So, I lied.I am a poet.So, I lied.3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
that's what my
skin tells me when
I'm slowly melting into
bed sheets not worth
lying in twice.
Half sick of shadows,
I think I've lost my mind.
My thoughts are s p i n n i n g
and my bones are shaking.
But I keep repeating re-peating
repeating your name like a mantra.
All I want to do is sleep.
But you see,
I bleed more than red
and there is this ink pen
digging through my skin.
Foxx and Owl - Part 1Foxx and Owl - Part 13 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
"Shit," she stammered through chattering teeth. "Where the hell is Owl?"
Foxx waited. Wringing her fingers together tightly and hunching her shoulders, she turned her back to the lower city winds. The stone bench she had made her perch for the past 45 minutes wasn't the warmest place to kill time, but she had suffered worse. She tapped the nose of her mask, bored, all the time wondering what was taking Owl so long.
Foxx always wore her mask in public; a red fox mask with vacant yellow eyes. She pulled her lightweight jacket tighter around her body, shivering all the while, waiting. The wind existed to be unforgiving today.
A jingle caught Foxx's attention and she jerked her head in the direction of the noise. "Damnit," she cursed. It was just the door to the old Chinese noodle shop opening. One of the waiters swept th
Losing The GameLosing The Game3 years ago in Visual & Found Poetry More Like This
Sit down, my friend,
Let me tell you of the game,
It's a hard, painful journey,
With the goal of making you remember my name.
I'm nothing to you,
Just another girl you use,
Smack me, hit me, hurt me
Somehow, I like the abuse.
I can say that I hate you,
But babe, I'll never believe it,
I really want to though,
Cuz you're my worst habit.
Within seconds without you,
I miss you so much,
If you left I don't know what I'd do,
I'm hopelessly in your clutch.
I just want you to love me.
I want you to say I'm yours,
I say you're running out of time,
But truth is, for you, I'll never close my doors.
All you need to do is knock once,
I'll answer the door with heart in hand,
But be careful with it love, it's glass,
Please don't just grind it into sand.
You're the only person in the world,
Who knows me like you do,
So I cling to you so fondly,
Because you get me and I get you too.
But I try to let you go,
To see if you come back,
I'm terrified you won't,
Paranoia gives me a panic attack.
I dream of
For the Coming Death of MeSnap my neckFor the Coming Death of Me3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Or, snap me back
Show me the path
Tell me the truth
Cut my throat
Or, cut out all of the stories lies
Alice can only walk in her wonderland
Before reality over comes her
Stab me in the back
Or, scream your truths in my face
You are now the root
Of a new agonizing fear
Hang me to suffocate
Or, hang out the old photos and give me a reason
to stop and ponder, and wonder once more
The reason behind your actions
Overdose me till I can take no more
Before I choke on the words of the next lie
You planted the seeds of hate
Knowing full wll what you were doing
Let me "slip" and fall off this cliff
Before I fall back into my self destructive habits
The only thing that will truely silence
Silence the voices this new pain has created
Bleed me out
Until your words are written in my blood
Maybe that will make the meaning clear
As I lay in a haze on the floor
Crack my skull
Let the nightmares pour out
See that you are the only thought I have
The center of my panic
But, what ever you do
You LeftThere is a hole nowYou Left3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Where my heart used to be
You tore it out of my chest
When you left
You left our family
I understand your reason
But still I cry
I cry because it hurts
It hurts so damn much
I can barely breath
You were the air in my lungs
My blood falling on the floor
Our bed empty now
As are my eyes
As is my chest
But I will wait for you
I will wait for your return
I know you will
When you're ready
I will be waiting
But untill then...
I will be crying
From the outside and inside
Because it hurts so much
I can barely breath
Broken but I will wait
For your return
We are bound forever
We are meant to be forever together
But for now
I wish you all the strenght you need
In your journey to your soul
Fighting Desire part 3Fighting Desire part 33 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
"Ah, welcome Leonardo," Gen shouted in greeting as he walked up to Leo and Usagi. "You didn't bring the Battle Nexus champion with you? You know, Michelangelo cost me a small fortune that day."
