Pinky PromiseSoul shattered. Sorry I wasn't there.Pinky Promise2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I promised, once didn't I?
I break promises I guess.
I don't bother listening to the messages on the voicemail anymore.
They collected themselves together until the error comes up;
and I have to force myself not to bite my lip while I delete them.
Your voice is still beautiful by the way.
Don't hate me, please.
It's just who I am.
Attention hyperactive paranoia at being close to anyone disorder.
Isolation clings to my skin like ice to a rail in winter.
I love you,
but I can't tell you that. . .
I guess in the end you'll be happy with someone else,
and I'll smile like every beat my heart makes isn't bleeding, too.