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One DayI'll make it rain upOne Day1 year ago in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
And I'm sorry, darling, but
I do it for you.
080. SuicideSometimes it feels the only way out,080. Suicide2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The only way to get away from all the shit
That is life.
Sometimes it seems as if the only way to
Escape is through the blade, the trigger, the pills,
But there's so much more to live for.
Life may seem to be falling to absolute hell,
And honestly, sometimes, hell is better than life.
But you need to stick it through,
Find a way to thrive on your own.
Get rid of all that holds you back, all that may harm you,
All that could make you fall over the edge.
Though life seems like it'll never get better,
It always will, even if you think Rock Bottom
Is as high as you'll ever be,
Just wait.
To
DeniedDeath is a whimsical thing,Denied2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
As you're unable to choose fate-
One simple choice already planned,
For you cannot tell death to wait.
Inevitably pain will come,
And slowly turn your heart numb.
Death is a whimsical thing,
Leaving the container behind,
It takes what's most important
Instead, driving you out of your mind.
A crazed and lonely soul is left,
From this master plan of theft.
You can try running away,
From the random finger of death-
But always know there's nothing worse
Then being denied one last breath.
Many have challenged- or even tried,
Though this is how life is justified.
Fucking PerfectFucking PerfectFucking Perfect2 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Hidden Lies
Complicated Pain
Fear
Depression
Hidden behind a smile
Fake affections
Fake Happiness
You try so hard
You distract yourself
You don't think about the scars
Wounds
Whip marks
From the fist marks
Beating the skin
Till it's raw
You have flaws
Imperfections
They are you
They make you
Yourself
It shouldn't matter
They don't matter
You are you
You're perfect the way you are
Yet you mare your skin
Every time
You're upset
You feel helpless
You feel weak
It's an impulse
Cutting
It makes the skin red
Damaged
Why can't you see your perfect for who you are?
That you can have flaws
Human
TenderTenderTender2 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Light kisses
Soft whimpers
Fingers Interlaced
Soft Promises
Chaste kisses
A gentle peck
Warmth
Comfort
Hope
She smiles.
Her lips a faint pink.
Lovers pink
From kisses
I love you
Their fingers lace.
QUOTES AWWW YEAHHH"Everybody shut up and go do their summer homework." "Joke's on you, I'm a walrus. Walruses don't do summer work." "Are you here legally, walrus?" - Sam, Mitch, and DanQUOTES AWWW YEAHHH2 years ago in Emotional More Like This
"You should get married on Facebook!" "We should just get married." "Kayla, no. You're fourteen. This isn't the south."
"So according to Katherine, there are little people called Camoens that are a quarter of a millimeter tall living in my paper lanterns and they travel through the lanterns by ZIPLINE."
"I'm nurturing my love of quesadillas and 80s cop movies at the same time. MULTITASKING OH YEAH."
"NO, AUTOCORRECT. STOP CHANGING "JEEBUS" TO "HERNIA.""
"Gerard would just
Just Another NumberAdd another one to your listJust Another Number2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
One more you lost
Making the list longer
Add another number
Another girl
Worth nothing
You made us feel worthless
With your little checkmarks and circles
How many times you were together?
Mark that down
Checkmark for a kiss
Circle for more
We were a fun little game to you
Believing every little lie
And one by one
Slowly
You made us fall in love with you
Or who you made us think you were
Then you disappeared
Breaking hearts
Is you're game
Sex is the prize
Treat us like sh*t
I built up a wall just for you
Slowly hiding myself
So I wouldn't get hurt again
But now someone else is climbing
OblivionEverything'sOblivion2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
WRONG
Nothing's
RIGHT
But
HOW
Do we know the
DIFFERENCE?
How do we
CHANGE
The
UNAVOIDABLE?
Highs And LowsI'm Not here For You To Make A Fake Of MeHighs And Lows2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Cause This isn't over baby
don't believe a word they say
Cause You Had To Say All The Words Unspoken,
Just So You Would Stay With Me,
But you walked straight out in front of me.
You Gave Me Something, When I Was Close To nothing
But You Took It Away When I Needed It The most
you always said to keep my hopes up high
and my doubts down low.
You wrote love on my arms
with the knife you stole from your bathroom floor and made it a memory
so don't say i don't have a reason to be mad at you
All I Wanted Was Someone To Call My Own
And So Are Hearts Can Beat As One
You Gave Me Something,
When
Breathe AgainHeld underwater on my own accord,Breathe Again2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Starved of oxygen and any feeling.
I will give up more than I can afford,
It is my fate that I will be sealing.
