For The Love Of Payne PrologueHe could hear them coming. They were coming to pick on him again. The 8 year old boy had no where to hide this time. He was in the woods. He could climb a tree, but the others could reach him with the flutter of a wing. If he was home his parents would defend him, but today he is truly scared.
The last time the others found him along he limped home with cuts on his face and a bruise on his leg. He looked round frantically for a place to hide. He noticed an old tree that was hallowed out from age and the weather that still stood. He quickly ran to it and crawled inside. He hid and curled into a ball in the darkness. Please keep going. Please don't see me. he begged. He listened as the noises got closer and closer; louder and louder. Be invisible, be invisible. He told himself over an over.
He stilled as the noises were outside his tree. He pulled his knees closer 2 his chest. After a few minutes the voices left and slowly got quieter. H cautiously looked around outside
Our Baby Mpreg StyleFalcon sat on his bed rubbing his huge, round stomach. Pain rippled through his stomach and he reached for his cell phone. He put in the number of his lover Wolf; the phone rang four times before it was answered, "Hello?"Our Baby Mpreg Style4 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
"Wolf, it's time. I need you here now." Wolf could hear Falcon gasp in pain.
"Calm down Falcon, I am coming; everything will be ok, just breathe and stay calm." He could hear Falcon attempting to breathe through the pain. "I will be there in ten minutes, please for the sake of the babies stay calm." Wolf smiled as he grabbed his coat and ran out to his car,
"I love you Wolf." Falcon said while panting. He had his hand placed protectively over the babies as they kicked.
"I love you too Falcon." He hung up the phone and started to drive to the house he shared with his lover. Falcon continued to rub his stomach with each contraction. As he waited for Wolf, he thought back on what got him into his present situation.
Falcon sat on the edge of his bed w/ his hand over
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So today I reached the 4.5 month mark... Yippee. And of course I had to not fit into my pants anymore. Did the baby have a growth spurt overnight? I mean my pants fit yesterday. Now I sit on my closet floor crying. My phone buzzed and I grabbed it. "Hello?" I said all sniffles.
"Matt where are you? We're waiting at the stop sign and you haven't shown and school starts in 10 minutes." I sniffled again. "Hey what's wrong?"
"None of my pants fit!" I said as I cried again. "They fit yesterday and now I can't button any of them! The damn kid had a growth spurt overnight!" I heard Jimmy telling the guys to go ahead to school he'd see them later. "I'm fat Jimmy!" I said in a rush of tears.
"Mattie you're no fat at all. You're pregnant. That is normal. The baby is growing which we all know is a good thing. Just take a deep breath and relax. What size pants did u wear yesterday?"
"13." I said in a whimper.
"Ok. Not a problem. I am 2 pants sizes bigger than you." I heard a door open
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I leaned against Jason's car until I saw him coming. He saw me and smiled. I waved as he walked over. "Hi Jason. I hope you don't mind that I waited for you."
"No, I don't mind at all. I was kind of hoping you would actually. I haven't heard from you since I took you home 3 days ago, well except this morning. I wanted to make sure you were ok. So do your parents still think you stayed at a friends' house or do they know what happened?" He asked me as he stood next to me.
"No, I never told them and I don't plan on telling them. That is one part of my life I want to forget completely. You are the only good thing to come out of it. Everything else about that night is just horrible and I wish I could just forget about it." I said as I looked down at my feet.
I was really surprised when Jason hugged me. "Hey, relax. Everything will be ok, and like I said I am here for you." I looked up at him and he smiled at me. "You should try smiling more often; it makes you look handsome when you
A Boy's Story Chapter 5Yesterday Jason and I made a plan on how I was going to tell my parents about the baby. We already initiated it, Jason took Jen out to watch a movie and I was left home with mom and dad. Now I was to tell them about the baby. I watched Jason's car drive away in vain. I felt the need for him to help me tell my parents, but I had to do this alone. I walked back to the living room and sat down. I called mom and dad into the room and pointed to the couch. The understood immediately and sat down.A Boy's Story Chapter 54 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Mom was the first to speak. "What is wrong Damien, you look tense baby." I reached into my pocket and pulled out the picture from my ultrasound the week before that showed my two month old baby. Mom looked at it and noticed what it was right away. She looked shocked. She looked up at me. "Damien, what did you do? Who did you get pregnant?" Why would she think I got a girl pregnant? I was the one pregnant.
