regretstop looking through empty windowsregret5 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
and thinking it never rains enough indoors.
stop tracing outlines of dusty coffee cups
thinking you'll grow accustom to tainted teeth.
you won't love him tomorrow. this feeling you're feeling, it's not going to just go away. this feeling you regret that you got yourself into.
you won't tell him the truth. no, i won't tell you to either. i believe one sad soul is better than one guilt ridden, over rehearsed one.
you won't know what to say when he asks you how you feel or how you are or what he could do to make it better. and when he jokes he'll have to leave, you wish he would.
you don't know what's wrong with yourself. you think you should be happy but he's like a closed door without anything worth opening for. but they love him so much, why can't you. he cares, he says, about you that is. but he's so careless, he's still stuck in reverse. he's happy with bringing up the tortured souls of noshutupidon'twanttohearit.