My life will flash before my very eyes,
I can imagine it already done,
Since everything you said was and are lies,
You knew this would happen in the long run.
So don't pretend to apologize now,
It's too late for I am all out of time,
This was never a bond, never a vow.
And it'll all happen because of your crime.
To breathe sinless is my personal dream,
There is nothing now for you to redeem.
Don't Trust A FriendDon't trust a friendDon't Trust A Friend2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Even if you cant see the knife
They sharpen with the lies the spread
I hope you understand exactly why their like
She's a bitch your a lair
Your can't stop who you really are inside can you
So wipe the make-up of your face
You don't deserve a thing
Sometimes you think things just slip
Sometimes you think you can get away with that little lie to told
Sometimes you think you are perfect
But guess what your far from it
She's a bitch your a lair
Your can't stop who you really are inside can you
So wipe the make up of your face
You dont deserve a thing
You can't trust a friend
Their like wolfs in Sh
Just Let Me LiveShe's crying on the groundJust Let Me Live2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Leaving home
With a tear in each eye
He's leaving home tonight
I hate this town
There is nothing for me now
It's dead and it's gone
So you have to let me go
Just let me live it now
Its dead and gone
It's got nothing for us here
It's got nothing here for us
Your just got to let me grow up
to become the guy you dreamt of those years ago
just cause I'm not there
doesn't mean not there in your heart
This isn't a thing between me or god
so don't worry
I hate this town
There is nothing for me now
It's dead and it's gone
So you have to let me go
Just let me live it now
Its dead and gone
It'
Some Things Just Slip OutSome Things Just Slip Out Don't They.Some Things Just Slip Out2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Is This Really Happening In Our Hearts?
is This Really Slipping Out Of My Tongue?
Why can't This Seem Right?
is This How It's Meant To Be?
Shut Up Cause There's Nothing You can Say To Make Me Take You Back.
I've Spent So Much Time Wasted On You.
So Don't Bother With Yourself,
Cause it's Too Later To Change my Heart.
So I Hope Your happy With Yourself.
Cause it's What You What You Wanted Isn't?
why am I letting her words get my down.
Why Do I Care If she has to lie through her teeth to make You happy
When he Knows She Can't Stand To Face The Memory Of Me.
You Told Me Some Things Just Slip
Sh
Single For The KillSingle for the killSingle For The Kill2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Heartbreaker, heartbreaker
You know what i mean
I'm such a heartbreaker
Ready to break your heart
Give me your love
Give me your heart
So I can rip it to sherds
I'm single for the kill
You know what I mean
I'm just want you wanted
But I'm just a heartbreaker
Im just single for the kill
Give me your love
Give me your heart
So I can rip it to sherds
You mean nothing to me
You messes with my feelings
Broke my heart to bits
Now I'm just a nightmare to you
I'm single for the kill
You know what I mean
I'm just want you wanted
But I'm just a heartbreaker
Im just single for the kill
Give me your L
Hunter's PoemRoses are redHunter's Poem2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Violets are blue
If you won't be mine
I'll have to kill you
Roses are red
Violets are blue
I cut off your air
And your face is blue too
Roses are red
Violence is great
I burned down the bistro
Where we had our first date
Roses are red
Violets aren't purple?
When the blood leaves your jugular
It goes "gurgle gurgle"
Roses are red
Why won't you die!?
Guns and knives
And chainsaws, oh my!
Roses are red
And so is your blood
When you fall 22 stories
Your body goes "THUD!"
Roses are red
Violets are "in"
I want to sew a pantsuit
Out of your skin
Roses are red
I'm being quite hostile
When I take an ice pick
Theme: 66) DarkTheme: 63 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
"Leave me alone..."
A simple command won't persuade me.
"Let me go…"
Why? So that you can break another heart?
"…I'm sorry..."
You think a simple apology will heal this…this…abyss?
An abyss that never ends.
An abyss that swallows me whole.
An abyss that you caused.
You had been my light, my guiding light.
But of course you had always,
Always deserved better.
Don't you think so?
Of course you did, that's why you left me.
Left me in the sufferable dark.
Alone.
Distraught.
Broken.
Without you.
I solved it, though.
I took my light back.
Imprisoned it so that it will
Always be there.
You call me
Maybe...Why?Maybe...3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Why is this happening?
Floating in and out of the blue,
Rarely seeing colour.
The rays of sunlight.
They never grace me with their presence.
I'm sitting in darkness,
Alone and miserable.
But I see a light.
A faint glimmer of hope
That I can in fact get better.
It cuts through the darkness,
Warm and welcoming.