"Mom I didn't get anyone pregnant." I was shocked she even thought that. She looked
A Boys Story Chapter 2The next morning at school, I saw Jason leaning against the wall and didn't even bother to stop and talk to him for fear of embarrassment. The whole day I avoided him, I didn't even go out to his car after school, and I walked home. I followed that routine for about two weeks until one day I didn't go to school at all cause I was sick. I had woke that morning feeling like I was going to puke and in fact I did right after I got out of bed. Mom walked into my bathroom to find me with me head in the toilet. I felt as if I was going to puke up my stomach, but that didn't happen. Mom helped me back to bed and told me I was staying home from school.A Boys Story Chapter 24 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
I went back to sleep as she went downstairs to call the school to say I would not be in that day. I woke later that day to my phone ringing on my bedside table. I reached for it with my eyes still closed and put it to my ear. "Hello?" I said groggily.
"Damien?" I sat up in bed as I recognized the voice. It was Jason. "Damien are you there?"
A Boys Story Chapter 4I woke up at 12:00. Thank god, it was Saturday or I would have been in real trouble. I woke to my phone ringing. I knew who it was just by the ringtone, it was Jason. I grabbed the phone and put it to my ear. "Hello?" my eyes were still closed.A Boys Story Chapter 44 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
"Damien, is that you? You sound different." Jason sounded concerned.
"I am fine, I was asleep." I sat up in my bed and rubbed my eyes.
"I didn't mean to wake you, I am sorry." I just grunted. "Well, I was calling to see if you wanted to go out today. I know this lovely park we can have a picnic at. You would love it."
"That sounds great." I put my hand over my stomach without even thinking about it.
"Great. I will pick you up in half an hour." He sounded happy. He hung up the phone. I just set mine on the table beside my bed. I fell back onto my bed and sighed.
I parked my car in the driveway and walked up to the house. I knocked and Jennifer opened the door. I
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I heard the chain on the door rattling again. He was coming back for me... I whimpered when moving sent a shock wave of pain through my arm. I stood leaning against the post. The chains fell off the door. The door opened and sunlight flooding the room blinding me. All I saw was a silhouette of my attacker. This was my last chance. I grabbed the pen from my back pocket and charged.
The person put their arms around me making my charge useless. I struggled. "Let me go so I can kill you!"
"Easy Mattie bear, no hurting your future husband." my eyes focused and I saw Jimmy. I gasped and backed away from him thinking he kidnapped me. "I know what you're thinking and I didn't do it. Why would I kidnap the man I love and plan on marrying? I am not that dumb." I looked at his neck for the wound I gave my attacker. I noticed no gash on his neck. He looked me over. "Oh god, what happened to your arm?" he started looking my arm over.
"Whoever put me here broke it. Last night... at
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One day I was home in the kitchen after venturing from my room. I stood there in a pair of pajama bottoms with skulls and crossbones all over them and nothing else but the bandages on my stomach. I had just put something in the microwave when the doorbell rang. As I waddled to the door I wondered who it could be.
I opened the door to find Johnny standing there. "What a lovely sight to see. The door is opened by a half-naked preggo." I growled at him. "Can I come in?" I moved aside and he walked into the house. Once I closed the door he sighed. "Alright first I retract what I said at the door, I have a rep to keep intact. Second, I came here to tell you about Jimmy. Ever since you broke up he's been.... isolated. He hasn't talked to any of us. He has declared the band broken up. He even went as far to say that if we had any problems with it to come bitch at you.
Now I am not here to bitch. I am here in the hopes that you can fix Jimmy. I know about what happened so I can understand both
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I got home from my doctor appointment and went straight to my room for the night. My mother left dinner at my door. Other than that I talked to no one. I took a picture of my ultrasound and made it the background on my cell. I noticed that something was different with my phone. I looked through everything and found the something new.
I had 4 new contacts. It was the cell numbers of Jimmy, Brian, Zack, and Johnny. I smiled happy they were there. I sighed, got dinner, ate, put the plate outside the door, and went to bed.
I woke to my alarm clock blaring and sighed as I turned it off. I did my normal routine and went to school. My mother was looking out the window nervously. "Matt maybe I should take you today. There are so evil looking boys in our driveway."