Usagi laughed. "You cost yourself a small fortune, Gennosuke. Your wagers are often too indiscriminate."
"Maybe so," Gen acknowledged. "But I still make money from them. So tell me, how is it you've come back with Usagi here? Is there some plot against the young Lord that I should be aware of?"
Leo shook his head, smiling. "Nothing like that. We were enjoying one another's company so much, we decided to extend our visit and give me the opportunity to travel."
"And to experience the sunshine without having to hide from it," Usagi added.
Gen looked from one to the other and smirked. He had the feeling there was something more here, but he wasn't one to interfere. At least not if it didn't involve a profit.
"Your timing couldn't be better," Gen said to Usagi. "Lord Nor
To dieIt's not that something made me want to die,To die3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
It's that nothing made me want to live.
It's not the thing I couldn't take,
It's the thing I couldn't give.
I didn't really want to die,
I just couldn't stand to be alive.
AshiteruWhen I stopped breathing my heart went numbAshiteru3 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
And the waves of my heart began to drum
You would smile at me and I would slowly break down
It was only you and me and no one else around
My once fragile life burst into dust
Having you with me was always a must
Looking back at it now you took my breath from me
The first time you kissed me was a guarantee
It sent shivers down my body and rattled my spine
You branded me and owned me with your spark of design
And when you would sleep I'd still be awake
My nerves still shook and they continued to quake
You looked like an angel sent from above
No matter how cliché; it's what we call love
Admittingly I'll say that I soon became attached
I was quick to love you, our hearts matched
It scared me to think I was starting to let go
But it had to happen now, I had to foreshow
Now, don't get me wrong and don't think I'm insane
But my life wasn't perfect even with you in my brain
I still cried a lot and kept to my habits
But with you by my side we con
Broken Promises.I nailed my heart back into my chest-Broken Promises.3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
And wiped my tears when you disappeared.
I see no hope for us.
I think we're over and done,
Death is calling my name-
You have left me in vain.
I hope your life is fucking swell,
That your love finds its match somewhere in hell.
I wish you almost the best-
And offer another apology to the list.
I couldn't be whom you wanted,
Couldn't rise up to your expectations.
I'm sorry I couldn't change.
Sorry I couldn't be,
Your perfect little baby.
It's time for me to go-
Maybe I'll come back as a pretty ghost.
All I know is,
I'll always love you.
Dead Is The New AliveDead Is The New Alive3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
My mother taught me:
"A lady must understand her role, you must understand elegance, but like with every woman, you must understand revenge and patience."
I am an elegant young woman, am I not?
I treat my opponents with respect.
I am a patient young woman, am I not?
I wait quietly for them to decide their wish.
I am a revengeful young woman, am I not?
If I die, I will haunt you. Won't I?
They say I'm arrogant, but its just my confidence is high.
I fight every battle as though there is no tomorrow, and trust me, I don't lose my head over it.
I'm so very lonely, but like my mother says:
"A lady must have patience."
So I'll wait for another one to come along, an ally.
They'll never betray me, because I can be very avengeful.
Oh, I'm not going to manipulate to do my bidding, how could I do such a thing?
I was stripped of everything I love
You aren't stripping away a certain someone from me, now are you?
Because I wouldn't mind blowing your head off any time soon.
I'm so very
Hold meHold my hand,Hold me3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Help me through,
I don't want to do this
I can't see ahead,
Tears blind my eyes.
Please hold my hand,
Don't leave me hypnotised.
Take my hand,
Don't let it go,
Or I'll drift out to sea
for all I know.
I am so scared,
These times are rough.
Please hold me close,
I need someone tough.
Please hold my hand,
Don't let it go.
That I can't do this without you,
Is all that I know.
