish doesn't make you unlovable
A razor to your wrist doesn't make you crazy
Shed a tear
It doesn't make you weak
Can be crushing to hold by yourself
But that doesn't make you crushed
Drilling in to your mind
But you don't have to be alone
Self-destruction doesn't make you ugly
Just gives you a story
Look thorugh my eyes
No ones perfect
You have to realize that.
can't escape it...Sometimes I love it;can't escape it...4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Sometimes I hate it;
One thing's for sure;
I can never escape it
Scaredlook at meScared5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
tell me what you see
look at me
who am i
look at me
tell me what you see
you see me
if you look at me
you see what i really am
on every second step
i get up again
you say i am strong
you say i don't give up'
you say i have the courage to stand
i may stand
not because i feel like i haveto
i may get up again
not because i have the courage to do it
i get up again
because i'm scared of being down too long
because i'm scared of losing
i am wounded
i am bleeding
beaten to death
i still stand
not because i'm strong
it's because i'm weak
too scared to give up
i've been hit to ground
i didn't dodge
even if i could have
i will not dodge
i will stand
i will wait to get hit
i will get up again
just to get hit down again
no.. i'm not strong
of giving up...
what do you dowhat do you dowhat do you do4 years ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
when it's hard to think
hard to sleep
hard to breathe
what do you do
when you fall from grace
shot from the sky
you're being erased
what do you do
when you can't find yourself
don't know yourself
can't feel yourself
what do you do
when all hope seems lost
dreams are all gone
feeling, there's none
what do you do
when you no longer feel
life has no appeal
and nothing seems real
what do you do
when you just can't think
just can't sleep
just can't breathe
I want you to know...I want you to know...5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I want to bury my face in your hair,
And smell your sweetness.
I want to hold your hand,
And never let go.
I want to stand with you in the freezing rain,
And never feel cold.
I want to rub noses with you,
And giggle like children.
I want to feel your lips,
And know how soft they are.
I want to kiss your neck,
And make you shiver.
I want to give my heart,
And know it's safe.
I want you to know how I feel,
And know you feel the same way.
I want you to know I'll always be here,
And you are never far from me.
I want you to say those beautiful words,
But I know it is not my choice.
I want you to know:
I want you with all my heart.
YouWords don't come easily from this keyboardYou5 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Trying to write the things I never said
I can't fall asleep
Until you call to say
While I am with you, I am perfect.
When you have to leave
It feels like I can't survive
Everything you say and do is a godsend
Your beautiful, deep eyes
I can't look away
As we lay in the dark stillness,
You whisper to me
Promise you'll stay with me."
Why do you even ask me?
You know you're all that I live for...
You know I'd do anything to stay with
I'd die for you
Somehow I will show you
That you are my only one,
My night sky, and all the stars, the moon and the sun
Now I'll always be right by your side...
There have been so many nights when I cried myself to sleep.
Now that you love me, I can love myself
I never thought I could say that...
I never thought there'd be...
MeltingWhite snowMelting3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
on grey concrete;
on green compete:
"I love you the most."
Hold It Against MeI've spent too long biting my tongue and replaying replaying replaying my life until there is nothing on that video reel but scratched-up images. Ignoring you and everyone else, it's so beautiful to fall sometimes. I can't imagine a life without doubt-- but then you've never lived a life without love, have you? It's so perfect, the picture, when it hasn't been touched, when it's sat safely in a frame in your nightlight-lit room... But hey, I'll give you credit for that. I'll give you so much credit you'll begin to wonder how you'll be able to repay me, but that's okay, don't even try. There are better things than bills.Hold It Against Me4 years ago in Emotional More Like This
There are better things.
I've spent forever plus a few minutes on my memories, buddy, and forgive-me-not if I refuse to go back to those days of pain and regret and tears-that-fell. Because, sometimes, there is nothing better than a forgetful mind and a broken heart. And honestly, I don't want to remember why it's broken in the first place, because even if I could there
No Child Left BehindGraduation.No Child Left Behind3 years ago in Flash Fiction & Vignettes More Like This
Learned: how to squeak by.
Six words,Don't go away.Six words,5 years ago in Flash Fiction & Vignettes More Like This
I need you.
Prision with Hangers.Step out of one closet,Prision with Hangers.4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
And be forced into another,
Ask for help,
From people that don't understand,
Happiness just isn't for you.
It's not part of the plan.
Cry alone in your room,
And force yourself to sleep.
Because in your dreams,
At least you can be you.
You'll wake up the next day,
And find reality again.
You're not a boy,
But you can't be a girl.
It's not fair, no,
But there isn't anything you can do,
Except sit alone in the dark,
And hope that maybe, just maybe,
You won't wake up.
Seduction"I love you most!"Seduction4 years ago in Flash Fiction & Vignettes More Like This