I walked over and looked out the window at the evil looking boys. I laughed in shock to see Jimmy and the guys. "It's ok mom. They're my friends." I grabbed my water bottle from the fridge and walked outside. "Hey guys. How did you f
A Boy's Story Chapter 14Chapter 14A Boy's Story Chapter 144 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
I woke to something weird, I looked at my clock and saw it was 10:00 in the morning. How could I have slept so late, and why had Jen not woken me like she does every Saturday morning? I looked around the room to see if anything was different. Everything looked the same. I got up and walked to the full-length mirror to see how my pregnancy was progressing visibly. I first looked at myself from the front then from the side. My baby bump was definitely noticeable if I was not wearing loose clothing. It was even more noticeable now since all I wore to bed was a pair of shorts. It was getting to warm to wear a shirt to bed as well. I could not believe that in the matter of a week Jason will be graduating from high school. I looked at the door as I heard Jen laughing.
I walked to the door and pulled it open. There was no Jen but there was a note. The note was telling me to go to the backyard. I walked down the stairs and walked out to the back porch. Sitting on the table was anoth
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I got to school the next morning and sat in the cafeteria waiting for first bell. The guys came and sat around my. I noticed Zack had a gash on his neck. "Dude what happened to you?"
"Living where I live has it's perks." We all looked at him confused. "Don't piss off your landlord." We nodded. "So any news on the Matt front?"
"None. I am getting really worried Zacky. I mean he's been gone 2 bucking weeks. You have no idea how much it hurts to see the sadness on Mrs. Sanders face when I visit her every day to see if she heard anything? It's torture." I put my head on the table. "Johnny have you heard anything? I know you have connections."
"Sorry man nothing. No one has seen a pregnant kid anywhere. I had friends put up posters from here to 3 towns over in every direction. We'll find him Jimmy, don't worry."
I sighed. "What if we don't? What if he goes into labor and has complications that kill him and the babies? For all we know the kidnapper can kill him before he h
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I walked to my car knowing Matt was waiting for me. As I got closer I noticed he wasn't inside or outside the car. I dropped his book bag on the ground and ran to my car. Mattie's keys were on the ground by the front tire. I ran back to the school thinking he might have gone inside for something. I ran into the guys who were on their way out. "Matt's gone! He was gonna meet me at the car. I found his keys by the tire and he's nowhere to be found!" we all split up and went searching for him.
When we met at the gym we all had looks of fear on our faces. I cursed and kicked the basketball rack. I fell to the floor crying. I just got Mattie back and I lost him again. Zack sat by me and held me close trying to calm me. "Jimmy, we'll find him. I promise you, we'll find him." I hugged Zack and cried. I heard Johnny call the cops but I didn't give it much attention. The cops came, took my statement, and left putting out an APB on my love.
When I went home after picking up Matt
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It had been another two weeks of me in my depressive state ever since the meeting with Jimmy and Johnny. I know Johnny meant well but I guess seeing Jimmy sent me over the edge. I finally took the ring off that day too. It now sits in a box in my bathroom mirror. School literally starts in 4 days, yippee... not. I am gonna be a huge pregnant kid in school who is single. Yeah that's not a neon sign that says pick on me.
I sighed as I went to my closet for clothes that would fit me. That was when I saw it; there on a hanger, was the pants Jimmy let me wear when I was 4 months. I grabbed them and held them close to me. I cried missing Jimmy with all my heart.
I just want my jimmy back in my arms to comfort me and hold me. I heard my cell ring and grabbed it without looking. "Hello?"
"Hey, are you crying?" I was shocked to hear a voice I hadn't heard in so long. "Mattie? Are you ok?"
"Jimmy! Oh my god, is it really you?"
"Yeah it's me. I was wondering if I could come over. Is that ok?" I n
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I laid on my bed relaxing with friends when a nurse pushed in 2 bassinettes. "Hey Matt. Two people wanted to meet you formally." I smiled and Jimmy helped me sit up to hold them. I smiled as the nurse handed my babies to me. I tried not to wince as the weight of the one girl settled on my broken arm. "They need names still."
I smiled. "Which one was born first?" he nodded to my left arm. "Ok, that is Terra Lynn Sullivan. And her sister is Tanya Linnet Sullivan." I smiled when mom gasped. "Ma it's ok."
"You're naming her after me?" I nodded. The guys were all confused. "My name is Linnet." They all gasped an applauded. I smiled and looked at my girls. "Congrats Mattie. You have two beautiful girls.
I nodded. "Thanks mom." I smiled at Jimmy. "Want to hold them daddy?" Jimmy nodded and mom helped me hand him Terra and Tanya. I smiled at them. "Adorable." He nodded and there was a flash of light as one of the guys took our picture. "Whoever took that I want a copy."
