The Anti-Girl.All I want to do right nowThe Anti-Girl.4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
is sit outside in the cold you once felt,
as you smoked those cigarettes. God,
I miss you. It feels like a small chunk
is missing from each and every one of my cells.
I've lost my mother and my sister and my best
friend, with whom I have traveled
throughout the depths of hell.
All I want to do right now is smoke you out
and passively wait for the glittering chain
of mangled nightmares to calm down. There
are moments when I want to glue myself
to the red carpet and murder myself
with my own dying glassy tears.
I am a broken person and these are my jagged parts.
I am trying to sew myself back together, but it is
hard with one arm.
All I want to do right now is smoke and do yoga
make myself more ill with foods I'm allergic to,
glow in the dark for you to find your way back,
and throw up everywhere, and throw up everywhere.
There are moments when I still don't believe it.
I still don't believe it. And it is just
one more thing I don't believe
on the list of thing
420Ten years ago today,4206 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
11:10 am, Tuesday.
23 wounded, 15 dead.
Hallways smeared in crimson red.
No one would forget the sounds.
Bullets ricocheted as they made their rounds.
A birth of a tragedy beyond comprehension,
no one foresaw the building tension.
11:17 proved to bring no disaster,
they needed to come up with a new plan faster.
Walking toward the scene of the crime,
a massacre to unveil at any time.
11:19; "Go! Go! Go!"
Run in fear of the duo.
at any cost avoid the bloodshed,
thinking quick to fall down and play dead.
911 at 11:25,
students struggling to stay alive.
four minutes ten seconds after,
no one could remember the sound of laughter.
"Peek-a-boo" Harris teased,
shot his gun as time freezed.
Recoil from the gun broke his nose,
"Do you believe in God?" as the story goes.
The thrill of the hunt soon lost it's charm,
debated using a knife instead of a firearm.
suicide ended their rampage at 12:08,
one of the worst school shootings known to date.
If dead could talk, what would t