You Found Me Part 8Title: You Found Me Part 8You Found Me Part 82 years ago in Romance More Like This
Author: Lureny <3
Warning: Some cutting, cursing, sex, nudity, anger, etc..
I am in a relationship.
I am in a relationship with a man.
I am in a relationship with an adorable man.
I am in a relationship with an adorable man who has kids.
I am in a relationship with an adorable, possibly completely-straight man who has kids.
I am in a relationship.
I love him.
Thoughts ran through my head like a car, thoughts about Phil, and out relationship, and Gabe and Elle, and how Phil had called them "his kids". His kids.
Don't get me wrong, I love Elle and Gabe. They are the most adorable, most honest, most amazing kids I've ever been around.
But to think that Phil had children of his own.
Over the past 3 weeks, I'd thought a lot about me and Phil, together. I thought of us buying a house someday, and having
Bully - Phan - Part 10Phil's POVBully - Phan - Part 102 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
My walk through the streets with Dan was nothing like how I had imagined it to be. It was tense and slightly awkward and it was killing me. I looked over to him and he gave me a tight smile, his eyes flickered down to my lips then back to my eyes. I could see he what he wanted but we were both too afraid to make the first move. Me? Because I was too scared of rejection, I didn't want one of the only people I could call a 'friend' hating me because of a stupid action I'd done when I read his moves wrong. Him? Probably because he's in denial, but then again who am I to judge him and his feelings? I couldn't even stand up for myself when he was bullying me, I'm a nobody.
'Where are we going?' I realised we actually had no plan whatsoever. We didn't really think this through...
'Umm, anywhere.' He mumbled. Yeah, not helping.
'I know that but do you have any, like, places we can stay in?' I rolled my eyes.
'Why would I have a place? I'm fucking 15!' He said angrily.
Home Is Where The Heart IsTitle: Home Is Where The Heart IsHome Is Where The Heart Is2 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Genre: angsty fluff, but more fluff than angst :3
Rating: uhm, probably PG, just for the slash
Warnings: upset Phil, slashy stuff.
Author's Note: I really wanted to write something, so I started thinking abut the new flat and BAM story time. :3 Enjoy. <3
Phil sighed, slowly sitting up and clutching Totoro to his chest. His eyes flicked to the clock, and he sighed when he read the time. 4:32 AM.
He fell back against the weird pillows that came with his mattress and tried to shut his brain off, but it didn't work. He never really had this much trouble getting to sleep in the old flat.... but that was just it. This wasn't the old flat.
Of course, he loved the new place. It was bigger and nicer and closer to friends. Dan liked it, too, which made Phil even more happy about it. It was just that it didn't feel like home yet, and he was afraid it never would. He never really adjusted to the old place, neither had Dan for that matter
Bully - Phan - Part 1Title: BullyBully - Phan - Part 12 years ago in Romance More Like This
Genre: general fiction
Warnings: Swears, self-harm, mentions of abuse.
Author's Note: This is a long story, links in description.
Great, another day in the hell pit they call a school. I thought as I trudged through the doors, hitching my rucksack ever higher on to my back, praying that they decided to give me a day of rest. I've been bullied by Dan Howell and his pathetic little gang for years. I pretend it doesn't get to me but the harsh truth of it is I've been cutting to get rid of the pain that I have to endure every day. I've been doing it for ages, my legs and hips torn to shreds. That's why I hate P.E.
I rounded the corner to get to my locker and there they are, waiting for me. Dan's gang consists of:
Him - The Ring Leader (He leads the gang, chooses the victims... usually me)
PJ - The Follower (He just in it so he avoids getting beaten up)
Alex - The Beater (He beats the victims up. And his punches land hard
Phan: Kiss It All Better Part10"Is it on?" Phil blinked at the camera that Dan was holding.Phan: Kiss It All Better Part102 years ago in Romance More Like This
Dan nodded, "Yes Phil."
Phil began to fix his hair, "Hi guys!" He waved at the camera, "This is day two," He held two fingers in front of the camera, "of our Paris experience!"
Dan swung the camera round and recorded the busy scene outside of the louvre. "We're at the louvre today." Dan said, "And it's very busy and there's lots of srs looking gaurds stood about."
"Srs." Phil repeated.
Dan zoomed the camera in on of the the gaurds, "Srs." He said again.
Phil took the camera from Dan, zooming in on random French people who were just walking past "Srs!" He kept saying. Both him and Dan were absolutely wetting themselves laughing.
