Gender DysphoriaGender Dysphoria,Gender Dysphoria5 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
an identity crisis
False impressions inside and out
Mind games for the chosen victim
Suffering from the lack of self esteem
Simple envy, but towards which gender?
A boy or a girl, what am I?
Maybe I'm just a freak
Emotionless people staring at me
Trying to guess,
But they don't see
Nor will they ever ask
What gender am I?
To who does it matter?
Friends shouldn't care,
what if I have a lover?
Whoever is involved,
needs to understand
I didn't choose,
What I am!
If Only I Could Make Her See...I honestly do not wish to sleepIf Only I Could Make Her See...3 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Maybe I just fell in too deep
I know she would just be waiting in my dreams
Waiting to hear all of my screams
As I cry out to her
I want what we once were
But I know that will never again be
I keep saying "If only I could make her see..."
She Left Her NameIf I could I would run through life naked and laughing.She Left Her Name4 years ago in Stories & Vignettes More Like This
I would wear nothing but an extra large t-shirt, so white and thin you can see through it, and I would run from the tops of mountains across the wind and the ocean and I would see everything. I would leave my name behind.
I would be just like that girl Sally from the play I read in high school.
Because I can't be like you, or like my mother, or my father, and I'm scared of the people I've fallen in love with. Sometimes I don't want this life anymore, and that's ok. Sometimes I pocket things I shouldn't, just because I can, and I wanted to. Sometimes I go rushing down the path just to turn ninety degrees east at breakneck speeds to see if I can find a different way there.
I can't live life with a plan. That would be so disappointing, because I know that in the grand scheme of things, my plans mean nothing to anyone or anything. What matters are the images and the ideas and the people and the memories that have stuck with me through
AlwaysAlways5 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
"Love is not written on paper, for paper can be erased.
Nor is it etched on stone, for stone can be broken.
But it is inscribed on a heart and there it shall remain forever."
"We`re both headed towards the same destination. I`ll be waiting for you."
But when everything was over, when the puzzle was solved, when the race was finished, no one was waiting for Near at the finish line.
Because the person who was supposed to be waiting there--who promised to be waiting there--was gone.
Mello died because of him or for him; Near didn`t know which one was worse. All he knew was that it left a burden on his shoulders; a burden heavier than that of being the new L or that of being Kira`s captor. All of it, all of it... He saw it as nothing more but blood on his hands, and though he refused to act as though he was affected by it in the slightest, on the inside, he was aching with the pain of a thousand white-hot knives being stabbed over and over into his ve
mirrored cursethe mirror is a curse to me,mirrored curse4 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
my body fails me.
every time i catch a glimpse
of my feminine hips
and my large chest,
hold back tears.
even with my chest tightly bound,
i'm not flat enough,
will never be flat enough.
even though i struggle to breathe,
i'm not flat enough.
will never be flat enough.
i'm not a real man, the voice of paranoia says.
real men are flat.
real men don't have to wear six layers of clothing
to look like real men.
real men don't have to shake every time they have to piss.
when i catch my reflection in the mirror,
and that is something you will never have to understand.
you'll never have to bind your chest,
deepen your voice,
cry yourself to sleep.
you don't run the risk of getting your ass kicked
every time you leave the house.
you are so, so lucky.
you've got privilege over me,
your transgender sibling.
so use it for good.
tell your children that it's okay
to wear dresses if you're a boy
and cut your hair if you're a girl.