Zack smiled. "Yes sir."
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It is now July, the fourth to be exact. School ended a few days ago and I reached my 5th month today. I am finally a sophomore! When school starts again I am gonna be 7 months pregnant... God I am gonna be fat as a whale. Also I learned something interesting a few days ago, seems I am having twins. The second baby was hiding behind the first. So now I will have to gain 2 times the weight than before and then there is the fear of the babies coming early like most multiple births do.
Tonight Jimmy, the guys and me are going to watch the fireworks. We're gonna leave a while later so that we don't have to worry about not being in a good spot. Jim says he is bringing a huge ass blanket for all of us to sit on, on the hill over the lake. In truth I kinda wish it was just Jimmy and I going so that we could be alone but hey the others are my friends too. I even go as far as to think of Brian, Zack, and Johnny as brothers. But Jimmy, he is a whole different animal. Jimmy is the alpha male, Jimm
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The day arrived... The first day of school and my seven month pregnant mark. I sighed as I waddled to my bathroom to shower. Once the water hit my belly the twins kicked like there was no tomorrow. It's a good thing I have water proof stitches and crap or bathing would suck. I gave my belly an affectionate pat and rub to calm the babies down then went about cleaning myself. By the time my shower was done I had 30 minutes to get to school. As I was dressing I heard a car horn. I looked out the window to see Jimmy leaning against the driver door. "Come on up I still gotta eat and finish dressing." He nodded and I went to finish pulling on clothes. I can say it is hard to button your pants when you can't see the button or hole the button goes into.
Jimmy walked in when I was still fumbling with the button. He smiled and set his keys on the dresser. "Here let me get it." He kneeled before me and buttoned them for me. "There perfect. So are you excited for the first day of sophomore year?"
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I woke up one morning to find Jimmy rubbing my belly and singing gently to the babies. He hadn't notice I was awake yet so I kept silent and watched as he sang to my children. He was singing lullabies to them and telling them Grimm Fairy Tales. At the moment he was telling them about Cinderella. He was at the point of the step sisters cutting off part of their feet to make the glass slipper fit. At that moment I knew that Jim was the best person to be the father to my babies. And I bet a ton of you are asking: "Well Matt what are you having? 2 boys, 2 girls, or one of each?" Well I can't tell ya cause I don't even know. I won't let the doctor tell me.
I smiled. "Jim..." he looked at me like the cat caught eating the canary. I laughed. "That was very sweet, telling them stories and singing to them."
"You heard all that huh?" I nodded. "So my reputation as a kick ass bad boy is over?"
"No, you're a kick ass bad boy who has a gentle side when it comes to love and children." I sat up on my
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"Why are you calling me? You told me to get out remember?" Jimmy said in anger. "You are the one that said to get out. That you wouldn't let me hurt you or the babies. So do me a huge favor Matt, forget I exist ok? I am not gonna let another person treat me like crap. I thought you were different but I was wrong. You're just like everyone else. You just wanna use me and abuse me. So just fuck off, and throw out that ring. I don't want it back." The line went dead and I cried.
I couldn't believe he said that to me. I love him and he just gave up on me without letting me explain. Then I did something I haven't done in a while. I called my old friend Rodney Song. I was happy that he answered. "Hello?"
"Rodney?" I asked still crying. "It's Matt Sanders... You probably forgot me by now but you were best friend and I need you right now..."
"Mattie, how can I ever forget you? What's wrong? You sound like you're crying." Rodney asked.
"Cause I am crying. I just got dumped by the one man I trul
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So it's been two weeks since we heard from Zack and I was starting to get annoyed by his bullshit. I pulled on my favorite black skinny jeans as well as a red shirt that had a dragon on it. Sadly the dragon was stretched to capacity across my belly. I rubbed my stomach gently as my children still slept. I put on my sneakers, grabbed my phone, wallet, and keys; shoving them into my pockets. I left a note for mom on the fridge and walked out.
I sighed as I started to walk the 6 blocks to Zack's house. Normally I would have Jimmy drive my places cause of my pregnancy, but today I had to do this alone. I had to get my friend back. I want to make things right with him. I miss him terribly. It's like that phantom limb thing: once the limb is removed you will still feel like it's there years later. Well I want Zack, not phantom Zack. For the past 2 weeks my nights have been filled with nightmares of how things were then how they are now.