RememberingThe worst part is remembering.Remembering3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Remembering the feel of his shirt,
the sound of his laugh,
the roll of his eyes when Michelle Bachman opens her mouth,
the security of his embrace,
the warmth of his unique love,
the fact that he misses me too.
That's the killer.
Nothing.Nothing is louder than an earsplitting silenceNothing.3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Nothing hurts more than a breath of fresh air
Nothing torments more than your happiest memories
Nothing stings more than relieved tears.
Nothing is warmer than an empty bed
Nothing is more satisfying than eating alone
Nothing is more relaxing than talking to thin air
Nothing screams happy like crying alone.
Nothing is right
Everything is a mess
How I'll get through this
Is anyone's guess.
So thank you for breaking my heart
and for making me give up on love
Thank you for leaving me with a future
That nothing can be made of.
The Next Time You....The Next Time You....The Next Time You....3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
by: Armando Dessier
The next time you
decide you're angry,
look in the mirror.
There, you'll see
the one you're REALLY
The next time you feel
betrayed, look in the
There, you'l find the
one who has REALLY
The next time you want
to strike out at someone,
look in the mirror.
Just to be sure you have
good aim, because THAT
is who you really NEED
to strike out at.
+Defeated+_written story+Defeated+_written story3 years ago in Visual & Found Poetry More Like This
In the dark I hide
Under the bed
As I watch his
Shadow go by
He's looking for me
So he shuts the bedroom door
He doesn't want me
To escape like I did before
These chills running
Up my spine, are
Causing me to panic
And cry at the same time
Daddy said he
Would stop drinking
Daddy promised that
He would try, but
I guess everything Daddy said
Was nothing more then a lie
When Daddy gets drunk
He goes crazy and
Hits and screams
He beats mommy
Until she's unconscious
Then he goes looking for me
I hear his footsteps
Throughout my room
He looks through my closet
"EMMA WHERE ARE YOU!?"
He's staggering and swearing
He wants to beat me black and blue
Daddy then screams loudly
"YOU EIGHT YEAR OLD BRAT,
WHERE ARE YOU!?!"
He bends down
And looks under my bed
There he finds me
"There you are!" Daddy says
He pulls me out
By my hair, instantly
He starts beating me
Without a care...
An hour or two go by
The beating is finally done
I'm lying on the floor
I'm bleeding and fully numb
TimeHow long must you keep me waiting?Time3 years ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
Surely you must know by now.
I am left here contemplating.
How much more pain can you allow?
Time is such a funny thing
For it is neither, friend or foe.
To you this must be tiring.
Well don't mind me. I just want to know.
I swear to god that I don't mind
I just want you to make things right.
DesolationDesolation3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The sound of a battles end
The smell of charred flesh on broken ground
The taste of ash in the blackened air
The soft touch of a dying wish
The sight of bone and blood
It's the moment of serenity
The moment where time stops for but a instant
It's where your life flashes before you
The moment where it all begins to fade
Midnight Ravings of Love and LossI feel nothing.Midnight Ravings of Love and Loss3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I have no reason to go to sleep in the evening,
I have no reason to get up in the morning.
He did this.
He changed me.
He was at the center of the best moment of my young life
and when everything I knew came crashing down, with him to blame
he helped me rebuild.
His soft voice and vulgar humor sustained me.
His eyes, his hair, his body seduced me.
His laugh, his mere existence brought me happiness
I owe him everything.
He changed me.
He was my reason to go to sleep in the evening,
He was the reason to get up in the morning.
He was my world.
He forced me to feel
He made me feel love
Even if it was all one sided,
he made me feel.
I'm sure I'll miss those feelings
I know I'll miss him.
But, right now, I can't tell.
I feel nothing.