tell your f
Parallel HeartsParallel Hearts3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
"I had never had an easy life Sure; it's better than a lot of people's It was free of abuse, my parents were totally in love with each other, we weren't in poverty But there was always something; one little, itty bitty thing that just fucked everything else up And I came to realize how fucked up my life really was, and you're the one who made me realize The girl I fell in love with. And now you dare have the audacity to look me in the eyes and tell me it's my fault? I don't think so I knew somewhere, down deep in the crevice called my heart that I would never be happy but I ignored it; I thought you were the one who could change my life forever. Well I was right about that one thingbut it wasn't for the better You tore me to pieces; played your silly little games; showed me a great time; made me work up my courage, my confidence, just so you could make me crash and burn. So you know what? Fuck you and y
Reasons Why We Love Emo BoysHere are some reasons why our members love emo boys!!Reasons Why We Love Emo Boys7 years ago in General Non-Fiction More Like This
(If you have a reason that is not on the list, feel free to comment with the reason and we will gladly add it )
1. They are sensitive
2. They are cute
3. They have sexy hair
4. The dark clothes and skinny jeans
5. Because they can straighten their hair without being called gay
6. Even if they are not loved by a lot of people they are still proud to be themselves
7. They care about their looks, unlike other guys
8. They have an artisitic soul
9. They have good taste in music
10. They aren't afraid to cry
11. They are talented
12. They have a good sense of humor
13. They listen to you
14. They give great hugs
15. They always have a sharpie with them
16. They don't change for others
17. They can get away with wearing eyeliner
18. They know what to say when you're upset
19. You can share your clothes with them
20. They make awesome gay guys
21. They can get away with the shirtless look.. and look better that way.
On the Edge...Title: On the EdgeOn the Edge...3 years ago in Horror More Like This
Fandom: Vampire Knight (Fanfic)
Characters: Zero Kiryuu
Word Count: 649
Summary: Zero's inner battle with the beast that dwells within. (It is written during the year that was skipped in the time-skip after the first arc of the manga ended)
A/N: Slightly AU (Zero has a cellphone xP) but other than that it sticks to the VK world pretty closely.
It was around 8 pm and Zero Kiryuu was on his way back to his apartment. It had been a solid three days since he had hunted any Level-Es. He wasn't happy about it. Walking past another pedestrian, the hunter flinched in pain and disgust as a tantalizing aroma filled his senses, stirring yet another storm inside his very core. With every step, the world around him grew obscurer, an impending darkness creeping inside his heart. The faces of people on the street were getting hazier and soon Zero could only distinguish them through their scents- those whiffs of blood eman
IronicIronic that the reason we first met is now the reason I hurt,Ironic4 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Ironic that the way we love now just isn't what I want,
Ironic that the way you hold me to you just isn't like I want it to be,
Ironic that I promised myself this would never happen to us.
You hug me tight my senses tingle and become alert,
My every sense your touch does taunt,
My body yearns for my desires to be free,
It's crazy that my heart could cause this fuss.
Tangled in this web of friendship and desire,
I can only hope to see your love for me,
I cannot speak lest my heart be broken and lost,
I remain silent and love from afar.
This want and need such a hot fire,
All that I need and hope for is all that I see,
When I look at you I can't see the cost,
But I know that your love doesn't rest near but far.
The Words That Were Never SaidIt's not fair. I stood in the corner, watching as the person I loved the most love someone else.The Words That Were Never Said3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
"I love you Aichi"
Aichi blushed madly as Kai said those words. The two looked at each other passionately and embraced each other in a kiss. Most people would congratulate them for the newly born relationship, but for me it was a sickening sight. As I watched, the tears just wouldn't stop coming. I couldn't take it anymore; I needed to get out of here as soon as possible, before I completely broke down. So I took off running into the cold, dark night, stopping for nothing until I reached home.
"Taishi, would you like something to eat?"
"No, I'm not hungry."
Rushing upstairs, I slammed my bedroom doors and immediately hid under my covers. There was nothing I could do to control my uncontrollable sobbing. School was tomorrow, which meant I had to act like nothing was wrong. It was better to get it all out now or it would be even more difficult to keep my emotions hidden
Shadouge Story: RevelationRouge caught him before he could get into the shower, bursting into the bathroom, ready to shell out the dish served cold better known as "REVENGE". He had just started the shower and was in the middle of unzipping his pants (his shirt already off) when she came in, a devilish grin on her face as she closed the door behind her, bolting it shut.Shadouge Story: Revelation5 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
"You look like you're up to something, Rouge..." Shadow spoke, slowly continuing unbuttoning and unzipping his pants. Rouge licked her lips and approached him, placing her index finger on his chest.
"Just a little payback for that stunt you pulled in the bedroom..."