"Come on, we have to go inside." Phil grabbed Dan's arm and pulled him towards the entrance, showing his and Dan's tickets before going inside. "Jesus, it's hot in here." Phil picked up one of the free guides from the information desk and began to fan himself with it. "Where are we going?"
"Well I woul
Phan: Runnin'Title: Runnin'Phan: Runnin'2 years ago in Romance More Like This
Author: Ellie Galaxies
Genre: kind of drama sort of thing idk man.
Rating: Suitable for all ages~
Warnings: None really.
Author's Note: Read the description, please~
"I love you."
I can hear his voice. Over and over again in my head. Those three words, over and over again in my head. "I love you." over and over again in my head. I shake my head. I need to get away. I can't handle the commitment. I can't handle it.
"I love you, Dan." He whispers as we cuddle after sex. Love? I've never been in love before and no one's ever loved me.
Is it meant to feel strange?
Is it meant to feel wrong?
I shake my head again. No. It's meant to just fit together like it does in the movies. Fit together like a jigsaw.
But it doesn't.
It feels wrong.
So while he's asleep, I leave. I pack my bags and I leave. Like a coward, I leave.
I rest my head on the window of the train as I get away from Manchester. Away from Phil.
I don't even know if I love hi
Phan: Come On, Skinny LoveTitle: Come On, Skinny LovePhan: Come On, Skinny Love2 years ago in Romance More Like This
Author: Ellie Galaxies
Genre: sadness and angst and stuff
Rating: Suitable for everyoneeee
Author's Note: So, basically inspired by Skinny Love by Birdy. The fic is sadder if you listen to this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BdmKb9X60n4&feature=fvwrel while reading.
I decided to interpret the song a little differently than the actual meaning so "Skinny Love" is the name that Phil calls Dan because of how weak he's getting. I haven't written the names in this, so I guess you can read it however you want to maybe Phil is the one in the hospital bed and maybe Dan is... *shrugs* but personally, I read it as Dan being int the hospital bed :3
I glance over to him. He's lying in the hospital bed. He hasn't smiled in months, not since they told him. He's weak, too weak to cry. Too weak to do anything really. He's lost a lot of weight too. He sighs and rests his hand on top of mine. I smile slightly and lean ov
Phan: Bully Me [Part 14]Phan: Bully Me [Part 14]2 years ago in Romance More Like This
Slamming the door shut behind him, his mother looked up with raised eyebrows as she slung her bag over her shoulder and made her way over to him as he hurried up the stairs.
"Phil? Phil, honey, are you alright?"
"Fine mum!" he replied as he ran to his room and closed the door, his mother calling after him with slight worry in her voice, "Ok... I'm going to work now though, ok? Won't be back until morning, I'll see you then. Love you!"
"Love you too!" he called back and soon heard the front door slam shut. He rushed into his bathroom and ran the shower, stripping quickly and climbing in.
If he was going to crash Dan's date he had to look presentable for the occasion.
"I heard you were in a fight today," the rough voice of his father was like sandpaper to Phil and he turned from his beeline track to return to his bedroom to face his father at the kitchen table. He stared at him blankly.
The old man moved slightly in his seat, the wood creaking beneath his weight as a grunt left his l
What I really wantWhat I really want2 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
This day of college was reaallllyyyyy dragging. To be honest, I really didn't want to learn about law or religion, and I didn't really care for doing simultaneous equations over and over to "make sure I understood them correctly". I would rather think about other things in my life.
Whenever I got distracted in lessons, I always used to say to myself "Come on Dan, you can do this. Concentrate and pass these exams, then you can think about where you go to next in life!" but these days I don't try to push myself on, I just let my mind wander.
Especially now I know exactly where I want my mind to be.
You see, last week I got my first boyfriend.
He has been my best friend for about two years now, but we both knew there was something more to our relationship, and we had decided to act on it. It was awkward to start with but we fell into things pretty easily and now we were fine with each other. And, I loved it! I loved him! I smiled to myself.
"Well Daniel?" As
Phan: The Super Amazing ProjectIt was pretty much pitch black in the bathroom, apart from the light coming from mine and Phil's phones. We'd just finished filming the "Viewer Spooky Happenings" and I'd just climbed out of the shower. For some reason I thought it would be a good idea to stand in there for the filming.Phan: The Super Amazing Project2 years ago in Romance More Like This
"Hey Phil? I can do something really cool with the lights. Get in the shower a sec."
He did as he was told, climbing into the shower and standing behind the glass screen. He had always been so gullible.
