A Mother's NatureI hate her.A Mother's Nature4 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I hate her.
I HATE HER.
Am I nothing?
Am I absolutely nothing?
Am I nothing more than a piece of shit?
A piece of fucking shit?
The tears that pour down my face,
Are like the water colours of my life.
In a world surrounded by
BLACK and WHITE.
So what would happen if I just disappeared?
Do you think she'd even notice?
Do you think she'd even care?
Do you think she'd even realize how much she's killed everything I am?
That's just her nature.
The life I live is like a wheel of pain that never stops.
The excuses I make are honestly just...
"I'm used to it."
I can't deal with this any longer...
I'm done with what you do to me.
I'm done with how you always treat me.
I'm done with never being enough for you.
I'm done with everything about you.
Oh, and mother,
Are you happy now?
Of course not.
That's just your nature.
PanicYou're so good atPanic4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Hiding behind masks.
Oh how I wish I
Had a talent like that.
You smile so good.
And your lies are smooth,
Like the tears that flow
From the eyes you got from your mother.
So composed, they say.
So carefree, they assume.
So good at holding
Her tears inside,
Her fears inside,
Her dreams inside,
Her screams inside.
And so no one is blaming you
For the breakdowns.
Don't be sorry for
What you can't control.