"And I'm just supposed to let you do this...?"
"Wasn't expecting you to..." she pressed her palm flat against his chest and pushed him back until he fell back on the toilet lid. "Shadow." she grinned at what she had planned for him as she slowly sank to her knees, her hands fishing into his boxers to get started on her revenge.... when in the corner of her eyes she spotted the dreade
Ciel at School"Hey, did you hear about the new kid?" Alice asked as she walked towards me.Ciel at School4 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
I looked up from the book I was reading.
"What do you mean 'have I heard about the new kid?' No one ever talks to me." I replied.
"Well, there's a new yr 9 kid." She was now standing over me from where I was sitting with my back to the wall of the school Gym.
"Since when are you interested in yr 9's?" I asked.
"Since this guy has an eye-patch and speaks with a British accent."
"So~ we now have a pirate at our school?"
"No, he apparently needs the eye-patch"
"Um, Alice, you do know no one 'needs' an eye-patch, right? They're to stop people from staring at the fact that you have no eye."
Just then the bell rang.
"Well guess we better get to class." She said as I stood "What do you have now, Lara?"
"Art" I replied as I wiped the dirt off my bum.
After saying bye to Alice, I walked to my locker, got the books
Make Me...Make Me...4 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
That terribly annoying sound was driving Andy Biersack insane. He was sat next to his boyfriend, Ashley Purdy, who was chewing his bubblegum. He had an addiction for the stuff, resulting him having it in his mouth almost 24/7.
Andy looked up from his kerrang magazine, his ice blue eyes wandering and glanced over to Ashley who was content with his gum. Another pop was heard before Andy had to do something about it.
"Ashley babe, please can you stop popping that gum? It's really annoying me." He said as politely as he could.
"Make me." was Ashleys response.
Andy threw his magazine into a nearby arm chair and sat on top of Ashley, one leg on either side. He bent down to kiss the older man, and they both touched lips. Ashley opened his mouth so Andy's tounge could venture inside. There was a vicious battle for dominance as Ashes tounge twirled around Andy's mouth.
Ashley had won, but only at one thing. as Andy pulled back, Ashley was about to go back
Andley- Victoria's SecretAndy's P.O.VAndley- Victoria's Secret3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Me and Ash were out shopping, first time in awhile since we had just stopped touring. All was going well until Ash spotted Victoria's Secret across the street.
"Oh Victoria's Secret, I've been dying to get you in there," he grinned as he pushed me towards it.
"I'm sure you have!" I teased, allowing myself to be carted along by my sexy boyfriend. He pulled me through the double doors and into the largish shop, it had bra's and panties galore, lace, silk, satin you fucking name it they had it...no wonder Ash likes this shop so much. I made a side-step movement to try and get out the shop but Ash gripped my upper arms and propelled me towards a panties section.
"Now I know how much you like your panties," he teased, brushing his lips along my ear.
"Yes I like panties not a piece of cloth on a fucking string!" I teased back, picking up a would be thong.
"I think you'd look sexy in them," he commented, nuzzling his nose and lips in my neck.
"You would," I teased, looking at him
Birthday WishMiwa awoke to the cheery melody of his cellphone. He groaned and flipped open his cellphone, which was still next to him from last night. "Happy Birthday", the screen flashed. It was only his cellphone reminding him of his own birthday, not the person he had been hoping to send him a message. Miwa sighed, closing his cellphone and slamming his face onto his pillow. He could at least have a somewhat decent birthday Oh right, his parents were away on a business trip, and Kai was in some part of Asia, somewhere cardfighting somebody. If only he had gone along; but one, he wasn't needed; and two, somebody had to look after the shop, and the manager has trusted him with the job. Miwa glanced at the time on his cellphone. 7:33 He had better get up or else he wouldn't make it to the shop by its opening time. That manager had given him that responsibility after all. Miwa stood up, stretching, then yawning. He felt tired, perhaps from staying up half the night waiting for a responseBirthday Wish3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
[Shizaya] Taniec wpol do smierciTyp: one-shot[Shizaya] Taniec wpol do smierci1 year ago in Short Stories More Like This
Gatunek: slash, tak trochu ~~
Taniec wpół do śmierci
Tego dnia Tokio wyglądało tak samo jak zwykle. Mimo ulewnego deszczu i wczesnej pory, ulice były zapełnione pędzącymi gdzieś ludźmi. Wszyscy gorączkowo starali się wypełnić dzienną rutynę. Na jednej z nich jakaś grupka poszukiwała potencjalnej ofiary, młody chłopak biegł, by nie spóźnić się na zajęcia. Kędyś dalej stragarz zachęcał przechodniów by coś kupili, jakaś parka kłóciła się o sobotni wieczór, właściciel szukał swojego psa. Ktoś gdzieś kochał, ktoś umierał, inny płakał, śmiał się, zazdrościł. Cały kram osobowości.