"Come over here." I tapped the glass and pointed to where I wanted him to stand. Again, he did as he was told. I could see him smiling when his phone light shone onto his face, clearly excited about what crazy plan I had in mind. "Now push it against the glass." I grabbed his arm and made him hold the phone's light against the glass. He looked at me as he held the phone in position. The light was no longer on his face but I could make out his smile in the darkness. "Now I'll get my phone." I reached to p
I'm ReadyTitle: I'm ReadyI'm Ready2 years ago in Romance More Like This
Genre: Fluff :3
Warnings: nothing as long as you aren't homophobic. Oh and a bad plot line oops
Disclaimer: I do not own Amazingphil or danisnotonfire and this is fiction and yeah
Author's Note: I wrote this on my phone before I went to bed last night, so I'm sorry it's kind of bad. .-.
"Stop squirming, you're making it more awkward!"
"It shouldn't be awkward at all!"
Dan and I had been trying to film a decent kiss to end the video we'd just made to come out as a couple to the fans, but it was harder than I thought. Sure, kissing and editing it out before anyone could see it was easy, but this wasn't the same thing.
What if I took it too far or made a weird noise? I felt so pressured and anxious when I didn't really need to feel that way at all. My stomach was beginning to hurt from all of this, along with my hands sweating and my heart pounding. It shouldn't be so forced. The fans would know if it was forced....
Bully - Phan - Part 12Dan's POVBully - Phan - Part 122 years ago in Romance More Like This
Phil threw the bag on to the small double bed and it groaned and creaked under the weight. If it can barely hold that I have no idea how we're going to sleep on it. Wait... there's one very small double bed. I'm going to be sharing a bed with Phil. Hell yes.
'That doesn't sound too good.' Phil chuckled nervously, making me smile. The tremor in his voice sounded so cute, he's not the confident, I guess I'll just have to bring that side of him out.
'I know, right. How is it going to hold both of us?' I went to sit on it, dust clouded up around me and it creaked painfully.
'B-both of u-us?' Phil looked at me, shocked. He did know we were going to share a bed, right?
'Well, yeah. There's only one bed. You have a problem with that?' I raised an eyebrow challengingly.
'N-no.' He stammered, his cheeks and the tops of his ears turning bright red. I just want to shnuggle him forever and ever.
'Good. Shall we go out? I don't like it in here...' I glanc
Phan: The Hunger Games - Part 11Title: Phan: The Hunger GamesPhan: The Hunger Games - Part 112 years ago in Romance More Like This
Rating: Suitable for all ages :3
Warnings: CONTAINS MINOR SPOILER FOR THE HUNGER GAMES BOOK. Dan swears twice!
Author's Note: This fic is inspired by The Hunger Games by Suzanne Collins.
Dan didn't need to wake me up. The sound of a canon firing 3 times in a row shook me awake not long after I'd managed to fall asleep. How many was that now? 12? Twelve dead tributes. "I'll take over watch duties, if you want." I offered.
Dan turned to face me and nodded, "That'd be great, thanks. I was gonna wake you up in an hour or so anyway. I climbed out from under the waterproof blanket and took Dan's place on watch. "Phil?" He whispered.
"I'm glad I met you."
"You too." I whispered back and smiled. I could almost hear the screams from the Capitol now. I saw how they'd reacted when Amy and PJ said that they were kind of best friends, I bet they'd be reacting the same way to
You Found Me Part 7Title: You Found Me: PART 7You Found Me Part 72 years ago in Romance More Like This
Warning: Kathy's kind of off in this one x
(Time Lapse-3 weeks later, Phil's POV, Skype Chat with Kathy ^.^")
So, what is it with you and Dan, Mister Be-Secretive-And-Ignore-Your-Best-Friend?!
PHIL! OH MY GOD! I SWEAR IF YOU MAKE ME WAIT FOR AN ANSWER I WILL COME DOWN TO YOUR HOUSE AND CHOKE IT OUT OF YOU!!!
I wasn't done.
Well, you're taking WAY too long...TELL MEEEEE!!!!
FINE! We're kind of a thing.
What does 'kind of a thing' mean?
You slept with him, didn't you?
Thinking with the wrong head again, weren't you?
AHA! I KNEW IT!!!!
You loooooove him.
You LOOOOOOOOVE him, admit it.
THE DARK QUEEN COMMANDS YOU!
'The Dark Queen'? We're not 5 anymore, Kat.
Who cares? ADMIT IT.
Or else I'll come to your