+Helpless+__written story+Helpless+__written story3 years ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
Hiding in my closet
With my doll in my arms
I close my eyes and
Cover my ears, and
Pretend that nothings happened
Usually daddy just hits
Mommy once or twice,
But I keep hearing her
Screaming and she begs
Him to stop, I
Hear him say that he
Hates her and he
Wants her to pay
I whisper a prayer for mommy
Because I don't know
What to do, suddenly
I start to cry and
Hope God helps her soon
I hear mommy give a scream so loud
Then it's silent....quiet as a mouse
I slowly come out of my closet
And start looking around the house
There I see mommy
On the kitchen floor,
Lying face down with
Blood all around her
I cry so hard while
holding my doll tight
My daddy is standing
Over her and in his hand
The bloody knife...
He looks at mommy
Then back at me
He looks crazy and
He says ever so softly
"You're a witness."
And I know what's coming
My daddy starts walking
Towards me, with murder
In his dark eyes...
This is the story on
How me and my mommy died...
PleaPlea3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Не оставь меня в покое
Ты весь мой мир,
Я не хочу быть без тебя
За то, что я сделал не так
Если бы я мог
Я хотел бы начать все сначала
By the White WolfBy the White Wolf3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
By the White Wolf
She's come to me now
It's finally over
I pass into the gray
Her visage terrible and wonderful to behold
Her fur stark white
The spirit of death is she
She comes to guide my soul
What remains of me
I still my heartbeat
I quench my breath
She has marked me with the scent of death
Close your eyes and expose your neck
Let her sink her fangs into you throat
Let her bleed you of your spirit
Let her bleed you of your soul
Let her guide you into the gray
There is no family now
No pack to depend on
In the end we start our road alone
We will see the ones we love when she visits them
Stare into her eyes now
It's time to follow her
Time for the finial journey
Time for you to rest
By the White Wolf
The Stage 2 The songs I wrote alone on my bed fills the room as I try to walk through it to get to the bar but people I don't know or have ever talked to is grabbing me trying to pull me in directions I know I can't find any drinks. Smiling and laughing I try to find CC or Ash though it's pretty much in vain seeing as the room is filled with moving bodies and strangely enough most of the people I think are my friends turn out to be women. I know both of them would hate me if they knew I mistook fans for them and still it brings a sincere chuckle from me making the girl pressing herself into my side beam thinking she did that. Her hands are all over me in a way I don't really like but has to stand not to have our management yell at me for being so prude and I fake another smirk at her while placing a hand on her lower back. A shudder runs through me as she pushes her fake nails underneath the hem of my jeans and I want to scream at her not to touch me when someone suddenly grabs me fromThe Stage 23 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
The Stage 3"Are you going to tell them?"The Stage 33 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Jinxx isn't trying to hurt me or make me feel worse in any way but being asked exactly that is sending knives through my already bleeding heart and I can't stop the sob leaving me as he hugs me tight, being comforted by the guitarist feels oddly good as I lean my head against his shoulder and smile as he strokes his hand up and down my lower back just like someone would a small child. The older man really would be a perfect dad and out of nowhere the image of him soothing CC after the drummer fell of his skateboard trying to outrace Danny down their street came to me making me chuckle, I don't have to look at him to know he is arching a brow at me in confusion and I lower my head to escape the hawk eyes resting on me though there is no point trying to get away from Jinxx when he really tried to reach you. Giving in sounds so good and the easy way to go but things aren't so easy and I know he wants an explanation I'm not sure I can give so inste
LesbianGod loved the two girls at the end of my street.Lesbian3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Everywhere they went, they went together,
hand-in-hand so they didn't get lost,
laughing at everything and nothing
all at once.
He was so proud of them.
They never stole, they never swore,
they brushed their teeth twice a day
and always said their prayers.
It was a gift, said the townspeople,
that two girls as perfect as they were
were born in the same place.
an even greater gift, said they,
that those two were the best of friends.
Long nights spent giggling in rooms with closed doors
was a good thing, back then.
halfway between their houses
and in the middle of the street,
they realized that they loved each other.
A gaze lingered a moment too long,
a heart beat a little too fast...
They kissed for the first time on a park bench,
hidden from the rest of the world.
God doesn't love them anymore.