To zabawne, że kiedyś mnie one fascynowały. Zapełnia&
DemonPain..Demon3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
You don't know the half of it.
You couldn't fathom the agony.
You have no idea, what it's like.
After everything you put me through,
Everything you've done.
After what you've killed inside of me,
A demon has been created.
I feel no sympathy,
I feel no remorse.
I have no feeling,
and I fear I have no heart.
Cold, dead hands constrict me,
The fire inside scorches,
The dark abyss of forgotten lies,
Consumes my very soul.
I fear there is no turning back,
From the beast you have made of me,
From the monster I am.
From the demon that I have become.
Kuroshitsuji: Sebastian X Ciel Ciel westchnął. Przesunął się pod pościelą, delikatny atłas otulił go szczelnie.Kuroshitsuji: Sebastian X Ciel4 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Normalnie by się po prostu odwrócił na drugi bok i zasnął. Ale dziś miał dzień pełen niepewności i stresu. Tęsknił do czyjegoś towarzystwa.
Gdyby miał rodziców, był normalnym dzieckiem, to przełknąłby swoją dumę, zabrał poduszkę i położył się z nimi.
Ale oni nie żyją.
Sebastian właśnie gasił świece w pokoju. Krążył po pomieszczeniu poprawiając różne rzeczy. Zasłaniał okna ciężką kotarą, zbierał porozrzucane po pokoju ubrania swojego młodego panicza.
A gdyby tak...
- Zostań ze mną.
Te słowa wypowiedziane przez Ciela wmurowały demona w podłogę. Odwrócił się bły
PONPONPON English lyricsWhat if everyone aroundPONPONPON English lyrics4 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Decided to go skipping all across the town?
And what if they collided in the city streets
And everyone held hands and looked up into the sky, now?
If everyone would look around from where they stand
And open up and learn to give and take a chance
Then that will be the hope to chase away my cries
So don't worry and move forward with your head held high, -igh -igh
PON PON let it out
C'mon, let the crazy show
Because if you don't
Life would be so dull, you know
Headphones on my ears
Rhythm's got me jammin' here
WAY WAY open road
Gotta make it on my own
PON PON can't you see
DON DON hear that beat?
Sounds like it's your heart to me
POI POI make a change
Throw bad history away
Slow and steadily
Ah-ah, you make me happy
Every day PON
Every time is PON
Jump on a carousel and don't let go
Every day PON
Every time is PON
We cannot stay like this, but even so
PON PON let it out
C'mon, let the crazy show
Because if you don't
Life would be so dull,
SasuNaru: New Engagement?Contains yaoi (boy x boy)SasuNaru: New Engagement?6 years ago in Teen More Like This
SasuNaru: Chapter 5
Naruto slowly moved forward, Sasuke trailing behind him. Naruto's hand clasped the handle; and he flinched a bit because it was cold.
And he twisted the knob open
"...huh?" Naruto said, slightly confused.
There was no one there. Sasuke just sighed, giving Naruto a pat on the back, reassuring him it was just kids playing a trick or something.
Naruto shut the door, and screamed when they turned around, leaping into Sasuke's arms.
"Hi guys," Kakashi spoke, giving them his trade mark smile.
"Jesus, you scared the crap out of us!" Naruto bellowed.
"Us?" Sasuke said, even though you could tell his face was more pale than usual.