I hear my friends calling to me,
Reaching for me with open arms.
I try to get close to them,
To reach the surface of this
Black empty abyss.
But something holds me back.
The light dissappears,
And I'm left alone once more.
But I can still fee the warmth.
I can tell the light is still there,
Even though it goes
Fallen Society: Part 2Frank walked out of the room and shut the door behind him. He leaned against the wall with a sigh.Fallen Society: Part 23 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
"How'd it go?" Mikey asked as he walked past him.
Frank grimaced. "She won't say a word."
Mikey snorted in response. "At least she'll tolerate you. If anyone else walks in there, she either starts screaming or crying."
"Yeah, well, I don't have it much better. It's been six days and she hasn't said a word to me."
Mikey shrugged. "Just keep working at it. Take it slow."
Frank groaned.
"Quit complaining. At least try to make some progress, okay? Who knows what she might've been told without realizing it?"
He grumbled in response an
Fallen Society: Part 1"Cameron! Time for bed!"Fallen Society: Part 13 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Nine-year-old Cameron looked away from the computer as her mother came into her bedroom.
"Mommy," she whined, "can't I stay up a little longer? It's Saturday! Pleeeease?" She pouted and looked at her mother with big, grey eyes.
Her mother, Kaylie, sighed. "Cammie…"
"Mommyyyy. It's only nine-thirty! Please?"
"Okay. Fine. Half an hour, and then you're going to bed. But no more computer—read or do something else, okay?"
Cameron broke into a grin. "Yay!" She jumped up and hugged her mother. "Thank you, Mommy! I love you!"
Kaylie smiled. "I love you too, sweetie." She walked out and downstairs.
Cameron I
RipplesLike a ripple on the surfaceRipples3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Of an infinite ocean,
My feelings are disturbed
With the slightest emotion.
But I hide them behind
A blank, straight face
For as long as I wait,
They'll finally be erased.
But all of those ripples
Have to go somewhere
So I hold them back
Keeping outbursts rare.
So don't mind the
Cruelness, the sting of my voice,
I really can't help it,
I don't have a choice.
Please don't provoke me,
Please don't give up,
Just leave me be
Because I don't need undeserved pity.
Demon Blood 1.0Imagine the most horrible pain in your life. Got it? Now imagine that multiplied by forty thousand. You're not even close to feeling the pain I felt. It was like pure raw burning agony straight from the fiery pits of Hell itself. I didn't know that at the time, but I do now. I know everything now. That agonizing night was the one memory that stuck with me throughout the years. I remember everything so clearly, as if it just happened yesterday. I remember the pain, the coldness, the blood. My brother's face as he watched me die with a satisfied and accomplished look plastered on his pale, icy skin; his unnatural glowing red eyes staring into mDemon Blood 1.03 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Why The Trapped Wolf HowlsI Know Why the Trapped Wolf HowlsWhy The Trapped Wolf Howls3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
(Scaffolded off Maya Angelou's Poem, "I know why the caged bird sings")
A lone wolf strolls in the dark
Of the forest and looks to the side
Till his feelings of suspicion subsides
In the shadows of the trees
And dares to scare the forest.
But a WOLF that whimpers, trapped,
Can seldom see, his ears flat
His eyes wide with fear and his tail drooped
So he opens his throat to howl.
The trapped wolf howls with a fearful echo
Of things un-touchable, of things un-loveable
And his bark is heard on the mountain tops, for
The trapped wolf howls for freedom.
The free wolf thinks of an endless field
And
Don't StopDon't stop, don't stop,Don't Stop3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
We're together on this journey
Don't stop
There's so much to be found
Don't stop, don't stop,
So we can rise again
Don't stop, don't stop,
We can't go on if we don't believe!!
Don't stop, don't stop,
You love me back now,
Don't stop, don't stop,
We're in love now
Don't stop,
There's so much to be found
Don't stop, don't stop,
I'm halfway through my chapter,
Don't stop, don't stop,
We believe!!!!!!!
GoneGoneGone3 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Why have you gone tonight?
Why have you gone without me?
Why am I so cold?
And why am I alone, and silent?
Wait!
There is someone….
A crying child
Without a mom.
Without a dad.
Unlike me…
I had you!
Now,
As I stand on this darkened bridge,
I forgive you.
But not me.
I must go, and find you.
I must go, and tell you.
Tell you I forgive you.
I love you.
This is my fault.
I hate you.
This is your fault.
I miss you.
But now that you're gone,
And I can't tell you.
Unless..
I jump to find you.
I jump to rescue you from someone.
From me…..
J, not you.
Not now, not ever
Sta.sh