I miss the Zack who would eat lunch with us at school a
A Boys Story Chapter 6I was so excited; today I was getting my second ultrasound. Everyone came with me and Jason. Mom, dad, and Jen rode in one car; Jason and I in his little black mustang. He smiled at me on the way to the doctors. The whole way there he had one hand on my leg. I had reached my third month in my pregnancy. Sadly I was still puking my guts out and I still lived with mom and dad. Jason came over many nights to have dinner with us. Jen met him with a hug every time he came into the house. I had found out that mom told Jen that the baby was mine and Jason's. She didn't want my little sister to know what the world was like yet.A Boys Story Chapter 64 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
We arrived at the doctor's office and sat down while we waited. I told Jen she could play with the toys on the floor, but she was happier just sitting with me and Jason. I smiled as I watched her play with Jason. They were so cute together. I never would have guessed my life would be as perfect as it was at that moment, but I am happy that I got to have this moment. We
Our Baby Chapter 11Chapter 11Our Baby Chapter 114 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Falcon had reached the 6th month of his pregnancy. The day before he had his monthly appointment with Dr. Taylor. She told him the babies were progressing normally and that he would need to take it easy. He was sitting in the hammock in the back yard just trying to get the twins to relax. Nothing seemed to calm them, Falcon was wondering if they were just trying to torture him. It was getting hot out but sadly it was not hot enough to use the pool yet. He was gonna have the company come out to clean the pool tomorrow and have it filled. He may not use it right away but he planned on starting to soon. He smiled as Wolf came out with lemonade for him.
"Are you feeling any better honey?" Falcon shook his head no. "I am sorry, I wish there was something I could do. I hope they calm soon, you have been out here all day. It is a miracle you don't have sunburn yet." He sat on the ground next to the hammock. He smiled when Falcon sat up and put his legs around Wolf. He le
A Boys Story Chapter 8After what had happened the night before I was afraid Jason would be mad at me. I woke up to find the bed empty. After our ordeal he made us dinner and we ate in silence. I went to bed before him, so I have no idea if he came in here at all. I got up, stretched and walked into the bathroom to take those stupid vitamins that had become part of my normal routine.A Boys Story Chapter 84 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
I walked downstairs and found Jason sitting on the couch reading the newspaper. He looked up when he heard me walk in then looked back at the paper. I was about to talk to him when my phone rang. I knew who it was without having to look. I put the phone to my ear and grunted. "Damien! How was your first night? I missed you so much. Teddy kept me company."
"My first night was great." I could not tell her about what happened between me and Jason. "Did you have any problems sleeping?" I put my hand over my stomach and noticed it was starting to feel firmer. I did not even notice that Jen had said something till she yelled my name i
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The day started out well, Bri and I were watching Titanic in 3D when suddenly the power flickered "What was that?" I wondered curiously. I looked around us at the various things in the house.
"Maybe just the wind" Brian muttered half asleep. Suddenly there was a flash of lightning and a clap of thunder and the entire house went dark
"Shit!" I yelled over the wind. It was when the kitchen window shattered that I really began to worry. I looked out the window and saw the road was trashed and my car totaled. I had no way to get anywhere and I hoped and prayed that the guys were ok. My main worry was Brian, he was five days overdue and if labor were to start now I'd have no way to reach anyone. "Brian c'mon we have to get downstairs" I declared grabbing a few supplies needed for a home birth in case of the inevitable
"Johnny I'm scared" Brian stammered as the wind whistled outside. We had been sitting on the futon couch when I felt the cushion get wet
"Honey?" I asked looking
Our Baby Mpreg Style Chapter 2Falcon woke at 3:00 and ran to the bathroom to again puke. He didn't even bother to turn on the light because he knew where he was going. He was surprised when Wolf walked over to him and pulled his hair away from his face. He looked up at Wolf and smiled weakly. Once he was finished he rinsed his mouth out with water and brushed his teeth. "Please tell me this ends real soon. I can't take this much longer love." He leaned on Jason as the walked back to the bedroom together.Our Baby Mpreg Style Chapter 24 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
"You heard the doctor; this should stop within a few weeks, a month at the most. Just think in a matter of 7 months there will be a baby in this house." Wolf said as he helped Falcon back into bed. He walked around the bed and got back on his side. He crawled back under the blankets and cuddled up to Falcon's back. "Don't worry love; things will get better, I am sure of it." They fell asleep again a few seconds later.
Falcon woke and began