"Haha, it's still funny every time," Kakashi laughed, wiping a fake tear from his eye.
Naruto just rolled his eyes. They stood there for a while, just listening to the quiet breeze that made the trees sway
PLAYING HARD TO GET: Part 22 (7 of 10)PLAYING HARD TO GET: Part 22 (7 of 10)3 years ago in Romance More Like This
Part 22 (7 of ?) Naruto's Past
"Let me tell yah, getting kidnapped, is not fun." Naruto stated, "And getting stabbed is even less fun."
I awoke where I thought would be heaven. There was a bright white light that made my eyes sting. I shivered at the coldness that I felt. I looked around the room trying to figure out where I was when an unfamiliar face walked in. "Oh you're awake." She stated walking towards where I lay. She turned on her little flashlight and pointed it directly towards my eyes. "Well, your vitals look normal." She finally said as she looked at her clip board. 'I'm in the hospital.' I finally concluded.
Back to AUTHOR'S POV
The boy looked up at the doctor and asked her, "How did I get here?"
"Kurama brought you in." she replied.
"Kurama?" he sounded surprised.
"Follow my finger." She said moving her index finger from left to right.
"Where is Kurama?" he asked as he followed her finger.
"Huh?" he sounded surprised.
MemoriesHave you everMemories3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Had a friend
And didn't know what to say
To them anymore?
Not even a simple
No matter how I try
I could write
And I feel like
It has no meaning
Why do I still
Think of her?
Why don't I
Just abandon her
Like it feels she did to us?
Why can't I remove her from my life?
Because she's been there
Since the begining
She was beside you
During the hard times
And when something made
You jump and squeal
And have so much joy
She was there
When you needed a friend
Or just someone
To take your mind off
Thank you memory
I wasn't asking you
I didn't want your 'help'
She's made you smile
Made you cry
Made you laugh
Made you scream
Made you love
Made you hate
She's been everything
Now she's gone
I said thank you memory
That's enough now
I've got it
How long was it?
5..6 years ago
She never left
She was there the longest
She protected you
She was there
This is IeroweenThis is Ieroween4 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
MCR fans of every age
Wouldn't you like to see something strange?
Come with us and you will see
This, our town of Ieroween
This is Ieroween, this is Ieroween
Killjoys scream in the dead of night
This is Ieroween, everyone is spazzing
Sing along your neighbors gonna die of delight
It's our town, everybody sing
In this town of Ieroween
I am the one hiding under your bunk
With glowing hazel eyes and a rhythm guitar
I am the one hiding on your bus
Fingerless gloves and red and black hair
This is Ieroween, this is Ieroween
Ieroween! Ieroween! Ieroween! Ieroween!
In this town we call home
Everyone hail to the Killjoy song
In this town, don't we love it now?
Everybody's waiting for the next surprise
Round that corner, man hiding in the casket
Something's waiting now to pounce, and how you'll...
Sing! This is Ieroween
Red 'n' black, hazel-green
Aren't you scared?
Well, that's just fine
Say it once, say it twice
Take a chance and roll the dice
Ride with the band in the dead of night
HammerspaceLink yelped when he was suddenly thrown onto the bed and stared as Ghirahim crawled over to him. He blinked and moved back until he was trapped against the wall with Ghirahim towering over him with a smirk. "Got you," he purred and kissed the Hero's lips who after a moment closed his eyes and accepted the kiss and returned his own.Hammerspace3 years ago in Humor More Like This
After a while Ghirahim broke away and they both panted slightly while Ghirahim merely purred at Link's flushed expression and kissed him on the forehead. "My cute sky child," Ghirahim said, Link pouted but his expression turned to a surprised and slightly curious expression as Ghirhaim's hands moved lower and began undoing all of his buckles and straps.
He was silent as Ghirahim worked his way to remove his tunic and chain mail. Link felt better he wasn't carrying the heavy armor but he wondered if Ghirahim wouldn't mind... Nevermind. Ghirahim paused as he pulled out a bombag from Link's belt and stared at it before looking at Link who shrugged. He threw it